ALWAYS FUCKING BANGERS COMING FROM INUDAY

I Wanna End It All 😼😋😖🫧

Pale skin 
Dark hair 
Blue lips, 
It ain't enough 
We knew one of us is dying 
But we just can't give it up
Live numb, die young 
Wide eyes, red blood 
I'm a junkie
You a junkie
But now see who made the cut 

I don't wanna feel 
I don't wanna cry 
I just wanna scream 
Till the neighbors call the cops 
Get my morning right
Baby I don't wanna talk 
I just wanna Crash the car 
And I wanna see us burn 
Leave our families a scar 

We are we are
Amongst the fallen stars 
We are we are
Everything we wanted 
Till we aren't 

We're so fucking depressed
We're so fucking obsessive 
Somebody needs to
Teach us a lesson! 

Pale skin 
Dark hair 
Blue lips, 
It ain't enough 
We knew one of us is dying 
But we just can't give it up
Live numb, die young 
Wide eyes, red blood 
I'm a junkie
You a junkie
But now see who made the cut 

Fuck love 
I hate you more than myself 
Now I'm burning all the letters
All the memories we made 
Rough sex, green eyes 
And a bittersweet taste 
The small room reeks of 
Cigarettes and Coco Chanel 

We are we are 
Just barely alive
We are we are 
Yet to be strong enough to die

We're so fucking depressed
We're so fucking obsessive 
Somebody needs to
Teach us a lesson! 

Pale skin 
Dark hair 
Blue lips, 
It ain't enough 
We knew one of us is dying 
But we just can't give it up
Live numb, die young 
Wide eyes, red blood 
I'm a junkie
You a junkie
But now see who made the cut

live numb, die young

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"FLIRT WITH A GUN" Single Credits:
Recording Engineer: Dews Pegahorn
Mixing Engineer: Dews Pegahorn
Producer: Dews Pegahorn
Vocal producer: Dews Pegahorn
Live musicians: Bass - Dews Pegahorn, Guitars - Dews Pegahorn
Arrangements: Dews Pegahorn
Mastering Engineer: Dews Pegahorn
Graphic Designer: NUVO MEDIA
Songwriter: Dews Pegahorn
Composer: Dews Pegahorn
Label: NUVO MEDIA
Publisher: NUVO MEDIA

Flirt With A Gun

this ain't addiction

Straight To Hell

Straight to Hell

don't look at me

It's a Lie

words 

I spend my nights better alone
So please stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone 
Without always stressing 
about if you’re in a mood
Spend my nights better alone
So baby stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone
Without overthinking 
about if you’re in a mood

Baby I don’t wanna get high in a bad state 
Steady fucking buggin my phone because I’m out late
“Self project on me it’s fine” I said it that way
Then they ran off and they cried, “I’m in bad state”

Help me see the better side of everything
I wanna go I wanna see
I wanna go I wanna see
I wanna go I wanna see 
I wanna  (sh)

Spend my nights better alone
So baby stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone
Without overthinking about if you’re in a mood

Why you always on my dick, I know you like that
Breathing up and down my neck, you think I like that?
Why you always holding shit over my head 
Let me fucking live my life, not trying to fight ya

You really know how to kill my vibe 
(You really know how to kill my vibe)
Drinking dark liquor just to clear my mind
You really know how to kill my high 
I’m just trying to get you out of my life 
(I’m just trying to get you..)

Help me see the better side of everything
I wanna go I wanna see
I wanna go I wanna see
I wanna go I wanna see 
I wanna  (sh)

I spend my nights better alone
So please stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone 
Without always stressing 
about if you’re in a mood
Spend my nights better alone
So baby stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone
Without overthinking 
about if you’re in a mood

i get high better alone (feat. aWannabe)

Jersey or Mars

Rearview

Words 

I’m gone in ways, 
I’d explain but I don’t know what to say 
I’m gone in ways, 
Stitches with soon replace
My mood, my gaze, 
Every ounce of emotion on my face
Is fake 
I’m fake 

I just really wanna talk to you again
I have so much that I wanna say
But you’ve gone, far away past earth and beyond my gaze 
And I’d pray But I’m scared of what he’d say
Cause I’m fake
Im fake 

