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AXAXC – DEREALIZATION (FULL ALBUM)
🧠 A sonic descent into addiction, masculinity, mental collapse, and identity death.
🕳 Trapcore • Deathcore • Nu Metal • Screamo • Ambient Sludgecore

“This cell doesn’t have four walls. It has my face.”

DEREALIZATION isn’t just an album — it’s a mental event. A full-body confrontation with trauma, weed addiction, spiritual despair, fractured masculinity, and the mask of perfection.
It’s about waking up in your own life… and realizing you don’t recognize yourself.

This record is the culmination of every psychological arc from previous AXAXC albums.
Legacy tracks like “Perfect”, “Tongues of Sin”, and the remastered “End of the Line” find new meaning here — not as isolated songs, but as symptoms in a larger mental breakdown.

🧠 THEMATIC ARC:
Tracks 1–5: The high. The mask. The beginning of collapse.

Tracks 6–9: Duality of identity. Cracks in the mirror. Begging to be seen.

Tracks 10–13: Shame, sin, and spiritual erosion.

Tracks 14–17: Total breakdown → false salvation → reluctant acceptance → final breath.

🔁 LEGACY TRACKS [Derealization Cuts]:
- The Nail in the Coffin
- Perfect
- Tongues of Sin
- TABOO [Remastered – Derealization Cut]
- God is a Woman (And She's Ashamed of Me)
- The Devil Said I'm Okay
- End of The Line [Remastered – Derealization Cut]

These were written long ago, but they always belonged here.
This is where their meaning finally lands.

🩸 HIGHLIGHT TRACKS:
I Am Already Dead [Alpha v.1 & Beta v.1]: The breaking point of addiction and the fracturing of self.

- Walking Dead (P1 & P2): A weed high as synthetic salvation — until the crash. 
- Prison: A scream for release from a self-built cage.
- The Mirror Lies: Rage against the curated persona you’ve become.
- God is a Woman(And She's Ashamed Of Me): The shame of spiritual failure and feminine rejection.

💀 AUTHOR’S NOTE:
“I don't want to be here anymore — but I built this version of me for you.
The man made perfect.
The man made empty.”

This is a neurodivergent death spiral in audio form.
If you’ve ever felt broken trying to be strong…
If you’ve ever loved the high more than yourself…
If you’ve ever built a mask so strong you forgot your real face underneath…
This album is your mirror.

🔥 RECOMMENDED IF YOU LIKE:
#Slipknot • #Korn • #SleepToken • #Nothing,Nowhere. • #BreakingBenjamin • #SlaughtertoPrevail • #Loathe • #FallinginReverse

DISTORT. DISTRUST. DESTROY.
#AXAXC
#Derealization #MentalHealth #Neurodivergent #WeedAddiction #MalePressure
#Deathcore #Trapcore #NuMetal #Screamo #SoundCloudMetal
#NewMusic #EmotionalBreakdown #DarkMusic #Recovery #Trauma

Prison

"Angel in the Dark", the song conveys a sense of inevitability and intimacy with one’s darker side. It’s about confronting what lies beneath the surface—whether it’s shame, desire, or truth—and recognizing that it shapes who you are. The repeated call to "call me" is an invitation to accept this duality rather than fight it, even if it comes at a cost.

[Verse 1]
Call my name when the world’s asleep
In the quiet where shadows creep
Only the night can hear your cries
Only the dark sees through your lies

[Pre-Chorus]
You’ll never walk alone
I’m the chill inside your tone

[Chorus]
(Call me) Angel in the dark
(Call me) Whisper in your spark
(Call me) When your heart turns cold
I’ll be the secret you still hold

(Call me) Serpent in the flame
(Call me) You know my name
When you’re lost in the night
I’ll be your hunger, your fire, your light

[Verse 2]
In the daylight, I wear your face
In your shadow, I leave no trace
The hunter’s born from the prey you knew
Now every road leads back to you

[Pre-Chorus]
You’ll never walk alone
I’m the ache inside your bones

[Chorus]
(Call me) Angel in the dark
(Call me) Whisper in your spark
(Call me) When your heart turns cold
I’ll be the secret you still hold

(Call me) Serpent in the flame
(Call me) You know my name
When you’re lost in the night
I’ll be your hunger, your fire, your light

[Bridge]
You can run but I remain
Blood and shadow, soul and stain
I’m the breath inside your prayer
Say my name — I’m always there

No salvation, no release
I am pleasure, I am peace
You were mine before the spark
You belong to the angel in the dark

[Final Chorus]
Angel in the dark
Whisper in your spark
When your heart turns cold
I’ll be the secret you still hold

(Call me) Serpent in the flame
You know my name
When you’re lost in the night
I’ll be your hunger, your fire, your light

[Outro]
(Call me...)
Angel in the dark...
(Call me...)
You know my name...

