A rare piece that embodies the disturbed entity of gloomy notions governing my existence. It's a viciously personal song with an explicit sincerity that I haven't written anything like in years.


Lyrics: 

[Verse 1]
It's 2:00 am, I wake up with bruises in my mind. 
A ceaseless inner conflict with no truces to be signed,
all what I need is an interim peace to freeze this
sleepless demon I'm looking at on the mirror. He's less
furious this morning with a slow escalation,
a pure lust for nonplus with no destination.
Why is this nation of pains occupying my heart?
I start to fight the demon, but his dark thoughts die hard.
Eventually I will fall; my fate is defeat.
I can't stand on my feet; it's never late to retreat.
I gave in to the heat of that truly devastating 
moment. I opened the gates of hells…Devils waiting,
debating, deliberating, dizzily dissuading
me to just cave in, and now everything's fading
except for one thing; my wrath that bleeds truthful sorrow
I'm walking again on a path that leads to no tomorrow…

[Hook] X2 
Show me the way to delay… 
my own pain another day…

[Verse 2]
Having faith in hopeless dreams is my truest mistake
I didn't choose; it's my fate. I wonder who is less fake
Me or that reflection on the filthy mirror,
my perfection in self-dissection is my unhealthy error
my dreams seek out, but I can't attain what they choose,
I start to see doubt then end up again with Grey Goose,
to abuse my memory and escape my present.
I fly to a place where all colors are nigrescent
I cry with a face distorted by sickly laughter
I want to kiss her again and die quickly after
'cuz I can't have her. It's time for tonight's mission
Finish the bottle!!! So, enough with the digression.

[Bridge 1]
I'll be trapped in this maze of days…
Till I'm vanished without a trace…

[Hook] X2 
Show me the way to delay… 
my own pain another day…

[Verse 3]
I wish I could disappear and leave my tears behind
to drown my self-made demons my fears denied.
It takes years to find something to breathe for
And a second to lose it, grieve and grieve more.
Dear Lord; I feel cold lying on the floor. Give me
The strength I need to get up now before every
Past ghost comes to nullify my being…
Life is a lullaby ends with a qualified mighty end!

[Bridge 2]
Don't have any faith 
in faithless fate…
Keep walking through the mist
and never have a rest…
Until the day
You find the way…
That leads to nowhere
And forever stay there…

[Hook]X4
Show me the way to delay… 
my own pain another day…

iphorill

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