@boyywassabi
[memikyu]
i dont even have the time 2 tell u (tell youuu)
dont have enough time 2 tell u that im ok
maybe in another life id have you (you, you)
i cant go outside because im scared of the day
that itll come 2 an end
cant afford 2 let u in
better off as friends
thought it'd never end
walk around in the forest, sigils in the tree
symbols hidden under leaves
curses follow me

[boyywassabi]
these curses follow me
smokin on this tree
walkin thru this atmosphere it feels like a dream
’m at the end of the tunnel 
I don’t want your love that shit is too easy
I can’t afford2let the time bleed 
woah think im better off with this distance
between us because up close you never listen 
i dont got time
move better in the night
woahhh 
I I I DONT EVEN HAVE THE TIME 2 TELL U
HAVE THE TIME TO TELL U THAT IM OK
MAYBE IN ANOTHER LIFE ID HAVE U
I I I CANT GO OUTSIDE BECAUSE IM SCARED OF THE DAY

curses w/ boyywassabi

prod @user-275995738
@bioillusioncrew

lyrics:
im sorry for what i said when u tried 2 wake me up
n jus to keep it clear i do not wanna give up
id tell u what its like but do u even care enough
and if i had u for 1 more night
would the stars shine bright
would this all even matter
ima take my knife
ima take my life
(take it, take it, take it)
oh my god i feel like i dont know u at all
oh my oh my god i feel like i b goin thru withdrawals
and when im not around u i question all my morals
my life is a book but i do not know the author
everytime i wake up i feel fucking awful
ask me what im waerin u wouldnt know the offers
im sinkin, in drownin in these waters
im thinkin im livin in a horror
everything i did i did it for her haaah

horror (cayos)

@gl0wrm <3 
@akiaura

memikyu: 
ur lips
mylips
touchin
eternal bliss
and i hate u
but im in way 2 deep
why cant u just see
ur lips my lips
bending over backwards to try n fix this
just use me
cus u dont need excuses
when u dont seem 2 care at all
and jus 2 top it of reasons u should hate me
pills will sedate me
god did create me
he gave me life n i threw it all away
maybe if i had more time i would do it different way
di di di di different way
shame what u did 2 me
ill tell u what u did it me
if i could do it differently i know i would
u took my heart n ripped it up
u took my heart n ripped it 2 pieces

gl0wrm:
...

u should hate me w/ gl0wrm (akiaura)

@will0wx
prod @memikyu

oxy got me sayin all the same shit
i feel liek... insane bitch
i feel like u r the same bitch
take all my feelings and i throw em all out
cus every single day
i find it hard to wake up
i nvr remember what happened the night b4
cus i been off a lotta shit i wish dat i could tell u wat i took
but would u even give a fu- fu
uh uh uh uh
oh oh oh oh
uh uh uh uh 
oh oh cant remember wat i took
cant remember the night b4
and now im lyin on the floor

night b4 w/ willow.x (me)

prod @7ooox

seems like every1 today dey always got a problem
wish we'd go back 2 the day when we would solve dem
cus the worlds at war
and they dont even take the time to think for a second
(pardon the interruption for this little break broke, its evil empire)
and i know that we aint perfect we got issues
but i cant find it in my heart to miss u
ohhhhhhhhh miss u
ohhhh miss u
cus the worlds at war
and they dont even take the time take the time to think for a second
ohhhh
take the time take the time to think
cus the worlds at war
worlds at war
(pardon the interruption for this)
and ik dat were both as bad as eachother
u aint gotta pray for me when im praying for all the others
and ik dat were both as bad as eachother
u aint gotta pray for me when im praying for all the others

world at war (prblm)

@gl0wrm
prod @fipoe

carryin a switchblade in the night
i jus wanna talk if its alright
baby im a sinner inside
baby im a sinner
ba ba baby im a sinner
u jus cut me open like 100 times
becus im feelin so sad, serious
say that im crazy
carry that burden no matter what
ima cast a sigil
(do what i say, do what i say)
dont call me insane
and i popped a xanax
(i dont even feel pain, i dont hear what u say)
i been of a couple pills swear i feel right
only need a couple pills 2 get me thru the night

don't call me insane w/ gl0wrm (lesh)

