Endless

Free download: https://hypeddit.com/track/8vbpua

Lyrics :

Cold and hollow faces
Ghost people waiting in line 
Always so much hatred
And love's more f cked up than it's blind

So long I have waited 
For the sun to f cking shine
These precious things I've tasted
Now all seem so har to find

(chorus)
Tu es au bout, je suis au fond
Et dans ce trou, je me rends compte
Qu'un esprit fou malmène ce monde
Que tous les jours, je creuse ma tombe
Et me voilà à me rouler par terre
A galérer à trouver de l'air 
Et ne sois pas si putain de fier(e)
De la faillite de ma prière 

Trust is a traitor
And love is a hell of a knife
Am I just a hater
Or are we all a f cking waste of life?

You guys go ahead
I think that I'll just drag behind
I think i'll stay in bed
And ignore the voices in the back of my mind

(bridge)
I guess I have always kind of liked to be alone
But too much has just led me to staying stuck under this dome
And I spend all my f cking time just sitting on this throne
Of sadness, shit and anger, and my selfesteem's broken bones

(chorus)
Je suis au bout, tu es au fond
Et dans ton trou, tu te rends compte
Qu'un esprit fou malmène ce monde
Que chacun son tour, on se blesse dans l'ombre
Et te voilà à te rouler par terre
A galérer à trouver de l'air
Et ne sois pas si suicidaire
Même si les autres n'en ont rien à faire

Overdose

Misanthropia

Special thanks to LordPrison13 (https://soundcloud.com/prison-788372951/tracks) for the collab 🖤 He makes some amazing music, it's definitely worth checking out ^^
Free download : https://hypeddit.com/3ragr6

Lyrics : 

I think I may have lost my way
Somewhere along the line
I ended up digging my own grave
To keep death off my mind

Lazy, tearful and not too brave
I think I'll just run and hide
And lock myself in a smokey cave
Because I don't belong with my own kind

(chorus)
As I drift away towards the end
I got no things to do, no time to spend
I got nothing to say to any kind of friend, so..
..Leave me in my opium den

Look at me, look at what you did
Never ever wanted things to end like this
Never ever wanted things to end

Leave me out of this war
I don't wanna be that guy no more
I don't wanna see that guy no more

Ennemies, they just feed on the hatred
Take the pain away
Make me out again 
Take me to the end

(bridge)
This world is either a throne or a pit 
So I'd rather not stand to close
And I can't take any more of this sh t
Because I'm about to overdose
(x3)

(chorus)
As I run away from reality
As the running turns to an eternity
I goes on over and over again, so..
..Leave me in my opium den

As I fall away from humanity
As the sorrow turns to immortality
I've become a ghost among men, so..
..Leave me in my opium den

Misery
Inside of misery
Misery
Inside of misery    (+ bridge)

Opium Den (ft. LordPrison13)

Feel free to check out the non-mastered version on Youtube if you like a lo-fi bass sound.

Lyrics :

How could I have guessed
That things would go this way ?
I only saw the best 
The one thing on display

You must have kept the rest
Safely hidden away
I thought you were my nest
When you were just my open grave

(chorus)

So Go ahead and tell me how to feel
Tell me that your evil isn't real
Tell me you're my only way to heal
Though you're the one thing in my way

Turn it all around and make yourself the victim
Tell me I'm the one who's yet to be forgiven
Turn my life into a fucking prison
So I can never run away

(verse)

Overtime
I saw you slowly change
But I still believe
That the good in you remains
(bridge)
So I won't leave                                  
Until you're you again                                                                                     
These wounds won't heal                     
But  you are worth the pain
(+scream :) The vow of silence is over
The fear of violence is over
Your reign of terror is over
(chorus)
So Go ahead and tell me how to feel
Tell me that your evil isn't real
Tell me you're my only way to heal
Though you're the one thing in my way

Turn it all around and make yourself the victim
Tell me I'm the one who's yet to be forgiven
Turn my mind into a fucking prison
So I can never run away

The vow of silence is over
The fear of violence is over 
Your reign of terror is over
Because I'm done being afraid
(x3)

Loyal

Spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/4cDjzt9eyYMSJFaDy2n2yI
Lyrics :

Call it bad luck
Or call me a sad fuck
In a world of blood and guts
In this place forever stuck

Their bodies go by one by one
I'm just glad that they're all gone 
But shit, one is still alive
Gotta slit its throat with a knife

And watch the blood as it pours 
Like a flood onto the floor
Such a horror, yet such a bore
And I'm staring at the exit door (x3)

Cos I'm so sick of this

(Chorus)
Blood, shit and feathers
Doesn't get much better
Be here at six AM
And then stay for fucking ever

Blood, shit and feathers
That's my weekly weather
All over the floor, walls, ceiling
Cleaning takes forever

(Verse)
Time for a break
A coffee and a joint to take
Away the deathly taste
But there's still pieces on my face

I act like I'm okay with it
But inside I feel sick
I feel it crawl under my skin
Bottle's out when I can't bottle it in

I wanna get out of this place
Go home and wash my soul and face
Get the smell out of my nose
Forget the image of the blood as it flows (x3)

