kind of waltz of the deceased mixed with cendrillian vibes

Inspired by a kundiman song called Ako'y Iniwan Mo

"The song is about a woman who is left behind by her lover for another woman
and halfway through the song there is a spokenword section where its a letter 
by the unfaithful dude and it's like telling the listener to feel bad for the guy 
and probably forgive him. i find it weird why a song would want us to empathize/sympathize 
with a cheater and i've come to the conclusion its probably due to the composer's
roman catholic values, forgiveness and all, the thought irritated me a bit so i've
decided to make a tagalog song where the opposite happens and have a bloody ending"

Verse 1

You told me I'm the only one you'll love
but it's the opposite that I feel.
Still my heart continues
To believe in our promises.

Pre-Chorus

Oh god how did it come to this
Is it my fault?
It's like i'm being resented
I pray for my sanity's sake
That I would not be met with disappointment

Chorus

I just want to ask, who is it that you really want?
Though I pray that there is no one else.
I just want to ask, even if I already know the answer.
Stop the doubt.
I trust that I'm the only one you love.

Verse 2

The oncoming outburst of emotion is halted
By this bloomimg purple on my face
Given by you when I once made a mistake
To ask that I be your one and only 

Pre-Chorus

Under the moon I witnessed everything, and...
The reason of your frequent escapades
No matter, my beloved, you're forgiven
You don't need to explain anymore
I still love you so

Chorus

I just want to ask, who is it that you really want?
Though I pray that there is no one else.
I just want to ask who this coquette is. (I JUST WANT TO ASK WHO DIS BITCH IS)
Stop the doubt.
You murdered the trust that I fostered.

Bridge

A Nipa hut and because it's small
Those gathered there can barely fit
A Body, a Head, The Mother's Arm, there is no more place for The Brother
Look at the perverse witch
She's not worthy of you
While I'm here languishing every day
I won't wait for heaven's judgement

Breakdown

Remember you promised me
It's the two of us
Who will be together until the end

Chorus

I just want to ask if this is love
If you're not mine no one else can have you
Blood that made your heart beat,
That loved me before
Now it's splashed all over the Ceiling, Walls and Floor

Your heart that you promised me
I deservedly took back
In my hands it will beat forevermore

Ang Cariñosa

❖ Midazolam ❖

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▼ links + download ▼

■off vocal/mp3/lyrics
⇒ https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1fheI0oRWHxbKYARzAnZqnPoWFQxK2lvG?usp=sharing
■vocal midi
⇒ https://drive.google.com/file/d/1_dUf3oeHAxG1B46RseCEgFOnlQZ7xv2z/view?usp=sharing

Lyrics:
Live to feed on pointless issues
Sickening, I say “I miss you”
Reckless, you cut the tissue
Proceeding to tell me that
“None of this will hurt at all!”

Sedated memories melting away
as my heart beats on
Racking up my nerves with deception
How my brain turns raw

apart from the hurting,
saying that all the pain I felt was all a lie
we've forgotten, so it seems

it's a fake past, fake life, faker than me
just another headache that I can't relieve

apart from assumptions rotting,
the argument repeats and then dies
selective facts that stemmed from biased cries

since no one dares to see through the opposite side
pain that you caused, you'll never realize

Assess the notion,
“Too defective against our needs”
In fear, you’re forced to
biting the hand that feeds

Dissected memories melting away,
I conclude my part
leading up the progress by fractions
then it falls apart

Far from hurting
I’d rather have the pain to be a lie
Ain’t it nice to forget?

While a fake past, fake life, faker than me
Better than a wound without a remedy

In spite of the life you’ve given
I’m just another version of you
And somehow I’d rather forget that too

Since no one dares to question the things we do
Let us pretend that this was all just Deja Vu

since no one dares to see through the opposite side
pain that they caused, they’ll never realize

Midazolam / vflower

Original song:  バグ／かいりきベア feat.初音ミク 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FkO8ub83wss

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZRSJRvyxQxU

Bug (English Cover)「バグ Project Sekai」Will Stetson


https://youtu.be/h1B2Ph5SewQ


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Now go on ya way and watch the MV!

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FAKE TYPE- "GO ON YA WAY" Feat GOONYA MONSTER and Chogakusei

Better Off Worse - CircusP

cross-posting from youtube to here!!

check out the full version (plus pv!!) here: https://youtu.be/Ct_YOfxc7Hw

【KYO】Donut Hole / ドーナツホール【VOCALOIDカバー】

THIS MIX IS SO BAD AISOEOEIHTAOIET
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♫ Lyrics ♫
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(Based on ForgetfulSubs' translation!)

