Thank you for taking the time to check out this new mix that was inspired through the many human emotions we all may come to face in our lives. Many names and titles came to mind when thinking of this work of art, but solace perfectly describes the feeling I had in my heart when I was mixing. I'm so grateful to be alive and be able to experience emotions such as love, heartache, sorrow, solace, and pain. They remind me that I'm still alive and still able to move forward and grow. 

I mixed this in one go and I wholeheartedly love this work; even with all its flaws and imperfections because they remind me of me. I wasn't going to release this, but my dear friend @IntricateBass convinced me to. Thank you <3 I absolutely needed this mix at that time to help me process the feelings I had in my heart, mind and soul. I spent the majority of the time crying, but it's exactly what I needed. I needed to process these emotions in a healthy manner and chose music as the creative outlet. I hope that this may come to help someone out there who needs healing just as much as I did. I love you. Thank you for existing. 

(Tracklist)
1. CharlestheFirst - Beacon
2. CharlestheFirst - Crossing the Threshold
3. CharlestheFirst - Beyond You
4. hawk. - old pictures
5. hawk. - all around us
6. hawk. - pre check
7. CharlestheFirst - Hopeful
8. CharlestheFirst - Balance
9. Of The Trees, Kala - Honeydust
10. Supertask - Without You
11. Supertask w_ ESCPE - Form
12. MeSo & Molokai - Awakening
13. LUZCID - Lightstream

Solace

Welcome everyone to this “new” mix titled; Healing Through My Passage of Time. This has been a work in progress from 2022 - 2024 and it’s been something that I came back to every so often to touch up little by little until I recently decided it was time to let it go and release it into the Universe. Over two years of holding onto something because you’re not ready to let it go because you want it to be “perfect” is exactly why I’ve decided to just drop this mix on my birthday (with all mistakes and errors) and completely let go of everything that I’ve been attaching to it. The feelings and emotions I constantly revisit when I’m working on this mix; the memories that come flooding back when I’m working on a specific segment of this mix; the expectations I had and still have for myself are being released into the Universe so I may move forward now. 

There exist countless different variations of this mix, but ultimately decided that this is the version that genuinely feels the most like Infinite Nebula; but most importantly feels the most like the human behind this project; Javi. 

The journey of this mix began right after my personal experience at Yonderville 2022. Having lost one of my good friends from middle school one month prior to Yonderville had me feeling extremely lost and overwhelmed with so many different emotions I didn’t know how to express at the time. Someone I used to be so close to and wanted to rebuild that connection with as time passed was no longer in this human realm; and I personally was left with so much pain, sadness, regret, and grief with seemingly no place to go.

It took me a long time to realize how grief is just love with no place to go. So much love that fills your cup and overflows into a river of energy that seemingly never runs out; because it never does. I lovingly fill my cup and let it overflow into other’s cups and help fill theirs, and we all continuously help one another and do that in an infinite flow of love and authenticity. 

This work of music is full of so much energy that came from the deepest parts of my heart. It’s full of sadness, grief, melancholy, joy, euphoria, enlightenment, happiness, and acceptance. I release this mix out into the Universe and release everything that no longer serves me; and breathe in the fresh air of new beginnings and complete acceptance. This mix is dedicated to everyone who’s carved themselves into the very essence of my being: allowing me to continue to be a beautiful mosaic of everyone I’ve ever met and loved. This mix is also dedicated to not only mine, but your healing process; and I hope this may help you in any way possible through your growing and healing journey.

It’s time to move forward and let go of everything you deserve to be free from. It’s time to live as your authentic self with no restrictions. It’s time to fully embrace yourself and love yourself as you are; not as what you want to be or who someone wants you to be. You are worthy of love now. Not tomorrow, not in 5 years when you’ve worked on yourself. Right Now. I love you, thank you for existing. 

Rip Jared
Rip Monteè
Rip Pipus
Rip Charlesthefirst
Rip Juice Wrld
Rip Lil Peep
RIP Pop Smoke

Healing Through My Passage of Time (Birthday Mix)

Infinite Nebula is the representation of one human’s dreams, thoughts and manifestations coming to fruition and becoming a tangible strand of hope. The hope for the Infinite Nebula project being to spread love and comfort through this expression of the mind of someone experiencing life as a human. With being a human there comes so many emotions that we may or may not enjoy when we experience them; that being said everyone experiences listening to music differently, and that is such a beautiful example of the uniqueness of us experiencing this human life.

They want others to be able to experience what they feel and see going on inside the mind of Infinite Nebula. They would love to create a safe space and comfortable environment within your mind and surroundings so we’re all able to be our unapologetic selves for that duration of time. Infinite Nebula is the accumulation of all of the experiences of a single human who wants nothing more than to make other people feel the way they do when they’re listening to music. To unapologetically love everything and to have others feel that love is what they want the most with this project. They believe that love is what brings their heart the most happiness, so what better way to spread that love than with everyone who is willing to listen.

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