@xoxoswitchh:

i wan sum ice up on my wrists jus like my wrists is sore
i wan a house up on the shore jus to show em i’m a god
my momma call me up like “kc what u spendin all that money on?”
bitch i spend a lot on drugs n i like expensive whores
i need a bitch that like to stay on all fours
get on the floor i’ll cut u up n fuck u all night until u cum
i’m in the trap cookin work offa the stove
i’m strapped up ready for war
if u want it we can go
think tehy want me dead cuz my wrists is wet
cuz when u at the top that’s when nobody wanna wish u best
but when my wrists was slit no one hmu for shit
n every time i tried to quit nobody told me i should live
n that bitch hit my line jus to tell me that she miss me
it fucks me up to say i never felt the same way that she did
but she only hmu cuz the money comin in
the only time i hit her up is to see her face full of my kids

memikyu:
u aint want me back den r u srs?
uhh she said go away all the time
what u doin on my mind
i swear i aint feelin fine
i swear dat its all part of my design
n thats a cycle im not willin 2 break
n thats a s/o to switch not talkin ab my blade
and i cant fw u cus ik dat ur bitch made
n dats 2 my dismay
tap the ash in the ashtray
stay in ur place
i dont wanna hear u talk u got nothi n2 say
i dont wanna hear u talk so will u pls go away
and i dont wanna bring a glock dnt wanna start a war today
i cant still sleep all night
i swar i see da light in ur eyes...
n i wish i could tell u when im alright
n i wish if i tell u den we wouldnt fight
wouldn't fight
would'nt fight
n i wish if i tell u den we wouldnt fight
wouldn't fight
would'nt fight

xoxoswitch:
i wan sum ice up on my wrists jus like my wrists is sore
i wan a house up on the shore jus to show em i’m a god
my momma call me up like “kc what u spendin all that money on?”
bitch i spend a lot on drugs n i like expensive whores
i need a bitch that like to stay on all fours
get on the floor i’ll cut u up n fuck u all night until u cum
i’m in the trap cookin work offa the stove
i’m strapped up ready for war
if u want it we can go

ready 4 war w/ xoxoswitch

prod @taylor

lyrics:

n i wind up on the same old road
n i never listen 2 wat im told.. at all
n i wish it was a feeling i could fight
n i wish that one day that ill feel alright

cus u tear me down (tear me down)
turn me round
stab me in the back if u want to
dissect my heart in the bathroom
i think dat i want u
but its not that easy for me 2 hold on..
i cant even talk ab it if its not a song

i paint my walls red
when ur not with me
carry dem bags under my eyes like im rockin LV
i swear u weigh me down u weigh me by a ton
i wish its over but its only jus begun

cus u tear me down (tear me down)
turn me round
stab me in the back if u want to
dissect my heart in the bathroom
i think dat i want u
but its not that easy for me 2 hold on..
i cant even talk ab it if its not a song
i cant even talk ab it less we both hold on on on
oh oh oh
i know ow
its hard but
we can do it
n see it thru for wat it is

i paint my walls red
when ur not with me
carry dem bags under my eyes like im rockin LV
i swear u weigh me down u weigh me by a ton
i wish its over but its only jus begun
i wish its over but its only jus begun

begun (taylor morgan)

prod @lamentiaa

n omg i swear ur my light
n ur my life
i swear u rly love u
its corny 2 say but its true
n i cant stop lovin u
i dont even knwo why im still tryin
yea i rly know that u dont want me in ur life n..,
n its rly not fair
cus i swear dat i was always always there
ill treat u like ur still my princess
ill keep goin if u have no interest
cus it dont even matter 2 me
swear u got me in a hold n icant breathe
gotta learn 2 hold on
n if u need it got a shoulder 2 ccry on
im barely breathin
when ur leavin me 2 bleed out
on the sidewalk
dont act like u care cus u dont at all
and i swear ill bash my head against this fuckin wall
n den i say its not that easy 2 hold on

