video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KKok9eWeUuY
prod https://soundcloud.com/opal707 + https://soundcloud.com/gregar
mix/master me

lyrics
this feels like going nowhere
but im still trynna make it
and she called me a monster :(
yea i stole her heart to break it

man i feel like just another
and i dont know how to say it
im only getting dumber
and i dont know how to take it

yea i guess its better leaving
& i guess its not so easy
but imma make it please believe me
imma take it to the ceiling

fuck man another day passes
& its all meaningless aint trynna be dramatic
nothings worth it i dont know what happened
its all crazy to u to me its so tragic

and i aint feeling, call it apathy
dont wanna meet i told her let it be
cus i aint seeing what u see in me?
(its been awhile since ive been feeling me)

another text another melody
its been awhile since ive been feeling me
man its just another day to me

apathy (Opal + GRXGVR)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

I think you're my most beautiful secret.

There's a hole where my heart is. I mean, where my heart was. Been there since it started, it's gotta be karma. And I know that I could never love myself, from the trauma. Even if they try to comfort me I know I'm the problem. Tell me why.

I broke my own heart again and fixed it by myself. And I stopped it but it starts again, I'm never feeling well. Can you send me down to hell please? Cause I'm scared I'm not healthy. Don't know how to make it feel alright. I told you a thousand times but you can't get it through your brain. Told you that I hate you but you went up and you got away. I wish you would ago away. I don't want to see your face. I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE. ANYWHERE. NOT YOUR NAME EITHER

Tell Me Why

tell me whyy

produced by negativecreeper & guardiangel
art by @cryinggsilence

@i9bonsai
@kggn
@negativecreeper
@guardiangelll

[blx]
no no
im at my brink im like no no
i been sinking im like no no
i dont know where to go go
im like waves ya im one with the fluid
i dont wanna do it anymore i cant do it
i do what i want ya dont look at me stupid
i tell them to move it well they're going to fucking move it
i told them to love me well they're going to fucking love me
how am i gonna get my point across ur acting like a dummy
oh he acting funny wrap him up justt like a mummy
and i said she looking stunning when im with her it is sunny
go go (go go)
said she wanna love me i told her that i dont need that
go go (go go)
she told me she love me i told her that she dont mean that.

[i9bonsai]
leave me in the cold i dont wanna go out。。
anymore but i know that i dont want to stay around,, anymore
n i dont want to b bound by the chains n the words n the sounds ::
yh its time t forget it then (・・;)ゞ
i dnt wna pretend:: i cant let u in

goin t to the road。。 can u let it end?
if i stay around its a never ending mess
its not enough,, we just needa c it less
its a mess 2much with tht excess

cut tht off,, :: (・人・)

[ku]
go go
go go
wipe my tears as u leave me in the cold
im on some stuff that u aint heard of movin slow
whts the big deal im messed up dont u know
this
hopeless
focus
on my eyes
we’re almost there
psychosis
i did evrything i cld but its all bogus
all tht stuff u put on me w/o a notice
feel the addy in my stomach got me so sick
its clear u rnt tht so tell me why im homesick
feel the walls theyre closin in im claustrophobic

no no ft. i9bonsai & kuru

https://solo.to/sanriorose
Prod d0llywood1

Dont need that bitch
I swear I knew she was lyin abt it
I need a spliff
I swear I feel like Im dyin without it
U said u Rtd
then u have to die if u bout it
She said she fw me
I jus said that I highly doubt it

U signed ur life if u wit me
switchin I wont allow it
Bitches only love me for green
N I love when I count it
I dont do poutin
I gave back when I first had got clouted
U talkin down on BHG
U get thrown off a mountain

My pockets fat as shit
I need an accountant
Need them to route it
Im rockin shit thats hard to pronounce
bitch I cant pronounce it
Cant go out wit my friends
cus everywhere around here crowded
I shout it soon as I found it
Dad find out I might get grounded

Mom found out then its a problem
Im on it I kept it solid
I knew that this bitch aint want it
Gimme head jus like a bonnet
My first day I swear I bombed it
Next day I came back n got it
She mad cus I kept it honest
Honest I thought I would vomit

Im talkin bout my performance
I feel like ur an informant
I jus wanna feel important
Hmu if u need it
This is honestly how Im jus used to getting treated
She said she fw me cus Im cocky n conceited

She dont fw that nigga
I jus wish she would leave it
If u (censored) one more thing
I swear to god I would keep it
I hate that u jus want me to keep that shit a secret
I couldnt say wassup to u
cus I felt defeated

Im Ready to die you're Ready to die we're Ready to die Castle Emoji Sword Emoji :DDD

