an album about my headspace going into turning 20

shteppi - 20.

I’M UP NOW! (prod. siahprice)

this song is a soundcloud / youtube exclusive!!!!

BOUNCIN’ FREESTYLE! (prod. bxnji & crystation)

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by shushuboi

i lost the lyrics for this one sorry lol

shteppi - feeluinmysoul.

freestyled this so i don’t got no lyrics :/

BEAM! (prod. dieperry)

lyrics:

i’m sellin crack like it’s back in the epidemic
shawdy plap on my lap we be slapping pelvis
givin brain to issbrokie like academics
all my oppas look clapped 
they got bad genetics
and they rap pathetic
so they apathetic
when issbrokie be ballin n stackin lettuce
i got riches from flippin dem psychedelics
i got bitches they ordered in alphabetic
and my bitch lookin hotter than tom sellic 
hold up bitch i been flippin the dope
said he better? shit must be a joke
cuz that fuckboy eat grits, he poor, he broke
i’m smokin on shit got em screamin “oh no”
i might give yo bitch throat hoe issbrokie don’t choke
wear so much ice leave my neck soaked
broke hoe who they wrote checks fo 
i get a check now i’m ignorin ya
gettin money to me like euphoria
brokie more of a man than all of you rappers
it’s giving me gender dyphoria
so many weapons i look like a warrior 
said he wan’ fade but he making a story up
get the choppa and make his shit gory
i’ll teach him this shit aint a game no tutorial 
brokie got hella racks she emporium 
floorin the hellcat while i be pourin up
i keep a yappa my foreign truck
if he wan fade then i’m leavin victorious 
smokin tree i be lighting a forest up
smokin his pack after karmamob tore him up
i got 44 whores in my porsche
got adorable opps i’m ignorin who borin us 
bitch
i’m smokin on tree got me soarin and shit
pink AP got adorable wrists
askin for feet you down horrible twin
issbrokie the number 1 whore that exists
bad bitch rockin deplorable fits
they talkin but these non-affordable kicks
they can’t afford this
i’m sippin and pourin the splish 
my lighter be warmin the spliff

I SELL CRACK! (prod. shushuboi)

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by wanderlust & lovejams

(verse 1:)
lately i
been losing my friends right and left
or maybe i
realized that i was right and left
but who am i to judge?
lookin for approval from my family
karma cuz the real dont understand me
you so fucking full of shit
but what’s that say about my mirror?

(chorus:)
cuz every time i look
the more i fall into your shit
and every time i dont
the more you try to let me in

(verse 2:)
“mature for my age” thats why you said
dont lil sister me you aint in my shoes
you mentally where i was december of 2 years ago
haha :3
why you throwing bullshit
at my window
close yo damn lips
keep them shits closed
i dont know why i
keep letting this hoe talk my ear off

(chorus:)
when every time i look
the more i fall into your shit
and every time i dont
the more you try to let me in
cuz every time i look
the more i fall into your shit
and every time i dont
the more you try to let me in

shteppi. - let me out pls.

BITCH + MOAN + SCREAM! (prod. dieperry)

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by rémdolla

(verse 1:)
head over heels off the whiskey 
thats what my life been since you kissed me
i know your boyfriend got shit against me
n thats why you aint never tryna hit me up
thats why you miss calls n dismiss me
you said “i really don’t believe that he gets me”
i’m stayin up hoping you dont forget me

(chorus:)
girl, i dont mean to pry
baby
but i wan’ live inside your head
and i know that aint right
no
but when i close my eyes i’m picturing you in my bed
please come over tonight 

(verse 2:)
you know he aint good for you
thats just not how y’all built
you like me better than him
you just staying for the guilt
you got what i want 
along witta body that could kill
i know that you want me
but you gotta want my ass for real
you say
that he brings u on shitty ass dates
i could fly you around the whole state
so you could look for something to complain about
i know you’d prolly do the same
but you stuck witta dork, witta lame
and i know its easier said then done
and honey,

(chorus:)
i dont mean to pry
baby
but i wan’ live inside your head
and i know that aint right
no
but when i close my eyes i’m picturing you in my bed
please come over tonight 
girl, i dont mean to pry
baby
but i wan’ live inside your head
and i know that aint right
no
but when i close my eyes i’m picturing you in my bed
please come over tonight

shteppi - i don’t mean to pry.