cus we both know
that this wont work out
we both think that in our head as we both make out
ohhhh
ill keep goin if u have no interest
cus it dont even matter 2 me
swear u got me in a hold n icant breathe
gotta learn 2 hold on
n if u need it got a shoulder 2 ccry on
im barely breathin
when ur leavin me 2 bleed out
on the sidewalk
dont act like u care cus u dont at all
and i swear ill bash my head against this fuckin wall
n den i say its not that easy 2 hold on

light (lamentia)

so tired of feelin alone
so tired of feelin like this
ohh cleanse my soul
cleanse me like detergent

open me up like a surgeon
tell me that i am worth nothing

that i am worth nothinggggg
take me 2 a higher place
where we can both escaaaape
let it all just fade
n im so sick of givin u everythin that i have
while im losin it all n getting nothing back
ayyyy i know thats its sadddd
i know

#cLover

detergent (favour)

#spazzteam
#clover
#gothboiclique
@820
@plasticgirl1
@tracy1k
@gl0wrm

shoutout @lytespeed1 for refinding the verse i lost 2 years ago

nosgov:
guess i still love you yea i do
and you told me get a clue
and i totally get it too
there is no room for two
there is no room for you
idk how to put
this in a simple word
coz you mean a world to me

constantly you are watching me
it doesnt really mean a thing
i dont get what you want from me
i thought i told u everything

rezlaine:
there is no room for two
i miss like when we would touch
i miss like when we would fuck
where did u go fuck my luck
i only want u like drugs
i only want ur voice
ive been so lost paranoid
put me down like im a toy

i wish u were still w me
you made me so happy
and i cannot feel a thing
i feel so sick i cant think
its only easy w u
its only better w u
dont question how i miss you
wish there was room for you

lil tracy:
w wont leave my door unless i get racks 10 or more
u cant walk a block in my shoes n u couldnt even afford it
my bitch a freak all her pictures get reported reported reported reported

memikyu:
i i i report her pictures on sum petty shit
d d diamonds in my blood when im cuttin my wrist
and ik im repressed
shawty know ur depressed
i jus need a reset
giv me one more reason
i need it (uhhh)
i need it so bad
crying tears in the back
ohhhhhh
n never let me down again
gettin visions in my head
of the times we never had
whyd u leave me so sad

report w/ nosgov rezlaine lil tracy gl0wrm (rezlaine)

prod @uselezzz

lyrics:
call me over if u evr wanna talk again, alright
n i can see the way u hate when i look into ur eyes
tell me if al r r
i know,
the past in the past n i gotta let it go
n i been off it way 2 much
in my head n icant even see the end
i wish
i wish i jus had a friiend
(but i dont)
-always- on the road
always on my own
i jus need u sm
take control now

take control now
take my soul now
feelin whole now
over dose now

n ur always watchin me rot
i know dat i make u cry but i swear dat ill do it right next time
ughhhh
ima pour it up jus 1 time
i got red in my cup like the red in ur eyes

eyes the color of my cup (useless)

@sltted
@gl0wrm

memikyu:

n i can't look in ur eyes n
pour in the top
lean that i drop
n i feel da heat
girl give me top
i'm from the streets
but she is a thot
better run when u hear shots
my shooters they never miss
po-pop like a headshot
i got 10 pills in my bag
im boutta spazz
so i won't text u back no
n i jus had a comeup
am not tryna talk
so would u jus giv it up- up up
i ran up da mall
go tell dem all dat i'm fuckin wit u
they gon fuck wit u too
cus they all fw me
i got 100 bitches that i could've fucked
so baby don't think that ur the only 1

sltted:
tell me is ur love fr
sippin activis fr
bab ur my 1 fr
gettin to the guap fr
808s n her ass in my face like that
shawty spread her legs ima do her like that
she jus gave me dome ima give it right back
i can hear her pussy roar when i rap like that
why he talkin big he dont move like that
im tryna fuck his bitch ima give her right back
he aint even sped he jus act like that
n i gotta pussywhip if he gon act like that

