lilac - Fornever

Misery

˚✧₊⁎imisseuphoriaa⁎⁺˳✧༚

I just wanna see all clearer
I just wanna be dont be again
Inside of my heart i meant to say
That you are the way
The way
The way 
The way 

Slowly 
It takes me
Away
Away
I see you
Floating
The same
The same
The same

say you will
I will
To cave into you
I know 
You will

Always

I just wanna see all clearer
I just wanna be dont be again
Inside of my heart i meant to say
That you are the way
The way
The way 
The way

the way

Do i even exist?
Am i part of you?
Was I made with flowers like the others too? 

Will I suffer like the rest of the garden?
Birthed to bloom, and wilt from pressures of your touch

Do I even exist?
Can I claim my blossom mine?
The soil beneath me gave me life as the sun shined

What’s there to cherish? 
This husk was built to comfort eyes
if it’d fail, then it'd be cut down from its height

Efforts to shed, regrow, rebirth, repeat
A final end to my own means
A means to an end left unreceived
Face my fate assigned to me

The constant molting of the skin
Has left a trail for bugs to eat
Space to burrow in my roots
For what does my essence precede


Planted by your hands of failure, 
Grown by your selfish, loathing heart,
Enveloped by your scalding light
and drowned by flood, for what you think is love 

Planted by your hands of failure, 
Grown by your selfish, loathing heart,
Enveloped by your scalding light
and drowned by flood, all in disguise as love

Well do I exist?
What did you make me for?
To be created and accused and nothing more

My petals ache with 
Your purging of my thorns
To be grown and stripped of what you take me for

Take my heart, rip it apart
And place it in a house of glass away from harm

All that's left is gone now
I cannot go on

Reduced to what i was before the day you fell apart




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download: https://exxy44.bandcamp.com/track/friday-nitecore

friday nitecore (bladee,black kray/sickboyrari) [prod ultra 64]

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pulled back in 2018 from a shining legends blister pack, came with an enamel marshadow pin i believe
cool card. jirachi has always been a fave of mine :3

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Decided to try some shit out with this challenge...
lmk if you fucken with it :)
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