if this is the last time (prod. Dirty$pray)

No One (prod. 5head x Metlast)

PRODUCED BY ANTISXCIAL

Into Misery: 
stay home, all alone, guess I'm antisocial
go along with the flow, but i ain’t ever vocal
we’ll just do what you want, i know you lie to my face,
i never get what i want, hope i can find my place

the bottom of the bottle is my destination
think i’m gonna be sick, but who even cares? 
i drown all of my sorrows and my devastation
i wonder if i’ll ever make it outta here 


now i’m blacked out, swervin
i can’t stop my heart from hurtin
get my mind off the past
drivin slow so i don’t crash
for the last time
i don’t wanna flatline
give me all the shots that i can take
i think i’m dying in the back of my mind

got my blood .16 now i think I'm alright
everybody hates me, everybody’s fake nice
i’m anxious, and drowning
i don’t wanna see you move on without me

James Colt:

trust none
love none
everyone’s fake

no wonder i been digging my grave
tears fall down my face like rain
no one can relate to my Fucking pain
baby you don’t need to lie

we are not the same
i can see it in your eyes
no i’m never sober
i been getting high
you tell me that you love me
but i just wanna die
i just wanna die

it’s a fake world fuck it no one cares
nobody cares
no one gives a fuck

i’m nervous and paranoid
all the time i can’t avoid it
all i see is a major lie
i see through your disguise


Into Misery:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2nbsvJIenLATZGk93TpRc5
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Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/intomisery
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James Colt:
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Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/james-colt/1244202041
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/jamescolt
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/itsjamescolt/?hl=en

FLATLINE (feat. James Colt) prod. Antisxcial

Into Misery:

9 to 5 i know i’m wasting my life away
all my friends been getting drunk on the interstate
they say they don’t care if they live or die today
but they do it anyway

all my friends think they got everything figured out
i guess it’s easy when you’re not always feeling down
paranoia, stress, all the ways i’m tormented
but i can’t fix the things i said

Cabe:

Everybody is just trying to figure me out
Like where you been and what you doin 
When’s that coming out?
I do what I when I want that’s how I’m rolllin now
Used to serve bags out the Outback and now I’m bagged out
Oops I passed out. Damn
Guess I took too much I really need to slow down.
They used to doubt me well just look now.
Fuck a 9-5  I make more than your parents now. Wow

nine to five (ft. Cabe) (prod. Underwood)

Into Misery:
i could kill myself if i want to
i could never die in your arms no more
i remember all the shit that i been through
but it’s all gone now and my heart so sore

i could take a blade to my wrists now
i could drain all of the life from my soul
i can tell myself that life just a bitch now
but i’m always feelin like there’s something more

the sky is falling down
the end is calling out to me
i hate myself, 
and i hate these pills,
they change my thoughts
and i don’t feel real

gothurted:
I don't feel real
But what feels real?
I could kill myself
With a sharp steel

I cant stand still
I cannot feel
Anything heartbroken
It cannot heal

I survived but its not enough to wake up
Hangover I feel like I'm gonna throw up
Its my time keep quiet and lay down
All my sore and pain will end now

kill myself

kill myself (feat. gothurted) prod. SanVictor Beats

nothing at all (prod. Splashgvng)

i hate me too (feat. Dear Me)

wish i would talk to you
i know i’m not good at what i’m meant to be
but i still try and do what’s best for you
what’s best for you and what we’ve made

you’re my everything
my end and all
and i don’t want to lose it all
i stress like almost every night
and i don’t mind our little fights

i hate the fact that i can’t be
everything you need from me
but i’ll try my best
i’ll try my best

i remember that summer
and we walked in the park
you pulled me from the dark

and you kissed me
alone in your bedroom, i miss it
cuz we skipped every movie
and we snuck around

i miss it all
but now i swear we have it all
and i don’t wanna miss a thing

i think i’ve found peace
no more suffering alone
i know you love me
i know you love me

everything

Anxiety

anxiety (feat. Lil Skele) prod. Jolst x Pekarot

winter again

winter again prod. pekarot

do you think of me? (prod. thersx)