(verse 1:)

(cacity:) i was chillin in the back, no coupe
lookin like a mf with no clue
(brokie:) shawdy got hit from the back, no lube
she tryna fuck so imma do what i’m supposed to
(cacity:) she got my hands tied behind my neck and she so cruel
didn’t really give a fuck so i’m like “cool”
(brokie:) shawdy undressin, doin dances like michael
she got a man that she with but she mine too
(cacity:) ay wait bish, ugh
shawdy want it rough so i gave her my “eugh”
calm down for a sec take a puff of my kush 
yeah, she look kinda mad so i gave her some too
and she throwin it back while i chill in the coupe
fuck it’s gettin hot here so we go to my room
bae, we got nothing to fear
so she takes my hands, her waist, my chest, her face, 
everything’s falling in place

(hook:) (cacity & brokie)
i’m gonna tap dat
tap dat
tap dat
(uh huh, uh huh)
tap dat
dat
i’m gonna tap dat
tap dat
tap dat
(uh huh, uh huh)
tap dat
dat
dat

(verse 2:)
(brokie:) i’m gonna go down on that bish while i’m chillin in the coupe
if her homie tryna tap, i might tap her friend too
(cacity:) she a mf freak and i like that too
she bite on my neck so i bite her too
(brokie:) bish callin me her wife, i might wife her too
and i know that bish liked when we fucked in the stu
(cacity:) i don’t rlly fuckin care what u really wanna do
as simon says, i must listen to
(brokie:) like simon says, i’m the one she listen to
yo bish in my bed, imma hit then go to you
yeah i need some head, keep strokin, i might shoot
spilt some kief in dis bed after lightin up dis boof
after smokin on dis woody where the ash at?
bed fulla all these bitches, where the ass at?
hoes twerkin on my dick, issa lap dance
ass got me feenin now i’m yellin

(hook:) (cacity & brokie)
i’m gonna tap dat
tap dat
tap dat
(uh huh, uh huh)
tap dat
dat
i’m gonna tap dat
tap dat
tap dat
(uh huh, uh huh)
tap dat
dat
dat 
i’m gonna tap dat
tap dat
tap dat
(uh huh, uh huh)
tap dat
dat
i’m gonna tap dat
tap dat
tap dat
(uh huh, uh huh)
tap dat
dat
dat

TAP DAT! (ft. cacity) (prod. buckx2)

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by jvd

shteppi - window.

MUSIC VIDEO!!! ⬇️
https://youtu.be/wzWL3jlBOdU

WOKE UP IN A BAD MOOD! (prod. skotskr) (MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

(lyrics:)

(hook:)
i got the beats and the jams
weed make yo mans
prolly tweak off a gram
took weeks off the gram
cuz my comments tryna speak on the plan
how tf i’m finna beef witta fan?
heat fo ya mans
if he really tryna tweet bout the fam
that ctrl alt delete in my hand
grip, squeeze, it don’t jam
808 gon break the speakers again
iss impossible to sleep on yo aunt

(verse:)
get up outta bed, tryna get shit done
my old friends on my dick like they expect sum
a broke bitch never gave away a penny once
my flow switch day n night like the setting sun
if a rapper want beef then its wellington
fuck a beef bitch, open up the eddison
or FL make a track how you cant outrun
the broke shawdy wit the guns 
when its said n done
i’m tryna buy my mom a house on the beach
type clout you cant teach
cop land on a hill 
thas a house you cant reach
all blue a bitch bills
i aint even rolled deep
but if you tryna get killed
then come for me
like “aw shit”
smokin on opps til i get nauseous 
i got profit
shawdy rappin like gods profit
i cough off zips
i’m offa antibiotics 
i often 
murder a beat put it in coffin
i got dis
how much longer can brokie talk dis
hawt shit
rappers aint yappin bout me they lock lipped
thigh high socks lil thottie the gyatt got grip
walk on ya block i’m prolly the most poppin
marry poppin
umbrella lil bitch i got drip
my guap is
really unstoppable automatic
i’m walkin 
out wit my dawg
wallace and gromit
blonde chick
college degree
she gimme knowledge 
boss bitch
brand new merchandise gettin drop-shipped
obviously flowin i’m goin til its obnoxious 
flawless, kick a rapper eyes out they sockets
it dont take a problem solved to know y’all not shit

(hook:)
i got the beats and the jams
weed make yo mans
prolly tweak off a gram
took weeks off the gram
cuz my comments tryna speak on the plan
how tf i’m finna beef witta fan?
heat fo ya mans
if he really tryna tweet bout the fam
that ctrl alt delete in my hand
grip, squeeze, it don’t jam
808 gon break the speakers again
iss impossible to sleep on yo aunt

JAMS! (prod. pipe bomb)

5’11! (prod. bmtj)

LYRICS:

