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inssekt (-1)

@gl0wrm <3 
prod @akiaura

memikyu: 
ur lips
mylips
touchin
eternal bliss
and i hate u
but im in way 2 deep
why cant u just see
ur lips my lips
bending over backwards to try n fix this
just use me
cus u dont need excuses
when u dont seem 2 care at all
and jus 2 top it of reasons u should hate me
pills will sedate me
god did create me
he gave me life n i threw it all away
maybe if i had more time i would do it different way
di di di di different way
shame what u did 2 me
ill tell u what u did it me
if i could do it differently i know i would
u took my heart n ripped it up
u took my heart n ripped it 2 pieces

gl0wrm:
...

u should hate me +gl0wrm

#spazzteam
#clover
#gothboiclique
@820
@plasticgirl1
@tracy1k
@gl0wrm

prod rezlaine

nosgov:
guess i still love you yea i do
and you told me get a clue
and i totally get it too
there is no room for two
there is no room for you
idk how to put
this in a simple word
coz you mean a world to me

constantly you are watching me
it doesnt really mean a thing
i dont get what you want from me
i thought i told u everything

rezlaine:
there is no room for two
i miss like when we would touch
i miss like when we would fuck
where did u go fuck my luck
i only want u like drugs
i only want ur voice
ive been so lost paranoid
put me down like im a toy

i wish u were still w me
you made me so happy
and i cannot feel a thing
i feel so sick i cant think
its only easy w u
its only better w u
dont question how i miss you
wish there was room for you

lil tracy:
w wont leave my door unless i get racks 10 or more
u cant walk a block in my shoes n u couldnt even afford it
my bitch a freak all her pictures get reported reported reported reported

memikyu:
i i i report her pictures on sum petty shit
d d diamonds in my blood when im cuttin my wrist
and ik im repressed
shawty know ur depressed
i jus need a reset
giv me one more reason
i need it (uhhh)
i need it so bad
crying tears in the back
ohhhhhh
n never let me down again
gettin visions in my head
of the times we never had
whyd u leave me so sad

report +nosgov rezlaine lil tracy gl0wrm

@sltted
@gl0wrm

memikyu:

n i can't look in ur eyes n
pour in the top
lean that i drop
n i feel da heat
girl give me top
i'm from the streets
but she is a thot
better run when u hear shots
my shooters they never miss
po-pop like a headshot
i got 10 pills in my bag
im boutta spazz
so i won't text u back no
n i jus had a comeup
am not tryna talk
so would u jus giv it up- up up
i ran up da mall
go tell dem all dat i'm fuckin wit u
they gon fuck wit u too
cus they all fw me
i got 100 bitches that i could've fucked
so baby don't think that ur the only 1

sltted:
tell me is ur love fr
sippin activis fr
bab ur my 1 fr
gettin to the guap fr
808s n her ass in my face like that
shawty spread her legs ima do her like that
she jus gave me dome ima give it right back
i can hear her pussy roar when i rap like that
why he talkin big he dont move like that
im tryna fuck his bitch ima give her right back
he aint even sped he jus act like that
n i gotta pussywhip if he gon act like that

memikyu:

yea i got her pussy wet
on a real shit
i been gettin 2 da pill shit
shawty ik dat u feel this
fill up my bag
pop me some tags
all out attack
bullets spray from every direction ik u see dis
why u copy my swag know we da leaders
n why u do me like that u so facetious
idek where im at rn
i jus hit a lickk i b gettin 2 da guap
i b hittin hella methods n i wont ever stop
i b in da back of da club wit a bitch snortin lines off a block
n i can't look in ur eyes n
pour in the top
lean that i drop
n i feel da heat
girl give me top
i'm from the streets
but she is a thot
better run when u hear shots
my shooters they never miss
po-pop like a headshot
i got 10 pills in my bag
im boutta spazz
so i won't text u back no

