just venting nothin serious


I got off the ground now im amazing
no one ever seems to listen when i say things
ima speak the truth and they gon look right past 
keep no expectations no one cares like that 

no one really cares no one cares like that (x4)

"thats another episode for shino" i guess..
"ill come back tomorrow once you keep that in check"
I know im the problem shouldnt give them my mess
i could die tomorrow and they never would guess
i just had appointments with my therapist today 
she asked me how would i describe myself to a stranger
the room filled up with silence cuz i didnt know what to say
no wonder no one ever sticks around cuz im a stranger

but what if in the end its just all in my head
how do i undo all the damage i did
searchin for the answers to explain why i live
how do i love myself when no one ever did

no one really cares no one cares like that (x4)

no one really cares like that :(

Oh, it's a wedding tonight
You're lit by the candles and the moon is so bright
I sit and I stare but you won't lend me an eye
I'm so unaware
Of everything you love 'bout me, I don't know what's so strong
('Bout me)
'Cause every time I think you'll leave, you run and tell me"hold on"
You tell me don't assume what I don't know
I tell you I observe the jabs you throw
You hate me but it's what you love the most
I hate it but you're irreplaceable

Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons
Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons

When it rains, girl, it pours but the sun is the best
It's a hurricane, another flood, it's a mess
Knock me, spinning in circles, the wind out my chest
This is bad as it gets
But you tell me don't assume what I don't know
I tell you I observe the jabs you throw
You hate me but it's what you love the most
I hate it but you're irreplaceable

Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons
Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons

NEED IT PROD BUNII

I find myself living in the past more then the present. https://open.spotify.com/track/0kmuixmTHYOhlSrBpr90Wf?si=c955712092f64576
Chorus
Just follow me here 
And I’ll be right there
The taste of your lips 
Feel something like bliss 
I’m lost in your head 
Ion wanna feel this 
tired of loving 
Cause I’ll just forget 
No I won’t 
I’ll keep holdin on to 
memories 
And you know you got the 
best of me 
Got me captive
To my enemies 
What am I searching for 

Verses
Your my depression
My deception 
The only girl I want 
My lethal weapon 
Hope you know 
That I try 
But I’m a servant 
You are my heaven 
Yes you my heaven 
Fall into my arms 
Don’t let me go 
Don’t tell me you love me 
Cause I know you don’t 
Been falling out of touch 
Of your lips I’m a full 
I know your gonna hurt me 
When it’s wonderful 

Chorus
Just follow me here 
And I’ll be right there
The taste of your lips 
Feel something like bliss 
I’m lost in your head 
Ion wanna feel this 
tired of loving 
Cause I’ll just forget 
No I won’t 
I’ll keep holdin on to 
memories 
And you know you got the 
best of me 
Got me captive
To my enemies 
What am I searching for

memories

Count Up Dracula

junkie

pass this note

jaydes - it's all in my head

tell me

Don’t know why I stay on you
Everything  I wished for girl you made it true 
I know I told you to leave but I hated to 
I want the world to see just like paperview 
Running through my head it’s day and night you made me falter 
You got certain qualities that I would never alter 
Don’t hit my phone noooo
Don’t even bother 
I’m screaming oh no I keep sinking farther 
Nothing that you do could make me look at you different 
Why you worried bout my ex when you the one that I’m missing?
Told my friends about you they all said I was tripping 
But I don’t care what they say I’m still gon give you all my my attention
I can tell that you looking for something more 
I let you see every side of me that’s something that I’ve never done before 
You know I won’t ever leave girl I’m staying down 4 u like a _ 
Don’t wanna work out our problems make me believe that I really loved you more 
You a angel with some devil horns how do that work 
First mistake I made with you is when I got attached fir-

-

Running in circles tryna chase you down 
Why would I think I deserve you? I’m a fucking clown 
My heart don’t make no sound 
Bury me underground 
(Fuck)
Giving you everything I had wasn’t my best decision 
It’s like with each question I ask you leave it open ended 
I need you inside my life you turn me codependent 
Why is this pain so inflicting?
I don’t want us coexisting 
You moved on? Oh no you didn’t 
I can’t stand to look at you I broke the image 
Why you tend to back away from me like stop that holding distance 
You see my calling out to you you see me showing interest
Everybody call me crazy like I ain’t supposed to miss it

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kairi

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