Rush by Ryan Oa￼kes ft. Cayte Lee Lyric: https://music.apple.com/us/album/rush-feat-cayte-lee/1201384757?i=1201384829

Best boyfriend ever !!! Best Dance partner !!! 143 clb

LYRICS
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VERSE 1

It feels like a dream, haunted in my memory
My Older sister made me feel like I was the enemy
Never knew why, I think I was too young to fathom it
If it was all a dream my dreamcatcher never captured it
But, My mom lookin a little stressed now
I look a lot like my pops, so my sisters hate my smile
But can I blame em? Even tho they hated me could I hate em?
Nah, the punches, I’ll just take em
I was 8, never knew my pain then would last forever
My Mom never knew why I’d say I’d leave for good 
but I hated myself for reasons that I never understood
but now I know it stemmed down from my shitty father
He did things unforgivable
And to my sisters I forgive it all, just know that I still struggle  
I was so young but I still have it memorized
Just know when mom kicked his ass out I never cried
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VERSE 2

We had to move to another city, shit was weird
Trying to collect my thoughts cuz mom never made it clear
I don’t blame her, I wouldn’t of said shit neither
We hit the shelter, shared a home with a bunch of strangers
The school was crazy, teachers used to hit my brother
They hated us, I know they hated our skin color
Used to get bullied, punches to my stomach in a dark hall
Used to eat my lunch hidin in bathroom stall
My cousin Nathan lived close, oh shit its on
We’d talk about things like being millionaires and
Howd we change the world and how things aint fair and
We just wanna chase girls, ha
But we moved away, and I guess things got crazy
My mom pulled me aside n said sit down maybe
she just got a call and she said Nathan's gone 
I said like where, whered he go?
She had that look in her eyes then my eyes started watering
Wish I could change it all, and just make it all calm again
Thinkin back on everything, man I’ll never forget it
You re my brother forever and I know you’ll see me when I get it 
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VERSE 3

That first day we met you wouldn’t even look my way
I was thinking you didn’t even like what you saw so I got a little brave
Hit you up after like what was all the fuss about?
You told me you were shy and that you weren’t used to being out
Little did I know you were dealing with your mom’s passing
I had my own issues it felt like some fucking bombs crashing
I just lost my friend and my grandpa in the span of a few months
Looking in the mirror thinking I was too drunk
Trying to piece together my life in a dusty attic
Trying to separate myself so I wouldn’t become an addict
I would drive to the perimeter to just sit and cry
Then you’d hit me up like ‘what sup? how come? Really? Why?’
Then we’d get closer than ever before
Tell me things that would comfort me that I could never ignore
I sobered up and got my life back on the road again
I told you things that I never even told a friend
You were like a piece that I was missing and you knew it
but again, addiction came up but it wasn’t me goin through it
I didn’t even know, there were things I had to discover 
You’d start getting mad we need to support each other
That’s when the lies started comin, then I couldn’t take it
I mean my sisters addicted themselves I mean I wanna shake it
I thought I told you this, look at my past I thought I showed you this
Looking in the mirror like I thought I was over this
Then you told me about how this guy hit you and raped you
Thoughts flying in my head like why would I hate you?
You kept it a secret but, I wanted to save you
I tried to hold on tight but the drugs came to take you
Now you lookin in the mirror and you getting so thin
Disappearing from the world I can see it within
I chain smoke now just to ease the pain 
cuz I know that you’re headed on a road that’s a one way

Just know, that I dont blame you.. for anything
You always said that.... even if you leave, not to worry cuz
Everything will be OK

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Luke Fallon rendition of the song "Got You On My Mind" by NF

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Got You On My Mind - NF (1st Edit)

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Lyrics:
RUSH

Intro:

Sink your teeth in to my skin,
scream your name my favorite hymn,
in these sheets we breathe to sin,
you’re my drug i love to binge,
run your poison through my veins,
i get higher when your name,
breaks out of my mouth these chains,
run away with all my pain,
love cuts deep my favorite knife,
your touch brings me back to life,
your heart beat makes mine beat twice,
your lust is my favorite vice,

HOOK:
I go numb when our lips touch,
that blood flows and my cheeks flush,
i think i fell in love with this deep rush,
who woulda thought it could free us,
I go numb with all of that friction,
the one combining all of existence,
you can give me everything you been missing,
just let that rush take you that distance.

Verse 1:
I’m feeling low, we can get high,
girl take off yo clothes, get ready to fly,
just open your soul, then close off yo mind,
and open the door (dough) you broken i’ll bind,
you back in tact,  when your fingers grip my back,
that shit take my breath away I’m scared my lungs might go collapse,
when the high is coming down and we just sit there and we laugh,
i swear i try to keep my cool I’m scared i’ll have a heart attack,
cuz you got it skipping beats every time that we attach,
every night we losing sleep but dopamine ain’t what we lack,
i see stars and i go black, when you kissing on my neck,
i got you losing all your breathe, when I’m kissing on your chest,
yeah that shit got me feeling freedom every time that we compress,
shit we know each other needs some we been drowning in the stress,
meet up after dark in bed, thoughts are flying through my head,
take a hit straight from your breathe, i never know whats coming next,
it takes over me and spreads, like a disease except instead,
you put the life back in my body ain’t no tears are ever shed, ugh.

HOOK:
I go numb when our lips touch,
that blood flows and my cheeks flush,
i think i fell in love with this deep rush,
who woulda thought it could free us,
I go numb with all of that friction,
the one combining all of existence,
you can give me everything you been missing,
just let that rush take you that distance.

Verse 2:
were both running from our past, 
but we can’t run from the fact,
that up in the bed we craft,
a safe escape a special cast, 
i’ll just meet you there i laugh,
shit you don’t even gotta ask,
i’ll have the cheapest wine i find applied and put up in a glass,
every time i hear you gasp, we let demons go escape,
i sit and feel that hour glass, it feeling like a perfect shape,
baby we can’t run from time, but we can throw away the safe,
and let this shit intoxicate us we don’t got the time to waste, 
take a hit straight to the face, then take a seat we going numb,
as your heart rates picking up i’ll lay you down on to that rug,
moving faster when we touch our hearts a beating like a drum,
you got me feeling kinda drunk you’re like my favorite type of rum,
I’m addicted to this drug, and i won’t ever look for help,
i finally found a way to love and care about somebody else,
it’s nearly been a decade since i’ve sparked my heart and felt,
this addiction to another girl you cover up my welts.

Bridge:
So take me down and make me feel alive,
don’t know how i lived without you you’re the reason i survive,
shit i used to be so heartless people murdered me inside,
but the past stays in the past the second that you come arrive, yeah.

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Rush (feat. Cayte Lee) [Prod. Ed Shelley]

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