A dumb song I made after school today.

Instrumental is 
https://soundcloud.com/soundbyezra/better

It Gets Better (prod. EZRA)

Offering vocal mixing and mastering services for $15 USD per track, email me at roderick.porter98@gmail.com for more information 

Amazing, amazing track produced by potsu. I re-arranged it a little bit to fit a structure better but holy shit it stands so well on its own. Heard the beat and wrote the whole song in like an hour. Hello X fans <3

---Lyrics---

evoked emotions got me smokin like a locomotive
swallowed by the ocean, minds awoken then my eyes just open
it was a dream but my clothes are soakin still
what kind of life is it to put my hope inside a pill
im trapped inside fight inside a neverending war
take a double dose of meds with the water that i pour
im losin consiousness at twelve but im up again by four
fuck it i dont really wanna do this shit anymore
i. just. dont. know. what. you. want. from. me.
i. just. dont. know. what. you. want. from. me.
im missin meals with my family so im hurtin their trust
i fall asleep the same time that they servin it up
im runnin outta brain cells the amount im burnin it up
my friend hidin from his demons through the purp in his cup

slept a whole damn three hours over last night
fall asleep in class, all my nights are fuckin bad nights
thats right, please dont ask why i dont act right
dream to sleep on clouds, cant smoke enough for that height
the birds chirpin might be beautiful, it stress me
float away on kicks, bass slappin like its gretzsky
if there is a god, i bet he doin this shit to test me
swear that i could rule the fuckin world if he just let me
i guess he either hates me or he doesnt even notice
liquor in my potions while i smoke to mr ocean
in the open, logan ride the fuckin whip like it was stolen 
so fuck you and all your fuckin stupid omnipotence
wanna stop the shit that goes on in my head
hands covered in this ink and dome covered in lead
but i got too much love to get lost in the sorrow
...the sunlight might be brighter tomorrow

ｆｕｌｌ　ａｌｂｕｍ　ゲく医

Roderick Porter - before the break of dawn (feat. Shiloh Dynasty) (prod. potsu)

$UICIDEBOY$ X POUYA - RUNNIN' THRU THE 7TH WITH MY WOADIES (BASS BOOSTED)

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shout out to @akoad for letting me use his beat! You can find all his social media links in the description of his soundcloud page or on YouTube here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLcontUm9R0

Thank you so much for listening and I hope you enjoy, lyrics below\/
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i dont need your help
do it all myself
burnin all my. bridges
and i, hope you burn in. hell

i dont need your help
do it all myself
burnin all my. bridges 
and i, hope you burn in. hell

bet you laughin, momma struggle payin taxes
you relaxin, rose colors in your glasses
ive been pretty passive but im done with all the actin
i dont wanna see your face, or your neck, bitch ill snap it
acoholic piece of shit, i dont give a fuck about you
two faced snake, so much that i dont trust about you
mom drive cassandra to, every single practice
and every single shift, and all her fuckin classes
you aint really done shit for us
you aint really done shit
nah

i dont need your help
do it all myself
burnin all my. bridges 
and i, hope you burn in. hell

i dont need your help
do it all myself
burnin all my. bridges 
and i, hope you burn in. hell

you bought a penthouse skippin on support cheques
you a fuckin scum, going lower than the floor gets
you a fuckin black hole, you a vortex
cant rain on me, im flexin with some gortex
learned to drive myself, graduate myself
and i really i aint fuckin like you, i dont hate myself
i aint turn psychopathic bitch into my wife
so take your sorry ass and stay the fuck away from my life
dont text me.

motherfucker dont text me.

Demons

Don't Text Me

Billy whipped cream with Joey on the beat

Billy Marchiafava- Whip Cream Ft Joey Trap

get @imlilboom boom to listen to this nigga

I made this shit to be goofy

lil boom - Omae Wa Mou remix Ft. reddlikeice (prod. Deadman)

rest in peace, it will forever haunt me that I never got the chance to sit down and talk with you face to face.

forever broken

i just been so wide awake, i cannot take
the pain that i feel in my heart
i never know how to cope, hide it with dope
you were a part of my art
i still dont know how to feel, i will not heal
tell me this shit isnt real
i still dont know how to feel, i will not heal
tell me this shit isnt real

i just been so wide awake, i cannot take
the pain that i feel in my heart
i never know how to cope, hide it with dope
you were a part of my art
i still dont know how to feel, i will not heal
tell me this shit isnt real
i still dont know how to feel, i will not heal
tell me this shit isnt real

you helped me numb my depression, if only for seconds
it ment the world inside my eyes
lets just pretend that were numb, snow on repeat
days that i wanted to die
bumpin your thinkin too much, garettes revenge
sit at my desk while i cry
you were the beacon of light, darkest of nights
you helped to keep me alive
all of this happened too fast, part of me passed
i wont pretend im okay
hurtin cause well never meet, feelin defeat
shit that i wanted to say
help me to find my own peace, i was so stressed
you showed me how to express
quick when a bullet get shot, everything stop
nothing as final as death

nothing as final as death

i just been so wide awake, i cannot take
the pain that i feel in my heart
i never know how to cope, hide it with dope
you were a part of my art
i still dont know how to feel, i will not heal
tell me this shit isnt real
i still dont know how to feel, i will not heal
tell me this shit isnt real

i just been so wide awake, i cannot take
the pain that i feel in my heart
i never know how to cope, hide it with dope
you were a part of my art
i still dont know how to feel, i will not heal
tell me this shit isnt real
i still dont know how to feel, i will not heal
tell me this shit isnt real

