NUTCASE! (prod. neverforever)

new moon✧*̣̩☽⋆(ft. magiic)[prod. nonogbeats]

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by wanderlust & lovejams

(verse 1:)
lately i
been losing my friends right and left
or maybe i
realized that i was right and left
but who am i to judge?
lookin for approval from my family
karma cuz the real dont understand me
you so fucking full of shit
but what’s that say about my mirror?

(chorus:)
cuz every time i look
the more i fall into your shit
and every time i dont
the more you try to let me in

(verse 2:)
“mature for my age” thats why you said
dont lil sister me you aint in my shoes
you mentally where i was december of 2 years ago
haha :3
why you throwing bullshit
at my window
close yo damn lips
keep them shits closed
i dont know why i
keep letting this hoe talk my ear off

(chorus:)
when every time i look
the more i fall into your shit
and every time i dont
the more you try to let me in
cuz every time i look
the more i fall into your shit
and every time i dont
the more you try to let me in

shteppi. - let me out pls.

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by rémdolla

(verse 1:)
head over heels off the whiskey 
thats what my life been since you kissed me
i know your boyfriend got shit against me
n thats why you aint never tryna hit me up
thats why you miss calls n dismiss me
you said “i really don’t believe that he gets me”
i’m stayin up hoping you dont forget me

(chorus:)
girl, i dont mean to pry
baby
but i wan’ live inside your head
and i know that aint right
no
but when i close my eyes i’m picturing you in my bed
please come over tonight 

(verse 2:)
you know he aint good for you
thats just not how y’all built
you like me better than him
you just staying for the guilt
you got what i want 
along witta body that could kill
i know that you want me
but you gotta want my ass for real
you say
that he brings u on shitty ass dates
i could fly you around the whole state
so you could look for something to complain about
i know you’d prolly do the same
but you stuck witta dork, witta lame
and i know its easier said then done
and honey,

(chorus:)
i dont mean to pry
baby
but i wan’ live inside your head
and i know that aint right
no
but when i close my eyes i’m picturing you in my bed
please come over tonight 
girl, i dont mean to pry
baby
but i wan’ live inside your head
and i know that aint right
no
but when i close my eyes i’m picturing you in my bed
please come over tonight

shteppi - i don’t mean to pry.

would you stay with me? (prod. GAXILLIC)

Double-Sided

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by kidhoodiee, anh, & vnoahh


(chorus:)
you the reason 
i dont talk to homies and i work late
we both been adults 
but u still actin like its first grade
i dont even know how 
we got like this in the first place
is you my friend or not, oh oh
is you my friend or have i
wasted every second 
talkin to you on my worst days?
i wish i could go back, 
figure out bout when this turn came
i dont even want you texting me no “happy birthdays”
cuz we ain’t friends no more no no
cuz we aint friends no more i-

(verse:)
got some self respect,
i dont let people walk over me no more
like i did then,
i’m so tired tryna do shit for y’all,
stickin out my neck
its gon’ end up in a brace again 
i keep dealin wit stress 
always do shit i regret
cuz the people that i do it for eventually forget
that i live for all the people live for me
i’m such a wreck
but you taught me lessons even if the teachin indirect
i been living for myself ever since you aint been my friend

(chorus:)
you the reason 
i dont talk to homies and i work late
we both been adults 
but u still actin like its first grade
i dont even know how 
we got like this in the first place
is you my friend or not, oh oh
is you my friend or have i
wasted every second 
talkin to you on my worst days?
i wish i could go back, 
figure out bout when this turn came
i dont even want you texting me no “happy birthdays”
cuz we ain’t friends no more no no
cuz we aint friends no more i-

shteppi - we aint frens no mo lol.

