ft. @internetsacha
prod. @whereisnomu / @prodnomu

SPOTIFY

butterflies w/ sacha online (nomu)

awful ways

awful ways w/ bronclair [blackwinterwells]

ft. @left-at-london
prod. @phixel-animations

falling4u feat. Left at London (phixel)

come2grips w/ Shiki XO (iris + fortuneswan)

vocals by me and rouri 
art by phixel


wut do u want frm me?
i been silently waiting 4 u to leave
its a problem with u & not a problem w me
i been stuck in place, not moving constantly
u think ur safe w/ ur back trned
dnt feel surprised when this blade makes ur neck hurt
jus close ur eyes & wish 4 things to get bettter
acid lies always burning thru my sweatshirt

YOUTUBE

problem with u ft. rouri404 (yungspoiler)

drown U

i ask of u to just preeeeteeeeeeeeeeeeendddddd

(lyrics)
she said "baby r u sad again"
idk,  i just feel mad again but its ok
idrc im just brittle idrc its so small i feel little

all the time when i cry ur right there
and when i die will u drop right there?
i hate the way that i feel when im with u
but idrc much when im not with u

my life is a losing battle
and i scream all the things i cant handle
i cant handle much i cant take it
and im sorry for this i wont make it

can u call me, again
i ask of u to just pretend
pretend, pretend, pretend, just pretend 
its ok, i feel fine
dont touch me
just pretend x4

(all the time when i cry ur right there
and when i die will u drop right there?
i hate the way that i feel when im with u
but idrc much when im not with u)

i hate the way u make me feel
im never right its always u
i can never relax, whats ur deal?
and i can never do much without u

can u call me, again
i ask of u to just pretend
pretend, pretend, pretend, just pretend 
its ok, i feel fine
dont touch me
just pretend x4

pretender

pretender (dead yami)

wrote this sometime last yr, first demo sampled Silver Ash - Return (2004) but was scrapped in favor of a piano cover i made which eventually turned into this

lyrics:

will you walk, the sunny road
the sunny road i take
the sunny road, the sunny road, the sunny road i take
will you walk, the sunny road
the sunny road i take
the sunny road, the sunny road, the sunny road i take

walk with me again, i know places you ain't been
it's hard to like my skin, i'd like to have friends but they wear me thin
please just give me a break, i don't deserve your childish hate
its hard to sit and conversate, nothing worse than wanting to escape

my people like to talk to me,
at least in my failing memory,
am i selfish had a silly dream
i don't like you stupid i just sing

will you walk, the sunny road
the sunny road i take
the sunny road, the sunny road, the sunny road i take
will you walk, the sunny road
the sunny road i take
the sunny road, the sunny road, the sunny road i take

sunny road

i keep making the same damn song
ride around drunk till my wheels fall off again
i see you
i wanted to be you
but u couldnt care less

see its one of the pros of the sidelines
its always wrong place at the wrong time
eyesight gone by midnight
but im bleeding out quick till sun rise

i wouldnt change its perfect
i always crack but not on the surface
watch me break

its one damn thing to say that i miss it, real shit
i could never stand to visit
cause i always got drunk
never check my phone cause im too fucked up

i said baby do u trust me
and she said i would rather kill myself
am i disgusting?
or is it hard to fucking heal myself

i wouldnt change its perfect
i always crack but not on the surface
watch me break

watch me break

watch me break (yungspoiler)

SLIDE SLIDE SLIDE (lileffort)

art by dimp

lyrics

(hook: iris)
i cant breathe what have u done ? x2

(verse 1: iris)
i can never reach thru the sunlight
it burns right thru my eyes
my wings melt as i fly
and i cant get any closer
blackness seems to seep right through my life
i thought this was my time
to break past the walls that i built so long ago

oh my god is it ending like this?
no i cant believe that ur staring like this
oh icarus how could u fly so high
its like u thought that u would be free this time

(verse 2: leastfavorite)
Im paper cut from tryna grab the pages before they turn
I saw the future in a nightmare we were crashing n burnt
im falling gently into voids that I can’t seem to climb out
n somethings tasting just like metal on the roof of my mouth

(hook)

(verse 3: phixel)
going gentle into a good night
u will never feel this again
if not for me then go for a good fight
u wont know whats real and pretend
sorry if i try way too hard
i just want this to happen to go off without a hitch
not to veer off into a ditch, u feel me?

