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Trees Don't Speak [prod. Aprils Ghost]

cigarette ashes on my monster energy hoodie

(prod. sickboi)

(porchrot)
(apxthy doesnt care)
i cant see the signs
blood is dripping from my eyes
only tears that i can cry
i think that it might be why

i been stuck inside my head
thinkin bout u till im dead
everyone thinks im upset
all these feelings i regret

ive been sitting in my closet smoking weed to feel some shit
every day that ever passes it gets worse and i hate it
think ill feel this way forever like im broken into bits
i think that i might feel better if she let me see her- (shut up u hypersexual loser)

(goth loser)
(fuck that shit up soul)

(yeahh yeah yeah)
hashtag on my wrist
my veins bursting like a cyst
keep ur name carved on my shit
i am in love wit a goth bitch

got some money in my bag
its that shit you wish you had (g-goth lo-ser)
but thats shits a cover up
my wrist still bleeding what the fuck
i keep my money on the up
i keep my wrist all fuckin cut
i gotta bitch she wanna fuck
she is so goth she on my nuts

but thats shits a cover up
my wrist still bleeding what the fuck (ive been sitting in my closet smoking weed to feel some shit)
i keep my money on the up
i keep my wrist all fuckin cut (every day that ever passes it gets worse and i hate it)
i gotta bitch she wanna fuck
she is so goth she on my nuts (think ill feel this way forever like im broken into bits)
(yeah yeah)
i think that i might feel better if she let me see her- (p-p-porch rot)

bloody thoughts

(prod. manolo)

i dont wanna feel today
i dont wanna see your face
i just wanna run away
ill just find another place
ill see you on the other side
on the other side
catch you on the other side
on the other side 
x2

im going back to the days i left behind
my bones crack everyday but ill be fine
im chasin thrills cause i cannot stand my mind
avert my gaze cause i cannot stand the sight

of you and him lookin happy and alone
i cant stand to see you come
i cant stand to see you go
and i promise i wont run
but i really gotta know
would you pick him over me
would you kiss me in the snow

when you tell me that you love me 
baby i dont think you mean it
you're an actor on the daily
and im busy keeping secrets
honey you dont gotta hold me
ill do better if we leave it
girl im not your one and only
in the past is where we'll keep it

i dont wanna feel today
i dont wanna see your face
i just wanna run away
ill just find another place
ill see you on the other side
on the other side
catch you on the other side
on the other side 
x2

used to meet you round the back of the apartment
kissin in the moonlight takin off your garments
could tell you didn't care when you said that i was "charming"
break it off quick, fast decisions are the smartest

i dont feel a thing anymore
dont think about you
i dont really dream anymore
dont dream about you
i get high and sing when im bored
dont sing about you
you tried to break my heart im sorry i dont care about you

i dont wanna feel today
i dont wanna see your face
i just wanna run away
ill just find another place
ill see you on the other side
on the other side
catch you on the other side
on the other side 
x2

other side

and for now ill drink away the thoughts of you w/ backw666s

bye.

recording thsi shit was like playing fnaf 4 bro deadass 😭😭

repulsive

prod.peril

all i want is an apology, but youre too stuck in your ways
cuttin up my skin and now im starvin for days, its that look on your face
ill get up, youll knock me down and now im stuck in a daze
the destruction and pain, it all drives her away

youre still out and youre still happy and youre partyin all night
wish you saw me the same, cus baby i see stars in your eyes
and whenever im around you i just feel hypnotized,
now im stuck in my room and im only thinking of you
you dont wanna talk to me, you dont wanna see it through
i dont why im like this but i cant talk to you,
about how i feel, you dont know but i wish you knew

so ill lay in my bed and stare at my ceiling
i just wanna know baby, is this the real thing?
you dont wanna see the way i see things,
and you dont ever wanna talk things out with me
ive been feelin lonely, just too lonely as of late
and my vision just wont focus cus my bodies too strained
pump this vapor out my lungs, shard metal on my tongue
switchblade in my pocket but i wish i had a gun

thinking of u

holy shit <3

[fraud verse]
and he sits in his room, and he’s drawing all day,
and he’s wearing real thin from constant clawing away
at every inch of his skin, he thinks he’s covered in bugs,
now he’s throwin his guts up, just leave him alone

[chorus]
woah, it’s like every single night
i’m laying in my bed, and i’m hittin up your line,
and i thought i’d be fine, until that razor caught my eye,
but I won’t run away this time

kick back then i’ll fuck it up again,
thought that we were fine cause you said that we were friends,
guess that was a lie, cause now we can’t make amends
and i’ll just run away this time

[hook]
this time this time this tiiime x4

[apxthy verse]
this time I don't think I'll ever get out
I've been cooped up like a chicken inside my house
I've been smoking all the time gonna wipeout
I've been choking all the time might black out

i try to do things better
i try to listen to you
i gave you my last sweater
what the fuck else can i do?
i dont think ill better
i wont get better with you
i hate this fucking weather
and i hate when i think of you

[chorus]
woah, it’s like every single night
i’m laying in my bed, and i’m hittin up your line,
and i thought i’d be fine, until that razor caught my eye,
but I won’t run away this time

kick back then i’ll fuck it up again, (this time this time this tiiime)
thought that we were fine cause you said that we were friends, (this time this time this tiiime)
guess that was a lie, cause now we can’t make amends (this time this time this tiiime)
and i’ll just run away this time

[outro]
woah-oh 
this tiiimeee this time
this time
oh-oh-oh

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