On repeat rn

volume 1 on spotify, feb 3rd 

i don’t care if it’s lonely
i’m so sick of you just talking like you know me
and you could or you would if you didn’t go starting fires in this basement

oh…
hope you got everything you needed now
cause i’m burning every garden where we fell in love
and i’m killin’ every peasant that walks in this town
you know i’m painting the walls red till they scream for help

and i can bury every feeling that i’m feeling but i know that it’s just moments before i put the fucking gun in my mouth
you cut my heart and now it’s bleeding and i’m staring at the ceiling but the fuck do i expect when this is how it turns out?

oh why’d you go and make geist red
now he’s full of hate
i can’t stand to look at myself
not a fan of him
bodies scattered all across the hall
baby i don’t miss
so why’d go and makes me red
but i’m loving this...
i’ll fight an ego with a bigger one
i’ll hit another million
geistcord till the day i fucking die
but swear we’ve just begun
don’t care for anybody else
or anyone’s opinion
so go ahead and make geist red
red
red
red

i promise our love is dead [drma x lockhome]

where i met Ü

i don’t want to wake up safe and sound
i’ve got a million ghosts they follow me around
cause it’s safe to say that i hate this town
and everyone that i see they act like fucking clowns  
 
well damn i lost my mind
holding on to something i couldn’t keep alive  
lights in my eyes died
staring at what was never truly mine

it’s black and white for the millionth time
the colors stripped with the lies
i’ll add the red with my bloodshot eyes
i swear i tried but you ruined my mind
the trust was pushed to the side
we couldn’t rebuild the broken ties
 
pretty eyes
how they always hypnotize
i can’t take it anymore
i’m holding on to what’s left of my pride
and i
don’t want to fight
but i can’t seem to get you off my mind

here we go again
i know you’ve had it my friends
i crashed my car through the fence  
you know i’m wanting to feel alive
it’s you and i
till the day that i die
i hope that day is tonight
cause i can’t take anymore
i tried 
i can’t take anymore i tried 

i’m no kid in the limelight
i’m more like a deer in the headlights love
already been hit to the curbside
lost so much blood but i’m alright now
and i don’t care if it feels like
razors in my thighs
soul’s been damned like wow
hope that one day i can make it out and tell you bout the love i found

here we go i take the pain like a man
bite my tongue till i can’t
i do it all just to feel alive
and where’d you go
when i just needed a friend
said you would wait till the end
but you couldn’t even stay the night

i can't seem to get you off my mind [tennis player]

butterfly tattoo

still don’t know what to name this

you keep speaking bout your problems, i feel bad but i feel like 
airing our calls with those friends you never liked
you know it’s bad when they’re involved
but its worse when we communicate
i’ll admit my wrongs but you can’t do the same 

save that, i don’t wanna talk boy know you ain’t a saint 
don’t tell me bout your faith in god
you going to hell
can’t forgive i ain’t forgot
don’t lie to my face bitch what you think i’m dumb

not a fan of
whoever you are
i’d put holes through your friends
then put a bullet through your heart
Can’t calm me down
someone get some xans over here
downtown
smile like a bitch got veneers

(boy i know) you must be up to something (good!)
can you indulge my vice
(but) you hate my prescence like some fetish
damn that
must be nice

blame every girl you don’t like
throw em to the dogs go without a thought twice
keep washing your hands till your skin bone white
can’t call you my friend 
matter fact i see you it’s on sight

(i don’t fuck with hypocrites
hate the sinner love the sin
if that saint come marchin in
make sure they don’t breath again
tired motherfucker old songs keeping you relevant
you ain’t check in with me boy boy you get what you get)

i ain’t heartless
when them checks bounce it get rough, huh?
a&r calls ain’t coming know you fucked up
makes you really wonder what you praying for 
fuck it baby 
call me when you think you had enough, uh 

(or just)

save that, i don’t wanna talk boy know you ain’t a saint 
don’t tell me bout your faith in god
you going to hell
can’t forgive i ain’t forgot
don’t lie to my face bitch what you think i’m dumb

not a fan of
whoever you are
i’d put holes through your friends
then put bullet through your heart
Can’t calm me down
someone get some xans over here
downtown
smile like a biiiitch got veneers

go to hell!