Rainy Tapes, Vol. 1

Roderick Porter - XXX (Prod. NiNETY8)

Single for Rainy Tapes Vol. 1 COMING OUT AUGUST 3RD!!

Prod. Jacobsen

Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain
Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain

These days I don't feel no pain
I don't really want to feel okay
Sunshine, I don't feel no rain
My demons call my name
And I kind of want to go back
Thinking that the shadow where my home at
Fuck it, I've been feeling so heartless
Strange I've been taken from the darkness, yeah
And I don't really feel myself
Smoke til I can't feel myself
Drink til I fucked up my health
My friends said I need help
Cause I want to feel a heart break
Want to feel the pain of a heart ache
I don't really know what love is
I'm just fucking done with the numbness, yeah

Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain
Smoke dope, stay home
Bad thoughts, my dome
Go ghost, alone
Don't check my phone
Stuck in my ways
Don't feel the same
I like the pain
I like the pain

And I try to convince myself that I don't love you
I don't love you, no
And I try to convince myself that I don't need you
I don't need you, no
And I try to convince myself that I don't love you
I don't love you, no
And I try to convince myself that I don't need you
I don't need you, yeah

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i like the pain

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Roderick Porter - i like the pain (feat. Shiloh Dynasty) [prod. Jacobsen]

i just reuploaded this for the 3rd time i hate myself

I can't get you out of my mind, no
Said I think about you all of the time, yeah
Been imagining you all in my bed, whoa
Ay cause you been running round in my head, yeah
Ay, I can't get you out of my mind, no
Said I think about you all of the time, yeah
Been imagining you all in my bed, whoa
Ay cause you been running round in my head, yeah

Maybe I'm just stressed
Maybe need some rest
When I get a text
I can feel my heart beat out my chest
I think I'm obsessed
But this shit is not correct, no
I can't seem to get
Why my brain been doing reps
Overthinking what you say
I been going out my way, yeah
You a little blue in a sky that's always gray
And it's come to seem
You been spotted in my dreams
Been decoding what you mean
Every time you talk to me

I can't get you out of my mind, no
Said I think about you all of the time, yeah
Been imagining you all in my bed, whoa
Ay cause you been running round in my head, yeah
Ay, I can't get you out of my mind, no
Said I think about you all of the time, yeah
Been imagining you all in my bed, whoa
Ay cause you been running round in my head, yeah

Rainy Tapes Vol. 1

Out of My Mind

shouts out to https://soundcloud.com/mike_beke ill reformat all this shit in the morning lmao

Problems

ive been crying so much the last two days. mac was literally the reason i started making music. i listened to him through every album and mixtape drop and im just so heart broken. it hurts a lot when youve been following someone though different eras of their life and then theyre just gone... i had actual dreams of hanging out with him at his house talking about music ideas and smoking and im just so god damn broken knowing ill never get to meet my biggest idol.

i, want to die
sometimes i hurt and dont know why
and i, deep inside
need someone that can teach me how to fly
and i, know what that brings
cause when they leave theyll take my wings
and i, dont want that
i guess ill suffer where im at, im at

said im goin through hell but i hide it well
and i dont know when ill be back again
i let the rain fall down until i drown
and then i float away

said im goin through hell but i hide it well
and i dont know when ill be back again
i let the rain fall down until i drown
and then i float away 

said im goin through hell but i hide it well
and i dont know when ill be back again
i let the rain fall down until i drown
and then i float away

said im goin through hell but i hide it well
and i dont know when ill be back again
i let the rain fall down until i drown

away, yeah
away, yeah
away, yeah
away, yeah
away, yeah
away, yeah
away, yeah
away

Roderick Porter - goodbye. (feat. XXXTentacion) [prod. Xtravulous]

