say you want me
say you want me then what do i do
if i say you haunt me
if i say you haunt me do i exorcise you
it gets a little lonely
it gets a little lonely when i'm not beside you
if only if only
if only i never did the things that incited you

cold with regret
i've never been so frostbit before
so numb you feel like you're dead
i ache and creep while in bed
don't let it get to your head
it's all the things that i've said
i've been careless too many before
too many times where i've lacked
too many times i've been dragged
too many burdens you've bagged

say you want me
say you want me then what do i do
if i say you haunt me
if i say you haunt me do i exorcise you
it gets a little lonely
it gets a little lonely when i'm not beside you
if only if only
if only i never did the things that incited you
cold with regret

cold with regret
have you ever been so frostbit before
so numb you feel like you're dead
make you toss and turn in your bed
an ache that swells in your head
it's all the things that i've said
i've been careless too many before
too many times where i've lacked
too many times i've been dragged
too many burdens you've bagged

say you want me
say you want me then what do i do
if i say you haunt me
if i say you haunt me do i exorcise you
it gets a little lonely
it gets a little lonely when i'm not beside you
if only if only
if only i never did the things that incited you
cold with regret

jhl - regret (strings)

oklou - god's chariots (netsu dnb mix)
doido

god's chariots dnb mix

taken from "Broken Pendant"
https://bffmusicbffmusic.bandcamp.com/album/broken-pedant

“I like to think of my music as being three genres: Hybrid, Visual and Pulse. These are genres I invented. These songs are mostly Visual / Pulse with slight Hybrid elements too.”
—Minoyimn


life is brutal and it’s full of brutal tales, human.
last autumn i had the pleasure of washing piles of dishes and listening to Kenji Miyazawa’s short stories ( i pay only 2€ for my audiobook app ). it was getting colder and these tales about facing the most basic and deepest everyday truths ( afterlife, religion, guilt, innocence, self-value ) almost made me weep to a dirty bowl. their language purity, delicate worldbuilding, and effortless characters were always fully interconnected with death, bullying and longing.
and it wasn’t a Grimm-like, fairytale obscurity that hit me so hard. it was the struggle of overcoming everyday darkness.

( i’m talking not only about a great children's book but mostly about my feelings towards Minoyimn’s sounds )


“Broken Pedant” of course comes from a world like “Bioshock” but every fantasy world comes from a world of sorrow, human.
〉that’s reality.
〉face that.
〉it’s dangerous but it’s worth it.
this is how this ep speaks to me and i cherish every moment of it.


thank you gos and Mosky wendolin for your remixes expanding this beautiful world.
this is it.


【 moodboard 】
🪢🧶🧮👁️‍🗨️🔔

—music by Minoyimn
https://minoyimn.bandcamp.com/
https://soundcloud.com/minoyimn
https://www.instagram.com/minoyim.n

—gos
https://soundcloud.com/1gos

—Mosky wendolin
https://soundcloud.com/moskywendolin

—artwork by Aniela Kiliś
https://www.instagram.com/aniela.kilis/

—singles artworks ( 'Cover Your Eyes' and 'Broken Pedant (Mosky wendolin remix)' ) by Julek Ploski
https://www.instagram.com/julekploski/

—master by Fausto Mercier
linktr.ee/faustomercier

♫°005

Minoyimn - Broken Pendant (Mosky Wendolin Remix)