memikyu:

yea i got her pussy wet
on a real shit
i been gettin 2 da pill shit
shawty ik dat u feel this
fill up my bag
pop me some tags
all out attack
bullets spray from every direction ik u see dis
why u copy my swag know we da leaders
n why u do me like that u so facetious
idek where im at rn
i jus hit a lickk i b gettin 2 da guap
i b hittin hella methods n i wont ever stop
i b in da back of da club wit a bitch snortin lines off a block
n i can't look in ur eyes n
pour in the top
lean that i drop
n i feel da heat
girl give me top
i'm from the streets
but she is a thot
better run when u hear shots
my shooters they never miss
po-pop like a headshot
i got 10 pills in my bag
im boutta spazz
so i won't text u back no

gl0wrm:
sumthin u cant see
u a bitch 2 me
razor sharp white teeth
I drink ur blood its sweet
Im smoking ice on weed
can’t feel or fuckin breath
n I dont sleep at night
n I dont go outside 
u r not like me
bitch I can’t fuckin breath
sumthin u cant see
u a bitch 2 me
razor sharp white teeth
I drink ur blood its sweet
Im smoking ice on weed
can’t feel or fuckin breath
n I dont sleep at night
n I dont go outside

loser hood lifestyle w/ sltted + gl0wrm (me)

love:
u tell me ur insane n u wont live another day
i jus poured another cup then i poured it all away
i dont- i dont give a fuck
idek why im feelin hella stuck
i jus hope u miss when im ignoring all ur calls
if i ever say i love i swear i dont i mean it all
i jus poured a cup its lookin like a waterfall
i wish i could show u love but u wna see me fall
i can give u what u want but i cannot giv it all
ima leave it in the past then i say its ur fault

bandaid:
i cann feel the pressure, cavin in
tell me what u wanna idk where id begin
i jus wanna wash it all away
im insane u cant even say ima live another day
i can tell u hate me when i look in2 ur face
i b goin crazy i dont think ill see the day when u see me fall
ima tell u that ur worth it
ik no one is perfect but u r so perfect
ill hurt myself jus 2 make sure that ur happy
ik dat u yk u hurt me
ima rip off the bandaids they're hurting

love / bandaid (iji+margoproxy+larua)

@820
@margoproxy
@larua

memikyu:
and it's the past that i'm scared of
i don't wanna let u in
i don't wanna lose another friend
tell me when is this gonna end
tell me when you gonna get out my head
i been feelin so lost
i dont wanna take it on you but i have no one
i dont wanna take, take it out
i would give you my heart but i think that it's froze now

nosgov:


30 down acting stupid
dirty cup played me stupid
and i thought that we was alright
so i guess we went the wrong isle

everything went to excess
vomitting from the nausea
i was wrong and you was right
now i cannot forget
do you think that i could forget?
i guess ill never forget
im simply inexistent
30 in my system
got these issues never fixed them
thought i would get alright
you thought i would be alright
how could you be so blind?
ill never make my wrongs right
you thought i would be alright..

i hav no1 w/ nosgov (margoproxy+larua)

prod relic (+ me for jumpstyle)

treat me like worth (uhhh)
nothing
i mean nothin 2 u
but im addicted u
open up ur door baby lemme in (huhhh)
i take hella drugs but i swear ur my medicine
i b walkin round but i do not know where am at
tryna keep clean like the clothes at a laundromat
tryna keep it hunnid wit u girl i rly want u back
rly want u back girl wont u giv me another chance
i jus poured a 2 inside a cup (cup)
i b walkin round like idk where i am
dk where i am
she tryna ask me but i dont understand
tryna ask where i am but i dont think i can speak
when u ask me, always look past me-

heart racin at full speed
jus wnna b seen
jus jus wanna b me
jus wanna b seen
jus wanna b me