And I’d pray but I’m scared of everything he would say
Cause I deflect and reject every ounce of help that is sent my way
I’m scared for the day, no one will show to my grave 
Cause fake 
I’m fake 

Cause when I found you died 
It would be a lie if I said that i didn’t die too
They said I’d be fine, it would pass with time
turns out that was a fucking lie too 
Cause I’m still hurt
Every since I saw you get lowered in the dirt 

Were planting crosses in the dirt above 
I’m laying pictures of a time when all we knew was love
And I know that I’ve been fake 
I haven’t been the same since you’ve gone away
I’m sorry I haven’t prayed but I know exactly what I’d say

Of how I miss those days when me and you would run and play
Smile and laugh all through the days 
Break all the rules our parents made 

As we got older things had changed
You started to drift away
There’s so much that I didn’t say
Cause I was scared to push you away 

Gun lust, bad drugs, 
it gets crossed up with the ones we love
I’m so afraid 
That there will be a day
Me and you will be face to face and I still won’t know what to say 

I’m sewn in ways 
Stitches reflective on my face 
I’m gone in ways
Stitches will soon replace
My mood and my gaze 
Every ounce emotion on my face
Is fake 
I’m fake

i feel so fake

i wish

Inhale me like nicotine
I’m all that your body needs
You’re fragile like my self esteem 
Crumbling beneath my feet
Every-time you look at me
Our eyes they always meet
Your eyes are like an open sea
Ready to pull me beneath

I hate the way they look at me
You know exactly what I mean
Everything they say to me
They think I’m some kinda of freak 
Everything they say is mean
They always hurt my self esteem 
They know how to get to me
Because these people they’re just me 

Inhale me like nicotine
I’m all that your body needs
You’re fragile like my self esteem 
Crumbling beneath my feet
Every-time you look at me
Our eyes they always meet
Your eyes are like an open sea
Ready to pull me beneath

I love the way you look at me 
Your love it helped me see
Everything that’s make believe 
All the thing that reside within me

i hate the way they look at me

Words 

I only know 
Two chords on my guitar but I try to make the most of them 
I don’t really know
How to express myself but I do the best that I can 

So I’ll scream until my heart stops
slices down my wrist watch as I blow the roof my own head
I take back what I said 
I’m sorry I got angry again 

I only know 
Two emotions but I do my best to feel the rest of
Them 
I don’t really know
How to love that much but I do the best that I can

But I drink until my mind stops, 
scream until your tears drop, watch as you leave me again
I take back what I said
I’m sorry I got angry again

I can’t take it back
The damage that I’ve done is permanent 
I can’t take it back
All of my actions are permanent 

Even the sad ones
Even the mad ones
Especially the drunk ones

I wish I mad more decisions out of love
I wish I talked to you more kindly before you were gone
I wish I thought before I spoke
I wish I understood myself 
I wish I could’ve been better for you
And not treated how I treat myself 

I want to be better for you
But everything I’ve done is permanent 
It’s probably better to stay away from me
I’m bound to undo everything I’m trying to make permanent

I don’t really know but I do my best

..hold me?

Lipstick

Sound Of You Laughing

Sound Of You Laughing (feat. Flawed Mangoes)

I'm confused
I can't figure it out
How do I amuse
How do I shout

Is there something I push
Is there something I click
Is there something I swipe
Is there something I like

With your love
With your light
Let's make it happen
Tonight

With your love
With your light
Let's make it happen
Tonight

Am I missing the key
Am I missing the me
Am I missing the free
Am I missing the plea

For help!
For help!
For help!
For help!

How does this occur
I only see the blur
Will they prefer
When I'm in doubt

With your love
With your light
I'll make it happen
Tonight

Will I find it
Will I see it
Will I meet it
Will I believe it

When it happens
How will I respond
When it happens
Will I be gone

With your love
With your light
Let's make it happen
Tonight

The Push, the Click, the Swipe

it’s beautiful, it’s ugly, it’s everything

She/her TTC>> if I folllow you you’re pretty awesome 🤑 pfp doodled by meee 😻

..hold me?

inuday

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