SEVENTY4 - Where is My Hurt

all credit goes to seventy4❤️


Original - https://youtu.be/tpV8HUMwfMU

SEVENTY4 - Where is my Hurt

@mental
@pray4solo
@ilyajay
@ripwarheart

love it? girl i love you
can't stop it.. that's the issue
and we fall out.. then i miss you
when the stars out.. need a tissue
see our photos i go dolo in
slo-mo watch me break in slow motion
up in soho thinking where it all went dim
2015 still rockin a bogo then

you still rock the same shit that you did since 2012
i still have the same friends that i had since i was 12
you turned 22 and then you turned into the 12
they look at my stats and then my name it rings a bell
i don't go outside yeah i stay in my own shell
we can run away and go find us a little shelter
this is just a sprite nah i aint drinking no seltzers
your arms or the sun? in your arms i would melt first

i still need the answers the answers are coming
im running from nothing and she wont even hug me
i still wake up everyday thinking we are something
but when i check my phone and feel my heart its just crushing
and he probably has you blushing
i can feel myself succumbing
look me in my eyes reduce me into nothing
know i'm nothing... no it's nothing
i shoulda realized i want you
you want me? that's not true
who i knew it's not you
i'm sorry i loveee you
i'll be back like soon 
asleep until noon
i feel stuck to... you...........

yea ima take it all back yeah cause i said im sorry but im not
idk what i did wrong to get switched up on a lot
even if i couldve changed it idk what i wouldve done
sometimes i wanna erase it like forget about what weve done
hold up fuck that i dont really wanna feel
hold up backtrack dont even know if its real
baby idk whats going on in my mind
i dont even wanna sleep cause i feel like dying


🔁

issue ft. mental (solo, ajay, warheart)

let this be everything / endtimes

let this be everything

mistake maker

FALLING DOWN

guitars done by @prodjpjp
rest produced by heylog

lyrics:
starving now, it gets pretty bad
you saw it all get split in half
about every bridge has been collapsed
old friends of mine slowly detached
i think it's all my fault
questioning if i'm wrong
how do i make it stop
can't rest at all

one call was all i needed
right now, i feel completed
2019 is over
been four years and got lower
though, for me it stood out
bleed to just hear one sound
i'd die to hear that noise
the calmness of your voice
i knew how it'd turn out
soon you'd be leaving town
and i couldn't bare that thought
was hard to move on
32 degrees, lungs get colder by the second
been through hell and out
it's like there's some type of obsession
wondering the choice you made if you've ever regret it
if you gotta say something why don't you come confess it
everytime you mention how, i need to find me
don't know what ur tryna say
don't know what u mean
i think ur just saying words
you're just saying things
even you confuse yourself
you don't know what to think
the reason why i live is to hope for a day
to finally see guidance leading ur way
wonder how to start, wonder where i go
all of it requires leaving my home
been through a bit and so much has gone
you don't gotta be sorry if i went through a lot
i can see us starting a family
i think it's the only thing that'll help me

starving now, it gets pretty bad
you saw it all get split in half
about every bridge has been collapsed
old friends of mine slowly detached
i think it's all my fault
questioning if i'm wrong
how do i make it stop
can't rest at all
heart's pounding strong
been up for hours
the sun's almost up
like how do i do it
she say, "where you been"
no where
just haven't checked my phone to use it
it's all gone down in carnage
debris in my lungs
wake up, feel like garbage
and get my yeti cup
i'm obsessed, pop a can of caffeine
even 300mg can barely do a thing to me

spotify

carnage

spit

produced by i'm geist
guitar @hiraethsry
engineered @tnvr555

last single off my album pity out next week
thank you for listening :)

// geist
so let it all dissipate
there’s a lot on my plate
but you’re not on the list love

wipe the smile off my face
you just come and you take
like you want to let me down

but come on now, you left
so leave me alone
i smell the blood
spilled fresh, cut to a bone
and it’s all so tempting
the scent
pheromones
you stare at me
and whisper words like a ghost

"you look like a ghoul
the way that you walk
your eyes glisten red,
are you hungry my love?"

no i'm just a fool,
and i shouldn't talk
i'll sow my mouth and i'll give this all up
yeah i'll give this all up
cause i'm never enough

