Do you ever hate who you are?
Looking in the mirror this far
Lately, I hate what I do, what I say, what I wear
And just know it's been hard
To be me when I don't feel myself
Does anybody care to know
All my fears and insecurities
Or maybe I'll just go, yeah

Changin', changin' everyday 
Whether we look for it
We're locked in
Deal with it anyway
Better prepare for the summer
'Cause it's gon' hurt, yeah
So whatever you do, don't make it worse

Yeah, this is life after June
Yeah, this is me without you

I remember sittin' in the car
Wonder what it is, who we are
Wonder if we lost the spark
Can we light it again
And if I bring it back up will we fight again?

I love it when you call unexpected
Pick up right back where we left it
And if you wanna set it down for a little while, it's cool
'Cause I know you know me, and you know I know you

Changin', changin' everyday 
Whether we look for it
We're locked in
Deal with it anyway
I'm gonna pray for the best
But expect the worst, yeah
'Cause even if it's right, it still can hurt

Yeah, this is life after June
Yeah, this is me without you

I talked to Ant about a future without you in it
Saying what I'm thinking
Thinking bad thoughts
Scared that I'm sinking
Hard to put it in to words
But I know that you'd listen
That's how it felt from the very beginning
And I take it slow
I do my thing, and as far as we go
You mean well, we'll just see how it goes
I feel blessed to death
Just to know I know you
And while you're over there girl,
I thought I'd show ya
How everything's been since you left
Man, I play it back
I spend a lot of time wonder if we get it back
I hit the same spots, doing all the things we did
Still get a small black coffee with no cream in it
Server at the diner always wonder where you at
"Man, I said she moved to L.A., I don't know when she'll be back"
She said "She pretty, right?"
"Yeah," I said, "She more than that."
Yeah, I can't wait to see what you do.

This is life after June
This is me without you

Artwork by @antsmith_

Life After June

The True Blue