Let God Down

Long live your rivals, may they neva be your idols 
Neva hold grudges, ..n be lost tribal
Now this heres a tale, of how I need to repent..
So its recorded when I die..
Now let the glory begin.


I used to think that my faith was something I could give
Practice it everyday, share it with all you kids 
Are we just pawns in the game all just tryin to live
Or have we reason for courage in everything that we did

Not like religeon, but more a message of inspiration
Something like love is bold, and muthafuk a mason
Hold eachother when cold, and be the best changes
In the world so they can see, just what we do and believe

They neva thought that we could jump in the lead
In a whole different game n still a whole new league 
I neva seen it myself, all of the sudden I felt.
 Comin out of the ashes just like a whole new me..

This felt like it was a callin, somthin different but for sure.
I neva really got it, undeniably so pure.
Finally Im challenged wit a bottle and galour 
Of this life that is promised which youd probably adore

Chill, n if you find, wit all these politics ya bored.
N the game aint the same, all you care abouts the score.
You left a life that you loved, for fish fillet and couture 
I wish you actually listened to mr. Tupac shakur.

We all fall in the same victimizing self- proclaimed
Pointing the finga up just to reason for all the pain.
even if it was me, id still hate it all the same. Cuz im the only muthufucka to blame..

God Damn,  I let God down..
Neva thought that Id say it, I gotta say I let God down
I thought I was on the surface, of revealing my purpose but fuck it
Long live your rivals, may they neva be your idols 
Neva hold grudges, ..n be lost tribal
This is the story of why I couldn’t choose.
 Its something that I need now so let the story resume.

But then I found myself cursingRolling n burnin, 
my words were no longer cursive, im swollen discouraged
I feel the devil is steady lurkin, unholy occurance
Of what I thought was a purpose, now it seems it was worthless..
Hold on

What am I doin, lost the love of my life
Realizing im stupid, its too soon to write.
But to me its jjust therapeutic, who knew im the type
To live through tribulations and still think im right.

But I’ve neva been so wrong, its killin me, yea im strong
But it hurts more to know that im doin this to myself
Still not in school , think im too cool for help
I need to analyze before I play the hand I was delt. Shit

Caught myself thinking this is the end of the road..for me n
Closed my eyes n saw the pendulum close, kept breathin.
Until I heard soft roar and a spoken reason..
To keep my head up, n pay no mind to the demons.

I see it,.. finally I breathe in the air..
After you spoke to me, its like I need to be here..
Was on the run for some money, didn’t need no time 
The last thing I wanted was a great gig in the sky.

 Really feelin im lost with all the things that I do
Cant concentrate on a song, because im thinking of you
But then I turn down the music to think of what I can say
Only to realize there nothing left to do but to pray..

Cant let God down
I always knew it was true, I just cant let God down
I gotta try n push through, shii, I cant let god down X2

Long live your rivals, may they neva be your idols 
Neva hold grudges, ..n be lost tribal
This heres a story of confusion in me..
N if im alive in ten years let this confusion be free.

Let God Down

Monday

Tuesday

Wednesday

Friday

Merry Christmas and happy holidays to yall!! woke up and couldnt resist the feeling! :)


see I aint getting shit..
just getting back to the reason of what cristmas is.
Fuck this n this..its holidays..
glad I finally see it.
Jump in the slay, givin some free music. Believe it
Only thing I deserve is 
Some cole in a stockin hell yea I earned this. 
Its gonna be anotha lonely night, but I aint trippin still a holy night
Some good friends man its only right. 
Im finna blast off...finna chill yall out, colda than jack frost.
Hold up, shit...what that cost
I dedicate this song to whoever santa misses
cuz real music is betta than any can of wishes.
So now ya Have to listen, 
dont eva flaunt yo stuff...
cuz if you do boy u might get snuffed.
Like if they see you stuntin ya clothes, lookin for cudos.
Bust you in the face make ya nose redda than rudolphs
See im just glad I got to ears to hear, 
N 2 eyes to steer, when I had too much beer.
Good times, bad times, always come n go.
You gotta take it how ya live it, everyone should know. 

Man its Christmas time, and I don’t know why, you whine n cry. N be a hoe (bitch) Aw mann

-Some don’t have what you have. 


New Christmas

I used to look above 
N I used to really want
I used to be a son
I used to be in love
I used to have these feelings
i neva used to front
Im used to bein used
And im used to bein scum
But I neva gave a fuck, if you hate me that’s wussup
If i was robbed, or cheated, used to think bad luck
But now I understand, that I am just a man
 I dnt care, im just sayin, this the game that we playin

Stay up on my grind
N im walkin that line
Money on my mind.