Angel in the Dark

The Great Unknown

Hollow Crown

[Verse]
The fragile line that's often crossed
A quiet scream
A heavy cost
Between the light
The shadow's toss
I stand here still
But feel so lost

[Chorus]
Fragile line
It's paper-thin
One step out
One step in
Fragile line
Where do you go
The highs
The lows
The ebb
The flow

[Verse 2]
The dark's a whisper
The light's a shout
A circle spins
The in the out
I chase the truth
It turns about
What’s in my hands just fades to doubt

[Prechorus]
Do we break or do we bend
Is this the start or is it the end

[Chorus]
Fragile line
It's paper-thin
One step out
One step in
Fragile line
Where do you go
The highs
The lows
The ebb
The flow

[Bridge]
A tightrope strung across the sky
I tiptoe slow
But don't know why
The stars above
They start to cry
A fragile line that won't comply

Fragile Line

Don't Let Go

A Call to Trust

Smell Of Rain

PARADOX

AxAxC’s "Intravenous"
11 core wounds + collaborations and echoes of past hits. Addiction, lust, confession, and the final drop. 

Play in order:

- Needlepoint — The first puncture: letting the poison in and calling it love.
- Intravenous — Love/hate fused into a bloodstream thesis; addiction as oxygen.
- BLACK VEINS — Depression rot; mirrors stop answering back.
- Serotonin Crash (feat. Allesxndrx, Succubix) — Full chemical collapse; filthy delayed drop.
- BLOODSTREAM (feat. Allesxndrx, Succubix) — Infection anthem: wired habits you can’t cut out.
- Venom’s Kiss (feat. Succubix, Until Darkness Falls, Allesxndrx) — Groovy screamo confession; lust as prison and escape.
- Poisoned Love — Gothic piano ballad; beautiful crime you both committed.
- Adrenaline (feat. Until Darkness Falls, Allesxndrx, Succubix) — War-chant defib; kickstart the soul.
- Septic Dreams — Slow doom hellscape; rot smiles while it learns your prayers.
- Dripfeed Messiah — Industrial revolt against counterfeit salvation.
- Eternal IV — Final drip; machines breathe while the heart bargains.
- INTERLUDE: Between Drips — We mapped a bloodstream; every track a vein.
- Vienna Skies and Heavenly Cries (feat. KAT — Angels Choir) — Celestial reprise; grief meets grace.
- Marry Her? (Remastered) — The fragile proposal under stormlight.
- Irreplaceable — “Billionaire” reborn: worth beyond currency.
- INTERLUDE: This Is Thank You — Old veins, new blood; family enters the ward.
- Serotonin Crash (feat. Until Darkness Falls) — Collab cut; alternate detonation.
- BLOODSTREAM (feat. Succubix, Until Darkness Falls) — Infection, version II: new scars, same vein.
- Poisoned Love (feat. Until Darkness Falls, Allesxndrx) — Ballad redux with fresh knives.
- Serotonin Crash (feat. Pure Addiction) — Pure filth variant; chaos worship.
- Poisoned Love (feat. Succubix, Until Darkness Falls, Allesxndrx) — Choir of confession; love’s autopsy.
- Eternal IV (feat. Until Darkness Falls, Allesxndrx, Succubix) — Curtain fall with witnesses.


For those who like:
#SleepToken #BringMeTheHorizon #LornaShore #BadOmens #Spiritbox #Architects #SlaughterToPrevail #Beartooth #BreakingBenjamin #FallingInReverse #MemphisMayFire #MotionlessInWhite #AlphaWolf #Currents #Polaris #IPrevail #OfMiceAndMen #FitForAKing #WageWar #MakeThemSuffer

#AXAXC #Intravenous #Deathcore #Metalcore #AlternativeRock #NuMetal #AmbientMetal #GothicBallad #Screamo #FemaleScreams #MelodicChorus #DoubleKick #Breakdowns #SyncopatedChugs #OrchestralStrings #DistortedAmbience #Industrial #DarkCinematic #Addiction #LoveAndHate #Lust #Confession #WarChant #SpokenWord #SuccubusVibes #DreamscapeHell #SepticDreams #DripfeedMessiah #EternalIV #DistortDistrustDestroy

Guest performances: Allesxndrx, Succubix, Until Darkness Falls, KAT, Pure Addiction.

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