ⱼᵤₛ wₐₙ₂ b ₛₑₑₙ *jumpstyle*

prod @bleachcraft @kojowav

lyrics:
know u talk alot but ion wanna hear it
off so many drugs that im speakin incoherent
yk yk u need me im ur hero...
i almost blacked out last time that we were tgether
i always lag out dont think that i can get better
ik that ur fed up
but i cant change myself even though i thought i could

i got cabinet on the wall filled wit pills
i can give u wat u want like whats the deal
cus i swear that ur the best
say that wit my chest
n u would stay the whole night while we geekin off the x
o im gettin dizzy off dis soft drink
put a pill insde, dis feelin yea i missed it
talkin hella but ur brother always on that sneak shit
he set u up when u got jumped at da precinct

yk u the feelin u can-
ik u kno the feelin when u kno u cant escape
jus hold me close let ur future get reshaped
i pop an oxy and i forgot all my mistakes

ik dat its risky
ik dat u dont wanna spend ur time around me

i almost blacked out last time that we were tgether
i always lag out dont think that i can get better
ik that ur fed up
but i cant change myself even though i thought i could
cant change myself even though i thought i could

incoherent (bleachcraft+kojo)

im feelin better now got my eyes closed
cus when i look around i still see ur halo
look at my cup i drown in red mixed with faygo
i carry so much cash around i think i got lumbago
n now im boutta cash out, money from sites that they dont know
id put u on if i could but i wanna do dis alone
only notifications is money comin thru my phone
feel my stomach drop when im textin u n u change ur tone
what did i do wrong
what did what did i do wrong
self pity as a song
i cant speak im way too gone
don wan dont wan speak u'll kno im fucked up
crush an OC in my cup
put some oxy in my nose
i feel my body give up uh
hypochondriac still on dese drugs
woke up on my front
face to the ground
i couldnt see nothin but finally i felt found
perc knocked me off my axis, upside down, with a smile not a frown. but if im upside down a smile looks like a frown
slowly givin up but she dont giv a fuck
got no morals wen it comes to juggin ppl outta love
we aint d same, I drop an NBOMe, u gettin love bombed
i fell in love wit research chemical bonds
while u breakin all ur bonds
its like u do that shit for fun
brains been scrambled
cus of affection that u cant handle
im goin all in got my cards drawn
ill play my hand if u jus play urs

self pity as a song @4evaaxx @pawl4k

an outro to life
@gl0wrm
@43vaa
@puppy_girl_alice


pills cant save me
i need u to save me
i been thinkin bout u lately
i need something to sedate me
its like watever i do
its never enough to make it up 2 u
and idk how i can break thru
and how could ever ever trust u too
trust is all u need when u got no one else
pill cabinet dosing i cant help myself
how can i help u when i cant help myself
i cant stop myself from hurting myself
cover wrists wit my sleeves so u cant tell
pills cant save me
i need u to save me
i been thinkin bout u lately
i need something to sedate me
its like watever i do
its never enough to make it up 2 u
and idk how i can break thru
and how could ever ever trust u too
trust is all u need when u got no one else
pill cabinet dosing i cant help myself
how can i help u when i cant help myself
i cant stop myself from hurting myself
cover wrists wit my sleeves so u cant tell

gl0:
u don't even feel that hurt
u don't even look at me
i hate that it hurts so bad
u don't even look at me
and i feel so torn 
cus u don't even miss me at all
i'm crying and i feel so weak
now i always feel alone
even if i'm high
u don't even miss me at all
it hurts when i close my eyes
pills can't save me at all

wrists (an outro to life) w/ gl0wrm ( @4evaaxx @puppy_girl_alice )

@rit_hk
prod @0k1ro

lookin in da mirror like who is dat
ima fuck around n get some more cash
i been waiting hours where da plug at
i jus poured a 4 like where da cup
doin way too much i needa cut back
got way 2 much trauma dat i need 2 unpack
put on way 2 many bitches i wish i could take back
my backpack like a portable pharmacy ima take dat
take more
fuckin round wit bitches im unstable
ima lay all of my cards out on da table (oh oh ohh)
i wish i could save u but im unable to
ah ahhhh
i know i wont get far
i gotta path that im set 4
n u dont wanna fuck like what we met for?
n i jus popped like 2 n ima take more
n i know dat i shouldnt ima take more

rit:
Oh 
Telling me nothing all over again and it gets to my head i dont know what u want
I start to question the meaning of everything right frm the minute u gone
I know that this not the feeling u want
Crumble whenever u ask what im on
I know that u wanna be with me but i cant stop feeling shit when we cant get along 