(Chorus)

Free Download

Feathers

Big thanks to The Bawl Slant for offering to remaster this song for me ! Feel free to check out his stuff (Punk, Grunge, Alternative Rock) https://soundcloud.com/bawl-slant

Feathers (Remastered by The Bawl Slant)

Lyrics : 
Baby, believe what I say
Hang to my every word, and you'll let go of yesterday
Baby, who's that at the door ? 
If there's someone around, either one less or one more

Oh baby, why would you wanna get out ? 
You'll only drive yourself crazy 
If you leave any room for doubt

Baby I'm a good guy
Do you really think I would lie ? 
Now I need you to say hello 
Cause I'm not letting you say good bye

Give me your hand 
Give me your heart
Now please understand 
That I can tear you apart
(Chorus)
Do you feel the magic ? 
Do you feel the love ? 
I just feel so ecstatic
When I'm the one above

Isn't this fantastic ? 
Am I not enough ? 
I know it may seem drastic 
When push comes to shove

I've
Been 
Making my way under your skin
And I'm
Not gonna quit
Until I see you fit
For me
(x2)

I may be unforgiven 
Because you're so unforgiving
Look how far I have driven
Look at all you get for giving

Everything I do 
Everything I say
Revolves around you 
And that's why things go my way

Don't tell me that it's over
Til your mind's clear and you're sober
Be careful what you say 
Cause if you leave, then you're a loner

Don't question the person
Simply worship the persona
Now let me be your bully 
Your protector and your owner for me (x3)

(Chorus)

Shove

Remastered version, specificaly one that sounds a bit better on external speakers than the original.

Lyrics : 
Baby, believe what I say
Hang to my every word, and you'll let go of yesterday
Baby, who's that at the door ? 
If there's someone around, either one less or one more

Oh baby, why would you wanna get out ? 
You'll only drive yourself crazy 
If you leave any room for doubt

Baby I'm a good guy
Do you really think I would lie ? 
Now I need you to say hello 
Cause I'm not letting you say good bye

Give me your hand 
Give me your heart
Now please understand 
That I can tear you apart
(Chorus)
Do you feel the magic ? 
Do you feel the love ? 
I just feel so ecstatic
When I'm the one above

But

Isn't this fantastic ? 
Am I not enough ? 
I know it may seem drastic 
When push comes to shove

I've
Been 
Making my way under your skin
And I'm
Not gonna quit
Until I see you fit
For me
(x2)

I may be unforgiven 
Because you're so unforgiving
Look how far I have driven
Look at all you get for giving

Everything I do 
Everything I say
Revolves around you 
And that's why things go my way

Don't tell me that it's over
Til your mind's clear and you're sober
Be careful what you say 
Cause if you leave, then you're a loner

Don't question the person
Simply worship the persona
Now let me be your bully 
Your protector and your owner for me (x3)

(Chorus)

Shove (A.V)

Lyrics

We used to be happy as sheep and shephards
But then came the big, bad wolf
Painting walls red, bringing Hell unto Heaven
All in the name of power

Why did we ever give in ? 
Why couldn't we just be left alone ? 
There's something under my skin
Making it's way to my bones

Things always happen for a reason
They just don't always happen for a good one 
This sick world of casual treason 
Led us to the trones of bones we sit on

The ladder is right there
Each rung may try to talk to you
Don't listen to what they say
They stay there because they deserve to
(Chorus)
Is it ever truly enough ?
Is this shit really worth what it's worth ?
How many people have to give their lives
For yours not to be too rough ?

Don't you regret any of your choices ? 
How long can you ignore the voices ? 
One day you'll be eaten alive
While the rest  of us rejoices
(Verse)
Why would you wanna stay down here 
When you know what there is up there ? 
I promise you won't shed a tear
When you see what we don't share

Take a look at me
The things that I possess
The psychos on the street
I'm the one that they protect

Still you don't give in
Is there something wrong with you ?
Oh, please just let the phone ring
You know there's noone that I answer to

I know you want this
I'll make you want this
Join us, join us, join us...

(Chorus)

Wolves

Recently relistened to the original version, and realised there was waaay too much bass, so here's a lighter version.
Lyrics :

Call it bad luck
Or call me a sad fuck
In a world of blood and guts
In this place forever stuck

Their bodies go by one by one
I'm just glad that they're all gone
But shit, one is still alive
Gotta slit its throat with a knife

And watch the blood as it pours
Like a flood onto the floor
Such a horror, yet such a bore
And I'm staring at the exit door (x3)

Cos I'm so sick of this

(Chorus)
Blood, shit and feathers
Doesn't get much better
Be here at six AM
And then stay for fucking ever

Blood, shit and feathers
That's my weekly weather
All over the floor, walls, ceiling
Cleaning takes forever

(Verse)
Time for a break
A coffee and a joint to take
Away the deathly taste
But there's still pieces on my face

I act like I'm okay with it
But inside I feel sick
I feel it crawl under my skin
Bottle's out when I can't bottle it in

I wanna get out of this place
Go home and wash my soul and face
Get the smell out of my nose
Forget the image of the blood as it flows (x3)

(Chorus)

Feathers (A.V)

A great big thanks to Lex and Dave (aka Barricage) for their participation in this album closer, the song wouldn't be anywhere near as good as it is without them. I definitely recommend checking out their stuff, especially if you happen to like punky/grungy thrash metal and dark, horror-y, insightful poetry: https://soundcloud.com/davemillz
I should mention that the vocals in the third verse were written and performed by Dave, and that Lex mixed the brief yet distinct intro, as well as composed and performed the guitar solo at the end. Again, thank you guys a bunch !

