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dedicated to you
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Lyrics:

I’ve been sitting here for hours waiting for a text
But I know that you’ve been busy, got no time for me yet
We talk for minutes, maybe seconds if i’m lucky enough
Bet i’d do anything to hear you, if that’s not too much

You've been making me feel so important,
Thinking about every night and every morning
I won’t admit it but you’re someone i want to myself,
By myself, I don’t know if i can make it

So stuck to your side, do you mind?
Can I take some of your time?
Just a call, or a text, even a voicemail is fine

Don’t act like you can replace me, (You can't replace me)
Just say you won’t hate me (Don't say you h ate me)
If I say how I feel, don’t betray me (Don't betray me)

I’d die for you
I- I’d fucking die for you (I'd die for you)
Take away your pain,
Baby you know I desire you

Checking on your status,
Wanna know why this is happening
Tell me what you wanna be,
tired of the games that you are playing

Convince me you’re fading, (Convince me, you're fading)
The way that you ghost (The way that you ghost)
I cared for you when you (I care so much for you)
Needed me most (When you needed me most)

What’s the goal that you’re trying to reach?
Every heartbreak has a lesson to teach
I’d be so honored to be hurt by you, (Hurt by you)
I wanna be next you
I just wanna be next to you

(Next to you)
Keep me right by you,
You’re so hard to lie to
Cuz you can get me through
The shit i  don’t want to (Stay)
Stay with me tonight,
Everything is alright,
No questions asked,
No, i won’t ask you why

But you’re not mine, baby
And that’s alright
I don’t care who you love,
Just wanna see you smile

Any quantity of pain,
I’m the only one to blame,
Without you, nothing’s the same,
I don’t really care about the fame,
I’m just a spark onto a flame

(Just a spark, just a spark onto a flame)
(Any quantity of pain, I'm the one to blame)
(Just a spark, just a spark onto a flame)
I don't really care about the fame

STATUS [@Loveyoubetrayed x @itschrismarek]

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i miss you

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Lyrics:
less on me
more on you
you change once in a blue,
i cant believe

I got lost in your eyes back in 2019
Spent the last few years reminiscing, thinking
of the way you would smile
everytime it was us two, not to be so
sad, but i - still - want - you - bad
i'm missing what we had (down)
and i might want you back

Chorus
Less on me,
more on you,
you change once in a blue moon,
and that's just damaging, i can't believe
i miss the way - the way you looked at me

curious, is this a setup?
you're the reason that I get up,
we had the chance to settle,
but i won't settle for less,
less is better but i only ever wanted
you, baby, did i get used?
don't think it's all on you,
my feelings don't come through

in the end, if you move on,
i'd be in denial that i wasn't the one for so long
yeah i'd cry, don't be surprised
if i spend a whole year putting you in my songs

(insert sobbing)

less on me,
more on you,
you change once in a blue moon,
and that's just damaging, i can't believe
i miss the way, the way - the way

Less on me,
more on you,
you change once in a blue moon,
and that's just damaging, i can't believe
i miss the way - the way you looked at me

less on me [johnnyfriend x jolst]

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diff genre teehee

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pickup [yungspoiler]

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im drowning in your silence, its tearing me apart
ive given you everything, still its never enough
look through me like a ghost, i cant make you see
all this love i have but you wont believe in me

no matter what i do, im never what you need
i wear my heart for you and still you see me bleed
you tell me im perfect, but we know thats not true
im just a broken soul but im still in love with you

every promise made, now turned to dust
every whisper lie has broken my trust
a cold empty spot in the place where you laid
trying to hold on as you fade

im fighting for your attention but you push me away
facing shadows of your past while im begging you to stay
you say you need more time but im losing faith in me
every word a dagger, cutting me so deep

no matter what i do, im never what you need
i wear my heart for you and still you see me bleed
you tell me im perfect, but we know thats not true
im just a broken soul but im still in love with you

not enuff [ kinsei ]