// yokai dreams
guess u havent had enough yet
havent filled ur gut yet
leave me to the crows
dead on the road
sight will make ur gut wrench
where her heart was supposed to be is just a silhouette
cigarettes and empty threats
tell me, are you finished yet?

stealing a look in the moonlight
ur alive now
and the moods right
im a night owl
til noon light
imma lie down
til the times right
my lover loves to make me believe
that she keep the peace on those good nights
second i'm sleepin
she's barin her teeth and
she could bite
but i don't mind

guess that i'm not used to falling in love
everyone i used to know has move on
and i know you will too
nothing has improved
said we're gonna change, just not any time soon
guess that i'm not used to feeling this way
everything i used to feel has decayed
got the heart of a ghoul
selfish and cruel
thought this was love but i was just a tool

ghoul w/ yokai dreams

prod @lynyou @trustt @omgisai
video / visualizer: https://youtu.be/W2jl_vXwRsc

lyrics:
@lynyou
yea it dont really feel the same no more nah
yea getting tired of the lies i been bored yea
i just say im fine then i move on
then i go keep crying til it turn dawn
(x2)

yea i closed my eyes i can still see the tv
say u dont like me but u really need me
yea the trophys mine ima win u gon see me
ima take whats not mine feeling greedy
(x2)

@trustt
close my eyes and i still see you there
but i still stay walkin round im the man yea
but you dont really know that yet
so you dont really know a thing about me
runnin round the town with my head fucked up
i cant find my phone think im boutta throw up
i said fuck all your friends and fuck what you heard
yea fuck all your friends they belong in the dirt

closed my eyes i can still see the tv
say u dont like me but u really need me
yea the trophys mine ima win u gon see me
ima take whats not mine feeling greedy
(x2)

@lynyou
yea it dont really feel the same no more nah
yea getting tired of the lies i been bored yea
i just say im fine then i move on
then i go keep crying til it turn dawn
(x2)

yea i closed my eyes i can still see the tv
say u dont like me but u really need me
yea the trophys mine ima win u gon see me
ima take whats not mine feeling greedy
(x2)

need me

prod @lynyou @omgisai

lyrics:
u left me there in the corner waiting for someones help
and im not taking ur orders go find someone else

i cant think straight around u it drives me mad
its hard to tell how i feel cause it hurts so bad
(x2)

bad, bad, hurts so bad
so bad, bad, hurts so bad (x1000000)

it dont work @ all / try my best to make it alright
might get hurt & fall / i been thinking bout u all night (x4)

bad, bad, hurts so bad
so bad, bad, hurts so bad (x1000000)

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a tale of thirteen, who sought to convene. under the knowledge of a single eye, would those thirteen learn why.

hurtz

lyrics:

A quick assessment of any plan out of town
Looks like just another lonely ride home to her
The pretty white lights hang from the veranda
And they light up faces that slur out the words
“This year felt so long but somehow we all have survived
If next year is this hard then fuck I think id rather die”
So lets relive and regret cause there’s a year's worth of it and we only got time
But If it took us this long to recover then winters gonna eat us alive

The empty roads
Of the oceans coast
Provide shelter for
Her spent wary bones
In attic suites
When ur all alone
Will u remain headstrong
Or will u long for home
Id like to think that by spring were fine
but winters gonna eat us alive.

winters gonna eat us alive

“This year felt so long but somehow we all have survived
If next year is this hard then fuck I think id rather die”

winters gonna eat us alive

winters gonna eat us alive (nico north)

DOOMED

Pixies - Where is my mind?

star shopping (prod. kryptik)

cet album est pour toi

my parents didn't want me why would you
you're the best so i will do, what i will do, for you
my parents didn't want me why would you
you're the best so i will do, what i will do, for you

i've got problems in my brain, you,
help me ease the pain, 
help me numb it out when i been cryin in the rain cause
i've got these demons that i can't shake

show me what i face, show me what you love, promise not to break my heart </3

you deserve better

you deserve better (p. ocean)

Just a 17 year old boy in Alaska, who cares a bit too much about things he really shouldn’t care about. Also a bittt crazy but who isn’t?

On repeat rn

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