Roderick Porter - goodbye. (feat. XXXTENTACION) [prod. Xtravulous]

prod @citygrl

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thanks ily

damn, i even dont know how to feel
ay, i cant even tell whats real
yuh, i just want you to come chill
ay, yeah i thought that was the deal
ay, why you always playin these games
yeah, why you like playin these games
woah, why you still playin these games
yuh, why you keep playin these games
yeah, im still just rollin up dope
woah, imma get lost in the smoke
yuh, you gettin stuck in my mind
ay, please just dont waste my time
damn, why you always playin these games
yeah, why you like playin these games
woah, why you still playin these games
yuh, why you keep playin these games
yuh

i just wanna cut, i just wanna fuck
i just wanna feel you
i dont wanna love, i dont wanna "us"
can you be the real you
say you not attached, you dont want that
why you tryna act cool
tryna take it slow, i dont think you know
i can see right through
like it when we talk, make the time stop
ay, it dont mean a lot, i just want the top
yeah, and it gettin late you should stay the night
but when i catch a flight, i dont wanna fight
like it when we talk, make the time stop
ay, it dont mean a lot, i just want the top
yeah, and it gettin late you should stay the night
but when i catch a flight, i dont wanna fight

damn, i even dont know how to feel
i cant even tell whats real
i just want you to come chill
yeah i thought that was the deal
why you always playin these games
why you like playin these games
why you still playin these games
why you keep playin these games
im still rollin up dope
imma get lost in the smoke
you get stuck in my mind
please dont waste my time
why you always playin these games
why you like playin these games
why you still playin these games
why you keep playin these games

i didn't realize how empty my bed was until you left

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death wish

Marmalade

marmalade ft. lilxfiji

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said its getting kinda late and, im still wide awake
and you had a bad day, wanna stay up at my place
yeah you can come through
i said you can come through

and it seems we always talkin, never really say much
living in a dream world, think its time to wake up
i dont really love you
i dont really love you

and you say i numb the pain
an umbrella for the rain
yeah i guess you do the same
but its only for the day, yeah its only for the day
yeah its only for the day

now im getting fucked up
cause you got me fucked up
feelin like i fucked up
i dont really love ya
the way you love me, at least thats what it seems

dont cry for me
dont cry for me
dont cry for me
dont cry for me
i know youll be... okay

said its getting kinda late and, im still wide awake
and you had a bad day, wanna stay up at my place
yeah you can come through
i said you can come through

seems we always talkin, never really say much
living in a dream world, think its time to wake up
i dont love you
no i dont love you

said i looked into your eyes and saw your heart break
i thought we talked about no feelings from the start babe
and every time i see you naked make my heart race
but this is more like we just speedin in a car chase
it wasnt meant to last, you knew i had to dash
and we was aiming at a wall expectin not to crash
that fuschia lemonade, it feel like heavens gates
and you just worried ill forget you when im gettin paid
but that just not the case, and we all made mistakes
just know it killed me watchin tears keep running down your face
tears keep running down your face

dont cry for me
dont cry for me
dont cry for me
dont cry for me
i know youll be... okay

dont cry for me
dont cry for me
dont cry for me
dont cry for me
i know youll be... okay

Cry 4 Me

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DROPPING ON ALL PLATFORMS AT 30K

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she in love with the money
all she wanna do is fuck doe
sittin in the back
while im stackin up the hundos
club goin dumb dumb from the drum drum im the one one
im already buzzin where i come from, hoe
bitch wanna be friends, then again
thats time i dont really wanna spend
say im pretty and im nice with the pen
need a little bit of ice and the keys to a benz
shake yo ass, shake yo ass,
make that bounce then throw that back
shake yo ass, shake yo ass,
then she gimme face like a god damn mask
bitch i got the rinnegan, seein what they been up on
bustin on a bitch got her lookin like cinnabon
i been with the sinners son, they been doin minimum
bitches playin games doesnt matter i been winnin em
its your girl, why am i gettin texts
might wanna check fore my pipe in her neck
if my shit so trash, why am i gettin cheques
said im lookin super saiyan god form when i flex

she in love with the money
all she wanna do is fuck doe
sittin in the back
while im stackin up the hundos
club goin dumb dumb from the drum drum im the one one
im already buzzin where i come from, hoe

Dumb

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said i only got bros i dont really tend to make friends
and i spent one rack but i made ten
and its been three months since the basement
i been in the six someone tell me where the days went
i dont really spend got it money stored up
said might take it out for the tour bus
get a whip where you gotta flip the doors up
better book me, fore cant afford us
i been all up in the crib smokin big gas
i been gettin so high now where my wings at
i been writing these tracks and gettin big stacks
watch the platinum plaques that imma bring back

check, runnin, up
all these pretty bitches on my phone they wanna fuck
i been gettin haters that been ridin on my nuts
i been gettin money but the money not enough
check, runnin, up
all these pretty bitches on my phone they wanna fuck
i been gettin haters that been ridin on my nuts
i been gettin money but the money not enough

aye, aye, imma, business man
and bitch since preschool yeah i been the man
and we got mr porter all up in demand
and the kid so sweet like cinnamon
been ghost for a minute but im back now
keep a blade better watch how you act now
time is money lil bitch boutta cash out
paid off skippin class writin rap now

check, runnin, up
all these pretty bitches on my phone they wanna fuck
i been gettin haters that been ridin on my nuts
i been gettin money but the money not enough
check, runnin, up
all these pretty bitches on my phone they wanna fuck
i been gettin haters that been ridin on my nuts
i been gettin money but the money not enough

car

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