(outro: iris)
melting constantly put me in the dirt
daedalus save me split open the earth
my heart in the mud can u tell me what its worth?
oh father curse the sun and the worms in the dirt
oh my son its not ur fault
u could never predict that the world would be so cruel
i could never protect u

icarus w/ phixel + leastfavorite (01kon)

ly:
n i remember last summer 
u pulled that knife from ur side 
and then laid me out in the gutter
and i dont remember a struggle
i looked u dead in the eyes
and told u w/o a stutter that its


violet skies when ur crying
when i wake up then ur right there
and i cant breathe when ur lying
lungs turned black in the open air

what makes it difficult
is i feel invisible 2 u
am i 2 difficult 4u
and i'll be miserable w u
but this is typical 2 u
another day just 2 get thru

i'll, wipe those eyes
have i gone blind?
i cant see past the sun, 
know im gone in a month
and itll all be done
tell me that im wrong i'll never speak to u again
im always holding on until the blood drips from my hands
whats said is fucking done theres no changing up the plans
and i'll be dead and gone i'll never ask about the-

violet skies when ur crying
when i wake up then ur right there
and i cant breathe when ur lying
lungs turned black in the open air

#scfirst #getmoreplays

when ur crying (yungspoiler + daks9k)

ly:
ur hair, is on my razor blade
ur blood, it seeps into my veins 
i can feel u closer closer closer
feel u closer x2

i dont wanna talk abt the feelings that i felt
i feel its easy 2 display them like a trophy on the shelf
if u think im doing better than b4 ur dead wrong
i dont wanna talk unless the alcohol is strong

didnt mean for u to see the shit all on my wrist
n i get it ur concerned but ur looking kinda pissed
im an angel u believe it im ascending from the pit
but the bad news, baby u can never come with 

when u wanna die i can take u to heaven
when i close ur eyes u press ur head up to the weapon
i will pull the trigger u'll be dead b4 seven
a murder suicide bc we'll never be separate 

ur hair, is on my razor blade
ur blood, it seeps into my veins 
i can feel u closer closer closer
feel u closer x2

i dont wanna talk unless ur bringing hella bands out
gun up to ur temple less theres money in my hands now
run em fucking pockets i will blow them fucking brains out
its just a way to cope i like the sight of hands in air 

ur hair- 
my razor blade
ur blood, it seeps into my veins 
i can feel u closer closer closer
 feel u closer x2

closer (phixel)

real life shit u wouldnt get it 
ft. @original-god
prod. @deadyami

ly:
(intro: iris day)
if i dont wanna crawl back to you
what do you think that i should do?
cause everybody wnats me to to leave
but i dont really wanna see you bleed, tonight

(verse 1: iris day)
i never wanna come back to you
got blood on my hands and blood on my shoes
and everybody wants me to leave
but they dont see that i grieve in my own way
no shame, liquor in my blood and in the hallways
where cigarette smoke hangs clearly
and memories come back early
i know that you’ll miss me dearly

(chorus: iris day)
i wont die tonight
wipe that sweat from my eyes
you won’t cry tonight
i’ll wipe those tears from your eyes
and i kinda miss the old me
when i would cry and breathe slowly
how did you make it so complicated?
all of the time that i wasted

(verse 2: iris day)
thinking of you and i,
it was so easy in my mind
heart breaks when you’re in sight
dawn breaks ever so clearly
the night ends and everything’s misty
you’re gone and you’re never gonna miss me
am i wrong is there something that i had missed
it’s all done and you’re never gonna touch me again

(verse 3: original god) 
cause if you touch me
i might scream
 i might just beg for some more 
im fucked up, always 
eating away at my core 
is this how you always pictured itd end 
oh 
is this how 
i promise we cant be friends 