gl0wrm:
sumthin u cant see
u a bitch 2 me
razor sharp white teeth
I drink ur blood its sweet
Im smoking ice on weed
can’t feel or fuckin breath
n I dont sleep at night
n I dont go outside 
u r not like me
bitch I can’t fuckin breath
sumthin u cant see
u a bitch 2 me
razor sharp white teeth
I drink ur blood its sweet
Im smoking ice on weed
can’t feel or fuckin breath
n I dont sleep at night
n I dont go outside

loser hood lifestyle +sltted & gl0wrm

prod iji+margoproxy+larua

love:
u tell me ur insane n u wont live another day
i jus poured another cup then i poured it all away
i dont- i dont give a fuck
idek why im feelin hella stuck
i jus hope u miss when im ignoring all ur calls
if i ever say i love i swear i dont i mean it all
i jus poured a cup its lookin like a waterfall
i wish i could show u love but u wna see me fall
i can give u what u want but i cannot giv it all
ima leave it in the past then i say its ur fault

bandaid:
i cann feel the pressure, cavin in
tell me what u wanna idk where id begin
i jus wanna wash it all away
im insane u cant even say ima live another day
i can tell u hate me when i look in2 ur face
i b goin crazy i dont think ill see the day when u see me fall
ima tell u that ur worth it
ik no one is perfect but u r so perfect
ill hurt myself jus 2 make sure that ur happy
ik dat u yk u hurt me
ima rip off the bandaids they're hurting

love / bandaid

@820
 prod @margoproxy @larua


memikyu:
and it's the past that i'm scared of
i don't wanna let u in
i don't wanna lose another friend
tell me when is this gonna end
tell me when you gonna get out my head
i been feelin so lost
i dont wanna take it on you but i have no one
i dont wanna take, take it out
i would give you my heart but i think that it's froze now

nosgov:


30 down acting stupid
dirty cup played me stupid
and i thought that we was alright
so i guess we went the wrong isle

everything went to excess
vomitting from the nausea
i was wrong and you was right
now i cannot forget
do you think that i could forget?
i guess ill never forget
im simply inexistent
30 in my system
got these issues never fixed them
thought i would get alright
you thought i would be alright
how could you be so blind?
ill never make my wrongs right
you thought i would be alright..

i hav no1 +nosgov

prod @4evaaxx @pawl4k

im feelin better now got my eyes closed
cus when i look around i still see ur halo
look at my cup i drown in red mixed with faygo
i carry so much cash around i think i got lumbago
n now im boutta cash out, money from sites that they dont know
id put u on if i could but i wanna do dis alone
only notifications is money comin thru my phone
feel my stomach drop when im textin u n u change ur tone
what did i do wrong
what did what did i do wrong
self pity as a song
i cant speak im way too gone
don wan dont wan speak u'll kno im fucked up
crush an OC in my cup
put some oxy in my nose
i feel my body give up uh
hypochondriac still on dese drugs
woke up on my front
face to the ground
i couldnt see nothin but finally i felt found
perc knocked me off my axis, upside down, with a smile not a frown. but if im upside down a smile looks like a frown
slowly givin up but she dont giv a fuck
got no morals wen it comes to juggin ppl outta love
we aint d same, I drop an NBOMe, u gettin love bombed
i fell in love wit research chemical bonds
while u breakin all ur bonds
its like u do that shit for fun
brains been scrambled
cus of affection that u cant handle
im goin all in got my cards drawn
ill play my hand if u jus play urs