(hook:)
idk why these rappers wan talk on my name like i aint makin hits on a daily basis  
they just mad they make music nobody playin
and my jewelry drip like precipitation 
posted nudes on my story i got too faded
i’m that thicc little chick that they aint replacin
i said fuck social media too much hatin
while y’all busy wit dat imma be the greatest
all these artists are cappin these rappers fakin
they dont really be strapped they just wanna say it
brokie really be strapped wit the heat and blade i’m on yo block witta choppa to leave it vacant 
wendigo on the prod thats an evil placement 
i cant fuck wit nobody who isnt famous
i cant fuck wit no broad who want me to save em
but if she wan give top i’m gon be filated

(verse:)
lil bitch i came through wit da red dot
it hit his head-top
he gettin took off the list
talkin on me leave yo neck chopped
then on my next stop
imma go get in yo bitch
we makin movies like redbox
talk on the set wrong
we getchu shot out yo fit
gang in yo buildin like spec ops
might get a fed popped
brokie cant fuck witta snitch
bitch, i aint the shit?
stop it
all my haters just talk to be talkin
all my haters wan beef cuz i’m poppin
in a couple of weeks they wan’ squash it
“tryna shoot?” only way i’m responding 
cuz i brought it, i get to choppin
after that i’mma fuck on yo mom quick
dat bitch takin my kids 
they adopted
woah
lookin in the mirror
and it feels so sick
everybody wanna look like me
ay
buddy so shook by me
all because i had a strap 
“aye what size are those, og?” ay
i said that shit just to scare him
that shit worked
it made him pee ay
but really i’m keepin shit P
got the pack on my body
yo bitch like “it reeks” ay
you aint in the field you just talk on forums
dat boi think he the opp but my set adore him
i just hopped in the lexus to buy a foreign 
i’m that chick witta blade now i feel like corrin
we might kick in yo door like we special forces
got a K on my feet these are special jordans
gotta chop witta light its gon metamorph him
run it back to the hook cuz this shit is borin

(hook:)
idk why these rappers wan talk on my name like i aint makin hits on a daily basis 
they just mad they make music nobody playin
and my jewelry drip like precipitation 
posted nudes on my story i got too faded
i’m that thicc little chick that they aint replacin
i said fuck social media too much hatin
while y’all busy wit dat imma be the greatest
all these artists are cappin these rappers fakin
they dont really be strapped they just wanna say it
brokie really be strapped wit the heat and blade i’m on yo block witta choppa to leave it vacant 
wendigo on the prod thats an evil placement 
i cant fuck wit nobody who isnt famous
i cant fuck wit no broad who want me to save em
but if she wan give top i’m gon be filated

I DO DIS DAILY! (prod. wendigo)

y’all can shut up now lol

shoutout calder for mixing our vocals :3

FUGGIT 10 MINUTE SONG!🖕>:3🔥 (ft. lil darkie) (prod. fony wallace)

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by cian

shteppi - rot.

lyrics:

(verse 1:)
i’mma stunt until i die
y’all rappers stay behind
thicc pockets, thiccer thighs
issbrokie blow they mind
i.. do it all the time
it aint no surprise 
wallet got a different size
these rapper cats just fantasize
i get the motherfuckin pack
den i flip it hoe
i been in a different mode
dat mask on me like ipkiss hoe
i dont know what time it is
that doesnt make a difference tho
if u disrespect my pimpin
drop a song n fix ya hoe
i was bumpin tommy write
andre nickatina too
mac dre bumpin in the whip
kraeshawn on the speakers foo
i aint never bump E-40
homies thought i wasnt cool
til i went n got that 40
they still talk bout me in schools

(hook:)
throw the 40 in the trunk
exotic skunk
product stunk
keep dat grabba in my blunt
light it puff
light it puff

(verse 2:h
get dat 
check from
music every month
they like “brokie whats yo cut”
i tell em i might buy a bus
they don’t believe me but i got nothin to prove
shouldn’t care if that shit true cuz ooò ok iií
i aint sharin shit wit u
on the set
thats on karmamob lil bitch we neva lose
so much smoke inside the booth lil bitch look like world war 2
i dont give a fuck who u
come step to me n lose
scratch the numbers off the tool
n now i’m boutta act a fool

(hook:)
throw the 40 in the trunk
exotic skunk
product stunk
keep dat grabba in my blunt
light it puff
light it puff

PUFF! (prod. sadsouljah)

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by kidhoodiee, anh, & vnoahh


(chorus:)
you the reason 
i dont talk to homies and i work late
we both been adults 
but u still actin like its first grade
i dont even know how 
we got like this in the first place
is you my friend or not, oh oh
is you my friend or have i
wasted every second 
talkin to you on my worst days?
i wish i could go back, 
figure out bout when this turn came
i dont even want you texting me no “happy birthdays”
cuz we ain’t friends no more no no
cuz we aint friends no more i-