What would I do without you

Spotify

#RESTORED

@kggn @sjr-beats @user-882451933
📸@twikipedia

u dont love me baby are u sure?
take these mellys till my tummy hurt
i remember i was never heard
now they flocking to me like a bird
check my pulse ya just like a nurse
make it pop ya just like a nerve
never first i was always third
shawty how im supposed to take ur word

do it wrong, all i do is do it wrong do it wrong
take ur problems break them all in half 
and now i'm moving wrong (i'm moving wrong)
only wanna come back when i'm moving on
see u round the corner who u snooping on
look me in my eyes i dont wanna sign off
i cant love u i dont wanna lie ugh
if i like it then im gonna buy ya
tell me how am i supposed to make it right ugh

i was never first i was always last
i wanna go back i wanna go back
make me feel so hurt make me feel so mad
she gonna make me crash my heart has a crack
we was supposed to last
my heart broke u wont take me in one piece
already dead swear 2 god i'm a mummy
built this from ground up and burn me to nothing
i wont lie i miss you, and i know that you don't
is it wrong if i love? cus im falling in love
and enough is enough i'm calling ur bluff
why are you so rough why am i still here

pulse (kuru sjr 23)

blxty kairo ♪♫♪ forgot ·˚ ༘ (rexiroh)

i can see the city from ur bedroom
sun rising imma go to bed soon
is it goin how its meant to
and i know the things u need but its a lot
off exotic go and skip a month
how it work its never too much
baby im so numb but i can feel ur touch
and i cannot give up on u til i go under

yea i see her eyes and the way they luster
u can see my eyes red cuz im smokin thunder
and i got my cash up while im in my slumber
she showed me what shes like yea i could trust her
inhale til i cant feel
shield around my heart baby made of steel
i can see your pain baby whats the deal
like baby are you okkkk

bedroom (kir)

@whyhaze
@symelz

ive been stuck in my way for a while
i just wanna make u happy make u smile
i remember waiting for u to come by
dancing in my room 
dancing in my room
now its just inside my head yea the memory blooms
now im stuck inside my bed watch the clock move
i dont wanna wait baby so im coming soon
as soon as i can

dancing in my room + whyhaze (symelz)

@prodvrtex

Bc i love u and want u here

Sry 4 the wait will be more consistent i promise :)
luv u

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SPOTIFY

last 4evr (vrtex)

they said what u see in me
what u see in me
i cant even see
i'm like i cant even see
talking funny we it get deep
i like money counter beeps
i like benjis bread and money
fucking cheese and collard greens
what? what
aye tell me whats the fucking deal
imma cop it i dont care about no fucking steal
im like what u wanna do baby keep it real
forget all ur fucking fears u needa face them
just take a blunt and fucking face it
got guns like faceit
dont test my patience
she said she love <3 my fragrance
and u still chasing
i got you stressin going back n forth you pacin'
i dont know what to do im running out of options
inhale toxins rotting in my coffin
they just sold the game why the hell they tossin
they just watching they just washed idk so
what? ur a fucking bot
ur not touchin on my shit tell that boy kick rocks
they tryna take it all from me takin' what i got
if i could leave this whole planet i'd do it on the spot
it's taking all i got
surprised im not exploaded 
tell me whats the problem
can u tell me whats the motive
this lifes so boring
u watch me suffer crying out my eyes are pouring
and idk what to do or say
can i get a word? a clue? a praise?
tell me what is wrong with you today
tell me is it wrong for me to stay
im with ku im with exo im with mental going- uh nah
running from my heart of your love im having withdraws
yes girl i am pissed off i just wanna take off
know this superficial i dont want this to be fake ugh

::>_<::

see (kuru)

silent (kir)

fairy (kir luvpurp)

PROD BY MY BROTHER @hiseph #DYNASTY2K24 
join the #dynasty discord server: https://discord.gg/1dynasty

(tryna talk, it's not important)

i'm just tryna talk but she said it's not important
runnin from our problems, and i hate u for it
keep on telling lies ion think i can ignore it
i know that u hate it when i talk so i keep it 2 myself
its too hard to say goodbye
no i cant wish u well
i guess u never learn
i gotta show n tell
yh i cant live my life w/o u i feel so unwell
i think we fucked it up we stuck inside a broken shell
i dont wanna say goodbye i dont wanna see u go
dont wan see u cry dont want u to be alone
say u need me all u need to do is hit my phone
bae u know u got me if u wanna feel at home
dont u leave me on my own
cause we cant let it all go to waste
baby give me time and it'll fall into place
tell me what u want we can have it ur way
bae dont show me love cause i know that its fake
off the fucking drugs im losing focus
putting too much gas up in my lungs that shit is potent
dont tell me im in the wrong girl u know i fuckin know it
what's comin up next? yea idk where im goin
ion know if ill survive cause its too much
yea i know i dont suffice gimme 2 months
i believed u when u told me dat its true love
left me in the dust when i told you that
i'm just tryna talk but she said it's not important
runnin from our problems, and i hate u for it
keep on telling lies ion think i can ignore it
i know that u hate it when i talk so i keep it 2 myself
its too hard to say goodbye
no i cant wish u well
i guess u never learn
i gotta show n tell
yh i cant live my life w/o u i feel so unwell
i think we fucked it up we stuck inside a broken shell
i dont wanna say goodbye i dont wanna see u go
dont wan see u cry dont want u to be alone
say u need me all u need to do is hit my phone
bae u know u got me if u wanna feel at home

