prod @lilac

lyrics:

in the fog i can’t see where i’m going
i’ll follow you baby even if it’s pouring
told em “catch up” we flew off in foreigns
a lucky life but i think that it’s boring
i don’t need money when i’m rotting in my bed
i burnt all my bridges just to get a little rest
wake up everyday just to go right back to bed
can’t you tell i’m exhausted?
everyday i do nothing 
so i go back to sleep to end the suffering 
frozen in time my bodys frosted
can’t you tell i’m exhausted?

guided by the blind
broken clocks won’t tell the time
out of sight it’s out of mind
all the times you crossed the line

love me love me
i know this is wonderland but things are getting ugly
bloody bloody
this is do or die baby i hope you can trust me
trust me i wanna get off it
severed arms i can’t stop it
sit in my room and watch the clock tick
can’t you tell i’m exhausted?
walking on stilts as we blossom
why did you make me your monster?
rotting heart in a coffin
can’t you tell i’m exhausted?

exhausted (lilac)

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timeless
love but i waste it
just get fucking wasted
i know you wont say shit
in my life replace it
in my mind replay it 
i just barely made it
do it for a payment
roll a gram and face it

memory so faded
i became so jaded
all this time i waited
still on pills i fake it
scene shawty she naked
you became complacent
these other hoes they basic
told my girl to shake it

aye i dont know whats wrong 
it always feel wrong 
i think be dreaming
knew it all along 
i dont wanna talk
 im just always bleeding
i love nodding off
opiates appealing

i still be on subs
i dont fw breathing
i dont go to clubs
at the function leaving
rave until the sun
gas it fill my lungs up
i love you so much
i stay real

girl tell me how u feel
mcat made me wanna kill
molly rock its not a pill
tell myself im tryna heal

timeless prod. blxty & vvsmalibu

prod. @ssaeyxng

@imytrauma
didn’t mean to hurt u
i never deserved u
baby i got burned too
hold me til i turn blue
i’m not a good person
cuts on me like surgeon
didn't learn my lesson
these thoughts gon cave my head in

my clothes stained with the smell of cigarettes
i can’t look u in the face, cus i can’t help feel regret
i ignored the signs, but i really tried my best
i gave u everything i had, got left with nothing in the end

and after everything that happened i don’t think we could be friends
its wishful thinking, i just wanted you to see it to the end
i’m not okay, but there’s no way, how tf could i pretend?
go separate ways, i’ll stay the same, and i’ll hate myself again

@ckwduke
don't die
u bring me everything i need in my life
just cut me open, drink my blood like wine
u js piss me off the way u always lie, huaghhh

hate this shit, u need to bring me home
my wrists are slit, u need to hold me close
remember the letters u sent saying "please dont go"
baby please dont go

maybe its all in my head
but i js hate when u talk like that
baby its getting hard, fall back
baby when i call u, u dont call backkk

@imytrauma
didn’t mean to hurt u
i never deserved u
baby i got burned too
hold me til i turn blue
i’m not a good person
cuts on me like surgeon
didn't learn my lesson
these thoughts gon cave my head in

my clothes stained with the smell of cigarettes
i can’t look u in the face, cus i can’t help feel regret
i ignored the signs, but i really tried my best
i gave u everything i had, got left with nothing in the end

cigarettes w/ duke (prod. saeyxng)

@ogpichu
@rsns2selfish
@whoisnaggens
@greyroxx

pichu - is it my heart or my head (qweshkka naggens greyrock)

https://www.instagram.com/lifegiverr
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1etj6k8oLI1etD6Y7KItBB?trackId=3qWcDCUOdlFNzQTYPfFcXh

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tell me that ur right here i guess we went wrong
tell me that ur right here let my body rot
secrets on my back,, i scrub it off
i swear its almost cliche,, ur better off

did u do well without me?? is that the cost
i see our shadows dancing,,, against the wall
i guess its all a chance thing ill take it all
i swear its so enchanting ,, the way we fall

so teach me how to lie like youuuu
swear nobody says goodbye like youuuu
every lie i speak u see right thruuuu
cant fuck up nobody life like uuuuu

ill be dead in the morning
hope that you find me
my lifeless body
all of the parts and the pieces around me
all but a zombie
nobody wants me say that you want me

its so cliché... (february)

(yuske) 

Wonder what is next
What's the point
Am I dreaming?
Fiction like a novel, 
don't know what is real
I swear that I've seen you before
It was raining that day
Fading away
Memories replaying
Had to let you go
Set you free, from my world,
Yeah you know that it hurts
Im still barely breathing
Think I need some healing
Don't leave my heart bleeding
Don't know what to believe in
Had to pick myself up, alone in the deep end
Had to get my racks up, it was hard to keep it
Blew it all and make it back, yeah 
I had to make a comeback
Sunrise til the sundown
(jkjmetasco)
no idk wat u said, every body lying like they my friend
no idk wat u damn said
yea and i see that girl dancing
every thing i did, it was ok
and they see my whip jus like bruce wayne
ya, vampire shit and i got fangs
hollon making some noise
yea i’m playing wit toys
ela benz, the seats around
i don’t wanna go to the nether realm
riding around im purple like bane
runnin around, i feel like usain
everybody getting money ok
don’t wanna talk u in that way
yea i know that u was afraid

w/ @jkjmetasco @xankoma @prodnami

fading away ft. jkjmetasco (xankoma + namibandz)

god +nikita @rewind

Written, Recorded, & Mastered by Me
Produced by @mxsui & @1luvpurp

Betty Boop (prod. mxsui & luvpurp)

iwantedu //kidu

The weekend goes 2 fast man ...

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Thanks for listening!

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