(verse:)
got some self respect,
i dont let people walk over me no more
like i did then,
i’m so tired tryna do shit for y’all,
stickin out my neck
its gon’ end up in a brace again 
i keep dealin wit stress 
always do shit i regret
cuz the people that i do it for eventually forget
that i live for all the people live for me
i’m such a wreck
but you taught me lessons even if the teachin indirect
i been living for myself ever since you aint been my friend

(chorus:)
you the reason 
i dont talk to homies and i work late
we both been adults 
but u still actin like its first grade
i dont even know how 
we got like this in the first place
is you my friend or not, oh oh
is you my friend or have i
wasted every second 
talkin to you on my worst days?
i wish i could go back, 
figure out bout when this turn came
i dont even want you texting me no “happy birthdays”
cuz we ain’t friends no more no no
cuz we aint friends no more i-

shteppi - we aint frens no mo lol.

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by origami

(hook:)
shawdy said she like girls
i just hope she like me
shawdy come be my world
just come over n be by me
she say she like my curls
she got me pink like sheesh
she want a necklace pearls
i want her in these sheets
shawdy said she like girls
i just hope she like me
shawdy come be my world
just come over n be by me
she say she like my curls
she got me pink like sheesh
she want a necklace pearls
i want her in these sheets

(verse:)
she dont want me dealin the white
cuz she dont want me in the streets
but girl this already my life
i dont like to talk about it
shawdy bisexual 
thats how i know she a freak
she got 3 different studded belts up on the jeans
i got 3 different ways i’d hit it, like peep
on the couch, on the bed, no i dont want the head, i want nun but her pleasure just once fo’ i’m dead, i should ask if she want me, she prolly i bet
cuz we regularly open like 7-11
i told her, she sayin “come over” i’m sweatin 
dis more than just friendship 
now i’m second guessin
she cool as a friend but i guess she could get it
way she bend her back on me got me in heaven
i walk through her door n i stopped
she already dont got a top
now we in her room, its locked
i lay down n she get on top
shawdy ride me like a-
shawdy ride me like a thot
she ask if i do this a lot
(yeah)
hella hickies it look like we fought
we stop, now we talkin for hours
then right back to fuckin we get in the shower
she suckin on me got the coochie devoured 
its 3 in the mornin, said fuck it got louder
wake up in the morning then dip out her house
now i think it’s official got me so empowered
but i’m second guessin myself like a coward
i wonder if we only homies, she got me like

(hook:)
shawdy said she like girls
i just hope she like me
shawdy come be my world
just come over n be by me
she say she like my curls
she got me pink like sheesh
she want a necklace pearls
i want her in these sheets
shawdy said she like girls
i just hope she like me
shawdy come be my world
just come over n be by me
she say she like my curls
she got me pink like sheesh
she want a necklace pearls
i want her in these sheets

shteppi - bi.

(lyrics:)

no whore u cant get a follow
fuck if u a model 
if u wanna u could suck n swallow
water on the collar and the cap 
like i’m a water bottle
bitch i eat 
on every beat i see 
like my name avacado
chillin wit my vatos
lotta gualla 
pockets on diablo
got a lot of follows 
from my city down to colarodo 
choppa on el choppo
golden gates my city el’ dorato
make yo shawdy waddle
gave her cock until she on to gobble
he in a debacle
choppa modded i aint boutta squabble
aim bot every flow i hit is sick you’d think a shawdy toggle
lmg is on bionical 
i aint no role model
speedin in the whip like sonic do
because i dont doddle
brodie mad i dont respect the game
when i just dont gotta
gotta long choppa
cook ya head up like a tostada
shawdy wobble ass up in my face
n i just wont stop her
way that i be ballin bitch
i’m lookin like a globetrotter
i’m a whole monster
smoke dope wit the rolled grabba
got a whole lotta
gualla more than brokie own father
0 up to 60 in a second 
shit got no throttle
you ass dont got no job 
you aint wearin no prada
told ya hoe “nada”
cuz she wanna make my home ours
she was givin dome dome dome
prolly 4 hours
hit it, no condom
took it raw cuz i’m the goat prolly
i dont deal with yo problems 
i be offa no molly
xotic got me jolly than a bitch
the north pole want me
take ya bro and ya bros hoe cuz they both bodies
diamonds soap watery
the lottery my whole wallet
g i’m floatin on these beats
you’d think i’m offa coke prolly

NO WHORE! (prod. 2ico) (soundcloud exclusive)

