lyrics:

i won’t go out in a blaze
rain fire on my face
i’m gonna do it quietly
there’s a hole filled with space
in my hands in my own embrace
i’m gonna do it nicely

and i know you won’t care
but a part of me wants you to
and i know you won’t care
but i did it all for you

my spine was built from crosses
and you take your sins and you beat me across it
strangle me barely
god doesn’t want your soul
i’ve bled and i’ve died and you stole
and you strangle me

so when i lay mangled in the dirt
neck broken and my mom screaming murder
it’s you who killed me
you’ll take the gems from my wrists i’m sure
while i writhe on the ground you mourn
it’s you who killed me

and i know you won’t care
but a part of me wants you to
and i know you won’t care
but i did it all for you

flesh rotting on the side of the road
a hit and run kind of love though
we were never gonna die quietly

a group of crows

this stomach ache likes to come when you’re away
no they don’t make futures like they used to 
i wanna have my cake and i wanna feed it to you
bury all your teeth in my face leave without a trace and i wont move

i’ve been grieving a lot the past few weeks
my cat, and my grades, and now my knees
when i’m with you when i’m with you they start to shake uncontrollably

you changed your shoes now i don’t know where you’ve been
the tread is different did you know you’d be walking on wet concrete
i’m still the same since yesterday haven’t shifted and haven’t changed
is there anything you wanna tell me anything

i’ve been grieving a lot the past few weeks
my cat, and my grades, and now my knees
i’m starting to grow mold my souls getting too old for me

i guess i’ll watch you plant the flower garden that i always said i wanted
but i cant move like i used to i asked for blood and i got grape juice
i pledge allegiance to my bed and my pillow i’ll serve it well 
wont get up until i have to save the world and whatever normal people do

poor me

emo alert ‼️

(none of my songs are about specific people)

bella

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