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【WIL】Full Course For Candy Addicts : キャンディアディクトフルコォス【VOCALOIDカバー】

1 2 3
And breathe
Come on paint your face with glee
As I plea
To breathe
And you leave me deep at sea
4 5 6
And grip
Onto hollow, murky drips
That are falling from your empty promises
It's too late

When
Did then
Become the future again?
To defend
Or bend?
The past on which we depend
Step over
Under
Until our hearts crossover
Blindly tripping on the heartstrings as we
Hurt each other

You say you want
You say you need
You show me guilt
You show me greed
You show me hate
Say it's too late
Then you deflate
Repeat and mate
You want me more
You want me less
Say it's hateful
And then hateless
You show me love then give a shove
Then I fall in
So it begins
Now...

It seems we've got nothing
The water is gushing
Filling up our lungs and
Destroying what we had
Isn't it disgusting?
We thought this was loving
When really
We're stuck feeling
So sad that we
Feel glad

You know I hate the way you think
You know I hate the way you sink
You know, you know
Nothing at all
You know I love the way you plead
You know I love the way you bleed
You know, you know
It's a bit painful

Go on cry
Like I'm the one spitting all the lies
Now stop
I'm bored
Shut it up and open wide
Like a dove
This love
Flies just much too far above
So we'll settle for an emotion that
Fits in our glove

You want some joy
You want some pain
You show me loss
And hide the gain
I show you hate
Then use the bait
Oh you just ate?
I call checkmate
You declare war
Then you want peace
Say all this hate
Should come to cease
I give you love but then I'm shoved
Then I fall in
So it begins
Now...

It seems we've got nothing
The water is gushing
Filling up our lungs and
Destroying what we had
Isn't it disgusting?
We thought this was loving
When really
We're stuck feeling
So sad that we
Feel glad

Come hug me
Only me
Go hazy
And scream
Like I'm crazy
Like it's not fun
And tell me I'm the only one

Come kiss me
On your knees
Go shaky
And plea
"Do you love me?"
I can't answer
After all you hate me

Come hug me
And show me that you feel
My pain
Like you're crazy
Like it's so fun
And tell me I'm the only one

Come kiss me
Even deeper
Only
For me
"Do you love me?"
Does it matter?
After all you hate me

After all you 'love' me
After all I can't breathe
After all we're always...
Drowning

It seems we've got nothing
The water is gushing
Filling up our lungs and
Destroying what we had

It seems we've got something
This abysmal drowning...
Filling up our hearts and
Forgetting what we had
Oh, how embarrassing!
I thought this was hating
So why are you 
Stuck feeling
Glad...it's driving
Me mad

You know I hate the way you think
You know I hate the way you sink
You know, you know
Nothing at all
You know I love the way you plead
You know I love the way you bleed
You know, you know
It's a bit painful

You know I hate the way you are
You know I hate the way we spar
You know, you know
I still don't know
You know I love the way you frown
You know I love the way we drown
You know, you know
I hope it's painful
To hate you

Show me hate
Amuse me
Show me pain
Abuse me
You give me one
I give two
After all I love you

Deeper now
Engulf me
Wet with love
Repulse me
This is what
You want, yes?
Us submerged and loveless

You give me one
I give two
After all I love you
After all without you
I wouldn't be drowning too

【Kagamine Len V4x】Submerged【VOCALOID Original】+VSQx

Madotsuki-hitorinbo envy

Early in the morning, before the sun could rise,
Keeping to myself almost felt like a disguise,
I couldn't be the one to tell you what was off that day,
Opening my mouth is The Most Dangerous Game

Once upon a time, I never knew fear like this,
I can't remember how it happened, or why it did,
Developing an obsession to open closed doors,
Gave me a compulsive need to find out even more,

And off we go to play telephone, 
Sharing what we know
But how long can we keep playing
Until the game
Undermines the status quo

It's all 
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
I have a feeling I'm not alone (Not Alone)
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Don't believe anything you see, or hear
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
I can't be the only one who knows (The only...)
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!


If we could go back, back then
When it was easier
They say ignorance is bliss

Why did I pick up the phone?
When it was easier
I should've stayed oblivious 


Falling down the rabbit hole and running out of time,
Hoping noone notices my thoughts are out of line,
I know they know we know that something isn't right,
After this my life eclipsed: fear day and night,

A call to action, call for passion, 
call for something more, for war
"If you're not with us, you're against us"
But I don't like the odds, the score 
Call me complicit, Give me a minute,
Let me decide, it's my own life,
I'm not about to pretend 
these people are close to being my friends


Can I do it? (I can run)
I could do it (I could run)
Should I do it? (I should run)
I should do it (I should run)

And so I ran,
As fast as I could,
Through the ocean of trees,
Through the sting of the breeze,

And so I ran,
I ran for my life,
And I ran for a dream,
For whatever that means,


Every thought is sabotage,
What a fool I am 
To keep playing and playing
Game after game, 
No-! Losing game after losing game


It's all
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!


It's all 
Propaganda! Prop-Propaganda!
I have a feeling I'm not alone (Not Alone)
It's Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Don't believe anything you see, or hear it's
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
I can't be the only one who knows
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!

Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!
Propaganda! Prop-propaganda!

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