WE NOT THE SAME! (prod. marow az) (soundcloud exclusive)

shteppi - in time. (voice memo interlude)

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by bokoven

(verse 1:)
she wants to meet again
but baby i cant do this twice
let you see me again
u and ur gorgeous lil brown eyes
cuz ur so sweet and zen
and i just know i’m not your type
she tryna keep me in
when i’m a stray cat whos outside
and i despise myself
for even saying yes to u
said on her life she felt
like i could balance out her moods
its like she just got one
being the best girl that u knew
wont lie, keep it a buck

(chorus:)
girl, lovin me wont get u far
you only gonna waste the time u got to urself
the fuck you give is strange to watch
more anxious bout opinions than my own human health
oh baby you so dangerous 
you lookin for a girl thats tryna live off ur wealth
but baby i can’t be the one for you
i’m too afraid i’ll change u into somebody else

(verse 2:)
i gave her hope again
i gave her hope we could be cool
she wan’ get close again
that’s shit i cant afford to do
might break her heart again
because she think i’m good and true
girl dont u start again
i know me well enough to not know you
but that wont stop her now
she hit me up on instagram sayin she don’t know how
someone like me could tell her no
baby i dont know either
just know i shouldnt see her
cuz she too wonderful to find out

(chorus:)
lovin me wont get u far
you only gonna waste the time u got to urself
the fuck you give is strange to watch
more anxious bout opinions than my own human health
oh baby you so dangerous 
you lookin for a girl thats tryna live off ur wealth
but baby i can’t be the one
i’m too afraid i’ll change u into somebody else

shteppi - don'twasteurtimeonme.

this was freestyled i didn’t write down the lyrics lmao

PINK! (prod. tj nero)

(prod. dercept)

(chorus:)
please stop talkin, the more I hear ur voice can't help remind us both of why we upset. 
n Idek where I stand with you no more So lIst cry ni then I try n forget.
please stop talkin, the more I hear ur voice can't help remind us both of why we upset. 
n Idek where I stand with you no more so i just cry n then I try n forget.

(verse:)
that I can’t change the way we ended up.
idek fr what ended us.
matter of time, waitin on the pengellum.. 
what a silly place we went n ended up. 
really aint no point detending us.
we both got some problems, need Some Steppin up. but you, yourself, alone, the one that messed us up.
how u offended but i didnt say a peep to u

barely like to speak to u 
unless there was a reason to
we only tak when we in groups 
i tried to Keep my peace with u
feelin' like your feeding tube. 
you need me, i aint needin' you. 
i’m pissed even treated you like somebody 
when meeting you

(bridge:)
n I'm sick off all these lies u put on my name 
n' I'm done with actin like we at all the same. 
you got Issues even Im thinkin u insane 
sure ur sad n shit but i’m not the one to blame.
You should get urself some Ice just to numb the
Pain
you aint comin in my life i’ll Just run away 
hunni dont got the time, playin all these games 
livin rent free in ur mind but im movin (mental) states 
I don't wanna be by u no more

(chorus:)
please stop talkin, the more I hear ur voice can't help remind us both of why we upset. 
n Idek where I stand with you no more so i just cry n then I try n forget.
please stop talkin, the more I hear ur voice can't help remind us both of why we upset. 
n Idek where I stand with you no more so i just cry n then I try n forget.

shteppi - pls stop talking.

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by cy 劉

(chorus:)
curse the hand of the cards I been dealt.
curse the bitch made you feel how you felt.
you the type that i don't wish well.
give a fuck you don't like me, oh well. 
aint the first bitch, THAT I can tell. 
don't hit my phone, bitch. go to hell.

(verse:)
always tryina sell me on some bullshit 
always tryna sell me on yourself 
actin like your words from a pulpit
I could see through that shit at age 12 
stalk my socials all that you want, bitch. 
don't give a shit that you think I need help. 
maybe next time, try n' be honest, so you won't be left by somebody else again

(bridge:)
oh, again 
by somebody else again 
oh, again 
by somebody else again 
oh, again 
by somebody else again 
oh, again 

(chorus:)
curse the hand of the cards I been dealt.
curse the bitch made you feel how you felt.
you the type that i don't wish well.
give a fuck you don't like me, oh well. 
aint the first bitch, THAT I can tell. 
don't hit my phone, bitch. go to hell.
curse the hand of the cards I been dealt.
curse the bitch made you feel how you felt.
you the type that i don't wish well.
give a fuck you don't like me, oh well. 
aint the first bitch, THAT I can tell. 
don't hit my phone, bitch. go to hell.

shteppi - go to hell.

