real friends - eastwick (irby flip)

https://youtu.be/mmkQN4LH-BA

@1shinzui @lbr4ndy

ass so heavy ft br4ndy (occult14) *MV IN DESC*

hi

guitar by cewer . @cewer
drums + bass and melodies by soju . @buginfestedfloorboards
mastered by tda . @threedimensionsapart
additional production by me

lyrics -

oh ur stopping right through
i should have said whats up
but im too busy not trying 2 bruise

even thinking of this shit ..

u got me cutting to feel loose
maybe chasing something new
is it poison for me

ur like a gun that doesnt shoot
i know im not one for talking but
ill take it out on u

dont do what i do
falling through the surface dont help me
so different around me
its never what i want

i dont want to look around at all
cuz id be 
dead on the cement before id listen to u talk

i used to think that it wasnt too late to call it off
but it was
and i keep giving up cuz it kills me

is it really
the things i never said
cuz u say everything for me instead

i wish it was easy for u .. to forget
its my luck isnt it
get u out of my head im done feeling

its just something
i never thought to stay
ill be gone but ill still carry the blame

u did me fake and u threw me away
its stupid all down the drain
so sorry shooting my brains on the ceiling

i got nothing 2 lose
i only got a couple things that i been dying to prove

in my head i cant remove
stuck in here dont have a clue
is it poison for me

ur like a gun that doesnt shoot
i know im not one for talking but
ill take it out on u

dont do what i do
falling through the surface dont help me
so different around me
ur poison

poison

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"I swear it's hard to breath, when you're not next to me"
@irby314

Lyrics-
and I swear It's hard to breath
When you're not next to me
and I'm praying on my knees
that you'll come release me
and I swear It's hard to breath
When you're not next to me
and I'm praying on my knees
that you'll come release me

Cause this love that we have is something I'll never give up
And I’m lying in bed wondering what in the fuck
is wrong with me?
I’m always writing apologies
And I’m fighting back the doom loop in my head
Until the next time I can sleep in your bed
And finally get rest

and I swear It's hard to breath
When you're not next to me
and I'm praying on my knees
that you'll come release me
and I swear It's hard to breath
When you're not next to me
and I'm praying on my knees
that you'll come release me

I know I said some things, but I didn't mean it that way
I'm just missing you more than I ever have today
and you run in my mind, run in my mind all night
and I'm thinking about, how I miss you by my side

and I swear It's hard to breath
When you're not next to me
and I'm praying on my knees
that you'll come release me
and I swear It's hard to breath
When you're not next to me
and I'm praying on my knees
that you'll come release me

when you're not next to me

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when you're not next to me (prod. Irby)

written in 2022
i need to stop rewatching how i met your mother

prod. irby x jolst (i added a bitcrusher to one part so prod. me but like barely)

Winter came round one more time 
Outside in my mind but dont leave my house
Take me back to my life in 05
Under trees made of cork always holdin me down
Dont want to cry when I think of the past
I just wanna get my moms Cadillac back 
if we talked just one more Time 
Maybe then ill accept that you’ll never be mine


Never been good at goodbyes 
Mostly cause I obsess over moments in time
She was never good with replies but kept me on my toes 
Cause she had someone else on her mind
I pray to god I never have to go back to that parking lot out in Fullerton 
I will do any thing to ensure I never feel the way I felt that day again
How many times have I lost it? 
My yellow umbrellas in somebody else’s apartment 
Wherever they choose to end up seems to be where my heart is 
There was just something to you
I like my French horns in blue
Dc shorty light ice on u 
why you always-


The pain is so real dude you dont understand 
Wish I was stopping the show making bands 
Whipping in barns out on farms 
I wear the fear on my arm as a scar to remind me to never go far
Swervin the hardest in rocket league cars
off of my ass out on pines boulevard 
owe it to mvo, down from the start 
Pringles on deck in the car
ive felt the spark in my eye out on sideview drive way more than a few times 
Bitter thoughts when I think of all the time I spent thinking we’d get the time right 
I cant fall asleep to silence so I guess the tv will act as my nightlight 
yeah i still bump our playlist
when I see your name, fall apart every time

Winter came round one more time 
Outside in my mind but dont leave my house
Take me back to my life in 05
Under trees made of cork always holdin me down
Dont want to cry when I think of the past
I just wanna get my moms Cadillac back 
if we talked just one more Time 
Maybe then ill accept that you’ll never be mine

leave my house (prod. irby x jolst)

PROD:@recyclexbin & @irby314

I was 18 when i moved 2 Nashville
Running from the sunlight
feeling like a twilight vampire
Jose burnin up my body like a camp fire
moonshine hittin like a bitty from my past life(x2)

bloodstained jeans cut up heart
baby I like when u hold me kiss my scars
baby i was turning 18 when we fell apart
made me feel like teenage dream katy perry song
shawty had them skintight jeans when she kissed on me
she gon break my heart i know life aint easy
sip coedine till my hands feel weak
shit i hate how true lovers turn to enemies

I was 18 when i moved 2 Nashville
Running from the sunlight
feeling like a twilight vampire
Jose burnin up my body like a camp fire
moonshine hittin like a bitty from my past life(x2)

Teenage Dream(Prod.Recyclebin & Irby)

instrumental by wisssery
whole time I thought I didn't deserve you, but now you don't deserve me

I starved myself because I felt bad for what I did to you
you needed help and I wasn't there, the worst thing I can do

I don't deserve you, you'll find someone better than me
but I need you, I'm scared you'll find someone better than me
someone better than me

I wish I could hide you so its just you and me
my only fear and is messing up and you'll leave me
I should stop hitting my head against the wall
but overtime I stopped feeling everything at all

I don't deserve you, you'll find someone better than me
but I need you, I'm scared you'll find someone better than me
someone better than me

real friends - eastwick (irby flip)

irby

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