for omar, sam n dima 

prod @zangellllllll 

yea oh why u lie 2 me
calluses up on her fingers she can play my strings
all my brothers going up but im not following
too much thoughts inside my head its getting hard to think
cuz i dont care bout what u think ho
i do this whole shit by myself woahhh
shoutout my brother breakfall
we in this shit together for the long haul

yea cuz thats my brother bro
showed me shit i couldnt see when i was on my own
n i cannot forget my brother tsumi tho
lowkey brodie saved me from all the groupie hoes

yea its hard to find some friendship in this room
but im glad that i found u 2
if wasnt for you 2 id be useless
really fucking glad that i found real friends
cuz if it wasnt for that id be fucking dead man
sometimes i think that im a fucking nuisance
im glad that u aint switch up even when i was bad a friend

cuz im not perfect
yea i try my best but im not perfect
yea im a nervous wreck
i say my thoughts all with the music
cuz i can never voice it its actually just a problem
to me, i know you never see
cuz i been fighting all this shit n its embarrassing
thanks for keeping me close cuz i been bottling
all these thoughts inside my head its getting tiring

calluses

prod @20dec02 

paint my teeth all black
walk around the street js tryna find some meaning
but ik ill never find it
didnt mean 4 u to feel like thaat
running up the wing
pushin up
but i dont want nobody else 2 find me
all black fit n bloody nikes
i stubbed it out on windowsill
no matter where i go its the same thing
ik i will never find it
no its not something i can solve
no matter where i go its the same thing

im like water im like voss
no life on my battery walkin thru the city lost
left or right? idk where to go
im in Norrkoping
moncler jacket keep me from the snow
i js need someone to hold
cuz i never kno
theres no life here its too froze up
just got off the flight in the airbridge takin photos

sameThing prod ervie

prod @1revert n @dimpleb 

@injurie
wish i could be somebody else
u take away from me the only thing that ive got left
u like to watch me bleed yea
my hearts on my wrist
how was i supposed to know?
im only just a kid
i been seeing visions bitch i need a pharmacist
i saw u watch me bleed out over the countertop
hear me cry out, i cant afford to fall
i cant let them see my struggles

shoutout to my friends their really keeping me afloat
stuck up on the past i think that i should let it go
stuck up with these feelings in my head i cant control
is this even something that u wanted?

@diegointhedark
hold me down 
take my wings off 
this not airsoft 
get his wig gone 
ive been so numb 
as of lately 
i dnt got love 
i got nothing 

hazing yea im mixing 
hope my death is pretty 
cuzz my life is only pity
see you frm a distance 
if its not me thts wrong 
wht is it
ive been fighting sickness
cough syrup thts n my sippy cup 

hell na yall ain kicking none 
g40 get blicky yea 
drugged out in the city 
waiting for my uber to pick me up 
having thoughts of giving up 
u dnt got trust thn u got no one 
ion evn love u thts just lust 
not eating getting skinnier 

im not evn human to them 
just a vessel housing blood
the bridges tht i burn 
will light the way 
the ativan dissolves against my tongue
when u left u took a part of me

spotify

struggles

its like how u gon fuk me up 
yea i never wanted hoes i js waned Luv 
is it tru that u don love me am i not enough? 
wat did i do wrong im sorry that i fucked it up 
We were so perfect u were the only one i loved 
we were so perfect im sorry that i messed it up 
every day i wake up i js wna give up 
every day i wake up i js wana end my life 
Is really true u hate me? cnt get ova this 
cuz i keep on doin the same shit cnt get over it. 
n i wish i was a bettr person cuz i fuk it up 
after everything i fukin did im always not enough. 
like y cant u js tel me the truth for once? 
tell me what i fukin want js tell me that i fukin won 
for once i thought i fukin won 
she tol me that i was the one 
i should have listened to my gut 
i should have neva gave a Fuk im sorry. 
n i said that i changed 
bitches they don fuk w me idk y 
i cant listen to a hoe i cant listen 2 ur lies 
everydays a shitty day every day i fukin cry. 
i trusted u wit everything u still fuckin lied 2 me 
yea yea im so fukin tired of me, 
like whats the point in livin everyone gon lie 2 me.
 like whats the point in livin everyone forgot bout me

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