(chorus: iris day)
i wont die tonight
wipe that sweat from my eyes
you won’t cry tonight
i’ll wipe those tears from your eyes
and i kinda miss the old me
when i would cry and breathe slowly
how did you make it so complicated?
all of the time that i wasted

(outro: iris day)
every summer time you’re here
i will think of you my love
and every time that you’re alone
i hope you think of me above
and below
theres a place for you to call home
and you know
theres a place inside my heart for you, too

crawl

crawl w/ Original God (dead yami)

kill em like a vampiree >:3
follow @heybelak @anem0s @ieper7

ly:
(iris)
i might count my money up
in the living room,in the bathroom /the kitchen 2
(i dnt wna talk if i dont fwu)
i might weigh the weed + the k on the same scale
(u cannot relate yea)
yea i rly live ts
kill em like a vampire
u cld never live ts
its only 4 the vampires
yea my shorty never hear ts
only see the fire
my shorty nvr seen ts
the blood tht i require
its o4tv x2

(belak)
vampires coming out at nighttime 
aye, baby girl, i think that i might shine
aye, i dont even know if im in limelight
aye, everyday im thinking that i might die
is the gas too strong?
my shawty hit the pack then she gone
aye, i dont even know
if the gas too good i be moving all slow

(iris)
yea i rly live ts
kill em like a vampire
u cld never live ts
its only 4 the vampires
yea my shorty never hear ts
only see the fire
my shorty nvr seen ts
the blood tht i require
its o4tv

only4thevampires w/ belak (anem0s + vvspipes) #O4TV #VAMP<3

art by phixel

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

i am such an asshole yea thats what u told me
fade into the background rip 2 the old me
now im in the foreground, lights flashing on me
love me for a night, get an uber in the morning
i cant move i dont wanna keep living
only way 2 go is drugged up, wrist dripping
 and i wanna call u back but my phone keeps tripping
hope she not mad when she find me in the kitchen

find me in the kitchen and i'm doing something bad 
hope they leave me here cause i don’t wanna make nobody mad
really can’t control things im doing when im sad
they don’t know the whole story, how you stabbed me in the back
its such a hassle
try to crawl out, but i think i'm trapped though 
wake up early, fix my problems with a capsule 
medication turning me into an asshole 
build walls but i'm still not fortified 
smoke all day can't even enjoy the high
these withdrawals and the pain has got mortified 
your absence made itself immortalized 
hate looking through these tired eyes 
cant keep up this disguise 
took too long to realize 
it's no one's fault but mine

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

asshole w/ dylan longworth (anem0s)

we Unlock it xD

(iris)
(pull up w a lockpick yea yea
he in the house we go unlock it yea yea
i got a knife but bro is boxing
yea im like a locksmith
yea im like a locksmith)

yea im breathing toxic
99% but i dont feel it, pop an oxy
i be with the leeches n the demons 
out my body
never love a bitch unless she cut the k w molly 
(whyshealluponme??)
yea i pulled up w a lockpick
tuck it in my belt
he in the house we go unlock it
he dont understand 
i got a knife n bro is boxing 
i turn him 2 a zombie

(crowlyyy)
pull up 2 the function yea im dancin w my ghost
walk in w my bb belt attach it to my soul
how the fuck u never see me well its cuz i gotta go
and im smokin all this weed because i rlly needa cope
like lemme go hey
when i walk inside the function you dont know meh
shawty yea im off the pills they dont control me
and im smokin on a wood bc im lonely
i keep actin like a demon she dont love me

