funny gay lil security guard [tw self destructive themes cause yknow, its benrey] (+bonus folder of mp3s that fit but were made by gross creators, this is where all the cc and msi youre expecting are lmao NOTE!!! if youre an abuse/csa victim dont click n listen unless it personally helps you, stay safe i care you 💕 https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/13wFq_nBtYQlfX4pxC387b45TnL3dvUhq )

[hlvrai] bbbbbbbbenrey 🎮🗣️🔵🔵🔵

Smoking Popes - I Need You Around (Cover) [2011]

The Hopelessly Sad Story Of The Hideous End Of The World

Ballad Of The Lonely Gamer

Vocals: Hatsune Miku (Vocaloid 4)
Lyrics: CROW, Ichabod Grim

Instrumental / VSQx: 
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/11fgExunOQGt973CtO7Doy-v7vDVCRMp6?usp=sharing

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you are a disgrace
i just tried to help you
look at where we are
what ever did I do

i could have
i would have
i should have been
your best friend throughout this story

you are a disgrace
i just tried to warn you
listen, look at me
did i try to hurt you

i could have
i should have
i have become
your villain throughout this story

look at me,
this role that you put me in
unscripted
is this where it all ends?

i didn’t want
to become the villain
i play the role
seems I truly fit it
wouldn’t you like 
to become the hero
So did I, bro
How well did that go?

you should calm down
don’t act out so loudly
look at you now
shouldn’t have been clumsy

shouldn’t have
couldn’t have
wouldn’t have
did
all these questions
keep your mouth shut

look at them go
you should be more like them
didn’t you know
should have had it with you

should’ve had
but you don’t
should’ve brought
it

what are you angry at me for

read the lines, the words beneath the colors
taste my voice, the calm after the sweet storm

i didn’t want
to become the villain
i play the role
seems I truly fit it
i didn’t want
to replace the hero
that’s just my job
you wouldn’t know

you didn’t want
me to be the hero
you broke my heart
your words hurt me so
you ruined it
you ruined everything
i never had a plan
and yet it’s unraveling
this isn’t right
i’m not the one shooting
this isn’t fair 
do you want to see hell? 
this is the end
I was not the villain
but you forced me to be bad

VILLAIN

love you, love you not

from mid 2020 lol

https://ko-fi.com/diminishedmind
YT: www.youtube.com/channel/UCW4ggWcTAOCBSs1LIwLMXvg

In The Attic Floats A Body

original track by ghost https://soundcloud.com/ghostandpals/amygdalas-rag-doll this is just a reupload! since the cover artist separated themselves from this, idk if its better to credit them or not out of respect for them? idk let me know in comments or DMs which is best but until then, let's pretend benrey performed this ♥

if for some reason the cover artist finds this, im sorry im just a preservationist and since everything hlvrai always disappears i save it all. if you want me to delete this i will ♥

amygdala's rag doll [prima] - ghost (reupload)

as always, not mine. another pretty tune from Gangpol and Mit :)

Lyrics [as I hear them bc genius incomplete lol]
God[/good?]
You came in front of me
Your body's/mind is gonna burn
Your head's gonna die
Until you die for [x2]

I would like to remember
The time we used to count
Without any feelings
I'd like to remember
The time we used to laugh
The time we used to live
Without a pity [left?]

Bite A Chicken - Gangpol & Mit

https://kingplague.bandcamp.com/album/death-soul

King Plague - I was born here and I will die here

NOT MY SONG. A version of DJ Debussy's Lady (Hear Me Tonight) off of Triple K's Advanced Spin Class found at https://soundcloud.com/manicure-records/mani004 . I just cut it so people could rip this track instead of the entire 17-minute workout.  Business man does it again!

Lady (Hear Me Tonight) Remix

The Great Electronic Swindle

Enter The Void (feat. Eric Nally)

mind.in.a.box - 8 Bits

Music by Stefan Poiss. Lyrics by Markus Hadwiger. Produced by Stefan Poiss.

"Used with kind permission from dependent"

CD : mind.in.a.box - R.E.T.R.O  http://www.poponaut.de/mindinabox-retro-p-7356.html

https://www.amazon.com/R-t-r-Mind-box/dp/B00353W2A0/ref=sr_1_1_twi_aud_1?s=music&ie=UTF8&qid=1507313196&sr=1-1&keywords=Mind.In.A.Box+-+R.E.T.R.O

https://www.amazon.co.uk/R-E-T-R-O-Mind-Box/dp/B0033CT5ZI/ref=tmm_acd_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1507313214&sr=8-1

https://www.amazon.de/R-t-r-Mind-Box/dp/B0033CT5ZI/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1507313238&sr=8-1&keywords=Mind.In.A.Box+-+R.E.T.R.O

-----ALSO AVAILABLE AS DIGITAL ALBUM-----

https://mind-in-a-box.bandcamp.com/album/r-e-t-r-o

https://music.apple.com/us/album/r-e-t-r-o/1506620941 (Mind.in.a.box)

dependent : http://en.dependent.de/

https://www.facebook.com/dependent.records/

https://dependent-records.bandcamp.com/

mind.in.a.box : http://www.mindinabox.com/

https://sv-se.facebook.com/mindinabox.official/

https://mind-in-a-box.bandcamp.com/

mind.in.a.box, Discogs : https://www.discogs.com/artist/204944-mindinabox

mind.in.a.box - 8 Bits

2022 edit: gave this track a proper name since it for some reason got popular lmao . original name: "distorted and slowed down"

it's a fucked up version of this track: https://soundcloud.com/diminished_mind_2/tried-to-make-something-a-bit-different-from-my-usual-style

distortions in your vision

Clown Core - Google Your Own Death (i cri.)

Yummy

FEET!

Original video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3JHFqxq4igw&list=LLpeVQJ1gTtX4T1m8QNy9F8A&index=20&t=0s

Freeman Aisland - Benry's Castle

demonic little grey cat theme song

Garou
-
Manga: one punch man
Song: Plug me in - Lil soda boi

𝐏𝐥𝐮𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧 - 𝐋𝐢𝐥 𝐒𝐨𝐝𝐚 𝐁𝐨𝐢

Find this on Spotify! (Search Horror Shop Games)

Music from a game I made: https://horrorshopgames.itch.io/the-child

Anything But Clowns

Clown Core - CLOWN COIN 2

space gas gathered in the form of everything bigots hate <3 vibing to electroclash and phonk and synth

no uploads are mine, i just put up rare/hard to find tracks, i will take down a song if asked✌️ reposts are accidental im not comfy using a feature that is mostly used by artists with collabs <3

icon by siins

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