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by bad kid

(verse 1:)
you say that you’re in pain
oh girl, i feel the same
cuz what you do throughout your day is all thats in my brain
how does she maintain?
how come shes not insane
i gotta know the way she think to be the same way
i wanna be like her, beautiful and strong
it feels wrong but i’m masterbating to her songs
i wanna love you
i wanna kill you
i wanna hear you u cry, bitch

(chorus:)
i just wanna fucking
find all her information 
then drive an hour to your home late at night 
i strike fear in her imagination 
then kill her, rape her, watch her cry as i say
“you’re gonna fear me bitch”
“you’re gonna fear me bitch”
“don’t run from me”
“you’re gonna fear me bitch”
“what, are you scared?”
“it’s almost like you didn’t wanna meet me, bitch”
“don’t run from me”
“you’re gonna fear me bitch”

(bridge:)
i know you like your privacy,
but i’m in love with you.
you’re not in love with me.
i know you’re probably tired of me,
can’t get enough of you.
you’ve had enough of me.
i ain’t had enough yet

(verse 2:)
hacking social media you made at 10,
just so i can imagine touching your face again
finding old songs, said the names of your friends
i hit em up and they say y’all ain’t talked for like years on end.
how could they pass that up?
able to give you hugs?
i want to wear their skin
so i can feel your love.
i know you’re scared of me,
but girl, thats not enough.
i wanna cut you open
make you drink your own blood 

(chorus:)
so i
find all her information 
then drive an hour to your home late at night 
i strike fear in her imagination 
then kill her, rape her, watch her cry as i say
“you’re gonna fear me bitch”
“you’re gonna fear me bitch”
“don’t run from me”
“you’re gonna fear me bitch”
“how come you’re scared?”
“you only get no privacy with me, bitch”
aw shit
“you’re gonna fear me bitch”

shteppi - i hope u fear me. <3

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by karasuma

(verse 1:)
we were high in my room
coughing on smoke
junior high, out skipping school
not for long though
your mom and dad hated my guts
were they even wrong though?
cuz i’m a bad influence 
“she such a bad influence” they said
my mom and i lived all alone
next to your condo
on NES i showed you games
you showed me combos
she was my best friend 
her dad ain’t liked what i was on though
cuz i’m a bad influence i guess

(chorus:)
cuz i’m a bad influence 
on you
on you
on you
on you

(verse 2:)
she said oh steph, my parents told me
i should leave you
they said you got some bad intentions 
and you see through
oh camilla, it just breaks my heart
the way they see you
be with a bad influence 
she “likes a bad influence”, she said
her friends and i pass ‘round the joint
on the end of a humid day
they leave now its just me
you walk up to me just to say
you told me that you’re sorry but you’re ‘bout to 
move away
from all this bad influence 

(chorus:)
so you don’t get this town’s influence 
put on you
on you
on you
on you
on you
on you
on you
on you

shteppi - bad influence.

vocals and lyrics by shteppi
production by peril

shteppi - casual sex.

shoutout gort :3
original song :3
https://on.soundcloud.com/f2Gn34HnmJpTEhEa6

gort - talkin sweet (shteppi flip)

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by nurture nurture

(lyrics:)
every time i see you i can help but picture you up in your mirror
who will 
you be 
today 
for everyone to love?

you don’t know how bad you piss me off
and you don’t know how bad i wanna just
hit you now

i gotta ask
why do u try so hard
why do u try so hard
why do u try so hard
why do u try so hard
to be someone else?

every time i see you i can help but picture you up in your closet
who will you be today for everybody else 

you don’t know how bad you piss me off
and you don’t know how bad 
you make me wanna die

i gotta ask
why do u try so hard
why do u try so hard
why do u try so hard
why do u try so hard
to be someone else?
to be someone else?
to be someone else?
to be someone else?
to be someone else?
why try?

shteppi - why try?

ISSBROKIE - 24/7! (prod. dylvinci)

vocals and lyrics by shteppi
production by nurture nurture

shteppi - i hate you, leave me alone.

dis a freestyle i did in like 5 minutes lol

HYDRO! (prod. nephminajj x toxicboiikilla) (soundcloud exclusive)

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by sk8miles

whats the use, talking to u
when i’ll just run away?
is it true, that u hate me too
like ur friends in 11th grade?
i’m stuck in my own mind
wouldn’t have worked out anyways.
hope we’re alright with time
before i get inside my grave. 
whats the use, talking to u
when i’ll just run away?
is it true, that u hate me too
like ur friends in 11th grade?
i’m stuck in my own mind
wouldn’t have worked out anyways.
hope we’re alright with time
before i get inside my grave.

shteppi - whats the use?

