i throw myself into your arms
catch me, hold on, i need you
looking for someone i never loved
asking your friends about you 

let go of this ghost of the world we built
(i cried when i figured out that you were living in his house)
i can't see my throne
(i'm sleeping in my car and on my friend's couch with the tv loud) 

exhale, inhale, exhaling through your chest hole

all my favorite bands broke up and i don't know why

the weight i’ve always carried
greater than i could ever tell
but i could never reach my home
if i’m nailed into the ground
i’ve never quit
complication is the hole you stabbed in me
never again
i miss when i could call you a friend
these two paths lead straight to hell
run out that door
what have we done here will never grow
i can’t wait for snow
the windows that shape the skyline are here to guide your way to enter eternal life
don’t come look at me
the sky moves so slow
don’t come look at me
its all I’ve ever known
you can’t help me
the scenes forever
birds fly by
this shit is tethered
you can’t help me
The scenes forever
birds fly by
this shit is tethered
all I’ve known
all i’ve known
what should i say?

Where the sky meets you

i swallowed a bug

Come back Home

false knight

I can't wait till I'm asleep
I can't wait till your asleep
In your coffin bed that I wish was mine
I see you there lying so comfortably
I can't read your mind
not that anything's inside
you hurt me so
don't wait up all night

Come on let me in
I feel left out every time I speak
because you don't listen to a word ill say
you don't care at all

I opened up my door
you're walking out
don't even bother to look at me
all the things that I do
the things that i care about
you just pushed them aside and never looked
never looked once at all
it really doesn't mean anything at all?

Come on let me in
I feel as I'm being pushed back every time I speak
Just a few kind words
Just a few
Kind words
to me

Not that anything's inside
you hurt me so
don't wait up all night

You dare to say I love you
but you never showed it
you never showed it
now I'm left wondering why
It really doesn't mean anything at all

Come on let me In
I feel as I'm being pushed back every time I speak
just a few kind words
just a few kind words to me

To me

I'm sorry for the awful things that I've said
I'm sorry for making you cry
you made me cry
I wish I could hear those words from you
I'm sorry
plead for forgiveness

It's Been A Long Time Since I've Spoken to You

Dreams suddenly feel real
You know that feeling when your memories collide and you’re lost on what’s real
I fear I’m just a memory and my existence is apart of a blank paragraph
I existed, but I can’t grasp onto my reason to question it

Even if the stars start fading, I could handle watching them die out with you
I would choose to live forever if it meant to spend eternity with my half self
Even if my life starts falling I will hold onto our dreams and never let go
I know our memories will fade but they live on forever and ever like the stars

Suddenly grass feels stale and trees make no sound, this is not the picture I painted

Hold onto those fragile written stones, you don’t know how happy they make you
When we’re dead we won’t know how happy we were
Take my hand, let’s grow a tree and let it sprout through our skulls

Even if the stars start fading, I could handle watching them die out with you
I would choose to live forever if it meant to spend eternity with my half self
Even if my life starts falling I will hold onto our dreams and never let go
I know our memories will fade but they live on forever and ever like the stars

When we’re dead we won’t know how happy we were
Take my hand, let’s grow a tree and let it sprout through our skulls

Eternity With My Half Self

Reflection

I Know You'll Be Gone (feat. shockvids and norfair)

Under your breath-Ispentsixhourswatchingshockvideosyesterday

this songs gay. 

do you remember me cus i see your silhoulette

every single day i feel more stressed

will i overcome your diallect

is that something that im able to check


march was the month that everything went wrong

someday ill might aswell just buy a gun

what ever happened to us having fun

in the sunlight on the grassy hill

silhouette

houston, tx bedroom emo

kai, marlon , milo

(songs on all platforms)

Reflection

I Should've Hung Myself

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