The Upload #16

Old Feelings Return

1. I Still Think About You
2. Leave Me Here
3. Passing By
4. Come Down

Leave Me Here

Graceful Darling - She Was Graceful V [album]

Tracklist: 
1. They Are All Gone Now
2. To Feel Something Again
3. How I Left
4. Immovable Objects
5. Slipping Back
6. Razor Melody
7. Thought I Was Done, Huh?
8. Fall, But I Won't Catch You
9. Red Meadow
10. Illusion Of Choice
11. And Again, I Return
12. Leave Me Roses
13. Safe And Here
14. I Cannot Escape This Cycle

Thought I Was Done, Huh?

3. ...But I'll Die If You're Dead

Funeral Service - Give Em' All You Got (ft. Grace Darling & 19k)

Grace Darling - Like I'd Die For You Anyway (ft. Funeral Service & 19k)

w/ 19k - You're Not From Around Here

If It Even Meant Anything

FACELESS

Third Times The Charm

this song is dedicated to my best friend Jake Skowronski and the "footprints" he left in my heart... He was murdered in his home for no reason. The killer has not been found.
Jake was the most loving and beautiful soul i've ever know. He was such a better friend then me. He was completely honest and always true to himself. He would come over on the drop of a hat. He would go anywhere and do anything with you. He was the type of person who knocks on your door just to say hello. no phone call just hey how ya doing? The first time we met we ended up hanging out everyday for 2 weeks. It was such an instant friendship. Sometimes you just meet someone and you think, man i wish we could of grown up together, we just click so well. I don't know if ill ever have a friend like Jake again. he was everything i could of ever wanted in a friend. We used to cook vegetable stirfry and look and each other and nod like mmm man we did a good job and smile, clean the dishes together. randomly go to McDonald at 3am for mnuggets and every kind of sauce they had and look at this close by pond and eat them in the car. Sometimes we didn't even talk when we hung out, i would work on music with headphones and he would too, he would use his Abelton push controller and use the kitchen counter and ever now and then tap on my shoulder and be like hey come check this out, or ask to hear my songs progress so far. I remember one time i sent him this dub-step type song in a text i made and he was so excited about it, he told me to save the project file and he wanted to come over after work to see how i made it. he was so excited and supportive, he made me feel like a rock star or a genius. he was just the kind of person you wish everyone was more like. i really hope anyone reading this remembers sometimes its not about being cool or trying to be better, because Jake knew something so many of us don't. its just about being loving, and being open honest and true to each other and ourselves. if everyone would just adopt a little piece of the way Jake was the world would be a better place.

jake was quoting his friend one time and laughing saying " she said this place would be cool one day, haha like its not cool already"
thats jake in a nutshell. He saw the beauty in everything exactly how it was. so many of us want to just change things or are never satifsfied, but jake saw the beauty in everything just the way it was. i miss you so much man. i love you forever and always. i hope to see you after this life again and pick up where we left off...

this is his obituary.. https://obittree.com/obituary/us/missouri/lees-summit/langsford-funeral-home-inc/jacob-skowronski/3423744/

spotify link

jacob's footprints

DON'T ASK ME WHAT HAPPENED IN MY LABORATORIUM LAST NIGHT, DUDE
I GOT ABSOLUTELY WRECK

I'M SORRY, I'M NOT DRIVER

thank you.

special thanks to:

@killedmyself
@seesosi

and everyone in the inner circle.

Stranger - Writing On The Mirror

The Inner Circle

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