https://colorsquadrecords.bandcamp.com/album/c-o-l-o-r-s-q-u-a-d-0-1-2

I made this track a couple of years ago. I remember seeing a couple of girls on Sauchiehall street and being really attracted to them. I had the sensation that due to my low self esteem I would be literally incapable of approaching anyone I was that attracted to. It was a strange moment. I went home and made this track. I was spending a lot of time in bed and rushing essays at the time; Sleeping through all my classes.

I'm not in a very good place in my life at the moment. I've recently started working for a gardening company in Edinburgh after coming home from getting cheated on in North Carolina in Febuary. I'm stressed and keep fucking up at work. I'm in a band also, which doesn't give me enough time to work on my own music the way I'd like. Everything in my life feels rushed and fleeting, some mad scramble. I get depressed often and wish I could cry but I never can. 

All I want to do is create great music and share it with the world the way my idols have in the past, that's all i've ever wanted. But sometimes I doubt my ability to follow in their footsteps, even though I know I'm capable. It often feels there's just an endless sea of musicians these days; infinite competition. Everyone is trying to get their head above the surface to breathe in the air of success and recognition, even if only for a moment before someone else pulls them back down and replaces them. 

I don't want to work some pointless job I don't care about for the rest of my life. I'm already drained. I'm not very smart, or confident. My ultimate nightmare is giving up. If I stopped making music I'd be nothing. Sometimes I think it would be better just to make music alone and not share it, but the act of sharing art and making a connection with the wider world is really the point of the act. I want to belong, but I don't want to be something unnatural.

I want to release ID#2 soon. I think I'm going to put a few hundred pounds behind getting it promoted. I don't really know how to do any of that stuff though. I'm tired.

Glasgow G.

just 
spring evening
laptop built-in microphone
korg nano and some vst
my voice and dogs voice

recorded 8 april 23:45
after discovered the unseen mist of downgraded clouds
unmastered 9 april 1:30

this is about how the brume makes mist turn to opposite structure
where the lackness is caught by proof of fear

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A precious song from Inner Most's forthcoming compilation Quiet, out October 23rd.

𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘳𝘰𝘱 𝘰𝘧 𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘱𝘰𝘯𝘥. 
𝘚𝘶𝘣𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘬𝘴. 
𝘚𝘦𝘢𝘧𝘰𝘢𝘮 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘴. 
𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘤𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱. 
𝘗𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘦𝘧𝘶𝘭, 𝘶𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘯, 𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘳𝘪𝘧𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨.

𝘈𝘯 𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘴 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘥𝘦𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘭𝘴. 𝘑𝘰𝘪𝘯 𝘶𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴.

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‘Since Buildings Seem To Whisper’ gathers sound, drawing, photography and text in a dialogue exploring the thresholds between dull routines and moments of emotional dreaming. Canvasses and rooms (waiting to be) filled with memories, presences. Moments of quiet noise and composed silence for an undisclosed ‘I’. A pirouette on a crumbling map–playful subjectivity on cold concrete.

Sounds, drawings and photographs by Benjamim Furtado
Words by Jan-Pieter ‘t Hart
Design by Tjobo Kho
Distribution by Jesse Presse
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