Im just entered a fun world 😶‍🌫️

playing minecraft while listening to this

every sound in this track came from my mouth
there is nothing sampled directly from the original track
original song is something comforting by porty rorter (porter robinson)

something comforting but it's just my voice

Merry Christmas! I know this year has been very slow for me release wise but trust me there will more actual releases next year! In the meantime though, I've decided to put out this song I made a few months back, as well as another EDM song, which I intend to put out in the coming days. This one along with the other song will be on streaming as a double single some time soon. 

P.S. don't be surprised if the next proper clayekea single is out some time in January or early February :)

delusion of thought

~

it's been a crazy year. 

flutter was the first piece i wrote after moving out , assisted by the lovely soundcloud.com/achorda. since then, i've had to deal with a lot of transition, but i think finally i can say i've found my home here. this song has stuck with me since i got here. despite it not sounding entirely like what i make anymore, i think i can finally let it shine before we get into whatever my next era as aephyn is <3

thank you for the neverending support during this journey. i hope that the future will only be brighter :)

~

follow achorda:
https://soundcloud.com/achorda
https://linktr.ee/achorda

follow me:
https://linktr.ee/heyaephyn

~

stream elsewhere

flutter + achorda

link to the track on other platforms:
distrokid.com/hyperfollow/paxenimzi/explorer

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explorer

thank u halftrue for helping me with the percussion!
everything else is done by me and im proud of it :3

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Audiation: The comprehension and internal realisation of music, or the sensation of an individual hearing or feeling sound when it is not physically present. Ever had a song stuck in your head before? All of our minds are capable of wielding this musical mechanism.

Come with me, I wanna take you on a little adventure. There's no plan, we'll just follow our impulses and see where we end up. Don't be afraid, I'll be right there with you the whole time. Now, step into my mind.

Audiate

album art by dossy <3

Follow dossyx: 
https://twitter.com/dossyxmusic
https://soundcloud.com/dossyx
https://open.spotify.com/artist/28XlUtvOPiT96u72mJftyS 

Follow SILKENWOOD: 
https://twitter.com/WEARESILKENWOOD
https://www.instagram.com/wearesilkenwood/
https://soundcloud.com/wearesilkenwood

Also, big thanks to @overblur for recording the rhythm guitar 💚


Lyrics (written by dossy):

apathy towards the truth i
dont think you care if it isn't bout you
you make me hate every moment
even the ones cherish
no
more of this
sweet condensed brutality
cus you know when you do it like that
i feel powerless

DONT MAKE IT ABOUT YOU
SQUEEZE THE TRUTH TILL YOU MAKE IT
EVERYTHING HOW YOU WANT IT TO BE
DONT YOU LIE TO YOURSELF 
CUS YOU DONT REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME

YOU HATE THAT ABOUT YOU
IT FEELS BETTER WHEN YOU FAKE IT
EVERYTHING HOW YOU WANT IT TO BE
DONT YOU LIE TO YOURSELF 
CUS YOU DONT REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME

take a moment to breathe
cus everything is going fast and i dont know how to sleep 
under the pressure
make it last cus i cant do forevers
i cant do togethers
not when im with you because it feels like its a never
ending
not a happily ever after but that's not what im after
after everything that you just made me do

and i deserve to be more than another chapter
but now my pages are just covered with the stain of your coffee
what a shame

DONT MAKE IT ABOUT YOU
SQUEEZE THE TRUTH TILL YOU MAKE IT
EVERYTHING HOW YOU WANT IT TO BE
DONT YOU LIE TO YOURSELF 
CUS YOU DONT REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME

YOU HATE THAT ABOUT YOU
IT FEELS BETTER WHEN YOU FAKE IT
EVERYTHING HOW YOU WANT IT TO BE
DONT YOU LIE TO YOURSELF 
CUS YOU DONT REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME

YOU DON'T REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME
(don't you lie to yourself)

lying to yourself (feat. dossyx)

@whyawe
@real-mestie
@thisisanthesis
@linkedwinters
@cutewavelets
@miviasmusic
@the-big-blind

Mivias:
Stuck, tracing all your steps again
Turning all daylight into amends
You'll get tired some day
At least that's they say

So you try to stand
Try to reach your hand
Though from far you strayed
You'll have time to find your way

The Big Blind:
Stuck, with this never ending quest
When to push and when to rest?
Paradoxical clews in your chest
So you must not pass the test

But you try to stand
Even though you don’t understand
Because of low demand
The old secrets have been locked

Stuck

always feel like i'm late to everything

stream elsewhere
https://open.spotify.com/album/2xhMvOXoqWoB5jY442QYmE?si=b9344sH_TaS7LosGdVNLTA

support me
https://twitter.com/whosoru
https://discord.gg/QWJbFsNfBb


+Selfish+

thought i'd be fine by the next day
so what changed in me? (i'll never know!)
"guess you'll find out" they said
well i failed and i won't now

and you should ask your friends
how they feel about this
'cause you just can't tell
even if you wanted to

and it hurts to see
i washed offshore
i don't feel it anymore
and i've fallen a thousand floors

'cause it burns to be
a shapeless soul
can't touch it anymore
can't see it anymore, oh
(i wanna see you find out )

i think i figured me out, now
i don't give a damn and run away
and when it gets too tough (for me!)
i crawl back to safety

and it hurts to see
i washed offshore
i don't feel it anymore
and i've fallen a thousand floors

'cause it burns to be
a shapeless soul
can't touch it anymore
can't see it anymore, oh
(i wanna see you find out)

i wanna see you try
i wanna see you find out
i wanna see you try
i wanna see you find out
+++

Selfish

I hope I've improved.

‎Watch this on youtube (the audio sounds better there I swear): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PX_qZ9CbZog
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CREDITS
patterns, shannon, riemann - original creators
suji - emotional support + keeping me sane
sapphi, suji, toavn, anthesis, linked winters, haru - feedback

you - for your support <3

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