just stop the torment
just cut me off and let me go
my pain’s been dormant
my heart can’t take this anymore

can’t stand the memories
can’t stand to see you anymore
so i’ll just get wasted
imma pass out and wake up on the floor

this was gonna be a song ‘bout how i missed you
how i used to feel love when i often reminisced you
but you turned the page like i never exist, yeah
now when i’m gone i know i won’t even be missed, yeah

i thought i found the one, but you were just in it for fun
you broke me down, then went back to who you were running from
(it) was just a fake love, you don’t know what you been doing
you made me hate this town, now i’m thinkin that i’ll be moving 

i was always one to post you on my stories girl
but you ain’t ever show me off to your friends or just to the world
i know it’s crazy but you got me thinking that i’m not enough
you say you love me, i see through your lies ‘cause i know you can’t bluff

I spent a week inside a white room,
Nurses gimme meds doctors checkin on my iq,
Hit my friends but nobody seem to come through, 
Runnin from the devil cause I seen him in my rear view

torment

Misery - Single

12:03 AM (feat. NVR/Mnd)

Don't Judge Me

She Loves Me, She Loves Me Not (feat. NVR/Mnd)

(Into Misery) Verse 1:
i overdosed on your birthday
feelin empty deep inside in nothing but the worst way
you hit me up but i don’t wanna hear what you say
i won’t beg you anymore cuz i know that you won’t stay 

when you left you left me fucked up
i tried to call your phone but you wouldn’t even pick up
i try to sleep but all i see are all the memories of us
and they haunt me, it’s so fucking exhausting

always want what i can never get
i reached out to you for help, you made me wish we never met
and i know your parents hated me
my real personality is something they could never see

now i’m driving down the highway
thinkin bout the times that we had back before you went away 
and i can’t see through the tears filling up my eyes
go on take a look and say farewell cuz this is my goodbye

Chorus: 
don’t call me anymore
you left me broken and nothing more
don’t come back and apologize
cuz now i see through all your lies 

you left my picture in your drawer
could’ve sworn to God i thought that you loved me more
i can’t stand to watch our memories just decay
i meant what i said when i said that i belong in a grave

(WorryWorry) Verse 2:
I find it hard to tell my lungs to keep on breathing 
Just wanna hide away the pain so I can leave it
I smoke all of myself away, hoping for a holiday

Wonder when I will ever get to healing 
I know I’m not good at saying what I’m meaning 
I might just lash out and leave today 
I’m not religious but I’m gonna pray 

I wake up in a cold sweat at night
I need to know if this life is right 

I have nightmares about ceilings 
Falling down on me without a reason 

But I cherish this silver chain 
It keeps me grounded here so I can play the game 

I reach out and leave it here today 
I’m not a preacher but I’m after fame

I Belong In A Grave

I Belong In A Grave feat. WORRYWORRY

Produced by Charlie Shuffler and featuring Yung KuJo

You Gave Me Panic Attacks and I Called It Love (ft. Yung KuJo) prod. Charlie Shuffler

Nox: 

tell me that you love me
you don’t care, care
i’m addicted to your body
i’m aware, aware

all these demons telling
me to kick the chair, chair
got me beggin on my knees
look like a prayer, prayer

think i’m in it for the long ride
all this healing gonna take time
you know i really been feelin low
actin like it’s alright

in my head like saw 5
shawty got another body
i ain’t living in the spotlight
she makin’ love in the moonlight 

said you love me
do you really though?
actin like you’re not mine
in his arms up all night, yeah

P.S. :

And I'm trapped
Tired of falling back into you
And these walls
Never felt so cold in your arms 

And I’m back
After all you did I still care 
Shits wack 
Take it all from me leave me bare

Into Misery:

cuz you said that you’d be there for me
and you said that you’d stay strong for me
but you walked out of my life
you screwed up
and think that you can come back
anytime that you feel like

i should have listened to my friends
when they warned me
they told me you’re broken
they said i’d be broken
of course i won’t listen
my pride takes advantage
we fall
and we fall
and we fall
and we fall
and we fall

P.S. :