крендель

In n out (baardsenxEvaboy)  mix

darkestlight

IMG 0244

Ì̶̞̺̬̥̘̌̈́̇͂͗́̂̎̃̈̉̊̀̀̕͝ͅ ̴̧̨̞̞̱̯͈̔̈́́͊̀̆̈́̐̏̈̃̔̇̒͘͘͝p̷͈̺̯̫̼̗̣̾̽̓̍̍̋͘̕͜ͅr̶̢̧̦̮̝͎͕̹̱̼͔̟̼͔̜̬͓͊a̷̢̗̟̹͎̣̟̕y̸̡̛̹͉̘̰̮̥͍̬̝͈̔̈̃̽͜ ̶͕̪͉͔́̐̇̌̅̀̈́̽́̚̚̚š̶̬̖̲p̷̫͙̻̄̿̎͂͜͠ͅr̴̢̢͉̭̟̼̗̗̥̱͈̳̔̄̀̚̚̕i̸̢͚͓̖̣̞̫͍̹̼̩̪̙̼͊͌̓̃̆̓n̶̦̘̣̱̪͑̀̈́͆͐̒̋͆̇̏͂̀̾͘͘g̷̮̪͎̰̟̳̼͉̺̺͎̠̃̓̾̌͛̈̎͋͂̽̌̈́̉̈̕͜͠ ̶̯̻͉͉̹̳͖̫̺̋̐͊̊̔͑͝w̵̧̳͎̠̘̙͈̦̰̙̜̲̏͂̏̚͜ḭ̸̅̍̈̀́̅͛͆̈l̴̝̝̘͇̓̒l̴̨̡͓̹̟͚̗͈̓͐͗̃͊͛̿̇̀̋̈́ ̴̻̠̺͕͖̦̠͙̝̘̅̓ͅb̴̨̢̖̲͎̭̦̳̝̺̫͋̔̎̔̈́ë̵̖͉͈̳̤̆̀̽̎̍͜͝ ̸̨̣̺̥̰̪̫̦̈̊͂̋̐̆̐̃͂̚͜͜n̸̡̲͕͙̗͙͑͌͂̽̊̐̈́̚͜ͅi̷̩̜̬͍͎̭̙̐͗͆͂̌̾̾̇͗̇̅̄c̶͙̱̦͓̦͎̱̥̳͔̲̅͂ẻ̵̡̲̀̓̌̀̉̇͛̌̑̂͑͝͝͝ŗ̴̨̨̡̛̬̖̣̭͈̖̝̻̫̮̜̈́̓̑͋͛͌̆̂̈́̄̏̏́͜͝ ̷͙̩̦̗̖͚͉̦̗̩̘̻̄͛̃̎̽͌̔̌́͌̎͑͊̚͜͝2̸̡̥̜̫͕̲̐̈́̽̄̏̐͌͆͋́̊̏̍̈́̌̌̕ ̸͍̞͎͇͓̐m̷̢̱̼̬̋̀̐͘é̷̢̨̯̝̜̼̤̥̱̄ͅ ̵̡̰̗̭̹̤̠̙̼̲͚̳̭̠̋͂̿͜ͅͅt̵̨̯̤̜̹̝͚̟͔̲̱̦̗͚̅̒́̔̓͜͜h̶̢̼͖̤̙̝̿͌̂̀̏͑̓͒́͋̿̊̿̾̌̕̕ą̶͇̲͎̭̩͙͖̟̳̫̖̫͙̈́̈̐͛̋̚͠͠n̵̨̧̨̧̮̮͇͚̤͉̮͉̩͍̙̰̤̾̎̓ ̴̨͖͔̭̪͕̱͙͎̀̑͒̆̾̿̀̈ẅ̵̩́̋͜į̵̧̡͉̦̝͇̺̣̣͍͌ͅͅn̴̢͕̟̟̠̹̤̪͕̫̝̱̘̥̲͒̉̊̾́͂̔͒̎͂̊̈̽t̶̢̛͉̭͕͕̻͎͇͍́̒̈͂͗̀̋̑̋̕͘͠e̶̢̝̺̲̘͙̤̺̝͓̫͈̺̿̈́͑́͗̒̅̇͘̚͝r̶̡̛̛̲͙͉̀́̇̒̓̀̏̀́ ̷̨̡̨͖͚̩̘͓̜̠̺͈̥̘̭͆́̒̓̐́̕͝ͅw̴̛̥͍̝͙̯̭͕̜̬͓̩̳̅̓̇́̃̒́̚̕̕̕ä̴̱͉̮̤͈͎̦͖̯́̀̐̐s̴̡̢̱̥̦͈̋́͂́̈́̃̚͘͘͜ ̵̩̮̦͐̒̉̏̆̔̎̊͗͆͑̽͒͝͝(̸̨͈̭̼̀̀̈́̀̏̉̋͐̇͒̒͘>̷̨͎̻̼͎̟̟̜͚͌̀̏ͅ_̴̧̡͕̮̻̘̼̃̇̑̓͜ͅͅ_̴̧̮͕̯͇̠͔̱̲̪͎̼̪̀̄͜_̸̨̲̞͕̤̫͉̻̗̝̦̪̝̙̤́͊̓̏͆̓̐̀͂̒͑̀̕̕͝͠_̶̢̨̜̻̜̜̖̹̘̱͍̪̪̪̂͒͆̃̑͊̿̈́̆̊̃̄͌̏͝_̶͖̝͇͚̬̬̳͖̭͈͇̀̀̄̃͛̔̏̃͗͑̅̚͘͠_̴̧̜̼͉̳͇͓̠̝͓̠͎̆͜_̵͔͌͗̆̋̆̾̇̇̾͂̄̓̓̿≮̢̰̘̗͈̣̠̳̯̤͖̣̥̙́̈͛͑̽͐̌̀̓̄̅̄̕͜͝͝͝)̴̦̜̥̗̱̆̿͗͆͑̽͠͝͝

cover @brain.rot.records on ig !

( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;)⁭ ⁭Frühling (slowed) ⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆

TJ Montana - Til It Hit (Fast)

Rudeboyz: The Final Count (Album Finale) 

Crown the chaos with The Final Count, the explosive eighth and final salvo from RealAsianRobot's AI-orchestrated rap armageddon, Rudeboyz. This aggressive battle epic fuses the entire saga—mother's haunting gaze, nine-to-five traps, iron-clad guilt, red carpet blazes, pay-to-move tariffs—into one squad-fueled torrent of acrobatic annihilation. Hot beats propel the crew's unified assault: targeting systems, moonwalking coffins, and tallying thrones where winners wear sinner crowns. Conscious grit meets anthemic thunder, daring you to survive the count—victory's not enough; the war demands everything. AI ignites the inferno, but the blueprint? Siddhartha's unbreakable code, closing the book with a bang that echoes eternal.  