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proud of this one :)

lyrics:
(heart eyes, no time for saying goodbye)
(this moment flies by, can't we just rewind?)
(underneath the stars, you're all i find)
(caught up in your gaze, where our fates align)

heart eyes, no time for saying goodbye
this moment flies by, can't we just rewind?
underneath the stars, you're all i find
caught in your gaze, where our fates align

look across the room, it's you lit in twilight
real eyes, realize, truths that we can't hide
caught up in the glow, your smile sets the night right
so kind, i might die, lost in your light

quiet talks carve through the night
like a fog, holding us tight
every laugh a chord in the dim twilight
no time, worlds collide

i see your face in the fleeting light
every glance lays bare in what we can't fight
slow down, it feels so right
time stops in the soft moonlight

heart eyes, no time for saying goodbye
this moment flies by, can't we just rewind?
underneath the stars, you're all i find
caught up in your gaze, where our fates align (fates align)

beneath the surface, truths come into view (heart eyes, no time for saying goodbye) (underneath the stars, you're all i find)
real eyes realize what we thought we knew (this moment flies by, can't we just rewind?) (caught up in your gaze, where our fates align)
so kind, might die from this perfect view
real eyes realize all i need is you
(REALIZE/REAL EYES)

real eyes, realize [ UNLUCKY ]

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lyrics:
the walls keep whispering but, i cant here a thing
my shadow's a stranger now, it's lost its shape again
fingers trace the cracks in the silence of my head
every breath i take feels borrowed, overdrawn and spent

is it too late to be found?
would anyone know if i'm not around?
if i fall tonight, will the stars even blink?
or will the world keep turning while i sink?

the air feels heavy like it's pressing on my chest
my thoughts unravel slowly, never let me rest
every step i take feels like i'm sinking deeper down
chasing faded echoes, in a city full of sound

i'm writing out my letters to send to all my friends
i promised them forever, but at least they'll know i'm dead
i'm in this empty, endless space
do you hear me when i'm calling out
do you see when i'm breaking down?
i don't think so

is it too late to be found?
would anyone know if i'm not around?
if i fall tonight, will the stars even blink?
or will the world keep turning while i sink?

i built a home in my mind, but it's burning down
they say they never saw the warning signs,
but i was screaming loud

WARNING [ everestdidthis ]

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lyrics:
stay the night, close your eyes
it's you, it's you
x2

can you give me one chance?
can i prove to you i'm worth it?
i'm only asking for one night
only one night, and you'll change your mind, i swear

i'll admit, i'm just as lost in this
but for you, i'd keep my promises
only one night, only one night
and i'll change your mind, i swear

one chance, one night,
just close your eyes
it's true, it's you

night. [ p. SHADE08‬ ]

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lyrics:
you say it's fine
but i know you're lying (say it)
say that i'm right (say it)
say it to me

it's been twenty five nights since we last talked
in those twenty five nights i figured out what i want
and its not you
no its not you
say it to me

every single night
you just walk by
leaving me to drown
you can't even look in my eyes
you know i can see through all your lies
(say it to me)

but, you say it's fine
but i know you're lying
say that i'm right
say it to me

i just need a minute, gather all of my thoughts
can't believe i let you in and you did me wrong
let you break my trust
did it all for love
wish that i could take it all back

you say it's fine but it's not (say it)
you left without a second thought (say it)
you left me rot
a flame to a moth
(say it to me)

don't lie (say it)
to my eyes
don't cry
cuz i know you won't say it (i know you won't say it)
(say it to me)

you say it's fine
but i know you're lying (say it)
say that i'm right (say it)
say it to me

fine [ p. luffy ]

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lyrics:
i see you in my dreams
and taste you on my lips
falling for you head first
diving off a cliff
you're the blade and i'm the bleeder
you're the rain, i'm the stone cold fever
you're the blood and i'm the cleaner
you're the god and i'm the believer
carved your name into my skin
even if you bleed, you're under it
drink your words like holy wine
but every drop just burns inside
i let you chew me up
i let you pull me in
i let you stain my skin with all your impurities
spit me out, watch me choke
bite my lips in your tainted kiss
scratch me up, make me bleed
choke me out til i cant breathe
bittersweet, you give me rotten teeth
take anything you need
(take, falling to my knees baby begging please)
i let you take what was left of me
wore my body like a new disease
crawling backwards just to feel your touch
from/for a starving primal love
you don't love me (you don't)
you just love the way i break so treat me
like a doll you throw away
you just watch me come undone
just a take of freedom
just a taste of pain
just a taste to be someone
every scar, every bruise
is another gift from you
that i can't erase
so can you dig a little deeper now?
can you bite until your teeth hurt
spit me out, watch me choke
bite my lips in your tainted kiss
scratch me up, make me bleed
choke me out til i cant breathe
SPIT ME OUT, WATCH ME CHOKE

choke [ p. BAD KID ]