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by origami

(hook:)
shawdy said she like girls
i just hope she like me
shawdy come be my world
just come over n be by me
she say she like my curls
she got me pink like sheesh
she want a necklace pearls
i want her in these sheets
shawdy said she like girls
i just hope she like me
shawdy come be my world
just come over n be by me
she say she like my curls
she got me pink like sheesh
she want a necklace pearls
i want her in these sheets

(verse:)
she dont want me dealin the white
cuz she dont want me in the streets
but girl this already my life
i dont like to talk about it
shawdy bisexual 
thats how i know she a freak
she got 3 different studded belts up on the jeans
i got 3 different ways i’d hit it, like peep
on the couch, on the bed, no i dont want the head, i want nun but her pleasure just once fo’ i’m dead, i should ask if she want me, she prolly i bet
cuz we regularly open like 7-11
i told her, she sayin “come over” i’m sweatin 
dis more than just friendship 
now i’m second guessin
she cool as a friend but i guess she could get it
way she bend her back on me got me in heaven
i walk through her door n i stopped
she already dont got a top
now we in her room, its locked
i lay down n she get on top
shawdy ride me like a-
shawdy ride me like a thot
she ask if i do this a lot
(yeah)
hella hickies it look like we fought
we stop, now we talkin for hours
then right back to fuckin we get in the shower
she suckin on me got the coochie devoured 
its 3 in the mornin, said fuck it got louder
wake up in the morning then dip out her house
now i think it’s official got me so empowered
but i’m second guessin myself like a coward
i wonder if we only homies, she got me like

(hook:)
shawdy said she like girls
i just hope she like me
shawdy come be my world
just come over n be by me
she say she like my curls
she got me pink like sheesh
she want a necklace pearls
i want her in these sheets
shawdy said she like girls
i just hope she like me
shawdy come be my world
just come over n be by me
she say she like my curls
she got me pink like sheesh
she want a necklace pearls
i want her in these sheets

shteppi - bi.

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by bokoven

(verse 1:)
she wants to meet again
but baby i cant do this twice
let you see me again
u and ur gorgeous lil brown eyes
cuz ur so sweet and zen
and i just know i’m not your type
she tryna keep me in
when i’m a stray cat whos outside
and i despise myself
for even saying yes to u
said on her life she felt
like i could balance out her moods
its like she just got one
being the best girl that u knew
wont lie, keep it a buck

(chorus:)
girl, lovin me wont get u far
you only gonna waste the time u got to urself
the fuck you give is strange to watch
more anxious bout opinions than my own human health
oh baby you so dangerous 
you lookin for a girl thats tryna live off ur wealth
but baby i can’t be the one for you
i’m too afraid i’ll change u into somebody else

(verse 2:)
i gave her hope again
i gave her hope we could be cool
she wan’ get close again
that’s shit i cant afford to do
might break her heart again
because she think i’m good and true
girl dont u start again
i know me well enough to not know you
but that wont stop her now
she hit me up on instagram sayin she don’t know how
someone like me could tell her no
baby i dont know either
just know i shouldnt see her
cuz she too wonderful to find out

(chorus:)
lovin me wont get u far
you only gonna waste the time u got to urself
the fuck you give is strange to watch
more anxious bout opinions than my own human health
oh baby you so dangerous 
you lookin for a girl thats tryna live off ur wealth
but baby i can’t be the one
i’m too afraid i’ll change u into somebody else

shteppi - don'twasteurtimeonme.

(prod. dercept)

(chorus:)
please stop talkin, the more I hear ur voice can't help remind us both of why we upset. 
n Idek where I stand with you no more So lIst cry ni then I try n forget.
please stop talkin, the more I hear ur voice can't help remind us both of why we upset. 
n Idek where I stand with you no more so i just cry n then I try n forget.