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by ian james

(lyrics:)
back of the venue, 
my homies tearing the stage up
i’m flippin thru my sketchbook 
doodlin every page up
so many ideas flowin outta my brain bruh
i wonder what it’s like to have came up
payin bills, from rap, 
i wonder how many days until i make a million tracks
i wonder how many verses killed i’m keepin stored in the back
my thinkin cap am i greedy for being hungry?
i do dis for the art not the money
but the moneys nice
i always think “my idols don’t do this for the money right?
i speak into my microphone so much that its funny right?
my homies 30, hope i do the shit in my 20s right”
i’m fuckin up, i fear i do nothing right 
when i’m acing
freddy kreuger, jason
and rappin are both adjacent 
to me cuz i’m slashing dreams that i’m havin
just to get payment.
dream chasin, gettin in stickier situations 
that i would if i was workin a 9-5 witta wage and
i think i’m going crazy just layin inside my house
if the music doesn’t work out, than i’m fucked
i can almost taste it
just keep yo head straight girl, try n secure these placements 
and don’t go makin a move to fuck up the progress ur makin hol’up
1st of December, i barely lived thru november
feel like my brain getting tenderized 
after changing my gender
newer hormones kickin in
tryna keep a low temper
how can i render the way that i feel 
without soundin stupid?
i know i’m not but you’d think i was with the way i’m movin
my homies getting more distant, my family gettin more clueless 
my days are passing me by as depression gettin more rooted 
in my life fuck up my mood
i could cry whatever i’m doing
now i’m sensitive, used to have the thickest skin
worried bout my penmanship,
newer feelings kicking in
wanna hit the pen n shit but i’m too worried i’ll get sick of chasin after benjamin’s 
n be okay not hittin shit
i’m so afraid i’m gon lose my drive
look up in my mirror every day askin “who am i?”
my granny don’t remember me at all
gettin dewy eyed
my mama see i’m tryin not to go through with suicide
nobody really know me outside of my computer 
my family think i’m goin crazy cuz i stay up from 2 to 5
my life won’t get threw aside
i’m gettin my shit together
but hopefully my music unlike me, wanna live forever
i hope so

thanks for 100k :

https://www.instagram.com/shteppi

100K! (prod. euphoria)

(hook:)
4X, 4X, 4X!
4X, 4X, 4X!
4X, 4X, 4X!
4X, 4X, 4X!
4X, 4X, 4X!
4X, 4X, 4X!
4X, 4X, 4X!
4X, 4X, 4X!

(verse:)
give a fuck bout no deal i don’t need any help
last year 100 bands made by myself
n this year i’mma add like 4 times to my wealth
a bitch walkin in rockin that felt u aint felt
4XL shirt on my body 
my belt cost a hunnid times more than u got fo yoself
good self esteem, good ideas, n good health
i got gucci on me by the scent you could tell
big ass shirt lil shorts
lil ass skirt, no skorts
broke shawdy fuckin yo whore
yo house dirt, you poor
rap game i’mma high score
fuck around take a shit on yo goat for the sport
karma to crazy 
we tweaked off the xotic
i’m geekin i look like a dork
get back
pussy boi, come n get back
i don’t do the net
stupid bitch imma miss that
pockets big fat
2 switches so the sticks match
you gon hear that click clack
finna push yo wig back
hit tracks
all a bitch drop cuz ya chick cracked
smokin zig zags of dat shit make a bitch laugh
big big big big pack imma flip dat
sayin any shit back, might jus make a bitch snap
any beat i hit i make the shit fire
haters hear the shit i make, get inspired
judgin by yo lack of a fit, yo shits dire
make a rapper run outta feul like a bic lighter
9er 9er up in the sky like tye fighters
rapper peep the shit i spit n get tired
boi u is a bitch, a snitch, u wear wires
stick get him ripped from limb to limb-
(ugh, you get it)

(hook:)
4X, 4X, 4X!
4X, 4X, 4X!
4X, 4X, 4X!
4X, 4X, 4X!
4X, 4X, 4X!
4X, 4X, 4X!
4X, 4X, 4X!
4X, 4X, 4X!
boi, i’ll drop these hoes 
and i’ll drop ya ass too!
boi, i’ll drop these hoes 
and i’ll drop ya ass too!
boi, i’ll drop these hoes 
and i’ll drop ya ass too!
boi, i’ll drop these hoes 
and i’ll drop ya ass!

