Badger

529 Mango

Rough Mixes

I Believe

I’m going backwards
And you are my lover for the last time
Below the stars
I’m just a rascal 
Passing by your light
Trailing long shadows

Who are you now?
Who are you now?
Who are you now?
And now?
And now?

I’m just a lover
That can’t break through
Holding your hands
But what does it mean to you?
I’m just a love sick sailor on the sea
Hoping these stars guide you back to me
     
Lighting up the ceiling 
I can’t believe your face is in my old world
Holding on to feelings
Left me reeling
Holding back that you’re my girl	

And I’ve got 
And I’ve got to let you go

Listening to reason
My breath wheezing 
Trying to hold what is gone
Changing of the season
Get one more freeze in
Before the morning dawn

And I’ve got 
And I’ve got to let you go

Love Sick Sailor

Stuck in a loop
Where you call my name
You were never here
I won’t be the same

Holding on you
When I never came
My target is through
You made this a game

Stuck in a loop
Where you call my name
I was never here
I won’t make that claim

It’s hard to construe
My head is in flames
Can’t seem to break through
I’m feeling the shame

Got you in my backpack
Never gonna look back
Shedding off my thin skin
(Look at me, Look at me)

Ever changing soundtrack
Holding out for feedback
Do you wanna dig in?
(Look at me, Look at me)

Falling into jet black
Can I ever come back?
Will you return my crown?
(Steal from me, steal from me)

Heading out for payback
Standing on the tarmac
Will you ever come down?
(Come to me, come to me)        

Stuck in a loop
Where you call my name
You were never here
I won’t be the same

Holding on you
When I never came                    
My target is through
You made this a game

Stuck in a Loop

Swallow the key while no ones watching
Hold it down before they knock
Check on you, it’s like they’re stalking
Avalon, Avalon
Living in the clouds above us
Wait to learn the shinning truth
Coming back and share this light
We’ll wait for you, wait for you 

Hold up walls to keep from collapsing
Keep this light safe in it’s box
Lug this weight, cause it’s worth sharing 
Shangri-la, Shangri-la
Keeping secrets from those that judge you
Waiting for the worthy few
Hold the bag with your teeth jostling 
Opened ears waiting just for you

Where is your melody?
The chorus is coming from you
Elysium in my mind
Where is your melody?
And can I hope to find
Golden fields without your guide 
 
Floating down with arms a grasping
You’re holding a golden lock
Give up all your earthly possessions
Paradise, Paradise
Make it seem simple when you tell it
Pull my hand through the open door
Remind me that there’s not more to it
Just walk right through, walk on though

Love Sick

Avalon

I'm getting out of here
It's getting too hard to push

Uproot and drive away to a new life
Away from the strife
Pack it up and run away
Forget what the others say
I am okay
I am okay

Seems like they want me
Want me to come
Following the tiger
From the drop put on my tounge
Panic earth
Slipping away
Close my eyes
Peel away from this plane

They can't make my stay
I'm already in restraints
Drowning on dry land
With nowhere to stand

iounoi

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