Lyrics:

What is wrong with you today ?
Is there any game that you play ?
Is there any horror you won't say ?
Is there anything beneath you at all ?

I can't change for the life of me
As I bathe in moral blasphemy
There's something I used to want to be
But my memory was hurt in the fall
(bridge:)
Pictures of another me
Some alternate reality
This thing noone will ever see
The being that never got to be
(chorus:)
Something I don't wanna know
Something you don't need to show
Something hidden down below
And I think I just took a peek
(x2)
(back to verse:)
I can only do what's been done to me
I can only repeat the cycle
Good people fill me with misery
And what's left is now my idol

It's sad to say, it's sad to see
Consumed by hatred noone needs
Another day, another deed
I let the rage grow as it feeds

Bridge
Chrorus

I fell down
Pushed down to the ground
Maybe some day I will find it...

The piece of me, lost
Through the years I bore my cross
Forgot who I wanted to be

Although its hard to see,
Maybe in the end it's what's supposed to be
I reminisce in silence...

At what cost?
Maybe will never figure out
My loss...
Another me, inside me

Bridge
Chorus

Endless (ft. Barricage)

Free download : https://hypeddit.com/track/th1f1h

Lyrics : 

A part of me just wants to die
Yet here I live, only to cry
I'm lying here waiting for you
I'll die in here if it's for you

My soul is low even though my mind is high
My heart, my soul, my lungs are black and dry
I'm lying here waiting for you
I'll die in here if it's for you

(chorus)
And as I fall in the void of immortality
They say I'm paranoid, a world of insanity
I'm lying in my bed, forever dying, never dead
How can love show such immorality?

You, my sweet were the only one
That ever made me smile for real
But now that your sweet love is gone
I feel my heart cannot be healed

You, my sweet, were my first love
And it feels like you will have been the last
I just wish that I could go
Back to the beauty of the past

(chorus)
And I'm trapped in a circle of misery and pain
My energy is wasted, just pouring down the drain
And as I'm lying in my bed, a voice is crying in my head:
'How the hell do we get rid of these chains?'

(bridge)
Every time I'd kiss your lips
Every time I'd hold your hips
I'd exist only for you

Everyday you haunt my mind
And every hope I try to find
Is just to good to be true

(chorus) 
And as I fall in the void of immortality
They say I'm paranoid, a world of insanity
I'm lying in my bed, forever dying, never dead
How can love show such immorality?

Neither one of us is perfect, but we're perfect for eachother
I'm not the perfect man, but I could be the perfect lover
And I'm drowning in my dread, with you forever in my head
Why the hell do I still f cking love her ?

Immortality

Free download : https://hypeddit.com/track/vd7ier

Lyrics : 

I know it's all over
But I don't wanna change
And though I'm getting older
I'm basically still the same

But now I'm just some loner 
Just trying to get through his day
I can't stand being sober
I need to numb the pain 

(chorus)
I know it's all over
But I'm not gonna change
And though I'm getting older
I'll always be the same

I know it's all over 
But you still pump through my veins 
And though it's getting colder 
I just sit here in the rain 

My life's become a boulder 
Of which I just can't lift the weight
I need you by my shoulder 
I need to numb the pain

(chorus)
I know it's all over 
But I'm not gonna change 
And though I'm getting older
I'll always be the same                 x2

Although it's kind of sad to say..

Over

My own recording of the song being a little low in volume, fellow Soundclouder Lex (https://soundcloud.com/davemillz) very kindly offered to remix it for me and make it a little heavier..

Lyrics : 

Trust is a traitor, a f cked up illusion
That shows us the truth once it lets us down 
And when we see the truth through this cloud of confusion
It feels like an ocean in which we drown

So we go out and we take it out on someone we should care about
Just to hear their hopeless scream as faith dies out
Well that's what you get when you face the wimp within 
When these tears of anger just can't remain beneath the skin

(chorus) 

He-hey
It's Okay       x2

We go down when we realise that lies are what make our reality
And that our eyes give meaning to this insanity
And that our lives end up in such fatality
Cos in the end, death is our only destiny

My faith is burning, and all I can breathe is the smoke
And my lungs are so full of it that I'm about to overdose
I feel my soul screaming as I feel myself choke 
And I realise that life is but a f cking joke

(chorus) x...

Facing The Truth (Remixed by Lex)

Alternative Goth/Post-Punk/Noise/Industrial Grunge type thing. Hope you enjoy what I've made so far, and thank you for listening, as well as for any kind of support 🖤 Feel free to use/sample
Also, both 'Feathers' and 'Loyal' are available on Spotify, Apple Music, and Deezer, for any further support. Cheers !

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