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For my series: Project VEIL
Tiktok: projectveil.zip
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lyrics:
cold hands on my back again
whispers through the sterile walls
they promised peace inside the void
but all i found were masks and gods

dragged me through your sacred dirt
called me clay with something wrong

hands tied in the name of order
mouth stitched with you design
you told me silence was a virtue
while you buried me alive

your garden grows in shadowed halls
filled with blood and consequence
you said i'd bloom if i obeyed
so now i'm listening

burn the soul and call it sacred
burn the skin and say it's clean
tell lies until i beg you to make me into something seen
underneath your garden walls where obedience forgot
i still scream, and i still bleed,
and i still rot

steel walls, white lights
i was born anew
my name, in blood,
underneath compliance
they dressed it up like therapy
but all i heard was "die for me"

doctor said if i listen, i'll become better than this

do you hear what they're saying?
do you know their schemes?
don't know who to trust now,
you're just like me

do you hear what they're saying?
that they're scared of me?
don't know who to trust,
you've run out of luck,
a moth to a flame

you say you want to leave,
but there's no escape
they'll always find you
even if you run away

no one comes in, no one goes out
if you go missing, no one will find out

burn the soul and call it sacred
burn the skin and say it's clean
tell lies until i beg you to make me into something seen
underneath your garden walls where obedience forgot
i still scream, and i still bleed,
and i still rot

cold hands on my back again
whispers through the sterile walls
they called it peace inside the void
but all i found were masks and gods

ROT [ p. Ryini Beats ]

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i've been so lonely, i've been so lonely
want someone to hold me
your soul's full of brightness
though you've never known me,
i want you to show me

i stare at the ceiling, though you've never known me
despite all your kindness
your souls full of brightness
while im singing slowly
i want you to show me

we're soul-tied in my dreams, wake up in the morning
and you're not beside me
you're so hard to see through, i don't see the issue
til i start to miss you
your soul's full of brightness
think im better of dying

no one speaks when the cracks appear
the lights stay out like nothing's wrong
your hands reach out, but never near
this kind of closeness doesn't last long

talk too much just to fill the space
kept the peace but i drowned in shame
every moment just felt staged
didnt know how to play along

flinched at your kindness like a trap, hoping to prove something
baby i felt so lonely, only if you looked more closely

i stare at the ceiling, though you've never known me
despite all your kindness
your soul's full of brightness
while i'm singingslowly
i want you to show me

i'd die to be noticed
trade it all for a little bit of closeness
save your lies for someone else
who hasn't been treated like an option

that's not why i regret this
you expect respect but never earned it
you had all the love you've ever wanted
while i stayed avoiding your attention

someone 2 hold me [p. richmnkey X myssbeats]

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can you taste me on his tongue
when he kisses you during the day
can you taste me on his tongue
strawberry lipgloss on his ashtray
you think youve got him wrapped around your finger
in the back of his mind
its my perfume that lingers
all it takes is a taste
and hes mine, hes mine
ill put your efforts to waste
cuz hes mine, hes mine

he's mine (im sorry that you were blind but ill make you see)
the man you made was all for me
if only you loved him the way he loved you
you had a thousand opportunities
now hes in my hands and i wont give him back

all it takes is a taste [p. 6astard]

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iris:
ooooh, oooooh
i'm tongue-tied, say goodbye
to me for the last time
before i leave you behind
(leave you behind)
baby, dont blame yourself
im glad you tried
but its not enough
everybody dies,
baby dont cry
ill be by your side for the last time
will you wait for me?
baby, dont change for me
promised eternity but
ive been kinda stuck lately

haydo:
baby you be in my dreams
i dont know what it all my dreams
i just know that you be in my head
i wish that you could see
that i want you to wait for me, that i want
that i want you to wait for me, that i want
that i want you to wait for me, that i want
that i want you to wait for me
now im sorry to say that i think that this might be goodbye
now i find that the memories we had now, goodbye

wait for me ft haydo [p. LMG x 6spacewalker]

