𝕱𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖐𝖞𝕭𝖔𝖇 𝖎𝖘 𝖈𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖌

⸺  goated

I hope that u think of me

I hope that you think of me

detroitpill (NOW ON SPOTIFY)

Lyrics: Why dont you fill up your fantasy
Track me down and murder me 
Father it’s so easy to see 
There’s not a single thing you’d miss of me

So come here and consume my flesh
Put your little girl to rest 
She’s tired of weeping from all this stress
You fired, she’s screaming, the blood leaks from her head

A deer in headlights before he shot
There won’t be a single piece left to rot 
I’d rather be eaten half alive 
Than keep living, knowing this is how I’ll die

So it seems the end of my time has come
My dreary days on this woeful earth are done 
So this is how I die being eaten half alive, a 44 magnum 
Evidence to ash, it’s all gone in a flash, I won’t see the sun
Again

Daughter slaughterer

I’ve fallen in love with dangerous man 
I wish I’d realised before it began
He’s listening to every breath I take 
Hes watching every move I make

But I can’t help the way I feel 
I’ll just romanticise it and forget what’s real 
I should be more than terrified 
What happened to my sweet little girl... our love is just a lie

I’m not ready to die, but I said from the start 
I’d do anything to make him happy, even if it tears me apart
Soon he’ll decorate our rooms with our teeth and our bones 
Pink ribbons adorn them, so frail and delicate to hold

And I can’t keep saying I’ve fallen in love 
If one day I’m gonna end up
As just a pile of bones above the fire place 
Under that framed photo of my face
Him loving me was a felony and even though I fell for him deep
I know someday hes gonna be locked up for eternity 

Do you think this shall ever end
I don't know how much longer I can pretend
I wanted death all the way from the start
It is what it is, til death do us part 

Until death

Til death do us part

Reach down my throat
Take my heart 
tear it apart
Dig your teeth into it, look me in the eyes as the blood runs from my mouth 

Kiss me
Show me the taste of my own poison

When you’re done with my heart 
Give it to the forest
I don’t know how to use it
My blood runs black, and I’ve infected you 

Take me back, take me back
I wasn’t ready to die
But it’s time to say goodbye

I see your morbid beauty in which I fear
“You’re mine now
I own you
You own me
And together we belong in a universe that does not exist”

The taste of my own poison

Stood trying to remember what I look like in the mirror
What does real life really feel like?
I don’t remember what I’m supposed to feel

Am I dead?
Or am I in a dream?
Am I a ghost watching what my life would’ve been?

I can’t feel
Times not real
Life’s not real
I’m not real

Nothing is real, ohh, ohh
Nothing is real, ohh, ohh

(I don’t think I belong on this planet
This galaxy, this universe 
I don’t think I belong at all)

What am I here for? 
What is my purpose? 
Or am I even here?
What can I trust?
I don’t know who really exists
I don’t remember who anybody is

Do I know them?
Can they see me?
Can they hear me? 
Can they feel me?
Do they know me?
Do they know who I am?

I can’t feel
Times not real
Life’s not real
I’m not real

Nothing is real, ohh, ohh
I can’t feel, time’s not real 
Life’s not real, no I’m not real

I’m lost
I don’t belong, no 
I can’t do it, I don’t know who’s real I don’t know what’s real 
Anymore, ha
(No more, no more)

Derealization

I hate the drums I might put up a version without, it just sounded so empty without :(

Lyrics:
When we first met, our love blossomed 
But now the winters coming all the flowers are starting to decay 
You used to set my heart on fire 
But now the ice has come to freeze the spark away

I remember last Christmas, you got caught up in your business 
And I spent it alone
I forgave you but I craved you
I just wished that I could save you all to myself 

Snow keeps falling on my window sill 
Reminding me our summer months have come to an end 
You know the sun could’ve been shining still
But it’s gone and I can no longer pretend 

Wish I could stop the memories from flooding my brain 
Trying to use how we were at the start as an excuse to stay 
Please just go, get out get on the next train 
Cause if I ever see your face again I’ll never want you to go away 