But I know u dont like this 
Pls just tell me and il stop
Sometimes the feeling is priceless
No this isnt what i want

I know i fucked up again and i cant take it back
I just wanna feel alive again i just hate feeling sad
Its getting bad

unstable w/ rit (k1ro)

@kaspergem
@f1lthy

flesh circus:

i b stayin fitted everyday
undercover undercovers with ur bae
how many racks its number (n)ine yea i got 9K
talkin hella tough but i see thru u like an xray

its crazy how u think dat u r talkin tough
said dat i ain had enough but u ain even posted up
posted on the gram but ur girl she like my shit too
she a lost dog runnin round like a shitzhu
runnin round come n get her
ignore wat u said n i burned up all the letters
i spilt blood on the pages so i cant make it out
in my own head cant make it out
i am so dead stuck in the ground
everybodys dead look around
n nobody has their own mind
n nobody has enough time 2 waste their own time
n if i had enough time id have enough time 2 make u mine
walk in2 da store n den i cop it all
walkin round i look homeless in my final home
n sometimes i rock femme but i swear im a homme
n jpg mesh u can see my collar bone
n i told her 2 pull if she wanna pull up 2 my home

kasper gem:

its kinda hard 2 let all dis happen
cus im kinda controlling baby i cant make u happy
i cant make dat happen but i can get da ball rollin
i jus popped like whatever the fuck i think im rolling
i do like whatever the fuck i want im so lucky
kasper gem so stuck up i dont want that bitch to touch me
i dont want dat bitch to touch me im too stuck up
i know what u want but i cant fuck u u can suck it tho
she talkin 2 much i told her shut up
i dont wanna start no drama but i can becus im clutchin it
talkin bout that bullshit idgaf no fuck it all
i walk up in the function they start lookin like phenomanon
and im number 1 but i been rocking (n)ine
i told her u not the only 1 im tryna save u time

flesh circus:

and i told her u not the only 1
steppin out in distressed shirt im lookin like a bum
spikes all on my bags bitch, lookin like a bug
im off geeky perky man im about to bug out
she a lil dirty fan, she gon get her butt out
im wit kgem n we walk into store, it gets bought out
im wit kgem walk into the club, n we barred out
try to put a fist into my face, u get knocked out
i b stayin fitted everyday
undercover undercovers with ur bae
how many racks its number (n)ine yea i got 9K
talkin hella tough but i see thru u like an xray

its crazy how u think dat u r talkin tough
said dat i ain had enough but i ain even posted up
posted on the gram but ur girl she like my shit too
she a lost dog runnin round like a shitzhu
runnin round come n get her
ignore wat u said n i burned up all the letters
i spilt blood on the pages so i cant make it out
in my own head cant make it out

everybody's dead (ft. kasper gem) (f1lthy)

ketamine zombie 🐴🧟 w/ mayh3mp *HOSTED BY SHADOWWIZARDMONEYGANG* (larua x 4evaaxx)

ft and prod @1dgtl

flesh:

oh u think its funny always talkin how my life is all a joke. when im posted in the bedroom got my hands all on her throat
u see me comin up now wat u thiunk about dat shit lil bro?
i remember i was broke
i had 2 get in my own
25mg of oxycodone in dis shit
even when im geeked up man im still gon take ur bitch
jus take out the camera girl ik u want flick
i been high
i been geeked up out my mind
how im feelin? i been fine
im jus tryna pass the time
i ben tryna make u mine
if u jus let me inside
if u see the other side
yk the one dat i designed
i hate it when u cry
cus its always my fault but baby ive been trying
i cannot waste my energy on all dis fighting
i always stalk u on the web jus like a spider

