prod. @aftrrs
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(cant find a point too dull)
(i could tell that its in my mind again)
(wont lie like it aint been rough)
(but you know that id pay that price again)


cant find a point too dull
i could tell that its in my mind again
wont lie like it aint been rough
but you know that id pay that price again
right now, and you probably was right back then
my choice, i would probably take it way back when
would you rather be the last one standing
or would you rather be the first one dead?

you'd rather M.I.A
its getting hard staying in my lane (https://soundcloud.com/imnotvrycreative/stay-in-my-lane)
i dont ever wanna get complacent
maybe already in that place
"i dont wanna do too much"
only one getting in my way
duck head till its something to show for it
man i cant let it be no waste

cant find a point too dull
i could tell that its in my mind again
wont lie like it aint been rough
but you know that id pay that price again
right now, and you probably was right back then
my choice, i would probably take it way back when
would you rather be the last one standing
or would you rather be the first one dead?

lose more than you gain from it
same shit overhead stay dangaling
i dont ever wanna break no promises
but truth is i dont wanna go through with it
ironic, said i wouldnt but im losing it (https://soundcloud.com/imnotvrycreative/ironic)
might trip a little, but aint falling for no stupid shit
the best part is youre almost through with it
how you think that i dont know why youre doing it

(make sure its the worst it gets)
(tryna let it go, but i cant drop grip)
("dont kill you, it makes you stronger")
(well then i think im dead)


cant find a point too dull
i could tell that its in my mind again
wont lie like it aint been rough
but you know that id pay that price again
right now, and you probably was right back then
my choice, i would probably take it way back when
would you rather be the last one standing
or would you rather be the first one dead?

(cant find a point, too dull) (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
(cant find a point, too dull) (first one dead)
(won't lie like it ain't been rough) (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
(won't lie like it ain't been rough) (first one dead)
(right now, and you probably was right back then) (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
(my choice, i would probably take it way back when) (first one dead)
(would you rather be the last one standing) (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
(or would you rather be the first one dead?)

FIRST ONE DEAD [p. aftrr]

linktr.ee/intentionsmi

phase 3 of 4
apotheosis
we share the sun

there's got to be more to life
than dreaming of the outcome
and giving in to what's numb
and really having no fun
as days go by
and my world is spun
"oh god, make it stop spinning
just for a few minutes"

i lose you when i need it most
my darkest hour of
poison, heavy eyes, and a dose
of restless sleep at night
typing at a pace of concern
you wonder why i'm awake?
i'm trying to save face

liquor bottles and some company
one's addiction, other's cope for me
and both will string you like some puppetry
but i won't fall despite the odds
world is so against me
feel it clenching
light my words on fire
don't put me in mentions
too pretentious
hold myself a little higher

compact my story to years
to helplessly get people to read again
and for the art to mean a thing
because it's all just noise to me
these days get boring to hear
the same old song i sing, like, everyday
but what good is it gonna do?
because i stick to what i know, and none approve

hit blocks i put there myself
wish this on nobody else
to fall apart at the seams
and not be able to build up
just cause a drought in my mental
i'm losing relation
well you know where to find me
i'll be back at the shore

all this sentimental greed is another point of indication
take a few days off to breathe, weed off herbal tea for sedation
i don't really need a life lesson, bout' how i should start living mine
need to leave behind the mental of burnout
fuck around and better myself now
the sun will soon set, and the thought will come back
i just can't stand anymore of that
12 hour shift, as if time's making me it's bitch
well i've lost all sense of my gift
drowning like i learned not to swim

i lose you
i lose you (stop)
(let it out)

i lose you

BRAINFREEZE

KUDOS! (ft. savesomeone)

SHAPE UP

OBSERVER

prod @1xamu

idk what this song is about but
god, the things I would do for a double barreled shaboingboing w the buckshot rn

xamu made the beat [prod. Xamu]

prod me

pls let me up
just one more time
old lights, just you
watch em pierce through
through ur skin

scared, im scared of the dark
scared of the dark without u
without u
scared, im scared all the time
scared ill go blind
guide me inside when im feeling so lost

guitar guitar guitar guitar

scared of the dark (demo)

https://ffm.to/aftrrlife
prod aftrr

what should i do
i know ur missing somebody else too
we could break all the rules
we got something between me and u

hard times got me trippin bout somebody new
all eyes tryna see what way ur body move
we outside, conversations bout whats bothering u
u confide in me
u confide in me
woah oh, if i lose it ima find my way
and we know everything good always ends this way
take it slow, turning back i keep my pace
i keep my pace

is it something to see
then come ride with me on the road
gritting ur teeth
ok im putting on a show
is it something in me
if so then just let me know
im touching hundred degrees
the way u touch on me slow
is it something to see
then come ride with me on the road
gritting ur teeth
ok im putting on a show
is it something in me
if so then just let me know
its hot like hundred degrees
the way u touch on me slow

what should i do
i know ur missing somebody else too
we could break all the rules
we got something between me and u

looking for a piece of mind
she said she dont wanna tell no lie
what u doing, what u doing tonight
bring it home, we can go inside
woah oh, if i lose it ima find my way
and we know everything good always ends this way
take it slow, turning back i keep my pace
i keep my pace

is it something to see
then come ride with me on the road
gritting ur teeth
ok im putting on a show
is it something in me
if so then just let me know
its hot like hundred degrees
the way u touch on me slow

what should i do
i know ur missing somebody else too
we could break all the rules
we got something between me and u

KUDOS! (ft. savesomeone)

intentions

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