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you can't lay a hand on me,
i'm not a gentleman, you see
trust issues but baby please,
you gotta love me dangerously

i wanna, i wanna, i wanna fuck you up
i wanna, i wanna, i-i wanna fuck you up
I wanna fuck you up
Say my name when it’s getting rough
Love’s not soft when it’s made from lust
Cut that grin, wanna fuck you up
Love’s not soft when it’s made from lust
Cut that grin, wanna fuck you up
Look in my eyes and point that gun,
Pull the trigger, and shut me up

Backseat bruises, smoke in my lungs
Tongue like venom, taste that gun
Teeth are bared and I love the taste of
Your hatred in my face

(She said) "Ash, you'll get yourself killed"
That's what I'm living for
Danger, chasing, all this thrill
gets me so high, gonna fuck me up

Slick tongue, quick hands, bad habits, worse plans
I burn bridges, then charm your friends
No prince, no savior
Just a boy with bad behavior

Talk sweet then i leave you bothered
I love to walk away
My honor saved, as you
Wake up alone the very next day

You want a savior? I’m the wrong guy
You can wish for me in the next life
God cannot help you when you're on your knees, girl
I’ll burn it all just to feel clean

I wanna fuck you up
Scratch my name in your favorite drug
I wanna fuck you up
Lights go red when we self-destruct
Kiss me slow when it’s not enough,
Get so loud that you blow us up,
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna fuck you up 

you can't lay a hand on me,
i'm not a gentleman, you see
trust issues but baby please,
you gotta love me dangerously

i wanna, i wanna, i wanna fuck you up
i wanna, i wanna, i wanna fuck you up

FYU w/ Haydo [ p. Aki ]

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Kiss me with your cigarette
...
will you share my cigarette
and put it out against my face
im gonna love you til im dead
and you can smoke beside my grave

keep my kisses in a locket
keep my breathe inside your lungs
keep my lighter in your pocket
and use the fluid its done

baby i made you feel redeemed
like loving made you clean
prayed as your kissed my wrists
but love is deeper when you bleed

you crucify my heart
put thorns all over me
you stab me in the side
when you dont say what you mean

tell me what you mean
tell me what you mean
tell me what you mean
tell me what you mean

i cant take this
heart is aching
from withdrawals
is that what you call it?

wish for silence
just to stall it
but you hurt less when 
i start to want

running farther
and im falling backwards into you
make things harder
addicted to a drug i didnt get to choose

your humanity is so induced
your empathy is more than bruised
and your sanity is wavering
like my doubt when im standing on the roof

so
will you share my cigarette
and put it out against my face
im gonna love you til im dead
and you can smoke beside my grave

keep my kisses in a locket
keep my breathe inside your lungs
keep my lighter in your pocket
and use the fluid its done

baby i made you feel redeemed
like loving made you clean
prayed as your kissed my wrists
but love is deeper when you bleed

you crucify my heart
put thorns all over me
you stab me in the side
when you dont say what you-

lighter fluid [p. richmnkey X maestrowons]

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Kiss me with your cigarette
...
Ive got a crush on a girl
and she cant even tell
i know im better than her boyfriend 
and its easy to tell

i like how i make her laugh
and how she whispers my name
the way she breathes on my neck
its so much better this way

if you want my honesty
i want you on top of me
tell me all your secrets
you dont do that with him

lean in a little closer,
why dont you give in?
if you want my honesty
i want you on top of me

the beauty within me is a reflection of you
found inside my body and the quietest rooms
its the weight in my chest when you leave so soon
i could be the perfect person if you left me through

i want your body and soul
drowning in all your perfume
i sit and stare at the wall
replaying every move

she's all alone in the dust
he doesnt know what he's got
she sees my face in her dreams
and in a moment he's gone

i follow straight through her steps
she feels like whiskey and sex
imprinted onto her bed
that's the closest to heaven a man could ever get

so
if you want my honesty
i want you on top of me
tell me all your secrets
you dont do that with him

lean in a little closer,
why dont you give in?
if you want my honesty
i want you on top of me

the beauty within me is a reflection of you
found inside my body and the quietest rooms
its the weight in my chest when you leave so soon
i could be the perfect person if you left me through

Ive got a crush on a girl
and she cant even tell
i know im better than her boyfriend 
and its easy to tell

HONESTY [p. everestdidthis]

