IntoTheParadox - Answers (prod Beatsbyadz)

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1st single form my new EP "I don't wanna be sad anymore" coming soon to a SoundCloud near you

Even If You Don’t Care (feat. kennedyxoxo) [prod. qryy]

WASNT FAST ENOUGH PROD BY SMEbeats X BlastyBeatz

Produced, written, recorded by me

I wrote this song the day after I was diagnosed with blood cancer on the 6th of December 2023. It chronicles my experience with being hospitalized for an extended period of time, and the mental and physical strain the experience put on me.

Lyrics:

It’s fine, I’ll be fine
Don’t you worry about me
I can’t try
To even hide how I’m deteriorating
If I choke in my sleep
I know heaven is waiting
I can’t try to even hide how I’m deteriorating

I fell asleep in my chair
First I drunk too much whisky, I can’t feel my face again
There’s a chill in the air
I’m remembering ward 67 and the fear again

Broke down in the surgery room
Unconsolable, theres nothing i can do
I can’t breathe
Please let me leave
I don’t wanna die in a hospital gown

It’s fine, I’ll be fine
Don’t you worry about me
I can’t try
To even hide how I’m deteriorating
If I choke in my sleep
I know heaven is waiting
I can’t try to even hide how I’m deteriorating

Broke down in the surgery room
I don’t wanna die in a hospital gown

It's Fine, I'll Be Fine

Ever and I always go crazy and this one’s my favorite song we ever did together and I hope y’all enjoy it as much as we both do!! 💚🩷

Not Enough (feat. Ever the Ghost) [prod. Dead Yami]

She a devil in a dress but she got angel face

Lyrics

Hook

Yeah I'm made for this because I made it for myself
Bet you could never survive one day inside my hell
But I never put my hand out for help
And I never even had a soul that I could sell
Sold all that shit to this bitch and I never got it back
She left me heartless inside of a bodybag
She a devil in a dress but she got angel face

Verse

Say the lords prayer then we say grace
Bitches getting on my case you know I have to save face
I been praying everyday that one day I would make it
Look ma yeah we made it
Don't be checking stats check the mindset
I been on the map and no one seem to really mind it
Finna manifest into existence
Everything I ever wanted cuz I got persistence
Yeah I insist this 
This mindset
I can feel everything inside even though it ain't mine yet
Visualize it
Why you crying
You could make your life so much better if you just tried it
I ain't lying
When I say that I am high end
All these stories that I tell you know that they gon tie in
Ain't no buy in 
I ain't selling
To no one even if they helping
But I don't want no help and no lies to tell

Hook

Yeah I'm made for this because I made it for myself
Bet you could never survive one day inside my hell
But I never put my hand out for help
And I never even had a soul that I could sell
Sold all that shit to this bitch and I never got it back
She left me heartless inside of a bodybag
She a devil in a dress but she got angel face

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Angel Face (Prod Remghost)

My Angel (feat. Graybank) [prod. dead yami]

Tada, new songo

Produced, written, mixed and recorded by me.

Lyrics:

Such a long time, I remember shit from my past 
that in my head feels like it was yesterday
Any longer, distant memories seem to last
When the things that really matter just fade away

I remember feeling like my moment had past
Now I’m discarded, tossing me away like I’m trash
Holding on to childhood friends
But every time I get close, we lead to tragic ends

Turning back the clock
Please just make it stop for a day
Pendulum ignites
It’s got me in its sights, always
So tell me if you feel
ike eternities hallways
Are dragging you down
They’re dragging me down
I cannot escape

I feel it burning
Chemicals goes straight to my veins
I’m prisoner in my body and I’m stuck in this fate
I’m watching happy people going about with their day
You don’t know what you’ve got until that shit is taken away

So don’t tell me what to do
And don’t tell me how to feel
There’s poison in my blood, and it still doesn’t feel real
And all the friends I knew, well, they just disappear
I know it’s not their fault, their just too scared..

Turning back the clock
Please just make it stop for a day
Pendulum ignites
It’s got me in its sights, always
So tell me if you feel
ike eternities hallways
Are dragging you down
They’re dragging me down
I cannot escape

Eternity's Hallways

Lyrics:

You’re my life, you’re my death
You’re my want, and you’re my need
In my heart you’re still around
And i can’t get rid of you

Another folded piece of paper
With a broken heart thats printed
Imagination still rampant
Yet scared of whats to come
Each and every day i lose sight of you
My memory together would wither out
Took another look away for a second more
And i feel as if i lost a part of me with you

You’re my life, you’re my death
You’re my want, and you’re my need
In my heart you’re still around
And i can’t get rid of you

I can take you anywhere you want to
No need to lie, i can see it in your eyes
No matter what, i’ll be there
Took me by surprise, that’s not fair
I can see it in your eyes
You’re my type
Even if i die
You’re my life

you're my life (part 2).. [+ recyclebin x wasterr]

naughty langwadge wawning uwu

recorded all da instruments myself heeheehoohoo(also did most of it in like 25 mins so i could send it in for mel's stream heehoohoo). I also used no pitch correction or "digital-esc" mixing methods so it could be more true to the original version, this included limiting the recording to 8 tracks, and rendering that out into one channel(to replicate the 8-track recording method) This is also the final track on my upcoming "Phantoms" EP.

Ps. it was super fucking painful to play drums and guitar with my nerve damage, but i did it anyway bc fuck pain

originally by misfits(1978)

lyrics:

President's bullet-ridden body in the street
Ride, Johnny ride
Kennedy's shattered head hits concrete
Ride, Johnny ride
Johnny's wife is floundering
Johnny's wife is scared
Run, Jackie run
Texas is an outrage when your husband is dead
Texas is an outrage when they pick up his head
Texas is the reason that the president's dead
You gotta suck, suck, Jackie suck

President's bullet-ridden body in the street
Ride, Johnny ride
Kennedy's shattered head hits concrete
Ride, Johnny ride
Texas is an outrage when your husband is dead
Texas is an outrage when they pick up his head
Texas is the reason that the president's dead
You gotta suck, suck, Jackie suck

Arise Jackie O, Jonathan F. Kennedy
Well, arise and be shot down
The dirt's gonna be your dessert
My cum be your life source
And the only way to get it
Is to suck or fuck
Or be poor and devoid
And masturbate me
Masturbate me
Then slurp it from your palm
Like a dry desert soaking up rain
Soaking up the sun
Like a dry desert soaking up rain
Like a dry desert soaking up rain
I'm soaking up the fucking sun!!!!!!!!! >:))))))

Bullet (Misfits Cover)

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