I think I come across as a very private, somewhat wary and enigmatic individual, there is another, quite different side to me tho: I am a person that really wants to be noticed, known, loved and admired.
 
Proud and intensely individual, I really want to stand out, to be the very best I can be, and to be recognized and appreciated for my unique contributions. Doing something well and being respected for it is extremely important to myself, and I cannot tolerate being in the background, taking orders from others, or being "just one of the team". I must put my personal stamp on whatever I do, and direct my own course in life. I need to have a place where I can shine, express myself creatively, and be the one in charge.
 
I have big dreams and the determination, spirit, vitality, and enthusiasm to bring them into being. I also have a noble, romantic heart, and a love of the dramatic, colorful, and extravagant.
 
For myself it is true that "all the world's a stage" and I secretly (or perhaps not so secretly) desire to be the Star or Hero in the play. I want to be great, and to receive the love and applause of an adoring audience, even if the "audience" is just one other special person. I need someone to believe in me and my dreams. Though I appear radiantly self-confident and independent, I am actually very much dependent on the affirmation, love, and recognition of others. I cannot bear being unnoticed or unappreciated.
 
I believe I love wholeheartedly and generously and really know how to make the person I love feel special. I love the magic of "being in love" and know how to keep the romance alive in my relationships. I am also immensely loyal and will defend my loved ones and stand by them to the end--as long as they never offend my pride or betray my trust. However, I like to be the strong one in a relationship and I really do not share the leading role very easily. Ideally I need to find a person who is as strong-willed as myself, but who will not try to dominate or compete.
 
My strengths are my zest and love for life, my creative power and my warm and generous heart. My primary fault is my tendency to be very egocentric, so concerned with the impression I am making and with my own creative self-expression that I forget there is another, larger world that does not revolve around me.
 
My career, reputation and public image are very important to me. I have a strong desire to be influential or make my mark on the world. The merely personal sphere does not satisfy me; my ambitions include making a major contribution and receiving broad recognition for my unique effort and gifts. I believe I undervalue the personal or inner side of life.
 
I have big aspirations and the desire to succeed in life in a grand way. I tend to exaggerate, to promise more than is possible and to misjudge through being overly optimistic. However, I never lose my hopes for the future.

Isaiah Lohrbach