And I know this is for the best but I can’t put my mind to rest
Please, just get this over with 
I did everything I should you did everything you could to make this work 
But it just hurts

Snow keeps falling on my window sill 
Reminding me our summer months have come to an end 
You know the sun could’ve been shining still
But it’s gone, I can no longer pretend

Of course I still love you to the moon and back
But my love used to stretch from the earth to the sun
Oh once we were one, those days are gone 
We’re done

Snow on my windowsill

#bedroompop #lofi #indiemusic #dreampop #liminal #dreamcore

u and i (original version)

u and i

released: 11.11.2023.
BPM: 192

LYRICS JP:
手遅れたテンション
手こずるアテンション
異常事態、 でしょう?
左の手にベレッタ92と赤子の目
 
血ばんだエデュケーション
傷んだレボリューション
異常識、でしょう?
右の腕に縞の模様と穴の群れ
はしたないでしょう?
 
偽善に散った廃校
はびこるかわいそう
異常事態、 でしょう?
かち割られた豚の頭蓋にキノコの芽
踏み踊る貞操
 
ほとばしる盛況
異常識、 でしょう?
吐き出された"好き"の残骸にコバエの子
小汚いでしょう?
 
あのこ が みている
あのこ が きいている
 
エンゼル92
今晩中に
君を奪いに行くのさ
エンゼル92
体中に
染み渡るパトスさ
ハッパハッピーハペチャッカ！
 
耳介飾って陶酔
媚態誇って香水
穢れてるでしょう?
両の脚に澄んだ斑点と痣の群れ
血ばんだシチュエーション
 
悩んだインフォメーション
異常識でしょう?
甘玉の中泳いだ線虫と鷹の爪
はしたないでしょう？
 
あのこ は みている
あなた を みている
 
エンゼル92
今晩中に
君を奪いに行くのさ
エンゼル92
頭中に
突き刺さるエクスタシ
耐え難いパトスさ
ハッパハッピーハペチャッカ！
 
Try me！！

LYRICS EN (translated by Sakura Vik-P on youtube):
A delayed emotional tension
Too hard to handle attention
Such a constant abnormal circumstance, right?
Beretta 92 with a baby's eye resides on the left hand

A blood-stained education
A painfully damaged revolution
Such an unnatural feeling of common sense, right?
Striped patterns and clustered groups of holes resides on the right arm
It's not worth all the trouble, right?

An abandoned school scattered with hypocrisy
Where the poor and pathetic run rampant
Such a constant abnormal circumstance, right?
Mushrooms sprout out from a pig skull split in half

Trampling on a flourishing chastity
An outpour of success and prosperity
Such an unnatural feeling of common sense, right?
A child flies about what remains of a "love" that was spat out
That's so disgusting, right?

That girl there is watching you
That thing there is listening to you

Angel 92
By tonight
I'm going to take you away
Angel 92
All over your body, an invasive pathos spreads
Hap - a - Happy Happy Chakka!

Euphoric through ear-lobe decorations
Wearing perfume to boast your coquettishness
That's so disgusting, right?
Clustered holes and blemishes spread upon both legs

A bloody situation
Painfully damaged information
Such an unnatural feeling of common sense, right?
Nematodes and a hawk's claw swims all throughout the eyeball
It's not worth all the trouble, right?

That person there is watching you
Looking and judging you

Angel 92
By tonight
I'm going to eat you whole
Angel 92
Inside my head resides a sudden, piercing ecstasy!
This unbearable pathos keeps spreading
Hap - a - Happy Happy Chakka!

Try me!!

MARETU ft Hatsune Miku - エンゼル92 / Angel92

strawberry girl

drown too deep, we'll go underwater
floating on fading gray
your silent eyes
i miss your smile

don't get too close
and i won't have to run away

memories that i can’t let go
melt into distant lights
through the falling snow,
i call your name

don't get too far
and i won't have to run away

melt

moë - No Disk

【MARETU】 ビノミ / the taste of beauty / binomi

adamil! art shuican_ on twt 
uploaed this becashe I couldn’t find a slowed version on this app

⸺ goated

† mai