production: @antag01
vocals: @less-thaan-3, @jemonlello, @1jemz, @bleeecher, @antag01, @tripsoul2
mix n master: @less-thaan-3, @1jemz, @antag01

serendipity

hey, welcome back to 2020

featuring @3krump

prod by @lyn_u and @3eight9

Always remember, fishrealm never dies. #fishrealmforever

lyrics are down here
-
@daikore
walk into the function and like everything is dead
put my pistol on percussion, sticks gon hit em in his head
and i thought, its been a minute since i seen it i cant get it back
then I caught em lying and shit like do you hate me yet?

tell me how'd you let it get so bad
you're unrecognizable i want you back
i can see that you're aiming for my neck
i cant take a suicidal way to cut your tracks

sometimes you gotta let em learn the hard way
sometimes you gotta let em walk the wrong pace
sometimes you gotta let em go the wrong place
sometimes you gotta let em learn the hard way 

i got bitches on my cell
and they acting like they know me
told em focus on yourself
i cant let nobody hold me
imma send his ass to hell
he been talking shit, bologna
find purpose in the sound that i make i let it roll me

im not picking sides and thats something i have to preface
but these bitches out their mind if they thinking they making top 10
cuz some people making mid as fuck they only gain from business
you all snakes in suit and tie you not artist you just some bitches

I cant give a fuck
fuck no
what they saying bout me
everybody wants
something
about green
i cant give a fuck about bills about things
only care about making you all see 

@3krump
i cant give a fuck what anybody says abt me
but i dont wanna hear yo shit it gets to a degree
u reached for my body and took my heart out
u got a lot of talkin but u never seein my amount

i dont wanna hear u but u always talkin
i swear to god u gotta approach these hoes with some caution
i dont wanna hear him talkin gotta shoot him in his noggin
we always talkin but we never got anything in common

(kjsdfjkbsdfjkb Mumbo Jumb o mLALALAALALA)

i keep comin back
we listen to yo tracks
personally i think that shit was fuckin trash
i keep making all these stacks
my money never lacks
i just wanna make this bread so i can give back to the raq

learning (lynU + dkay)

@owtiss
prod @yashio20k, @moz-103259352, @owtiss 

yo!
>the song is up on spotify now!

i take it ur fine?
u havent said a thing
im living my life
its never kind to me ;-;
but its alright
its nothing new to me!
wish i had more time
wish u would talk to me..

left it out of mind
i think im starting to believe
every time i try
im better off if i leave
its way too easy to lie!
how hard could it rly be-
to say whats on ur mind?
is that what ur rly like..?

cuz i honestly dont know
i see it all the time!
could i do it on my own?
i dont rly wna try...
while ur blowing up my phone
i just cant enjoy my time ;-;
why r u always so cold?
im just tryna live my life

live my life (yashio, moz, me)

credits://
@antag01
@tsunamibitchclub

notes://
first drop in over 2 months I really hope you guys enjoy this one..! this ones a little personal but wtv i needed something drop. This song was heavily inspired by tsubi club and some of the sounds came from stems of their song "laced up" but other than that everything was made by me. s/o all my friends w/o them i wouldn't be where i am today <3.

lyrics://
half way through the year, im not happy here
thoughts of ending it all, some that i cant recall
i lost all my peers, due to all my fears
think im having withdrawals, dont wanna be here at all

thought that i would be somewhere else by now
i never got nothing done oh what a shame of a son..
i feel so worthless about now

i might quit, i might throw it down

(chorus)
i dont care what you want
imma stare at the sun
i make shitty conversations
you can say what you want
x2
i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, here so much
i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, here so much
i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, here so much
i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, i hate it

keep my skeletons locked in my basement
living day by day faking a facelift
i just scared of staying complacent
i never was the type to be patient

but i wont hold you now
smoking way too much i need to slow it down
blow it out
lost up in my head i need a different route
bank account
empty so it looks like im out for the round
hate myself
fucked up way too much my mind is full of doubt

i hate it

lyrics can smd i aint got time for allat. this song old, got taken down but still a goated fkn song. like up or ill find u. 

RL FIRST VERSE AND CHORUS
ESSI 2ND VERSE
CRUSAFIX LAST VERSE

ily

HMP w/ rl and crusafix (wayza)

p. me

a little late on the weekly thing lmao

decisions

Cause I know your lost...

w/ @less-thaan-3 & @ritsuzuki 
yuru dreams!

Lyrics:

[@drewalongtheglare]
It's bad enough, eventually you'll perish, and it's sad to know
I'm stuck watching you struggle, and it's hard to watch
Yeah, it's unbearable, the things you said to me
Wanna forget it all...

But I find it hard
I missed from the start
And yeah, it's doing me in
I can't even feel my lungs

While you hold your guard
Just give me some time
I'll guide you
'Cause I know ur lost

[@less-thaan-3]
yea its hard 2 watch when your leaving
everything you said was so decieving 
tried so hard not to need me
now my body's hanging from the ceiling

tryna see less
body wants to breathe in
tryna sleep in 
probably wanna forget

ive been sleepless
i dont wanna treat it
id rather stay inside my bed and skip the weekend

[@ritsuzuki]
sorry im a sobber
i want this to be over
no i cannot think alot
tell me what you're on about
why cant i just step down?
jump, and end it all
dont you know you're all that i wanted?
my hearts shattered, its broken
tell me, did i matter at all?

who am i, what am i?
i think that im lost
ill break the mirror i cant look at it right
ITS IN MY HEAD
its always my fault, like its always been

Hard To Watch w/ lessthan3 & ritsu (prod. drew)

she loves me; she loves me not

out on all plats

TopfDerGier#Meerblau (888cole)

vertigo cover
original:
https://soundcloud.com/shoiyi/coldspades-ft-may-vertigo-meta-shoiyi#

if i called your phone, would you pick it up?
every night i’m scared that i’ll mess it up
i’m so high off you, you’re my only drug
don’t know how to say you’re the one
and i can’t let you go
so can you hold me close?
this love i wanna show
my head spin, vertigo
don’t wanna be alone
i want you, say ditto

tell what you want girl you know u deserve it
i can be the one i won’t do a disservice
don’t throw me away like i know u would
think i feel for u
soon as u set foot
every touch is a high
it’s js you and i
baby we can take flight
if i could
take you to the stars

coldspades ft. may - vertigo (wenszy cover)

Kidd Kaos - Call You Mine (Original Mix) [Out Now]

New single taken from my recent album. Great energy in this one!

Buy On Beatport:
https://www.beatport.com/release/call-you-mine/5184073

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Kidd Kaos - Call You Mine [Out Now]

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