Leave me bare bare
All those things you did turn me to prayer prayer
Watch me fall for you again I swear swear
Playing with my heart bitch that ain’t fair fair

First Love

Trapped (feat. NVR/MND)

chorus:

what went wrong?
i thought we had something special
you said you’d wait
but you just turned your back and let go

wasn’t i worth it?
or wasn’t i anything at all to you?
i know i’m not perfect
but i’d have given anything to be with you

verse 1:

touchdown on the runway
it’s a one way
to my heart
and i won’t let you back out now

wednesday 
i’m at your place
in our own space
put a movie on
because we never talk it out

pre-chorus:

just tell me what you want from me
just tell me how i’m supposed to be
i know this’ll end, i’m gonna end up broken
i didn’t think you’d stay but you know i was hoping

Verse 2:

tell me that you love me
but we know it’s just a joke
and i can feel the pain
in every single word you wrote

a valentine’s day alone in my bedroom
an empty bottle to my side should i text you?

pre-chorus:

just tell me what you want from me
just tell me how i’m supposed to be
i know this’ll end, i’m gonna end up broken
i didn’t think you’d stay but you know i was hoping

Outro:

we said goodbye
but for the last time
you held me close
and said it’s alright

your perfume all on my jacket
love is in my reach but i can’t grasp it

so go ahead and leave me like you should
i’m not worthy of love or anything good
i’m stuck in hell and it’s lonely
i wasn’t enough and i’m sorry

What Went Wrong?

Into Misery:

i know you’re killing me
i feel you draining all my life
i’m not who i used to be
i’m hurting deep down take a look inside

see what you’ve done
you’ve created a monster
nothing but hate
from the moment i lost her
you watched me break
and you walked away
i thought i lost it
but you’re just toxic


ignore my words and say you feel me
honestly i’d be happy only if you killed me
everyday i wake up with my heart full of pain
take a shot to my brain
take a shot numb the pain
repeat the next day

all my friends find the life they want
score the girls they want
drunk at parties, smokin' blunts
and i’m just sitting here alone
wanting you to call my phone
reminiscing of our history
i’m going into misery

Yung KuJo:

I keep on trying and trying
but I can’t hold on any longer
How much longer can I
when I’m not getting any stronger
I guess I’m kind of fucked up
and I don’t believe in good luck
but once before you were a friend to me
and now you’re just an enemy longing to
put an end to me
through my skin you crawl,
like a centipede along the tattered wall
you know you’ll never be dead to me
regardless how we fall
even though now I know
I was the only one to truly care at all

TOXIC

Toxic

Verse 1:
won’t you look out your window?
i brought you some flowers for cheap
i know it’s been a few weeks

since we talked
i hope you’ll forgive me
i know i’m a mess
but i swear i’m better when you’re with me

so i tried my best
i put my heart to the test
but nothing’s ever good enough for you

now you’re gone
i guess i’ll blame myself
punish my wrists with a knife
i turned my life into hell

Chorus:
another valentine’s day
and i’m alone once again
still holding onto all our memories
i can’t let this end

don’t wanna forget you
don’t wanna wake up
i just want you to love me
it’s late but i’ll stay up

for your call
i’m waiting for you
to come back
say that i’m good for you

but you won’t
i guess i’m a joke
a piece of my heart gone
you’re happy, i hope

Verse 2:
and i can feel the pain
beneath my chest
breaking my heart
with every breath

wish you’d come back for me now
but i know i’m a fucking letdown
a disappointment
emotional and so annoying

carve your name with a knife
into my leg
gonna end it all
but not today

not yet
cuz lately i been stressed
ain’t feelin’ nothing
but a hole in my chest tonight
drown the pain that i feel inside

and i don’t wanna say
goodbye to you
but farewell my friend
i guess that it’s the end of us

Chorus:
another valentine’s day
and i’m alone once again
still holding onto all our memories
i can’t let this end

don’t wanna forget you
don’t wanna wake up
i just want you to love me
it’s late but i’ll stay up

for your call
i’m waiting for you
to come back
say that i’m good for you

but you won’t
i guess i’m a joke
a piece of my heart gone
you’re happy, i hope

Valentine's day

Parker:

take me back to when
i wasn’t in love with you
take me back when
i could go a day without you

take me back to when
i wasn’t addicted
all behind my back
and you only keep twisting