ISSBROKIE - 4XL! (prod. david arcade)

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by maysmusic

(chorus:)
i looked up my symptoms they said i was dying
i should prolly ask my doctor just to be sure
i stayed up all night cuz i’m still lost on why i’m trying anymore
its like i’m fighting not to turn into a corpse

(verse:)
i’m always in the past tense
thinking bout every overreaction 
and every moment that i gave up on me
just to peruse my artistic passion
these people listen to me say i’m not okay
i didn’t know that shit would ever happen
so now i’m facing my fear of myself head on
and also these parasocial attachments
that people like to get
n now i’m starting to rot
and i’m so scared of my health 
gotta keep making songs
instead of killing myself
got my family in shock
because my ribs showin
too afraid to ask stephanie how her shits goin
no i cant blame em anyway
cuz i always look a lil pissed off

(chorus:)
i looked up my symptoms they said i was dying
i should prolly ask my doctor just to be sure
i stayed up all night cuz i’m still lost on why i’m trying anymore
its like i’m fighting not to turn into a corpse
i looked up my symptoms they said i was dying
i should prolly ask my doctor just to be sure
i stayed up all night-

(bridge:)
get tf off my line and let me rot
get tf off my line and let me
let me
let me
let me 
let me
let me
let me
let me rot
i’ll
die slow
just forget about me
focus on yourself
focus on yourself
focus on yourself

(chorus:)
i looked up my symptoms they said i was dying
i should prolly ask my doctor just to be sure
i stayed up all night cuz i’m still lost on why i’m trying anymore
its like i’m fighting not to turn into a corpse

shteppi - google says i'm dying.

hopefully he makes good music after this lmao

fuck off my willayyyy :3c

lmao

don't even respond :3

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by 8een

(verse 1:)

(ash:)
truth seeker
‘you’ preacher
go head n tell me
sweat pants
crop tops
i’m showin belly
gotchu you actin weird
actin different 
unhealthy 
yo daddy rich
mama richer
was born wealthy
so why you trippin?
why you red in the face?
let me know, is it me?
you could hit me to feel better
you was off the liquor?
sayin shit i don’t think i caught
you in the closet
but nobody know but me so i’m lost
you’re homies don’t know
family don’t know
is there a why?
you been pushing me away
since you told me the other night
n you was gonna tell me something 
but realized it wasn’t tight
but curiosity a bitch so i needa know if i’m right 
you’re homies tell me they think you a lil gay
and its aight
but when i try to tell you that,
it always turns to a fight
you say “you’d never understand”
i ask you “how can i help?
cuz i can’t sit here and explain why you should go be yourself 
a thousand times bro
that shit is fine bro
we both in cali, no one i know
would have a thought bout u liking guys bro”
he said “i like girls”
told em “why the fuck is u cryin tho?
its clear that bitches aint the only thing on yo mind bro”

(interlude:)

(steph:) “i just like you”
(ash:) “…what?”
(steph:) “alright?”
(ash:) “i- … um…”
(steph:) “lets talk later.”
(ash:) “okay uhh…”
(steph:) “just… another day.”
(ash:) “fuck. alright. ahem.”

(verse 2:)

(ash:)
why the fuck did he say it
how could he like me?
every since we met i know he tried to be like me
cuz i’m older by like a year
is it “B.Y.E.” or “C.Y.A.”
fuck i wanna “D.I.E.”
i’m so afraid our friendship’s over 
after realizing 
he caught feelings for a boy
already told him its fine
i just didn’t think the boy he liked
would be my kind
i gotta text him, gotta tell him i’m uncomfortable
type shit

he text back 
(steph:) “oh that’s fine”
i said 
(ash:) “are you sure”
he replied 
(steph:) “bro that’s fine. i’d never wanna put you in a weird spot. thats right, i’m sorry if the shit i told you crossed a couple of lines”
i told him 
(ash:) “okay thats cool bro! just a bit of advice,
don’t trust a thing like that to leave your lips if its past 9”
he said
(steph:) “LOL, okay bro i’m glad thats aight”
i told him 
(ash:) “love you, bro!” 
n he ain even gave a reply… fuck…

(verse 3:)

(steph:)
hey,
i just wanted to say that i don’t think that we should talk anymore
i told you things about myself that i can’t block anymore
i found a girl who i’m in love with
and i wouldn’t wanna jeopardize none of that
just to be on yo “****” anymore
i just wanna tell you that i’m sorry
hope that you can forgive me
i’m sorry that i acted like it didn’t hurt
that was the only way i could cope
and to live and learn
i won’t tell a single soul

its been nice, ash…
i’ll see u

shteppi - ash.

shteppi escape.

ISSBROKIE!
fail-girl that sings sometimes / sexed up e-clown >:3
KARMAMØB!

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