self pity as a song

an outro to life
@gl0wrm
prod @43vaa @puppy_girl_alice


pills cant save me
i need u to save me
i been thinkin bout u lately
i need something to sedate me
its like watever i do
its never enough to make it up 2 u
and idk how i can break thru
and how could ever ever trust u too
trust is all u need when u got no one else
pill cabinet dosing i cant help myself
how can i help u when i cant help myself
i cant stop myself from hurting myself
cover wrists wit my sleeves so u cant tell
pills cant save me
i need u to save me
i been thinkin bout u lately
i need something to sedate me
its like watever i do
its never enough to make it up 2 u
and idk how i can break thru
and how could ever ever trust u too
trust is all u need when u got no one else
pill cabinet dosing i cant help myself
how can i help u when i cant help myself
i cant stop myself from hurting myself
cover wrists wit my sleeves so u cant tell

gl0:
u don't even feel that hurt
u don't even look at me
i hate that it hurts so bad
u don't even look at me
and i feel so torn 
cus u don't even miss me at all
i'm crying and i feel so weak
now i always feel alone
even if i'm high
u don't even miss me at all
it hurts when i close my eyes
pills can't save me at all

wrists (an outro to life) +gl0wrm

@kaspergem
prod @f1lthy

flesh circus:

i b stayin fitted everyday
undercover undercovers with ur bae
how many racks its number (n)ine yea i got 9K
talkin hella tough but i see thru u like an xray

its crazy how u think dat u r talkin tough
said dat i ain had enough but u ain even posted up
posted on the gram but ur girl she like my shit too
she a lost dog runnin round like a shitzhu
runnin round come n get her
ignore wat u said n i burned up all the letters
i spilt blood on the pages so i cant make it out
in my own head cant make it out
i am so dead stuck in the ground
everybodys dead look around
n nobody has their own mind
n nobody has enough time 2 waste their own time
n if i had enough time id have enough time 2 make u mine
walk in2 da store n den i cop it all
walkin round i look homeless in my final home
n sometimes i rock femme but i swear im a homme
n jpg mesh u can see my collar bone
n i told her 2 pull if she wanna pull up 2 my home

kasper gem:

its kinda hard 2 let all dis happen
cus im kinda controlling baby i cant make u happy
i cant make dat happen but i can get da ball rollin
i jus popped like whatever the fuck i think im rolling
i do like whatever the fuck i want im so lucky
kasper gem so stuck up i dont want that bitch to touch me
i dont want dat bitch to touch me im too stuck up
i know what u want but i cant fuck u u can suck it tho
she talkin 2 much i told her shut up
i dont wanna start no drama but i can becus im clutchin it
talkin bout that bullshit idgaf no fuck it all
i walk up in the function they start lookin like phenomanon
and im number 1 but i been rocking (n)ine
i told her u not the only 1 im tryna save u time

flesh circus:

and i told her u not the only 1
steppin out in distressed shirt im lookin like a bum
spikes all on my bags bitch, lookin like a bug
im off geeky perky man im about to bug out
she a lil dirty fan, she gon get her butt out
im wit kgem n we walk into store, it gets bought out
im wit kgem walk into the club, n we barred out
try to put a fist into my face, u get knocked out
i b stayin fitted everyday
undercover undercovers with ur bae
how many racks its number (n)ine yea i got 9K
talkin hella tough but i see thru u like an xray

its crazy how u think dat u r talkin tough
said dat i ain had enough but i ain even posted up
posted on the gram but ur girl she like my shit too
she a lost dog runnin round like a shitzhu
runnin round come n get her
ignore wat u said n i burned up all the letters
i spilt blood on the pages so i cant make it out
in my own head cant make it out

everybody's dead +kasper gem

ft and prod @1dgtl

flesh:

oh u think its funny always talkin how my life is all a joke. when im posted in the bedroom got my hands all on her throat
u see me comin up now wat u thiunk about dat shit lil bro?
i remember i was broke
i had 2 get in my own
25mg of oxycodone in dis shit
even when im geeked up man im still gon take ur bitch
jus take out the camera girl ik u want flick
i been high
i been geeked up out my mind
how im feelin? i been fine
im jus tryna pass the time
i ben tryna make u mine
if u jus let me inside
if u see the other side
yk the one dat i designed
i hate it when u cry
cus its always my fault but baby ive been trying
i cannot waste my energy on all dis fighting
i always stalk u on the web jus like a spider

