prod. flesh

lyrics: 
your words on repeat inside my head
why can't i leave the world i left
i waste a week alone in bed and 
i curse all of the things i left unsaid
all of those lies that i regret
i flew too high in my defense

yeah i'm sure you'd let me bleed out on the fence
was breaking strings out of the tension i could do without the pressure
i worked myself to death i think i need a new obsession

face it, face it, too complacent, this a mirage
wasted, wasted, take my wake up, see the face of god
ace of spades it, kill my ego, just dry me out
wait up, wait up, can't shake this fear of missing out 
x2

just get the jump on it, jump out the mattress and go reach the summit, fuck it
how many times will you numb it? say i won't lie but i've already done it, love it
smothered myself with the numbers i watch as they they plummet, all of this so sudden
killing what's left of me, pushing and tugging, i don't got energy, not doing nothing

i check on my phone, no texts, how coincidental
lost my innocence i can't win this battle
yeah i miss my friends, no i still can't let go
only 21 but still i whip the rental
tryna grip my center, hell no
miss the days when i was gung-ho
steaming kettle, need to breathe a little
heart is so brittle, feel it get old, whoa

whoa, need to let it go, gotta protect my soul
gotta set the tone, how'd i get so cold?
whoa, need to let it go, gotta protect my soul
gotta set the tone, how'd i get so cold?
whoa, need to let it go, gotta protect my soul
gotta set the tone, how'd i make it here?
how do i say what's real? oh, what do i do to heal more?
what has got into me? not sure

face it, face it, too complacent, this a mirage
wasted, wasted, take my wake up, see the face of god
ace of spades it, kill my ego, just dry me out
wait up, wait up, can't shake this fear of missing out
x2

FOMO

rakks b FTB 💯

staKKs {w/ nAshi X} (AVXiD, WellFed)

mastered by @wokely
Lyrics:

[chorus] 

scratching at my dry eyes for the last time
i know, that you despise, when i cry 
so i, try my best to, try my best to lie
so you don’t hate me for the last time

[verse]

slumped on my desk hoping that somebody wakes me up
this ain’t what u want, but that’s okay I always mess it up
haven’t slept for over 5 hours, in 5 years 
maybe it would be better if i could see clear

i been hurting myself for a while
throwing up every single day before a shower
what a disaster, i feel myself losing all of my power
headaches every day cuz i want music louder

hate going in my living room, cuz everybody thinks i wont be living soon
hate my voice so i try my best to cover it up in autotune
hate myself, i hate to loom, when that’s all i know how to do
i hate the way i think, so i hate my attitude 

[verse 2]

going down i know, that you probably hate me
i don’t blame u either, cuz i also hate me
everything i make is garbage and ez
that’s why nobody likes it lately

i been going crazy, i don’t even want to do this anymore it hurts me
yeah, it hurts me, i don’t even want to do this anymore 
it makes me feel weak 
and i can’t even stand this for one more week

it’s really hurting deep
my soul is not cheap, but right now it might be
i really hate this feeling
so can you take it please, can you take it please

[chorus]

scratching at my dry eyes for the last time
i know, that you despise, when i cry 
so i, try my best to, try my best to lie
so you don’t hate me for the last time

dry i's (killedmyself)

beat prod by: breakupbreakdown
written and performed by: popularreject x fernn
mixed and mastered by: p0wder x fernn
lyrics;
like
Like 
LIKE 
I got pages full of songs 
That you don’t like 
Right?
Right.
OH 
hey 
Hi 
Don’t think that I’ve seen you
Since I lost my mind
like 
Like
LIKE 
You hangout with people
I don’t like 
Right?
Right.

Fessing 
Stressing 
Wrestling 
At the bottom 
Didn’t 
Want 
Those pills 
But I still bought em
I 
Don’t 
Love my life
that’s awesome 

FUCK YEA
Hadn’t had enough yet
You say my musics trash
Yours sounds like two dudes 
Having but seggs 
I’m so fuckin hungry like 
I didn’t eat my lunch yet 
He think that it’s funny 
Till I leave his family upset 

like
Like 
LIKE 
I got pages full of songs 
That you don’t like 
Right?
Right.
OH 
hey 
Hi 
Don’t think that I’ve seen you
Since I lost my mind
like 
Like
LIKE 
You hangout with people
I don’t like 
Right?
Right.

