My Father always called me a quitter.
My losses will stay with me,
to remind me I’m still in the race.
It will not be finished,
I cannot be free. 
I am unabsolved, 
so I must continue.
I met your tired eyes.
You never gave up,
you pressed on,
for so long,
and for what?
I saw you sink into your gray hairs,
in that resting place,
you cried out to keep going,
but you’d never been tired like this.
You left me to a waking dream,
my nails bleeding,
clinging to what parts of you remain.
I am so tired,
and suffering,
and I have not yet forgotten,
that I am not yet free.

unabsolved (icu132)

i carved out a pattern that was shaped like it mattered
laser focused i cant help but see all the repetition
im fixated on a dream, its been overstated
take back my welcome cause ive overstayed it

id jump from the millionth floor if your arms were at the bottom
i got a lot of problems, but for you ill solve them

its time for me to get out of bed and do it feet first
its time for me to get out my head and put myself first
its time for me to express myself and always be the first
ill always put you first but i see it as you and i

send the old me to my house in a box in pieces
i threw away the script cause i felt like i didnt need it anymore
in control of myself
i am a constellation

and the letters that you try to write to her
dont make it cause theres no one by that name anymore
would you tell me straight to my face if you were feeling bored
would you keep a straight face if i said that i need you more

written perfomed produced mixed mastered by junifer (feral cat)
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i am a constellation

steady fallin got scrapes on my kneecaps
quit callin yeah i really don’t need that 
busy ballin i don’t ever check the price tag
life’s a whole lot better when u…

웃웃웃

better (i.v.)

arent you tired of writing in that notebook?

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@mimicsgate @dj-heroin

Come to think about it, terrible luck
The type of people that you cannot run from
What's the point if we're not all in love
I'd do anything to avoid you
Everybody says they're always there
I don't believe them, but I'd rather not stare
Everybody says they're always there
I don't believe them, but I'd rather not stare

Not enemies, but we're not friends
Don't speak, but we made amends
She's coming from so far away
All I do is count the days
Everybody is so naive
Everybody just takes the blame
Where were you when I was all alone?
Nobody would even pick up the phone
The phone
And you're alone
Stuck at home

Not enemies, but we're not friends
Don't speak, but we made amends
She's coming from so far away
All I do is count the days

Come to think about it, terrible luck
The type of people that you cannot run from
What's the point if we're not all in love
I'd do anything to avoid you
Everybody says they're always there
I don't believe them, but I'd rather not stare
Everybody says they're always there
I don't believe them, but I'd rather not stare

rather not stare prod mimicsgate djh

@mimicsgate @helicaworld

Yeah, what's the talk, what's the motherfucking mantra
I'm a dope fiend, smoke it when I wanna
What you talking 'bout, talking 'bout some drama
I walk in and my shoes they got some Prada
I want a new girl, something like a mistress
Typa guy to go and buy your whole wishlist
What you want, I'ma get you it for Christmas
And the bedsheets, they only the best linen

What's your problem? Lately you been stalkin'
Fill up my wallet then drop right out of college
This shit is easy to me
You wouldn't believe what you see
It's beyond reality
We were meant to be

Yeah, what's the talk, what's the motherfucking mantra
I'm a dope fiend, smoke it when I wanna
What you talking 'bout, talking 'bout some drama
I walk in and my shoes they got some Prada
I want a new girl, something like a mistress
Typa guy to go and buy your whole wishlist
What you want, I'ma get you it for Christmas
And the bedsheets, they only the best linen

college prod mimicsgate helica

@mimicsgate

Now I understand why you got no calls on your birthday
You could take the best day and turn it into the worst day
I'm smoking earth bae, fuck using an ash tray
I miss my old homies, wonder what they'd all say
Ah, ah, I'm not like that
Ah, ah, I need my spine back

It's okay, I'll lay here on the ground
New layers pile up all the way until I'm found
Okay, okay, let's do it again
Lost faith, everything, never think I'll repent

What's your life like? 
What's your life like?
Is the tide high? 
Swear I'll go a mile by
Time fly by 
Like a bird in the sky
Watch the crowd rise
Watch the sea rise
How's your addiction? 
Mine's got it's own name
Every girl looks the same in my eye's
I'm so vain

You said pick up the call, I'm right here
You said listen for a sec, I said I'm all ears
Let's slow down, take our time and really go there
I won't lie the feeling kinda came outta nowhere
You said pick up the call, I'm right here
You said listen for a sec, I said I'm all ears
Let's slow down, take our time and really go there
I won't lie the feeling kinda came outta nowhere

You got the worst point of view
And that is nothing new
And I see right through you
I'm stuck feeling blue
And I see right through you
Stuck to you, glue
And I know what you do
From your point of view

You said pick up the call, I'm right here
You said listen for a sec, I said I'm all ears
Let's slow down, take our time and go there
I won't lie the feeling kinda came outta nowhere

break open the gate prod mimicsgate

@mimicsgate

It's like someone's backstabbing me and I don't feel it
But I don't feel right
Try to talk to you over and over again
But I don't think that you feel right

Tryna go but it's literally (but it's literally)
I'm tryna go, but it's literally
So far, so far from me
I'm tryna go, but it's literally
I'm tryna go, but it's so fucking far from me

I kicked my Miu's on the rocks
Misbehaving just because
I scraped my Miu's on the rocks
Misbehaving just because
I scraped my Miu's on the rocks
Misbehaving just because
I scraped my Miu's on the rocks
Misbehaving just because
I scraped my Miu's on the rocks
Misbehaving just because

misbehaving just because prod mimicsgate

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