this is so beautiful, my heart began to melt

isabella, idk if you will read this, but i really love every song of yours, you are super talented and you don't know how happy and calm your music makes me, I admire you a lot, and my heart just beats faster with your music

Still very much obsessed with this song 🧡💙💜💚

i still listen to thus masterpiece 😩😩😩💗

fingers crossed - autumn ward (ON SPOTIFY AND APPLE  MUSIC)

New Years Kiss (CFTPA Cover)

i wrote this a month ago i think lol


the birds got a lot to say

i’ve always tried my best
to fit in with all the rest 
but not when it came to the feelings in my chest
always thought no one could ever love me
just too damaged at the seams
of what it meant to be a functional human being
i always told myself
that i would never let, never let my guard down
not gonna lie
i was doing pretty fine
but things are starting to change now
and ever since 
first saw what i 
thought was that innocent smile
and how you looked at me like
you had just seen
someone important but you couldn’t point it out
how would I know
how could I know
how far you’d turn my life around
loving you is fool’s gold
only fools will pay the price
to take a chance and make it
or just leave empty handed
you talk with so much luster
but really deep down under
your words are coated with cheap paint
you made me feel some way
and i’m the one to blame
no one else but me
the sweetest things often give cavities
to kids just too naive, full of innocence
my room’s dark now
tv’s on with no sound
i fell right through my bed
when sleep kissed me instead
why did you have to
look right through
me when i didn’t mean a thing to you
the thoughts in your head
could have unsaid
answers to the questions you left
unaddressed
but loving you is fool’s gold
only fools will pay the price
to take a chance and make it
or just leave empty handed
you talk with so much luster
but really deep down under
your words are coated with cheap paint

fool's gold

lyrics:
i like you but i hope you don't like me too
we're never gonna be together
and i know me, i'm too mean you see
girls like me can't be better at this

you blew out the candles on my birthday cake
your words always sound so fake
you never even sent me a birthday card 
that shit hits me hard

so what to do now, it still feels good somehow
you and me together forever and ever
but nothing feels right and my noose is too tight 
i don't want this anymore

you blew out the candles on my birthday cake
your words always sound so fake
you never even sent me a birthday card 
that shit hits me hard

you don't even know the real me
you're just obsessed with you 
and who you wanna be

you blew out the candles on my birthday cake
your words always sound so fake
you never even sent me a birthday card 
that shit hits me hard

birthday cake

starcrossed lovers
xox.




2018 ASCAP
CALIORA MUSIC
p.s. do u wanna run away let me know

for mr. sandman!

I've built a wall around me, a row of drying trees and the front porch chair 
no one else was there 

You felt like patience to me, sipping on chai tea and the blue breeze 
you said you would be there 

And there is so much healing to be done 
but so much strength to come 
of this 

Uncertainty surrounds me , since I loved you when my guard was down 
I brought me down 

I get nervous in a crowd, since I don't know who I am now 
the moon was golden brown and 
you couldn't wait for me 
to get better 

There is so much healing to be done 
but so much strength to come 
of this

chai tea season

lyrics:
hey, do you mind walking me back?
im not really feeling being alone
we can talk about us both hating our dads 
I was hoping we could spend some time to get close  

mines the worst but he gives me money 
so he thinks he deserves to love me 
hes probably the reason that I am how I am
And I fucking hate it 

please take me seriously
sometimes I feel I’m not alive
cause what does it say about me
that we kissed and then I cried 
have me when you want me
if it makes me feel something 
make me sad then happy 
maybe this is the worst that ive been

im just scared of nothing
cause nothing is the worst thing 
that could happen to me
and you don’t care 
you're scared of nothing in the worst way 
now my heads fucked
My heads fucked again

please take me seriously
sometimes I feel I’m not alive
cause what does it say about me
that we kissed and then I cried 
have me when you want me
if it makes me feel something 
make me sad then happy 
maybe this is the worst that I've been

artwork by the very talented Junk:
@jellyriot

can you walk me home?

spotify: 
https://open.spotify.com/track/6ZAvThnedCLBP9vVG8Gm7z?si=gf7IvBhhRu-2cSbJhFJlXw

lyrics:
you don't care
--
i would go back in time
if you gave me a chance to say no
i would go back in time
if it gave me the chance to let go
no more dizzy streetlights
as i struggle to finish a joke
no more dying each time
you made a little move
i'd have a little stroke

is this what they mean
when they say you fall out of love?
don't call me crazy
but i think that maybe
it's time

i don't wanna wake up
to repeat all the things that i hate
i don't wanna fuck up
but i feel like i'm living in a cage

is this what they mean
when they say you fall out of love?
don't call me crazy but i think that maybe
we've both had enough

is this what they mean
when they say you fall out of love?
no
don't call me crazy but i think that maybe
we've had
had enough

i would go back in time
so i didn't have to hurt you this much

plastic waltz

i'd give you the moon

a song about post-mania
tried some new production techniques wit a cheesy drum machine and i like how this track ended up sounding. i hope you like it and/or it resonates well with you. pls share with friends and family <3 love u

Gasoline
Pouring on the floor
Would you leave?
Like you said you would before?
Forget my eyes
And die out with the flame
It’s too late to walk away
My hands hold  onto mistakes
I’m just finding all the pieces
You’re more than what I needed 
Time is ticking like a flicker
Love so sweet my blood is bitter
It’s ashes now
And this simple chord progression
Proved to me I learned my lesson
It’s, hard to feel alive 
when you’re dying for attention
My hands are tied behind my back
My hands are tied behind my back
Crossing fingers that the fire passes

my love song (iphone recording on gabs pink bedsheets)

isabella fortuna

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