(verse:)
that I can’t change the way we ended up.
idek fr what ended us.
matter of time, waitin on the pengellum.. 
what a silly place we went n ended up. 
really aint no point detending us.
we both got some problems, need Some Steppin up. but you, yourself, alone, the one that messed us up.
how u offended but i didnt say a peep to u

barely like to speak to u 
unless there was a reason to
we only tak when we in groups 
i tried to Keep my peace with u
feelin' like your feeding tube. 
you need me, i aint needin' you. 
i’m pissed even treated you like somebody 
when meeting you

(bridge:)
n I'm sick off all these lies u put on my name 
n' I'm done with actin like we at all the same. 
you got Issues even Im thinkin u insane 
sure ur sad n shit but i’m not the one to blame.
You should get urself some Ice just to numb the
Pain
you aint comin in my life i’ll Just run away 
hunni dont got the time, playin all these games 
livin rent free in ur mind but im movin (mental) states 
I don't wanna be by u no more

(chorus:)
please stop talkin, the more I hear ur voice can't help remind us both of why we upset. 
n Idek where I stand with you no more so i just cry n then I try n forget.
please stop talkin, the more I hear ur voice can't help remind us both of why we upset. 
n Idek where I stand with you no more so i just cry n then I try n forget.

shteppi - pls stop talking.

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by 8een

(verse 1:)

(ash:)
truth seeker
‘you’ preacher
go head n tell me
sweat pants
crop tops
i’m showin belly
gotchu you actin weird
actin different 
unhealthy 
yo daddy rich
mama richer
was born wealthy
so why you trippin?
why you red in the face?
let me know, is it me?
you could hit me to feel better
you was off the liquor?
sayin shit i don’t think i caught
you in the closet
but nobody know but me so i’m lost
you’re homies don’t know
family don’t know
is there a why?
you been pushing me away
since you told me the other night
n you was gonna tell me something 
but realized it wasn’t tight
but curiosity a bitch so i needa know if i’m right 
you’re homies tell me they think you a lil gay
and its aight
but when i try to tell you that,
it always turns to a fight
you say “you’d never understand”
i ask you “how can i help?
cuz i can’t sit here and explain why you should go be yourself 
a thousand times bro
that shit is fine bro
we both in cali, no one i know
would have a thought bout u liking guys bro”
he said “i like girls”
told em “why the fuck is u cryin tho?
its clear that bitches aint the only thing on yo mind bro”

(interlude:)

(steph:) “i just like you”
(ash:) “…what?”
(steph:) “alright?”
(ash:) “i- … um…”
(steph:) “lets talk later.”
(ash:) “okay uhh…”
(steph:) “just… another day.”
(ash:) “fuck. alright. ahem.”

(verse 2:)

(ash:)
why the fuck did he say it
how could he like me?
every since we met i know he tried to be like me
cuz i’m older by like a year
is it “B.Y.E.” or “C.Y.A.”
fuck i wanna “D.I.E.”
i’m so afraid our friendship’s over 
after realizing 
he caught feelings for a boy
already told him its fine
i just didn’t think the boy he liked
would be my kind
i gotta text him, gotta tell him i’m uncomfortable
type shit

he text back 
(steph:) “oh that’s fine”
i said 
(ash:) “are you sure”
he replied 
(steph:) “bro that’s fine. i’d never wanna put you in a weird spot. thats right, i’m sorry if the shit i told you crossed a couple of lines”
i told him 
(ash:) “okay thats cool bro! just a bit of advice,
don’t trust a thing like that to leave your lips if its past 9”
he said
(steph:) “LOL, okay bro i’m glad thats aight”
i told him 
(ash:) “love you, bro!” 
n he ain even gave a reply… fuck…

(verse 3:)

(steph:)
hey,
i just wanted to say that i don’t think that we should talk anymore
i told you things about myself that i can’t block anymore
i found a girl who i’m in love with
and i wouldn’t wanna jeopardize none of that
just to be on yo “****” anymore
i just wanna tell you that i’m sorry
hope that you can forgive me
i’m sorry that i acted like it didn’t hurt
that was the only way i could cope
and to live and learn
i won’t tell a single soul

its been nice, ash…
i’ll see u

shteppi - ash.

just doing what i like. i rap and (try to) do covers.

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