I used to be drug free
I used to neva drink
Now im takin all these hits, n 
Trippin on my feet
i used to really think that I should give woman my all..
but now I call em bitches, so now im just a dog.
I used to be that kid always drawing in my room
Always been that kid, but now im chillin wit some goons
But im still on my pad
n I still pimp the pen
n yea im still an undergrad 
but u dnt know just where I been

But I still believe in God
n I still believe in reason
lookin at my past..
see how the people be changing like seasons
fuck that dnt believe em 
touché to dem demons..
get a bump fo dat pick me up..
the devil cursed my daddys semon. 
N im sorry, yea im sorry
But im livin life on the rail.. boaa
Angel livin in hell, boa..
Getting boppas fo real...boa 
Yea im sorry, yea im sorry
I just cant waste no time...boa
Stress releivin through rhyme..boa
Money all on my mind boa!


Used To Be

3+6=9.....number 9 number 9..number 9...

n now they all just screaming man down
like all they wanted was a hand out.
If I want some hits I guess this the way I should rap now 
Lookin back mane, im tryna understand 
Why the FUCK would you think id do it
If I really love the music
Im on that real talking
Real low livin
Go hard like rocky 
Steal yo heart like women 
Last name big papi.
Ortiz, not kiddin
jus tryna keep shinin, but it seems lifes dimmin
they just, turn down the radio Like I hate that.
Just sayin this that Cadillac music , aint got no maybach
Just sayin you iced out, but we know its gold plate-ad
N I will never take back what I say, n I will take that to the grave.
N I step back, but I haveto step on. 
They say if I aint killin, I need a back pack on.
gotta make it doin somthin, If I gotta bag stones
--karate kid kickin spittin muthufucka wax on

You will find my love..at the end of a bottle.
Tryna stand on my own two feet
Tryna slow my roll, but im goin full throttle.
Smoking loud, with all my homies..
I was told to take it eas-ay before I trip-n-fall
But aint no time for sleep
See i Just wanna make it wit all of my brothers.
Got this pass-ion like you cant believe

I guess im lookin for something that’s missin
Searchin for reasons like a lost child
I think I found it at the bottom of a bottle of whiskey
Now I think that ima zone it out
I feel emotions now, realize, the time, n the grind 
n now im dying for.
Anotha chance cuz im startin back on the drawing board.
Gotta get that something that im longing for
She want the meat like a carnivore
We getting closer but they don’t believe us...
Like, paint the town red with the blood of jesus.
The only st. Paul I knew was singin Lovley rita
I was planning my masterpiece like the mona lisa
I seen, raw talent be wasted before the chance to shine..
Go back in time, fucked up cuz that was a friend of mine.
Depends if I, wanna take it n learn what not to do.
Im finally walkin through my own doubts, it aint impossible.

You will find my love..at the end of a bottle.
Tryna stand on my own two feet
Tryna slow my roll, but im goin full throttle.
Smoking loud, with all my homies..
I was told to take it eas-ay before I trip-n-fall
But aint no time for sleep
See i Just wanna make it wit all of my brothers.
Got this pass-ion like you cant believe

4:20 in the morning, fuck boy.

Bottles

1..2..3..4..5..6..7..all..good..children...go..to..heaven..

Give anotha one I neva had a problem wit
nobody eva really tryna fuck wit you ya little kid
neva really understood just why ya wanna come with this..
even if you had a clue just who the fuck ya dealin wit.
mutha fucka my name ortiz
Get back when I want that
Matta fact I done that
Move aside when I see it, BOA
Understand that I really can
ya look extatic not real boy
go n pop yo pill boa
i stay puffin that laaa
Recollection, Boy im on fire

1..2..3..4..5..6..7..all..good..children...go..to..heaven..
(but boy im on fire)
1..2..3..4..5..6..7..all..good..children...go..to..heaven..
(but boy im on fire)

See im jus getting head In that black car
Liquor splash when I laugh hard...
Ya girl splash when I rap hard
Kill ma lungs cuz I smoke tar
Imma laugh at yall when I blast off.
They rappin like they all hot..
You the sensai im the mastaaa
Dnt believe me jus watch
Undastand me like it or not..
You cant handle watchin me shine..
Well I got news for u, im like 2 of you..
N aint nun gone stop ma grind
We all crazy cuz we lost tribe
Lookin back when I slide on em
Live from the basement, it’s ya boa octavio sayin

