feels on feels man

vocals: soundcloud.com/omenxiii
prod: soundcloud.com/colorhue

lyrics:
when i close my eyes now
i can see your face but
i can not erase it
i can not replace it
feels like it was yesterday
i used to see you everyday
i remember everything
i don't want you to fade away
i still pretend that you are here
watch me look into the mirror
disappear then reappear
hanging from the chandelier
i wish i was alive again
wish i cloud be by your side
now i just flout around our room and cry
every day and every night

i am a lost soul
without you
i am a lost soul
without you
i hope that you die so that you can come back to me
i am a lost soul
i feel alone without you i am half of me
i am a lost soul

omenxiii - a letter to the living (prod. color hue)

OMFG (prod. nedarb)

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Who would've thought, life could change so quick
Who would've thought, things would turn out quite like this.

This world is one big disappointment,
My life is just another opinion.
I never asked if I could a part of this,
the point's another point you're guaranteed to miss.

At least we have each other
Never leave another under.
I will be the comfort
For my sisters and my brothers.

Who would've thought, life could change so quick
Who would've thought, things would turn out quite like this.

MISFIT

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Cult (Prod. oilcolor)

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$igil:


My life wasn’t even worth living
I was only there, to see what i was missing
Never really fit in yet it never hurt my feelings
Do my own shit, yea bitch I do it different.

I was just hoping and wishing that shit would start switching
I saw in a vision with no inhibition
I said i’m the one, and I never was kidding
Now i’m in the open and look where you sitting.

My godlike cognition saw no opposition 
Psychotic, I want it, I need it, I got it.
The power I harness so strong I’m unconscious
I harvest the crops of my garden.

You planted the seed, then forgot it, it’s rotten
No progress accomplished that’s why you are boxed in
I went on my own, and now i’m forgotten
But i do not mind the silence is calming.

Digested the fluids for my own embalming
The grip of the blade is what I am palming
Get off me!  You got it!
No need for your comment
I’m comin, I’m heated, I’m hot as a comet!

You bleeding, you dropping then beg me to stop it
But there is no mercy I leave for a toxin

There was nothing I could ever do to stop it.

OmenXIII:

OmenXIII, black shirt black jeans
Hands on my face so I can't see a thing,
If human is a race then who's in the lead
and who's last place would that be me 

Me, I've seen a lot of things I can't explain with any certainty,
Why do people live and die, and what's this feeling irkin me

Why's there so much hurt in me, blood is blue until it bleeds.
I can't change until I speak, not much to say just leave me be

Let me be alone, sometimes I need it just to feel inside,
I don't really feel, but when I do I like to write it my,

minds in constant motion, the momentum starts to wear my down,
but if I try to stop it then I contemplate a different route.

but that is not option, see society has let me down,
now I live my life in silence, I don't let it get me down.

You Can Do So Much Better feat. $igil (Prod. ʎpoqou)

Gustav Ahr's Album

i crash, u crash w/ lil tracy (prod. jayyeah)

stop the car w/ horse head (prod. smokeasac)

prod @notmorgn

lyrics: 
hate runs through my veins 
you are a plane 
i am the ground you soar above and laugh
and i, i'm getting old
i grow like mold in all the places you don't wanna see
you, you are the light 
i am the dark
i tried to find you but i got lost 
and i, i'm fucking up
just let me go
cause i've been falling and it's all i know
and i, i'll let you down, i'll make you cry
you don't love me and i'm the reason why
lie, lie to my face
tell me you care
tell me you wanna know who i am
so find, find me cause i am lost and i'm scared of what's to come (x2)

and i am scared of what i'll be
and i am scared of what i'll see

you are everything i'm not (prod. notmorgn)

i'll break my word [prod fats'e]

prod. mix / master by @deadwint3r


Please drop that needle from your arm
I don't want you to fall through the floor
Still so scared that you'll wanna get more
Know the pains a bundle, 
Know you're so sore

But how the fuck did this all happen?
I miss that squeal that you made when we first met
All those plans that we made just to break them
Fuck my brain dripping blood on my waistband

Fuck my brain dripping blood on my waistband
I can't peel all the blame stuck on my hands
You don't care, just stop fucking playing
I can't sleep cuz I know where you're laying

Please drop that needle from your arm
I don't want you to fall thru the floor
Still so scared that you'll want to get more
Know the pains a bundle,
Know you're so sore

SORE

sore w/ deadwinter

i undermined whats undetermined 
whats on your mind i dont mind silence 
i prefer it i know i deserve it
i feel so imperfect
i work so hard for myself
and it never comes out worth it 
but we can work it out 
we can work this out 
i know my demons hurt you 
i hope you're not afraid 
i know i dont deserve you 
i think its all the same 
i dont think its gonna change
all the things ive seen inside my fucking brain
tell me the same
people live and 
love then 
they leave
what can i give when you already have every fucking thing
you're so pristine worth more than diamonds 
but im stuck in things ive seen 
people live 
and love then they leave
and i just wish 
i could give you every thing
i dont have shit 
im so dirty you're so clean 
and innocent
sometimes i feel like im mean 
what does it mean 
why have we seen the things we've seen 
its part of we 
its part of you and part of me 
the worlds a screen
i think we're stuck inside tv
our lifes a show 
a comedy and tragedy 
cus people live and 
love then 
they leave
what can i give when you already have every fucking thing
you're so pristine worth more than diamonds 
but im stuck in things ive seen 
people live 
and love then they leave
and i just wish 
i could give you every thing
i dont have shit 
im so dirty you're so clean

feels on feels man

Insomniac The-Kidd