Fessing 
Stressing 
Wrestling 
At the bottom 
Didn’t 
Want 
Those pills 
But I still bought em
I 
Don’t 
Love my life
that’s awesome 

watch this girl strip her shit like varnish
swear to god that im tarnished
antisocial to the point that it's alarming
all these hoes are interaction farming

watch me hit on a bih
nobody fucking with me
wanna get a release
when i hit the concrete
omg you act so sweet
but it's always full of deceit
thought you were being indiscreet
bitch you like a dog in heat

FUCK YEA
Hadn’t had enough yet
You say my musics trash
Yours sounds like two dudes 
Having butt seggs 
I’m so fuckin hungry like 
I didn’t eat my lunch yet 
FUCK YEA

like
Like 
LIKE 
I got pages full of songs 
That you don’t like 
Right?
Right.
OH 
hey 
Hi 
Don’t think that I’ve seen you
Since I lost my mind
like 
Like
LIKE 
You hangout with people
I don’t like 
Right?
Right.

but secs +1fern (p. breakupbreakdown)

#rap #underground #starinthesky #melodic #motivating 
- lyrics -
[intro speech by Art Williams "Do It"]

Don't talk about the price
when you don't know the cost to have this...

(Chorus)
I’m living proof
Dreams really can come true
I turned nothin into a coupe
I took punches and never bruised
skipped lunches and i paid my dues
No no no I do not lose
I don’t quit there’s no excuse
so quick u can’t see my moves 
Don’t be confused I’m living proof

(Verse 1)
I am the proof that there is real magic
I am the proof that life can be tragic
I don’t need proof if I say that I have it
What do I do about all these bad habits

Things i been thru is what make me so savage
I speak the truth thru my own mathematics 
Chop off the roof kill the rats in the attic
It may be Louis but baggage is baggage 

(Bridge 1)
I’m out here proving I don’t need no practice
Don’t talk about the Price when you don’t know the cost to have this…

(Chorus)
I’m living proof
Dreams really can come true
I turned nothin into a coupe
I took punches and never bruised
skipped lunches and i paid my dues
No no no I do not lose
I don’t quit there’s no excuse
so quick u can’t see my moves 
Don’t be confused I’m living proof

(Verse 2)
I Used to work day jobs to cover my bills
stayed up all night levelin up my skills
Now when I think of it I get the chills
Made a few mills but it not enough still

It’s more than a bank that I’m lookin to fill
My body may die but my voice never will
Locked in on the hate and I’m ready to kill
While u been sleepin I been doin drills
Now I don’t need practice 
find target attack it 
go for the goal takin all of the baskets
hard in the paint til im up in a casket 
hard to explain how I’m up in these brackets

I earned every meal cuz I fought through the pain
I stayed on the field even when it would rain
I swear I saw all of these things in my brain
The drip and the whip and the watch and the chains...

LIVING PROOF

LIVING PROOF (prod. NoahCuz)

At the end of it all (prodXcobalt)

IntoTheParadox - DND up on my phone (Prod Fantasy Camp X Jolst)

mixed, mastered and produced by me <3
out on spotify : https://open.spotify.com/track/4FqVMaML15sC35SUpTlCS7?si=5smdCyJJQqOrurZEwNVjdA

what is real
know how i feel
love kills
know u moved on
whats my deal
cut my skin till it feels real
coz thats the only way to feel so real

see u didnt want me no
i keep my heart closed
i can still hear your shouts
the hurt in your throat
see i know all along
i shouldve held my tongue
the voices keep on getting louder
drugs too strong

and day by day i keep on making mistakes
im sitting by the lake
im wondering why i left it this way
see the pictures take by take
your damn pretty fucking face
oh why did i make it hard to love you i say

oh i dont wanna feel this way
i dont wanna feel
all these scars on my wrists
coz im not tryna heal
and im trying my hardest to get there
i tried to feel u my feelings

what is real
know how i feel
love kills
know u moved on
whats my deal
cut my skin till it feels real
coz thats the only way to feel so real

spent my nights alone in a bottle
i didnt wanna go
it was so swallow
what did i do wrong
i gave my all to you
was nothing over you
you built me up to break me down
was everything the truth
said you'd never lie to me
said you'd always die for me
and now its clear to see
thats all broken promising
it was enough to seep right through
enough to see right through
you told me you would never let go
it was hard to believe in you

what is real
know how i feel
love kills
know u moved on
whats my deal
cut my skin till it feels real
coz thats the only way to feel so real

what is real?

(prod. noah birch)

blood running down my hand
i did it again
and theres no thought there
rotting brain its the end

and would you feel my pain
just keep digging deeper
till theres nothing but veins
ill just kick my feet up

oh its happened again
oh its happened again
oh this time i cant 
its all in my head

im sick of wasting my time on people that just come and go
i used to hate myself, i hate myself some more
its so low i know

i was vulnerable to you
told you all my problems and my issues
that was my mistake i made
it happened all over...

oh its happened again
oh its happened again
oh this time i cant 
its all in my head

veins (noah birch)

oh yea yea

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