wish u Well

wish u Well.. (｡•́︿•̀｡) prod Seph #dynasty

prod sochi and ssoh
thank you all for 200 and shoutout to kaleb

i cant feel at all
whats the meaning if you cant admit youre wrong
walk into the mall so i buy everything i want
ive been in my bag so i aint picking up calls

made it too far i cant fall
from the windows to the wall
yeah they hate to see me ball
baby for you i would crawl

oh my god my game crashed
how u talkin shit about me but you aint never seen a rack
pockets fat as fuck they need to run a lap
how u talkin bad about me we both know im your dad

you aint never meant a word boy all you do is cap
always keep it tuck no i can never lack
walk in vip yeah im walking with my goyard bag
she see me going up she saying that she need me bad

in the club and i drop my drink
i tell that boy to stay in his lane
me and bros you know we are one
i could never change

said you feel me well tell me what you felt
you wont ever understand so dont ask me whats the deal
you keep on messing around idk whats real
you hurt me to the point where i cant even heal

boy you broke asf no you dont pay no bills
you do it cuz u need to i do it for thrills
smoking got the whole spot smelling like some landfill
pull up on your block we spinning like a windmill

crashed

give me time/to make it right
promise i will stay inside
love unrequited is sacrifice</3
so just give me time

pull me up cant promise im fine
hold me down cant resurrect me
the drugs cant work so well
give it all dont second guess me
i get used to this all the time
just be cool dont act surprised now
cant remember what you said last night
its a Sign i cant recognize

years of lead/forgive and forget
these thoughts in your head/choose him instead
i regret/leave me on read
gave me your meds/now im falling again

be cool (lovbug+_kaiser)

dont want to talk(outby16 ddertbag)

distant( glo sg37)

knots(kir)

https://soundcloud.com/d1vwv + https://soundcloud.com/swoopyy + https://soundcloud.com/buffalobang
prod https://soundcloud.com/opal707 + https://soundcloud.com/sg37

d1v:
alone for some days now i feel like im okay
bottle full couple flats
molly in her face
u say that i hate but its you thats out of place
throw the cash im in illum throw it all away
she always stick to us cuz she think that were famous
but they dont come to us everybody just hate us
just tell me if u like my company i give i to you give it all
call me on the phone and just tell me
we need a new start

swoopy:
Belt is rare like a black belt
her fatass made me lose myself
& Molly beans make me overwhelmed
I’m bringing girls to the hotel

Made alotta money me & BNO
They think it’s Pink Floyd when we throw a a show
Once upon a time, U & me were goals
when you change ur mind, don’t let me know

buffalobang:
I don't know it has never been apart of the plan
5 bands and I swear I feel like I am the man
The higher you get, The harder the fall is
I stay at the bottom, I stay out of problems
I'm off a monster out in DK 
And i'm with d1v he getting shitfaced

Shitfaced - d1v/swoopy/buffalobang/opal/sg37

https://soundcloud.com/sglily + https://soundcloud.com/swoopyy 
prod https://soundcloud.com/sg37

sglily:
In Stockholm with the wolves, vi heter “BNO”
I feel like I’m Taehyung when I’m on the road
I give you all my heart, wrap it up and tie a bow
I had to get a bag, had to get it on my own

But I pass it to my bro, I pass it to my vro
We walking in the store, turn it to a fashion show
Don’t ask me how it feel if you don’t really wanna know
You turned me so cold, you turned me so cold
Oh, you slipped my mind
With my wolves, hit my line
It gets cold on this side
It gets cold by your side  

Alone again, and again, and again
Back home again, and again, and again
“So long” again, and again, and again
Its my fault, I know I don’t listen, just tell me again

swoopy:
I said yo & she responded (EZ Clap)
We’re on beers bonding hard in the frat
Different Motorala phones in the trap
And when your friends pulling up it's a wrap

Because i'm a WOLF imma move with the pack
Howl at the moon 'til my voice finna crack
We got woods just like a lumberjack
Run up until it's done, BNO quarterback

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