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Kiss me with your cigarette
...
put your hands up my skirt
i can give you the world
if you love some other girl
i'll make you fall for me worse

put your hands up my skirt
i wanna give you the world
but its not entirely fair
im not entirely there
but it cant get any worse

i overthink every word
digging into the dirt
wondering if it hurts
to be the god in your world
to kiss your lips til it burns
i'll be the smoke in your lungs
til you cant breath anymore

hate me, love me
fuck me like its nothing
bite me, choke me
like you wanna kill me

keep yourself behind
no one needs to know bout how you

taste me,
no one needs to know bout how you
crave me,
degrade me,
you can tell me how you wanna kill me
tie me up, drug me,
i think its a good thing

take my breath away
let me suffocate
and i'll drown inside your mouth
grab my mouth and push me down

i know you'd never lie
but can you lie to me this time
i want you to myself
don't need anything else
i just need you inside

keep my mouth shut,
i don't wanna fight it
tell me what you'd do to me 
so you can keep me quiet

tell me, dont deny it
you want me to like this
if i said i wanted you to stop
baby i'd be lying

so leave me dying
if that's what you want
if that's all you want

hate me, love me
fuck me like its nothing
bite me, choke me
like you wanna kill me

keep yourself behind
no one needs to know bout how you

taste me,
no one needs to know bout how you
crave me,
degrade me,
you can tell me how you wanna kill me
tie me up, drug me,
i think its a good thing

put your hands up my skirt
i can give you the world
if you love some other girl
i'll make you fall for me worse


crave taste degrade [p. LMG x Dutch Revz]

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Kiss me with your cigarette
...
pretty boy
can you play me like a toy
i'll get to know you more
shouldn't have fallen
here i am falling
my pretty boy

my pretty boy
throw me around and play me like a toy
come running back, ill get to know you more
falling for you was my worst choice
your sound is my white noise
my pretty boy

he's got the world in his eyes
his world is smaller than mine
his words mean more during the night

looks up to me like a god
how long this facade
no matter how long he denies

cuz babe youll always be my

my pretty boy
throw me around and play me like a toy
come running back, ill get to know you more
falling for you was my worst choice
your sound is my white noise
my pretty boy

will you take me as i am?
or is this not enough for you to stay?
i dont wanna be a burden
i dont wanna keep you hurtin
youre my pretty boy
pretty boy

am i your pretty girl
dont you feel tempted
dont you wanna use me
show me that you left 
your gentleness,
sympathy,
kill for me

pretty boy
you'll always be my pretty boy
pretty boy, pretty boy

chains [p. LMG]

i tried so hard
to get you out of my head
did all that i could
to keep you hanging on by a thread
the day you get famous,
been waiting to be noticed
is the day i learn just how much i mean
and i dont really like that

baby i, need you,
to myself but id never tell
so dont say you want me 
when you cant even love yourself

youre good for me but
youve been moving so casually
all i am is a causalty i know
finding comfort is damaging

break apart my soul
put them back where home is
listen to the tone
as the flatline straightens

i tried
so hard
to get you
out of my head
did all
that i could
to keep you
hanging on by a thread

the day you
get famous
baby, ive been waiting so long to be noticed
and ive waited my whole life just to find this
to find you
finding me

if you go, leave me gently
if you loved, you would tell me
if you go, leave the door
open, open

the day you get famous [p. saint mike]

@doa-675836847

scatter, scatter
throw me down and make me shatter
scatter, scatter
take my blood and make it splatter
say im sick and say it faster
kiss me it dont matter
hold me down without your manners
scatter, scatter

i want you to make a mess and rip until theres nothing left
i dont wanna think for myself, can you take control
In my dreams i wanna see you take your clothes off
let go, lets goand make a slasher, know you wanna

pick up all the pieces of my body that i left for you to find
i like to watch you put me back together everytime i die
i dont really mind if i die for you
even if i tried, i cant lie to you
take another step and youll see just how fast i can drop to my knees for you

don't let anybody know where youre taking me to go
close my eyes when im alone, hoping that youre gonna show
put me back into my place, only way im being saved is
if you catch me when i, catch me when i

feinding for your touch
put in on your blush
feel like its enough
i get it, i know you want it know
i get it, beat me up to the ground
i want it, i want it
i want it, i want it

scatter w/ stizens [ p. ne1ro ]

iris / 19 / she/her
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just having fun

irisgardnn

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