1dgtl:
spider
creepinn on th web
spyware
i c where u live
starter
i ain on the bench
push it farther
push it 2 the edge

ur a ghost from a past life
follow me, i like 2 pack light
i run away like ur the bad guy
u wana preach but u dont act right

i can let u b minee
ifu dont mind
a slither up ur spine
promise ill play nice

rp20s drop em ina can
ur cup is bomb, mine is minuteman
empty bottles tell me the answer
search4 something grander

spider w/ 1dgtl (1dgtl)

i feel my feet above the ground
i feel my feet stuck in the sand
wish u were with me, hand in hand
oooooo
n if tomorrow doesn't come
please say that we'll be one
i just want you safe inside my arms
i just want you safe from all your scars
i kiss upon the cuts upon your arms
im sorry baby i didnt mean no harm
i wish that i could see what u would hide
i wish that u would see that i wanna die
im like fuck it
it comes all of a sudden
one minute ill b happy
then it fades into nothing
u dont wna be around me
i wish that u could've drowned me with all ur love
i wish u suffocated me with all ur heart
idk why u want me
cus i'm not good
for u
uhhh
uhhhhh
its like a monster coming in the night
ik that you'll be safe right by my side
ahh
ahhh
i kiss upon the cuts upon your arms
im sorry baby i didnt mean no harm
i wish that i could see what u would hide
i wish that u would see that i wanna die

i kiss upon the cuts upon your arms (idly blare)

like, fuck!
i rly miss ur face
ur not stuck
in the same place
until now i ain belive in fate yhhhh
heyyyyyyuhhh
its doneeee yuh
i see how u r
so i dont get bored
i feeeeel
like
i dont belong here
like, i jus long for her
run her hands thru my hair
play her words thru my head
sleepless nights in my bed
i need u like so bad
n u know thaatt

4her (whod)

ft @kojowav @820 @shinju

inssekt:
i been so lost again
i cannot get out of bed
remember wat u told me i dont think i could forget
i didnt mean 2 shout. girl i hope ur not upset
but im all up in her mouth and ik that she obsessed
i got too many reasons that i shouldnt call u back
but i got a reason why i should b sad
i took ur heart and yk that thats bad
dont trust me with ur heart cus yk it wont last

kojo:
i do my worst 
cuz ion wanna fall in love 
now im the first 
but my love for you fell apart 
i got no choice and i can barely breathe 
i fall asleep to the sound of my misery 
i can show you real love with the signs from my heart that you never seen 
you’re the lost page in the book of my life now i feel like me

nosgov:
...soon

lost w/ kojo + nosgov (shinju)

@emorave
@1dgtl

inssekt:
unless ur face looks right
i see pain in ur eyes
i see thru the blame in ur lies
let me go ive been feeling so low
she saw teardrops on my phone
i gave her a choice to let me go (let me go)
cuss iii cantt coppeee

emorave:
if it werent for the pills id be all alone
60mg imma die alone
i dont even know wtf im on
fallin on the floor i cant fuckin walk

spillin pills on the ground im gone
i mix half a perc with ondancetron
i feel so alone imma kil myself
hear u call my name when im nodding off

yea i dont feel alive
smokin pressure think i wanna die
get ur bread up ur so fuckin fried
i take extra im so fuckin high

off these drugs fr cuz i dont fuckin lie
if u dont fuck with me dont waste my fucking time
i dont trust nobody only need mine
bad anixety so imma take 5

teardrops on my phone w/ emorave (1dgtl)

prod @vbirdyy @jonni2x
ft @slugslut my amazing gf

inssekt:
she was off a xan she don know whats goin on
she told me hold her hand i cant cus im aready gone
slugslut:
i told him hold my hand i need it cus i feel so alone
im takin ketamine i stuff that shit right up in my nose
inssekt:
and shawtys got a cold but she still off it
we be geekin out like we in the moshpit
we be geekin out but we still make a song hit
i let me bitch destroy me like i was a puppet
slugslut:
oooooooooo
i see in his face yeah
he jus wanna put me in my place yea
id do anything that he says yea
oooooooooo
oooooooooo
oooooooooo
oooooooooo