(iris)
yea im breathing toxic
99% but i dont feel it, pop an oxy
i be with the leeches n the demons 
out my body
never love a bitch unless she cut the k w molly 
(whyshealluponme??)
yea i pulled up w a lockpick
tuck it in my belt
he in the house we go unlock it
he dont understand 
i got a knife n bro is boxing 
i turn him 2 a zombie

lockpick

lockpick w/ crowlyyy (anem0s + kbl)

ly:
(iris)
i may nvr recover from the holes in my back
& when u cut me up i felt my soul trn black
but i wld give anything just to be with u again
and i wld die a thousand deaths just to breathe ur air

do u only call me when yr lonely?
blood flows quick, i'll breathe slowly
the way u stare at my body it feels unholy
i only ask for one thing
(plz hold me)
i be feeling terrible when u call me on my phone
and will i know peace when ur fucking on my ghost?
and will i die today if i double up my dose?
and will i burn in hell for the letters that i wrote?
yea she only call me if she know that i can facetime
baby i cant save u i cant even walk in a straight line
california 2 miami baby id walk right over the state lines
tell bro dont worry bout yk one day we'll headline

(phixel) 
call me back please
i have such a headache
and everything is burning

bring me back please
back to where i came from
ive been lost for so damn long

washed up on the shore
im drowning, water in my core
wish i could fly, wish i could soar
away forever, away forever

(iris)

do u only call me when yr lonely?
blood flows quick, i'll breathe slowly
the way u stare at my body it feels unholy
i only ask for one thing
(plz hold me)

recovery w/ phixel (phixel + 01kon)

im a hexcaster in the background
mix the pot up real quick, keep my head down
power level overflowing when ur not around
ur like kryptonite swear im always thinking-
WHERE YOU AT THO?
I BEEN TRYNA GET THIS PAGAN ON MY RAMBO
EASY PICKINGS IMA HIDE OUT AT THE BACK DOOR
DARK MAGICIAN SHOW MY RAZOR 2 THE BAD HOES
WHERE THEY AT THO?

yea i be dat ex angel in the back 
hope i dont break eyes blacken from the hex
said she want that k soon
shorty throw it back
pull up 2 the location
she never made it back

cliqued up smoking on gas
nicky sneak dat fye in 
n belak pack the wax
re: just in the background handing out thrax
me n p open the zip n snort up the whole bag

yea this is a lifestyle 
many cant relate
i been geeked up
tweaking in a super 8
ima cast a hex
then 2 my pics she masturbate
if it aint about the money 
bro just get up out my face

hexcaster (anem0s)

ly:

(iris)
where my flick knife? ima let it uh
“who is this?” like u havent heard of us
semi clip nigga ima let it buss
conflict let it breathe then make em run x2

hollow tips get that shit up in ur lungs
never miss, pulled the trigger only once
where the snitch ? ima turn a is 2 was
come get ur bitch , know she fuckin up my funds

(gully)
why you tweaking? bro your energy is off
you know gully dropping piggies by the trough
in a minute  
she gon spit before she put it where she want 
from behind I’m talking sodom (saddam)
NO IRAQ
better bite your tongue 
we gon flick you like a cigarette 
snatching at your wallet 
how I redistribute benefits
Saturn all my sons
they ain’t touching that inheritance
children of the corn ass losers
now you know I bring the pestilence

flick knife

flick knife w/ Gullyspit (boxkitty)

ride around wit it on me
fully loaded i aint worried
dumping bodies in the quarry
tell em niggas come and find me
tell a shorty keep her distance
love & drugs whats the difference?
i been feeling so indifferent
big blade , joints splitting

only rep my team uh 
fuck tht whole scene uh 
only smoking laced shit , chronic emphysema
pull up wit a beam uh
fuck her inna beamer
all these hoes tasteless , melanie a dreamer

big blunts heavy smoke up in the air 
i dnt really show it but yk deep dwn i care
only getting drunk when im leanin
liquor hit my throat good , cigarettes & demons

nu w0rld

this shorty wna fuck
she wna scream my name 
like wtf 
i never feel the same
i run it up
ion feel the pain
im never stuck
and ion know ur name
she asking me 2 fuck like she know me
ima run it up on my lonely
automatic with the scope hold it closely
hollow points make u dead like ur homie
mela kick door 2 the bathroom
nigga im jus doing what i have to 
u dont fw me ? i didnt say u had to
lotta talking from a nigga in a classroom
mela run it up by her lonely
ion listen nun tht u told me
& ion like it when she ask if she can hold me
dont like affection ima thug it out only

like wtf (phixel)

ly:
(iris)
double tap miss
razor blade wrist
ion sip much
used 2 wanna feel like this
double tap miss
razor blade wrist only focused when it drip 
ion sip much used2 get lost inna tris 
ion feel much used 2 wna feel like this
double tap miss
razor blade wrist only focused when it drip 
ion sip much used2 get lost inna tris 
ion feel much used 2 wna feel like this
& now i feel like shit