1..2..3..4..5..6..7..all..good..children...go..to..heaven..
(but boy im on fire)
1..2..3..4..5..6..7..all..good..children...go..to..heaven..
(but boy im on fire)
1..2..3..4..5..6..7..all..good..children...go..to..heaven..
(but boy im on fire)
1..2..3..4..5..6..7..all..good..children...go..to..heaven..
(but boy im on fire)


Good Children

Project Get Paid-ORTIZ.mp3

Nobody knows

I did a song called Bottles, this is another look on what this shit can do if you dont pay attention. Understand your limits


who the hell do you see ,when I pick up a drink
is that person me?, I cant tell anymore, 
 I wake up on the floor.., neva done this before..
drove away my friend.., cuz a stupid rant
cant be that man, what the fuck was I sayin
goddammit please im goin insane,walkin all in the rain..
feelin oh so gone, what the fuck am I on
what the fuck am I on, just a bottle strong 
oh no not again, shit when will it end
now I wanna get bent, start sippin again
what the fuck was I sayin, naw man aw man I mean on

too many mistakes..like im oh so great
but I know that Im not..dont fill up my shot.
Matta fact, cut me off, bumps all in my road
Need a bump fo the road..feel a little bit cold?
One fo the show?  I feel a bit bold OH No! No! No!
-
Aw man, you really wanna come back to it.
You really think that you can do this?
You really wanna go through it, all of this bullshit. x2
-
And I see what I am, I am only a man
But can limit myself if im in it myself 
Gotta know that I can. Everytime that I ran
Gotta stop that’s it, gotta stop that’s it.
Now im back on the pen, bouta rock that shit..
Gotta drop that shit.. MY Ambition is cold,
 but it blooms to a rose..Neva do what im told, 
if you knew what I know..you would drink a bit mo..
RIP LITTLE BRO.. take a hit of the dro..
finally that I get..all this time to vent, 
wtf is this, brought to you by cris 
go head n sip man..smh

every second in it, I am lovin how im feelin
but it looks like there is more to life, 
than whiskey, wine, and women..

n im tryna let you hear it, yea, you gotta fuckin listen..
mistakes are bound to happen but you gotta learn to steer em. 

hook..

(motivational speaking by Ellion Hults and Alan Watts Youtube Video "Awaken") sampled by..me :)


Bottles II

Its about time I showed what i've been doing. This is the intro track to my new project House View. It'll be ready for Christmas...

Welcome to The View

hook:
I wanna die like
Inspiring a call within em
n im really tryna call that divine light
Im really tryna come back
Rollin the die right..jus put ur hand in the bag
 You Anotha winner..dont matta what fare is. 
Anotha one, so stand back, its my life.
Feel like, you a liar but anotha winna.
Im still tryna go Reagardless a sinna
Even if i lost, I already won.
---- 
See whats perception of everything that you want 
N whats the caption on everything that you flaunt
Whats the passion if anything that youd kill for
Bout to pull the trigger These ppl thinking I wont 
So what the hell you want?
Like (and) what is change?
Like who is anybody?
Like what is fame?
But I aint even trippin?
Im in my lane..
N even if im growing 
Im still the same..
Thinking when I hit record the shit is comin from the brain
Do my dallas people love me?
Iunno but im just sayin..
Keep the status quo up, even keel but still im lame.
Is this bitch jus tryna fuck me, or does she care about my ways.
I got some hip hop heads dat’ll listen to this like fuck that
Some gangsta homies listen to this shit like, that’s wack.
Some otha people thinking ive got a real ass chance..
But then again, that’s mom and my pops, imagine that 
This the rapture -Fuk being a rapper-Wanna capture..
Same book new chapter
we fractured.
You know that we ill.
Get my city on the same page. Fuck gettin a deal
N every single time, I put my soul on the reel
N I dnt eva stop it,  let it play n watch it spill.
Im lookin at my watch, im getting boring, let me sing a song about you.
Muthufucka but this my house view
Chillin on the block sippin drank, cuz im a child too.
Dreamin bout a rolls n a chain, cuz im allowed to.
I guess im jus a bit of both worlds conscious and loud 
Obnoxious and proud no one ever promised a smile..
Honestly foul..just the way I do it.
Drugged up fucked up constantly drinkin fluids
Geared up from the feet up quietly sittin still
While i say fuck a conscious rapper for always keeping it real.