Chorus Snippet:
The final count is tallied, and you're all coming up short
This ain't a game, this is the ultimate sport
Red Carpet Riot, we BURN down the whole thing
We the uncounted hear the sound when the trigger rings  

Saga survivors: Relive the rise in the comments. New recruits: Step into the ring—this finale redefines rude. Rudeboyz: Sinners? Nah, saviors.  

Lyrics and Music © 2025 Siddhartha Chen (RealAsianRobot)

The Final Count

[INTRO]
Yeah…
Cold nights, empty streets,
You were the only thing that felt like peace.
I held you close while the block was on fire,
Thought we’d rise together, but you fed me to the wire.
Damn, bitch — I would’ve given my life for you,
Now I’m sittin’ here, bleedin’ for the truth.

[VERSE 1]
I remember the nights, ridin’ dirty through the rain,
You was ridin’ shotgun, laughin’ through the pain.
Said you loved the danger, said you loved my flame,
Now I’m just a ghost with nothin’ but your name.
You kissed me like a promise, then you stabbed my back,
Told the ops where I stayed, now I’m watchin’ my tracks.
You used to swear you’d die for me,
But now you lie, you hid behind the enemy.
Every bullet that I dodged was for us,
But all you gave back was betrayal and dust.

[PRE-CHORUS]
You said “forever,” but forever was fake,
You took my heart, then you watched it break.
I would’ve died to see you safe, that’s true —
Damn, bitch… I would’ve given my life for you.

[CHORUS]
DAMN BITCH, I WOULD’VE GIVEN MY LIFE FOR YOU,
I TOOK BULLETS, I TOOK FALLS, I TOOK SCARS FOR YOU.
WHEN THE WORLD TURNED COLD, I HELD YOU TIGHT,
NOW I’M LEFT ALONE IN THE DEAD OF NIGHT.
YOU PLAYED ME LIKE THE GAME YOU NEVER LOST,
NOW I’M COUNTIN’ THE BODIES AND ADDIN’ THE COST.
DAMN BITCH, I WOULD’VE GIVEN MY LIFE FOR YOU,
BUT YOU SOLD MY SOUL LIKE IT WAS SOMETHIN’ TO USE.

[VERSE 2]
You was my Bonnie, or so I thought,
Till you flipped that switch when the feds got caught.
You let ‘em in, you broke the code,
Left me hangin’ where the cold wind blows.
Now I’m pourin’ out liquor for the trust we lost,
Ain’t no forgiveness, I paid the cost.
My brothers warned me, but I played it blind,
Love’s a curse that can fuck your mind.
I’d have burned down hell if they came for you,
But you burned me first, and you knew.
Now every scar is a memory of what I gave,
And every tear’s just a drop on your grave.

[CHORUS]
DAMN BITCH, I WOULD’VE GIVEN MY LIFE FOR YOU,
I RAN THROUGH FIRE, I BLEW THROUGH CREWS.
WHEN EVERYBODY FLED, I STILL STOOD TRUE,
BUT YOU TURNED ME TO ASHES, THAT’S WHAT YOU DO.
I’D HAVE DIED WITH YOUR NAME IN MY LAST BREATH,
BUT YOU SOLD MY LOVE FOR YOUR OWN RESPECT.
DAMN BITCH, I WOULD’VE GIVEN MY LIFE FOR YOU,
NOW I’M JUST A SOUL YOU FUCKIN’ BLEW THROUGH.

[BRIDGE]
You said, “I love you,” then you disappeared,
Left me haunted by the voice I revered.
Now the block don’t trust, and the streets don’t sleep,
Every corner whispers the lies you keep.
I see your ghost in the city lights,
I hear your name in the endless fights.
If love was war, then you won the game,
But I lost myself, and you lost your name.

[FINAL CHORUS]
DAMN BITCH, I WOULD’VE GIVEN MY LIFE FOR YOU,
BUT YOU TURNED THAT LOVE INTO SOMETHIN’ CRUEL.
YOU TOOK MY HEART, THEN YOU LEFT IT BLEED,
I WAS YOUR SOLDIER, NOW I’M FREE.
YOU’LL NEVER FIND A SOUL LIKE MINE AGAIN,
’CAUSE REAL LOVE DON’T BREAK, IT BENDS.
DAMN BITCH, I WOULD’VE GIVEN MY LIFE FOR YOU,
BUT NOW I’M DONE, I’M THROUGH.

[OUTRO]
Pour another shot, let the whiskey burn,
Let the lessons of the street return.
You can run from love, you can hide from truth,
But karma don’t miss, and she’s comin’ for you.
Damn, bitch…
I would’ve given my life for you.

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