Unreleased shi

might add lyrics here later probably not love u

bestfriends (hallow + ryo) unfinished demo ~ feb/march 2021

vent song cover taken by zeke
lyrics//

and its like every other day another regret
im not the one that u should trust with all ur secrets
and when u told me that u love me did u mean it?
or were u lying because its easier than
breathing for u, i care for u
u say u feel the same but u dont talk to me
unimportant, ur ignoring
and i cant walk away, im sleeping wide awake

im itching for comfort, im falling in love
and then i give u my word but its never enough
oh well i guess its my bad
i guess its fuck me and its fuck the feelings i had
im itching for something but i dont think its us

your secret's not safe with me [regret] (ryo)

original songs: https://soundcloud.com/aqnb/glaive-i
https://soundcloud.com/fuckfacetat/finally-up-w-ericdoa-4evr

glaive x ericdoa - i'm alright

mashup made by delto, contains an unreleased ericdoa X delto collab and a villain

dante red/ ericdoa - never releasing lol/villain

wanted it all (ryo)

[Chorus]
we could've been- matchin' that leather,
we could've been- havin' that pleasure,
we could've been- better together,
we could've been- 

[Verse 1]
glad to say, I use to grab you by the waste, while you make food on the stove top,
sad to say, its something I nolonger chase, and that web I'm no longer caught,
could've been, the next obamas, you could've healed this trauma,


[Chorus 2]
we could've been- matchin' that leather,
we could've been- havin' that pleasure,
we could've been- better together,
we could've been- 

[Verse 2]
worse then jade, to the will, once had a grace, had me in my feels,
only want brain, oh it kills, was my x to the ski what a thrill,

[Chorus 3]
we could've been- matchin' that leather,
we could've been- havin' that pleasure,
we could've been- better together,
we could've been- 

[Verse 3]
now I question every message,
everytime we talk, another man gets mention,
you might end up like jennifer lopez, with this tension,
bitch where you at this morning, I made breakfest,
not pickin' up your phone, what you in a different dimension,
finally you answer, but you keeping the truth at a suspension,
givin' so much attitude, I just bought you a brand new necklace,
don't understand why you lie, you been caught actin' reckless,
swear its once a week I hear you sayin "baby I regret it", 
I swear at this point, I don't even get jealous,
this repeating process, I think we just needa end it,
so sad that i have to say,


[Chorus 4]
we could've been- matchin' that leather,
we could've been- havin' that pleasure,
we could've been- better together,
we could've been- fuckin' under the stormy weather,

COULD'VE BEEN

ericdoa - you & i (unreleased)

pls let me know

(prod. michael rose x gavin hadley x miles julian)
@meantyyy

pls dont hate me +meanty

Things With Wings

ericdoa - know me (Unreleased)(Rare)(Leak)

Track 1 on "From Me Too Me 1"

[Verse 1]
me and stevie both wonder about the vision,
we had somethin' my brothers gave a listen,
but that's in the past now I just, piss in,
shit's never given, party till my ass hits into the end,
where my head go spinnin' n' spinnin',
end up puking a liver while in this state,
where you just accept all of your fate,
to wake up late, to doin' it right, to the next day,
wait,
fake it till im buried underneath the sand,
made up world don't care where I land,
faded but I ain't faded enough for this bland existince,
systematic thoughts got me gradin' trust, amazin' isn't it, 
im workin' for my name to sit its placement in the cement,
set in stone, 
smokin' strains that be sendin' me to different planets,
check in home,
shoulder pain I been held because all these synin' habits,
life been so,
colder then propane even jack frost be gettin' mad at it,	
mind set so,
the way i'm laughin' at these hoes, im on jokers gas,
smoke or pass, days just like that, I need that,
look back, repack, zip with the back woods,
only thing that make me feel good,
askin' me to love man I wish I could,
stuck in bridges cooked from hell,
cooked a spell, here I fell, like a bitch,
it was sticks when we was kids
now its guns in each story I tell, 
im no prince, but if it was juilet
would've dipped a minute ago,

(and now a word from our loved ones,)

[Bridge]
sick of time, its never as it seems,
the past just seems to fade into a dream,
a new beginning can wash away the old,
but so, whoa, often it's the,

[Verse 2]
man I, man I,
man im just tryna get high tonight,
baby there is no need to fright,
like kendrick said, we gon' be alright,
we just gotta live our life, even to the, 
all night screamin' from them fights,
yeah this shit a gamble, roll the dice,
fuck if I care, party all night, i said, 
baby it can't be you, it's just me,
blood so blue must be the toxicity,
it grew so large why you think she missin' me,
sticky situations stackin up that interest me,
just exit my station bitch, i'll laugh you off,
think i give a shit you pretty, baby blast off
to a different planet with your gossip, stop, 
being so problematic this ain't kim n' ye,
future told me to go manic, and get pussy today, 
on some em n' mariah, have her fly to my place,
nah, these fake ass hoes don't even deserve to know my name,
so it seems stoppin' makes no change gon' continue this lane,
poppin' lsd got me seein' faces in the rain, jiraya meets pain,
watchin' her lie in heavens vein leavin' me tired of the strain,
one night stands, another player chase to blame it on the game,
love might not land but damn, I think I got addicted to the taste,
shit,
hope my father doesn't know my toxic traits, only disgust would trace,
walkin' around full of shame, fuckin' just cause it helps the pain, 
with those thoughts in my brain poppin' pills like I got luck tamed,
I chose not to change, I can't stop it when it's the way I runaway 
from all of my problems, don't you notice it?,
the way of love only makes you a little sick, 
it'll only leads to a couple hospital visits,
the way we feed into things so inexplicit,
stickin' to it knowin' that shit mean nun,	
give me that henny and call me perry maysun,
tipsy from only a couple shots what a pussy "huh",

Way I

love for you (ryo)

count my steps (ryo)

two minutes of meh


1. loose screws 
2. trifecta
3. drunken fist style
4. idk lol but im so real
5. figure you out
6. terrified (scrap)
7. still save a seat for you
8. idk either

you say i'm losing my mind

raw vocals
guitar by michael harrison

I’m so afraid right now
feel like I’m close to the end somehow
thought I was just getting started
and now I’m stuck in my tracks

I’m scared that it’s all for nothing
I’ll lose it all in a blink of an eye
I devoted my life for this and I’d die for it

and I’d die for it
I’d die for it
would you die for it?

it feels like it’s all coming after me
they got my life on a stopwatch
feels like my own brain is after me
who even needs enemies
when you got urself straight torturing
put myself in a minefield
can’t even win when it’s my field
I’m losing a home game
how am I losing a home game?

Unreleased shi

Nyawa