i wanna tell you how i feel,
but im scared we’d get too real
how do i say this out loud
without breaking?

i want to kiss you on your lips,
feel the warmth that’s in your cheeks
take a sight to a road down 
to heaven in your eyes

but i’m scared,
i’m so scared
of the things i risks to lose
if i ever do tell you this

i wanna hold you if i could,
show u that im worthy too
of your heart and your kindness
and your touch and all your love

u’ve let me lost in ur eyes
in this heartaches, 
that you caused
butterflies on my tights
every time you walk on by

so i told u how i feel,
you said none of it’s real
how do i ever though
you would return 
my lasting love

how i feel

there’s a certain deflection i heard from your ember
its by the way that you smile,
its by the way of your warmth

i gave you a letter,
i gave you my heart

if you knew that it was me,
would you have run the other way
or would you have knocked by my front door

cause i’m just your secret admirer,
i’ll look to you when you’re looking down
maybe it’s just a phase,
that i will forget
but for now let me..
stare at you from the distant

secret admirer

dream<<<>>>

kiss her once,
kiss her twice
make it last,
oh make it nice

watch a part of myself die,
every time you’re by her side

bring the lust,
feel the rush
make it holy, 
make it kind

just please don’t do it in front of my eyes

cause you cradle me into your arms
singing me with your guitar
know it hurts more when its done
cause she’s always gonna be the one
who gets your laughter,
gets your smile 
and i just get all your goodbyes and sorry
that i made you cry today

(you’d be the boy i fell in love with,
and i would be the girl that u feel sorry for

i’d search for u in every crowd and
i would be the fool 
that watch u be in love
with someone,
that’s not me)

take her dance,
grab her hand
make it honest,
make it last

i’ll be standing in the rain
watch the storm fled out my heart

make her laugh, 
make it loud
i’ll be crying from afar
cause you both are perfect
and i have to watch

cause your hand reaches mine
out in the dark
went to sleep inside my arms
love me despite all of my flaws
cause you’ve always been the only one
who gets my laughter 
gets my smile
but still all i get are your goodbyes 
and sorry
that you made me cry again

kiss me last,
say goodbye
make it holy,
make it kind

kiss me while u say goodbye

backseat -- demo

a cover of means something by Lizzy McAlpine! :)

I saw your name on a street sign
In the middle of nowhere
And that has to mean something

I know your zodiac sign
Me and Leos get along great
And that has to mean something

But for some reason
You're not here
And I refuse to believe
That means something

Oh oh

I felt the way that you hugged me
When I was broken inside
And that has to mean something

I felt the way that you kissed me
When we got too drunk that night
And that had to mean something 

But for some reason
You're not here
And I refuse to believe
That means something

means something-lizzy mcalpine cover

loves to write songs about my shitty love-life🦖

initigo