Name: cc17 - idc by dj my existance has no meaning in I want to kill myself
Duration: 1 min 10 s
Description: 2023

I want to kill myself

harmful

harmful [i_dont_care_anymore.wav] [FC, 21/06/2023]

nobody will ever understand this self loathing

Dehumanizer

in 2024 i had a psychotic break 
i wasn’t ok i was in a lot pain 
I asked god if i should die
she said yes i don’t know why 
prayers only get you so far 
killing myself is self care
and purity my only sin

heaven today
heaven tonight
heaven is dead
for death is heaven

HEAVEN & PURITY

take me home after it’s done
take me home after it’s done
i just wanna go home 
i just wanna see my pets

i just wanna be alone 
i don’t know why though 
is it the anxiety
crippling mental i can’t breathe 

omg it feels like the end
omg it feels like the end
omg it feels like the end
omg it feels like the end

TAKE ME HOME

9b73095f

cc17 - idc

062025

forgive how badly i mangled the samples
the goalies anxiety at the penalty kick - ​everyone around us
https://soundcloud.com/jka_c/linkin-park-in-the-end-yao-guai-cave-remix

pills

bedtime

choked on sperm

Maybe in another life

thank you for 400 followers, i still hate my music but its nice to know atleast a few people enjoy it ^^

i live expecting the worst

(with eternal love for the original)
DJ Sailor moon - everything is meaningless

i wish i could be better

cc17 - idc

dj my existance has no meaning

Recent comments

KillUrStupidMother

small mistake

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