F*ck A Conscious Rapper (F.A.C.R)

Stepping out of the vehical
Not knowin just what imma do now
Enlighten a rude child
When I look back at the reason I hope that we cool now
All them stupid situations jus wanna make you proud
 But I jus, cant find the drive and im honestly sayin
Grab all the stress wit both hands then ponder n weigh it
All this hash back lash when im just hollerin blamin
Everything on you still
Contimplate if you still
Believe 
In the person that im soon to be.
But understand blues is more than a mood to me
---but whod guess Id meet a devil in a new dress
wastin all of my money and time
instead of wantin to rhyme
I never thought it but you know that its true
Understand that I was only just thinking of you
Kickin back, cup (styra)fone, alone, need no friends
So fuck them, my soul is older than stone henge
Cant trust em ,im jus ventin 
Let me finish my sentence..
Understand that I need you, don’t wanna talk to no reverend
Everybody is peaceful until you mention the lesson
Teachin goes out of style as soon as they get they blessins
I say whats the point in all this kiss ass, I missed it.
See I just wanna know if you got some time to hear mo
Insecurities left me as soon as I hit the flow (floor)
Im seein where im goin n I just wanna go home.

I had a dream x4 that I found my way inside 
N then I closed my eyes
Then I realize
I had a dream x4 that I found my way just when 
I saw that im livin blind
Dnt wanna be locked inside 


Tall King Heart Pt. 1

Navy Blu

Nobody ever believed in me.
Nobody sees what I can see in me.
That’s why. No girl could eva be with me
N if they did, still be embarrassed to be seen with me
Like theres so many things n fact that I would like to say 
But nobody would listen anyway
Tryna get out of these empecable chains
Of tryna be accepted for my irregular change
I’ve surcome to burry myself alive..
Im spillin inside..
Too many feelings I cant show you, so I mine as well lie
Just wanna make you understand but I cant find a desguise. 
Like all my life I finally found myself despite of the crys
Im tryin to, flippin the pages through my bible.
Seein everything im not, while I take anotha shot.
Dam, I did it again, trial n error turns to a bit of sin
Now do I really want this.
I just wanna be myself so whats it really come with
I wanna laugh, I wanna greasp everything that I have in my life.
Family, friends, but I got wit fam, if I had to pick twice. You got it.
So I’ll continue doin me, until you have to like, cuz im something you can be. 
free.
im rockin out lke a granny
N yea but  you still dnt understand me..
so what the hells it take, a fuckin grammy, ..na
im noddin to the feel 
feet tappin like its throbbin through my heel
like im the prophet of the chill
you say you hate me cuz im wack, or cuz I cant rap, 
but really dnt wanna say u  got a problem cuz im real
i got the whole world in my hands..
this life, the pearl of the sands..
despite if you’re a girl or man, you can reach it..
just strech ya faith out so we can preach it
so you can teach it


The Whole World

check it :
I feel like kurt cobain on the best day of his life
Neva undastood just why he made that addict his wife
Suincidal tendencies but when he picked up that knife..
He neva did it, so he lived it just like rollin the dice..
It makes you think, would it be different if he had a fatha?
Or is that blamin someone else for them charges they brought em?
Dem two faces lookin at us actin like they jus kiddin.
The flush rid it from yo bull now good luck wit it.
Even though we look at it from a different view.
Can neva learn when lookin at it like anotha you..
N yea it seems we both livin in separate worlds..
You do ya thing, ill do my thing, one day we’ll make it plurl

N so until we meet again my friend, I just wanted to say goodbye.
So many otha things that I would like to say but i.
Aint got no time, gotta get back on track...
Wit worthless rhymes just like black on black
Raps on tracks is what you said id do.
Man you believed in me ahead of you..
Fuck a credit card man im in debt to you..
Instead of I wish they took a worthless life...
Some bitch ass faggot that beat on his wife..
I don’t accept that that’s apart of life.
Maybe I should that’s how it started right?
Just wanna be flyy but just found out I cant afford a flight..
pray to the Lord of Light
Lookin at my path of life, neva saw a piece of gold.... it wasn’t like I had to right?
N now its like I have to write! Every single  word
My lifes a track wit constant bass n every second curves.
N even though its undoubtable we live in separate worlds...
You do ya thang ill do my thang, one day we’ll make it plurl




Fall Apart

Sweat TEE

Intro to the new mixtape. 3 phases to this mixtape..themed by love.for.all.things..

Phase 1

Another Track off the mixtape "Bold Is Love" 
"Can't Help U" Ft. Jordan Cobb on Vocals

Can't Help U Ft. Jordon Cobb

Casa View, Tx. Siempre. Screwed up, no deck to chop it but I had fun

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