i love you, sorry

made this awhile ago didnt post on main cos its mid

i hate how shy i am around u
and i swear im just like other dudes
i know youre into pretty guys
maybe we'd work another life
x2

watching u silently
across the room
wish u could see
me and u
were meant to be
im sorry im so emphatic 
all i ask
is for one chance
to be with u
but inside in my head
its getting blurry
because im nervous
sweat all on my face
and surface

replay hook

im just like other dudes

@bloodsekai

i feel so mad
u hurt me bad
i want u dead
just die and rot

bleeding out ur torso
i thought u had it figured out
i shot down ur options
its jus me and you now
lying out ur foul words
poisned  all by ur curse
if u die then im first
if u die then im first

bleeding on the floor hall
ashes at the door crawl
all the roses thorns fall
be in time for role call

bloodsekai - if u die, then i’m first *demo*

unfinuished open prod mxdy

prod. yuki
cute carrot nose shes the only one i love
pale moonlight skin like a dove
shes cold at first but its only a facade
inside shes warm and snug
I WANNA HUG HER BUT SHE'LL MELT AWAY
WHY DO THINGS I LOVE DISAPPEAR WHEN ITS DAY
been off my meds for about 2 or 3 days
dont want my gf to go away
her grey eyes reflect a deep wisdom in her soul
im gonna fuck her snow hole
I WANNA HUG HER BUT SHE'LL MELT AWAY
WHY DO THINGS I LOVE DISAPPEAR WHEN ITS DAY

snowgirl gf cover

bloodsekai - i know everything about u

bloodsekai - undedzombiegirl

bloodsekai - static angel | 静的な天使

prod me

oh i guess
things are all over now
and i guess we'll go back
to the way things
used to be before

when i was counting on u
u just left me to the side
got me crying over u
i swear this happens
all the time
and when ur cutting
all alone again
like all the other times
i hope u think of me
and u fkn realize in time
that u miss me
so our memories
werent a waste of time
and when u kissed me
for hours
did u feel a thing or
its all just a lie?

its so over

@odihu

i guess they were right when they said i was crazy
ill believe them maybe
but i dont need therapy
all i need is my blade
and some time in the shade
and my video games
going outside is lame
tonight just might be the last night
dk if i wanna use a gun or a knife
either way i uh do not mind all the pain
just take me away
from this person ive became
im gonna blow my brains
tonight going out with a bang
im gonna blow my brains
ill never be the same

odihu - tonight's going out with a bang!!!

lyrics:

i wanna end it every night
no girl i am not alright
please just join us for a bite
i swear we are really nice :3
we might kill you in five nights
cause we heard you wanna die

theres five of us, one of you
oh what ever could we doo??
theres five of us, one of you
oh what ever will could doo??

i wanna end it every night
no girl i am not alright
please just join us for a bite
i swear we are really nice
we might kill you in five nights
cause we heard you wanna die
cause we heard you wanna diiiiieeeeiieeee

unfinuished open prod mxdy

moxi dump

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