Into Misery: 

take my memories
i need you right here with me
i can feel you in my veins
my thoughts are tearing into me

and i’m not happy anymore
because she left me
so now i’ll drink until i’m crying
give me whiskey

wake up on the floor
because i passed out
another night with you
at least i didn’t crash now

and i’d apologize
cuz it’ll be the death of me
but i’m not sorry baby
fuck you and your memories

Kent:

i can’t go a second without you
at the same time
it’s the reason that i have to

from the first kiss i could
tell you was trouble
crack my lips
and my heart seeing double
i don’t wanna go
don’t hit my phone
leave me alone
leave me alone

Addict (ft. NVR/MND)

i saw you in your red dress
just another night i’m feeling fucking hopeless
it’s been 2 long years
and i still see your face
and it brings me to tears

remember when we talked all night
remember when we fought all the time
i know you said you’re sorry
but do you even care that you lost me?

i won’t admit that i miss you
wish i could forget all the shit you put me through

you forgot about me
you forgot about us
forgot we had love
you went and broke trust

i just tell myself that life goes on
but i can’t even fix my heart
and i can’t even move on

what the fuck is wrong with me?
why can’t you just leave me be?

who’s gonna fix my heart
when nobody’s there for me
and i’m falling apart

i’m all alone on prom night
my heart doesn’t feel right
i don’t wanna miss you
think about how i kissed you

so give me one last dance
baby give me one more chance
to love you, to make up,
i’m sorry that i’m so fucked up

i’m all alone on prom night
take me back to our last fight
and it hurt
but i swear it was worth it
you made me feel like dirt
as if you’re so perfect
you’re not perfect
i’m not perfect
but you’re so perfect

Red Dress

Red Dress prod. Charlie Shuffler

Hate You (Mastered)

Hate You prod. Zaini

Scars Prod. 5head

Moments

Chorus:
(Re:)
won’t stop thinking of the nights we shared
my fingers running through your long dark hair
looking through the smoke in the heavy air
i swear that time broke when you stopped and stared
every moment passing i’m just waiting on you
i don’t know but i’m just guessing that it takes time to choose
i’m just wishing that you’re thinking that i’m for you
but i know that i’ll be gone by the time that you do
 
and i’m still till here hanging my grip coming loose
i’m not worth you changing for, let me fall through 

Verse:
(Into Misery)
i’m dancing with the devil
always on my worst behavior
can’t keep my emotions level
i tried but i couldn’t save her

so i pour and take a shot
and then i pour and take another
i can’t take this feeling anymore
i’m going under

i’m just another 2004 punk song
i keep crying over stupid girls
and how they did me wrong

but this feelin won’t last
just like your loyalty couldn’t
imma find my own way
don’t care if you think i shouldn’t

Chorus:
(Re:)
won’t stop thinking of the nights we shared
my fingers running through your long dark hair
looking through the smoke in the heavy air
i swear that time broke when you stopped and stared
every moment passing i’m just waiting on you
i don’t know but i’m just guessing that it takes time to choose
i’m just wishing that you’re thinking that i’m for you
but i know that i’ll be gone by the time that you do

Bridge:
(Into Misery)
i’m still here hanging from the rope
claw my face take a breath and watch me choke
doing all i can cuz i don’t wanna jump
i don’t wanna jump, i don’t wanna jump

na na na na na

Outro:
(Re:)
and i’m still till here hanging my grip coming loose
i’m not worth you changing for, let me fall through