(phixel)
fresh off of a perfect semester
two dicks in my jeans kept sequestered
i might let these evil thoughts fester
girl this boy b telling jokes he the jester

ill b drillin in yr head with precision
but my rap sheet still cleaner than yr fuckin kitchen
17 and im never seein prison
all these faggots one to fall for superstition

razor blade wrist
bystander effect
boy you better take the piss
mela mae elevate, and we never miss

(iris)
double tap miss
razor blade wrist only focused when it drip 
ion sip much used2 get lost inna tris 
ion feel much used 2 wna feel like this
double tap miss
razor blade wrist only focused when it drip 
ion sip much used2 get lost inna tris 
ion feel much used 2 wna feel like this
& now i feel like shit

razor blade wrist ft. phixel (iris)

MAJOR.T x iris day - SCAM

MAJOR.T x iris day - FIESTA

MAJOR.T x iris day - NO SUNSHINE

Yea its something
Got it at the function
Popped it no assumptions
Now im feelin sum

Popped a pill im feeling silly in the head
Focused on racks I count it up then count again
U fucking dreaming bout the life I always led
Roll a blunt while smoking up I roll again
I feel like Jesus how I bled & bled again
Got all these stories bout the times tht we all spent
Might kill myself I feel it building up to 10
Max Payne how i talk to me in bed
Id kill myself if it meant id go 2 sleep
I been silly eating pills like all week
Turn it up no u not hearing me
The things I see when eyes r closed its like movies

Yea its something
Got it at the function
Popped it no assumptions
Now im feelin sum

MAJOR.T x iris day - FEELIN SUM

MAJOR.T x iris day - NO LOVE LOST

CHAINSAWS

ly:
Always tryna check when im quite alright
Heard my phone buzz baby but I checked it twice
No texts no calls so im out tonight
I’ll meet u when our cars collide
Heartbreak hitting like a 808 
I say u know nothing bout me 
Something there had 2 be something huh
I mix liquor with the cocaine yeah
She know nothing bout me
But that hoe want me
I could call it alchemy 
The way I mix beats
U know something bout me
Im into wizardry
Hex cast it on the beat
Now watch me cast heat
Always tryna check when im quite alright
Heard my phone buzz baby but I checked it twice
No texts no calls so im out tonight
I’ll meet u when our cars collide

I'LL MEET U WHEN OUR CARS COLLIDE

ft. @xx_lowly_xx & @slushhpop
prod. @alice-gass

LYRICS:

[hook: nari]
kuromi face tat
kuromi face tat covers my pain
hickey neck tat cold in the rain
kuromi face tat covers my brain
i didnt like that, better run mane
kuromi face tat covers my pain
hickey neck tat cold in the rain
kuromi pendant on my iced out chain
i didnt like that. better run mane

[verse 1: lowly]
ice out my veins, 
put some glow on my wrist, 
sanrio shit, we so kawaii bitch,
lil baby get a facetat, i make it flip, 
designer on me yeah, i got the drip,
smoking exotic, we drinking demonic, 
s/o the gang, you know thats team rocket,
niterealm shit, off some pills throwin elbows in the pit
lowly getting lit. lowly getting lit

[hook: nari]
kuromi face tat
kuromi face tat covers my pain
hickey neck tat cold in the rain
kuromi face tat covers my brain
i didnt like that, better run mane
kuromi face tat covers my pain
hickey neck tat cold in the rain
kuromi pendant on my iced out chain
i didnt like that. better run mane

