hate

love you more

FEEL

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you carry 
and let grow 
your pain it eats away 
you marry 
the bottle cause it eats the pain 
i can hear it in your voice i know you're not sober 
i can't watch this end so just call me when it's over 
I can't recognize all the hate in your eyes i miss you 
miss you 
i start to wonder if you can hear me now 
but i bring on thoughts that the bottle surrounds 
i know its not my fault but i feel the blame 
and i hate to see your pain 
you said you miss being close to me 
but whens the last time that we spoke emotionally 
whens the last time you called me past six with your voice straight 
i don't know 
i look at myself and i see him now 
i see all the trauma and the joy it surrounds 
i hope he finds healing through the love he's found 
and i hope i find the same 
too

austin.johnson.

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