Still Hanging (feat Re:) prod M.E

you always made a mess of me
a mess i always wanted to forget
you know i say youre dead to me
but you’re a habit that i couldn’t quit

you killed me
and i saw the other side
then you kissed me
and i felt alive in your eyes
i felt alive in your eyes

don’t go to sleep
girl i’m waiting for you
baby let’s pass away
in a dream made for two

made for me, made for you
yeah i’ve got nothing to lose
too little, too late
feels like i’m tying a noose

pills and more pills
til i can’t feel anything
no more thrills
can’t feel my heart when in pain
the streetlights guide me into your mind
the stars in the sky i think they left me behind

i’ll never be enough for you
i’ll never be enough for us i know
but i try and i try
i know it’s never enough
so i die, oh i die
i hope i never wake up

too little, too late

Into Misery:

going 90 on the highway
i can’t feel a thing
no pain, no fear
you’ll remember my name

just a lost boy
always tryna find my way
just a sad boy
don’t think i remember a thing


baby i got everything that
you could ever want
i pull up to the show
yeah i ain’t even tryna stunt
i got racks up on me
but i’m still lookin for love
i tell my baby call my phone
she thinkin i’m enough

no sense, i can’t fix
what’s up in my head
paranoia stress
always filling me with dread
i can’t get no rest at night 
i guess i’ll sleep when i’m dead
i can’t get no rest at night
i guess i’ll sleep when i’m dead

$LOTHBOI:

Save
My fate
From 
Hateful Games
Like
I can taste it 
Iron in blood ye
Red drops like eyeballs
At midnight we faded
Fuck all your hatred
Fuck all your games yeah
Tears down my face while the smiles starts breaking
Sloth ain’t no pussy
I’ll fuck on a bitch
With a blade on my hip
Finna slit all yo wrists
Depression come in 
Im the voice in your head
I see teardrops on faces of some of my friends
Like
I got killers on deck
And some of em dead
Trippin cuz I miss my brother he left

What am I finna do now
With this hole in myself 
Hit the ground with a bounce

Lost Boy (feat. $LOTHBOI) prod. CRCL

Chorus (Into Misery):
i’m falling faster but still no luck
cut me deeper so i don’t wake up
i hate this wish i could forget you
said i’d be alright, but it’s nothing new

the waves crash down around me
the world doesn’t seem to see that i’m drowning
all alone in your backyard
i’m speeding down the boulevard
hoping i can make it there in time

Verse (yung van):
Sometimes I open up my heart
But it hurts like hitting your shin on a cart
No matter all the bad you do
I’ll always have this love for you

I talk about you to my friends
They’re tired of hearing these stories again
No matter all the bad you do
I’ll always have this love for you 

Bridge (Into Misery):
there’s something about you but i don’t know what
you’re callin my phone but ion ever pick up
leave me alone, don’t wanna hear your voice
stop thinking baby i don’t really have a choice

and i watched my life fall
into cigarettes and alcohol
i just wanna feel loved again
but i know i’m just a stupid trend

Outro (yung van):
You’re so far
(Not here with I)
Nothing matters
(Where will I go)
On my own 
(Everyone dies)
I’m a Fucking disaster 
(Always alone)
Life goes on 
(Not here with I)
Nothing matters
(Where will I go)
On my own 
(Everyone dies)
I’m a Fucking disaster 
(Always alone)

outro (Into Misery):
faster, i’m drowning, i’m drowning (x2)

Drowning (feat. yung van)

rock bottom again
but that’s just my life
think i’m strong enough
but i can’t even put down a knife

think i’m losing my mind
think i’m losing my touch
i can pray to the sky
but it’s never enough

i can wonder how i got this low
when i die in my sleep
i wonder where imma go?
will i fall deeper into the abysmal void
will i find my salvation at the end of a rope?


i wish that i could take your place
because i’m falling apart
my best friend is gone
and i got no one to save
but myself and i don’t care
about my life i feel like i’m going nowhere

i wish that God would take my life away
i wish that i could see you again
but i can’t, i’m lost,
and i don’t know where to go
i guess i’m drinking again tonight
down another bottle i go


i think it should have been me, not you
i know you got to the point, thought you had nothing to lose
but now i’m stuck here in hell and i’ve been missing you
i miss all the stupid shit that we used to go through

now i’m blacked out where we started
guess that it was never enough
i keep on blaming myself
i swear to God i’m gonna make you proud
i hope you’re looking down on me

into misery

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