1dgtl:
spider
creepinn on th web
spyware
i c where u live
starter
i ain on the bench
push it farther
push it 2 the edge

ur a ghost from a past life
follow me, i like 2 pack light
i run away like ur the bad guy
u wana preach but u dont act right

i can let u b minee
ifu dont mind
a slither up ur spine
promise ill play nice

rp20s drop em ina can
ur cup is bomb, mine is minuteman
empty bottles tell me the answer
search4 something grander

spider +1dgtl

prod idly blare

i feel my feet above the ground
i feel my feet stuck in the sand
wish u were with me, hand in hand
oooooo
n if tomorrow doesn't come
please say that we'll be one
i just want you safe inside my arms
i just want you safe from all your scars
i kiss upon the cuts upon your arms
im sorry baby i didnt mean no harm
i wish that i could see what u would hide
i wish that u would see that i wanna die
im like fuck it
it comes all of a sudden
one minute ill b happy
then it fades into nothing
u dont wna be around me
i wish that u could've drowned me with all ur love
i wish u suffocated me with all ur heart
idk why u want me
cus i'm not good
for u
uhhh
uhhhhh
its like a monster coming in the night
ik that you'll be safe right by my side
ahh
ahhh
i kiss upon the cuts upon your arms
im sorry baby i didnt mean no harm
i wish that i could see what u would hide
i wish that u would see that i wanna die

i kiss upon the cuts upon your arms

prod whod

like, fuck!
i rly miss ur face
ur not stuck
in the same place
until now i ain belive in fate yhhhh
heyyyyyyuhhh
its doneeee yuh
i see how u r
so i dont get bored
i feeeeel
like
i dont belong here
like, i jus long for her
run her hands thru my hair
play her words thru my head
sleepless nights in my bed
i need u like so bad
n u know thaatt

4her

ft @kojowav @820 
prod @shinju

inssekt:
i been so lost again
i cannot get out of bed
remember wat u told me i dont think i could forget
i didnt mean 2 shout. girl i hope ur not upset
but im all up in her mouth and ik that she obsessed
i got too many reasons that i shouldnt call u back
but i got a reason why i should b sad
i took ur heart and yk that thats bad
dont trust me with ur heart cus yk it wont last

kojo:
i do my worst 
cuz ion wanna fall in love 
now im the first 
but my love for you fell apart 
i got no choice and i can barely breathe 
i fall asleep to the sound of my misery 
i can show you real love with the signs from my heart that you never seen 
you’re the lost page in the book of my life now i feel like me

nosgov:
...soon

lost +kojo & nosgov

@emorave
prod @1dgtl

inssekt:
unless ur face looks right
i see pain in ur eyes
i see thru the blame in ur lies
let me go ive been feeling so low
she saw teardrops on my phone
i gave her a choice to let me go (let me go)
cuss iii cantt coppeee

emorave:
if it werent for the pills id be all alone
60mg imma die alone
i dont even know wtf im on
fallin on the floor i cant fuckin walk

spillin pills on the ground im gone
i mix half a perc with ondancetron
i feel so alone imma kil myself
hear u call my name when im nodding off

yea i dont feel alive
smokin pressure think i wanna die
get ur bread up ur so fuckin fried
i take extra im so fuckin high

off these drugs fr cuz i dont fuckin lie
if u dont fuck with me dont waste my fucking time
i dont trust nobody only need mine
bad anixety so imma take 5

teardrops on my phone +emorave

ft. @yungster_jack @plasticgirl1
prod @kaciefree @jackfrostfr

yungster jack:
drive thru the city everything looks great
drove past ur momas house i hope that shes doing great
yea I tried to hit u back my phone was dead
my phone wasn't dead I jus didn't wanna say
im leaving (didn't wanna say)
im leaving (didn't wanna say)
im leaving (didn't wanna say)
no