hold my hand w/ slugslut (jonni2x 47birdyy)

ft. @yungster_jack @plasticgirl1
prod @kaciefree @jackfrostfr

yungster jack:
drive thru the city everything looks great
drove past ur momas house i hope that shes doing great
yea I tried to hit u back my phone was dead
my phone wasn't dead I jus didn't wanna say
im leaving (didn't wanna say)
im leaving (didn't wanna say)
im leaving (didn't wanna say)
no

inssekt:
I been booted up
she got take dis dick she gon feel It in her gut
u can act all innocent but i knows u a slut
ik its not permanent but i cant get enough
baby i think its the percocet the reason why im numb
im surprised u ain leavin yet cus im so hard 2 love
u got me wrapped around ur finger yea dats why im stuck
bet u wanna see me on the day that i come up
wakin up everyday but i do not wan wake up
im stuck why am i stuck
blue pill red pill idk
blue pill 30 mg
got narcotics in the pockets on the back of my jeans
ik its not permanent but i cant get enough
baby i think its the percocet the reason why im numb
im surprised u ain leavin yet cus im so hard 2 love
u got me wrapped around ur finger yea dats why im stuck
bet u wanna see me on the day that i come up
wakin up everyday but i do not wan wake up

rezlaine:
offa pill
im not sipping robitussin
he a pussy and he bluffing
knowing him he gone do nothing
aint it something?
how i came up just from nothing
i got blues inside my jeans
and im not talking bout the colors

i dont love her
and she fucking hates me too
i dropped a check at saks fifth 
and copped some henny keep it cool
smoking drool
i got a nina like a brool
i stay deep with like 30 dudes
youre gonna need more than a tool

copping tris like its gold 
im not a fool
i check the scripts
i cop the tags
i spent like 40 on sum gruel
i popped a 30 went to school
say you knew me in 10th grade 
but if you did thats not me dude

and i been running to the bag
pussy tryna talk to me but that boy?
he a fag
he dressin like that shit is drag
imma cut him off and clean him like he a rag

we got guns just like iraq
posted like iran
yeah you know i keep a mask
he tried to talk but its just lag
his music was ass yeah i put it in the trash

im leaving w/ yungster jack + rezlaine (kaciefree jackfrost)

ft. @em0rave
prod. @kggn @47e

dont want u 2 see me liek this
i jus wanna b beside her
im the book n shes the writer
stalk u on the web like im a spider
ik dat u didnt wanna let me inplease let me in
cus ur my medicine
i wish i that i never ever let u in
now everytime i look around i see ur face again
i see ur sillouhette
i miss the times we had
sometimes i still get sad
i lied its like all the time
i wish we still had time
n i would u giv everything of mine
i would u giv everything
i cant sleep at night
i listen to ur voice on rewind
id trade everything we had for some more time
n i thought i had u but u never were mine
i know that ur selfish but my heart is all urs
it belongs to u more than it belongs 2 me
now its gettin hard 2 eat
cant get out of bed i only wanna sleep
ik dat u didnt wanna let me inplease let me in
cus ur my medicine
i wish i that i never ever let u in
now everytime i look around i see ur face again
i see ur sillouhette
i miss the times we had
sometimes i still get sad
i lied its like all the time
i lied its like all the time

emorave:
yeahhh
i see the look in your eyes, like yea
drugs just to pass the time, like yea
spazzed, thats just how were designed, like yea
pills just to keep me alive, like yea

you gotta be careful, youll hurt yourself bad
its gotta be simple, i wanna go back
scared of the future, obsessed with the past
crushing pills up i love to relapse

give me nothing, im dying alone
watch me crying u shud take a photo
make me feel like hydromorphone
need you with me, my skin is so cold

take another im feeling reckless
way too fucked up cant finish a sentence
i feel hopeless, molly replenish
feel my emotion the moment u said it

care at all, no you dont care at all
beat me up ur so terrible
i avoid it stay lyrical
angel wings im so ethereal

let me in w/ emorave (kuru exo)

flesh circus...
 : memikyu: #inssekt 1.0
@clover333

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