I hate feeling like this. It's so pathetic. Do people like you ever feel this way? Figure you don't... you seem so perfect all the time. Lord must have been generous to you. He never answers any of my prayers. I don't know why. What did I do? What is wrong with me? Please just tell me so I can get better. I don't wanna end up like Mama I wanna be dancing up on the screen like the pretty girls in the pictures. I want what they have so badly... to be perfect... to be loved by as many people as possible to make up for all my time spent suffering. Sometimes I wake in the middle of the night and a fear washes over me 'cause what if this is it? What if this is right where I belong? I'm a failure. I'm not pretty, or naturally pleasant, or friendly. I'm not smart, or funny, or confident. I'm exactly what Mama said I was: weak. But I don't know why. What did I do? Why wasn't my family like yours? I hate what it feels like to be me and not you. I'm so scared that when you finally come home you'll see me and be frightened like everyone else is.

i dont wanna end up like mama

brokeback mountain x dream

i want you to eat me

bones and all

bones and all.

All the credits goes to Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross

(You made it feel like) Home - Atticus Ross & Trent Reznor - ending looped

unreleased 

and though the town was cold and wet, their only bed a wooden bench, with him awake and reading there, he saw the silent earth.

silent earth - josephine illingworth ( out now ! )

this is leith ross' cover of their own song

we'll never have sex - leith ross (acoustic cover)

Is it better to speak or to die?

not mine.

The voice is nobodyknowz25 on TikTok and background song is Lover, You Should've Come Over by Jeff Buckley

I remember how it looked whenever you were really smiling x Lover, you should've come over

you made it feel like home - trent reznor (good part)

i guess he's just different. He's too short, he's dresses like a girl, he's different.  I'm grumpy, I spit, I wake up on the wrong side of the bed, I'm just different. Ash, i know what it's like to feel different. FANTASTIC MRFOX

i guess he's just different.He's too short,he's dresses like a girl,he's different...

I used to make up long speeches to you after you left..

long awaited.. for Cali <3

movie: eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

song: how to never stop being sad by dandelion hands (instrumental) slowed

bones and all

isa

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