inssekt:
I been booted up
she got take dis dick she gon feel It in her gut
u can act all innocent but i knows u a slut
ik its not permanent but i cant get enough
baby i think its the percocet the reason why im numb
im surprised u ain leavin yet cus im so hard 2 love
u got me wrapped around ur finger yea dats why im stuck
bet u wanna see me on the day that i come up
wakin up everyday but i do not wan wake up
im stuck why am i stuck
blue pill red pill idk
blue pill 30 mg
got narcotics in the pockets on the back of my jeans
ik its not permanent but i cant get enough
baby i think its the percocet the reason why im numb
im surprised u ain leavin yet cus im so hard 2 love
u got me wrapped around ur finger yea dats why im stuck
bet u wanna see me on the day that i come up
wakin up everyday but i do not wan wake up

rezlaine:
offa pill
im not sipping robitussin
he a pussy and he bluffing
knowing him he gone do nothing
aint it something?
how i came up just from nothing
i got blues inside my jeans
and im not talking bout the colors

i dont love her
and she fucking hates me too
i dropped a check at saks fifth 
and copped some henny keep it cool
smoking drool
i got a nina like a brool
i stay deep with like 30 dudes
youre gonna need more than a tool

copping tris like its gold 
im not a fool
i check the scripts
i cop the tags
i spent like 40 on sum gruel
i popped a 30 went to school
say you knew me in 10th grade 
but if you did thats not me dude

and i been running to the bag
pussy tryna talk to me but that boy?
he a fag
he dressin like that shit is drag
imma cut him off and clean him like he a rag

we got guns just like iraq
posted like iran
yeah you know i keep a mask
he tried to talk but its just lag
his music was ass yeah i put it in the trash

im leaving  +yungster jack & rezlaine

ft. @emorave
prod. @kggn @47e

dont want u 2 see me liek this
i jus wanna b beside her
im the book n shes the writer
stalk u on the web like im a spider
ik dat u didnt wanna let me inplease let me in
cus ur my medicine
i wish i that i never ever let u in
now everytime i look around i see ur face again
i see ur sillouhette
i miss the times we had
sometimes i still get sad
i lied its like all the time
i wish we still had time
n i would u giv everything of mine
i would u giv everything
i cant sleep at night
i listen to ur voice on rewind
id trade everything we had for some more time
n i thought i had u but u never were mine
i know that ur selfish but my heart is all urs
it belongs to u more than it belongs 2 me
now its gettin hard 2 eat
cant get out of bed i only wanna sleep
ik dat u didnt wanna let me inplease let me in
cus ur my medicine
i wish i that i never ever let u in
now everytime i look around i see ur face again
i see ur sillouhette
i miss the times we had
sometimes i still get sad
i lied its like all the time
i lied its like all the time

emorave:
yeahhh
i see the look in your eyes, like yea
drugs just to pass the time, like yea
spazzed, thats just how were designed, like yea
pills just to keep me alive, like yea

you gotta be careful, youll hurt yourself bad
its gotta be simple, i wanna go back
scared of the future, obsessed with the past
crushing pills up i love to relapse

give me nothing, im dying alone
watch me crying u shud take a photo
make me feel like hydromorphone
need you with me, my skin is so cold

take another im feeling reckless
way too fucked up cant finish a sentence
i feel hopeless, molly replenish
feel my emotion the moment u said it

care at all, no you dont care at all
beat me up ur so terrible
i avoid it stay lyrical
angel wings im so ethereal

let me in +emorave

prod  + mastered by @47birdyy

sink into my bed
took another xan
hope that i can get some rest
i cant feel like im dead
you not like the rest
i can't get u out my head

i know its not you
i cant be this far away
tell me how different can we be?
tell me how you want me to bleed
no you can't be this way
it hurts me
im hurting
you burn me
carry that burden