[verse 2: slushh]
talkin all that shit yeah I think u need 2 quit
everyones fakin on me everyone switched
ur not goin up next i think ur unfit
I get what I want or else I throw a fit
she say I'm a bad guy I ain't got no soul
put it into fifth gear, ain't feelin guilty anymore
ur all so boring, yeah I've heard it all before
pull out in a wraith put the pedal to the floor

[hook: nari]
kuromi face tat
kuromi face tat covers my pain
hickey neck tat cold in the rain
kuromi face tat covers my brain
i didnt like that, better run mane
kuromi face tat covers my pain
hickey neck tat cold in the rain
kuromi pendant on my iced out chain
i didnt like that. better run mane

kuromi face tat

kuromi face tat ft. lowly god + slushh [alice gas]

ft. @thirtyonetwentyfive [alter/ego]
& @taiyoukeis
prod. @northeastlights & @sshinju


[iris]
i jst wanna be sincere now,
all i evr wanted was 2 disappear now,
i jst wanna make it clear tht,
all i evr wanted was 2 nevr hear that,
i jst wanna be sincere now,
all i evr wanted was 2 disappear now,
i jst wanna make it clear tht,
all i evr wanted was 2 disappear now,

[3125]
i'm sick of waiting on it
it's more than i can take
i gave u too much time and
now the thought keeps me awake
get the fuck out of my head yea
you don't even pay rent
so i'm kicking u out
and i'll get better somehow
and you can rot in the ground in your grave

[nari]
i jst wanna be sincere now,
all i evr wanted was 2 disappear now,
i jst wanna make it clear tht,
all i evr wanted was 2 nevr hear that,
i jst wanna be sincere now,
all i evr wanted was 2 disappear now,
i jst wanna make it clear tht,
all i evr wanted was 2 disappear now,

[taiyoukei]
Tell me I'm going insane
Tell me to get out your way
Let me know what you honestly think about me
Falling apart at the seams
Bloodstains in all of my dreams
Every time I turn around you're staring at me
Thunderstorms inside my heart
But sunshine when you're in my arms
How I want to disappear, can't I make up my mind?

[iris]
i jst wanna be sincere now,
all i evr wanted was 2 disappear now,
i jst wanna make it clear tht,
all i evr wanted was 2 nevr hear that,
i jst wanna be sincere now,
all i evr wanted was 2 disappear now,
i jst wanna make it clear tht,
all i evr wanted was 2 disappear now,

i jst wna disappear

i jst wna disappear ft. 3125 & taiyoukei [northeast lights & shinju]

ft. @pincode8485
prod. @o9seren1ty & @yvnglxx

do u hear me?

do u hear me? w/ 8485 (o9sereN1ty & yung leo)

art asset: https://www.deviantart.com/biby-san

produced by me

[ LYRICS ]

walk a mile , in my shoes
see the things that i want 4 u
u cant deny u want them 2
empty days in my stupid room

close my eyes , oh my god
its all the things that i wanted now
a static dream of my broken crown
is this the way its ending 

walk a mile , in my shoes
see the things that i want 4 u
u cant deny u want them 2
empty days in my stupid-

a static dream of my broken crown
is this the way its ending 
is this the way its ending 

see the things that i want 4 u
u cant deny u want them 2
empty days in my stupid-
close my eyes , oh my god
its all the things that i wanted now
a static dream of my broken crown
is this the way its ending 

am i ur favorite singer yet?
u call my phone , dnt return my txts
an urgent message i might regret,
opening my eyes , evr again

a static dreamer mightve said
a couple wise words jst 2 fill my head
but i dnt have time 4 ur love and affection
a couple bad nights passed w/o ur attention

close my eyes , oh my god
its all the things that i wanted now
a static dream of my broken crown
is this the way its ending

a static dream of my broken crown
is this the way its ending

see the things that i want 4 u
u cant deny u want them 2
empty days in my stupid room
close my eyes , oh my god
its all the things that i wanted now
a static dream of my broken crown
is this the way its ending

STATIC DREAMS

iris day, hexcaster , spiritual guide
@irisday2

iris day

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