who guards my soul?
who let's no one in?
I guess I should know
cause I'm at the door
I see no guards
just me at the door

so who guards my soul?
and who guards my heart?
I guess I should know.
cause im at the door
I see no guards
just me at the door 

I am the door (demo)

I found you at sunrise, sun on my neck
the honey you provide, im the bear reaching in.

and ill take take take what I can get
im the bear your the honey I was reaching in.

a bear doesn't care if the hive breaks
a bear only cares what the hive makes 

thick hide to ignore the consequences
reach in, sweet life on my lips I've tasted

Bear

I know that it is freezing but I think we have to walk. 
I keep waving at the taxis they keep turning their lights off.
but Julie knows a party at some actors west side loft.
supplies are endless in the evening by the morning they'll be gone

when everything is lonely I can be my own best friend.
get a coffee and the paper have my own conversations 
with the sidewalk and the pigeons and my window reflection 
the mask I polish in the evening by the morning looks like shit

and I know you have a heavy heart I csn feel it when we kiss
so many men stronger than me have thrown their backs out trying to lift it
but me im not a gamble you can count on me to split
the love I sell you in the evening by the morning won't exist.

you're looking skinny like a model with your eyes all painted black.
just keep going to the bathroom always say you'll be right back
well it takes one to know one kid, I think you've got it bad
but what's so easy in the evening by the mornings suchba drag.

I got a flask inside my pocket we can share it on the train
and if you promise to stay conscious I will try and do the same.
well we might die from medication but we sure killed all the pain
but what was normal in the evening by the morning seems insane

and im not sure what the trouble was that started all of this
the reasons all have run away but the feeling never did its
not something I would recommend but it is one way to live
cause what is simple in the moonlight by the morning never is

it was so simple in the moonlight now its so complicated
it was so simple in the moonlight 
so simple in the moonlight 
so simple in the moonlight

Lua - Bright Eyes (cover)

i will see you, i will see you 
when im hurting, when im strong

i believe you i belive you 
when you say you are my love

“so open up” im trying to 
“so dont give up” im trying that too  


so, deep in my heart i will keep you (x4)  


even when my head was in the sand 
you held my heart up with your hands

how could you tell i needed rest
you layed me down, became my breath

cause you've been the place where i hide
when i cant escape my mind 


so, deep in my heart i will keep you (x4) 

 
-B 
for Carmel

Sagittarius

over and over and over
nothing ever really goes over smooth
over and over and over
I just kinda tend to lose
but I know that someday ill be out there
like my friends chasing dreams ill be out there

ll be out there I'll, I'll be out there
x2

look for me

-B


look for me

encuentro en ti
(i find in you)

todo lo que soy
(everything im made of)

todo lo que quero ver   
(everythng i want to see)

sera tu, gran amor
(will be you, great love)

regresame again  
(bring me back again)
x2

-B

todo lo que soy

I know its okay to be alone but for how long
am I supposed to wake one day and just be okay?
and just be okay

but boy boy you look so handsome, million dollar ransom for you
but girl girl tell me what you seek tell me what you mean when you ask me


babie what it like when miss you?
tell me what its like to be missed too
cause I could to without all this
leave it in my dreams wake up again


now watch me cause ill move so slow
now warn me of the things that I can't see underneath


babie what it like when miss you?
tell me what its like to be missed too
cause I could to without all this
leave it in my dreams wake up again


-B

February 11th

I had a dream
we were watching the tv
interlocked, but not enough
i blamed the tv

no need to try
just do
if you dont figure this out youll never move 
and if there isnt any movement well you tell me i died
where have i been, why do i hide?

i was afriad
i felt alone
i isolated 
and it took its toll

but now ill do my best to be
this is love, i know, i need it
its always been inside of me
the love i want, i have, i bleed it
its in my veins 

just do

what do you do when you cant move
how do you get yourself to move 
where do i begin 
and where does it all end

cause i am the mystery, repeating

so i took that spell i made
yeah i broke it  
now i feel  broken
but better than insane 

no i dont know how else we could have moved
forward, and ill pay with my life in a concave

i know i will end
so let me begin

cause i am the mystery, repeating

so i took these songs i wrote 
and when i finished them
they didnt feel quite finished yet
just better than

-B

insane

WHIM:

i cant wait to 
sell you my heart 
feel that way too
tear me apart
let me make you
sell me your heart
i cant make you    
sell me your heart
x2

ERROR:

so drink from heavens stream
and try to breath like you still have a dream
i know you drink from heavens stream
to protect me from heavens dream

tell me what you pray in these situations
im miles away, im miles


away from everything that i know
i know ive grown but it still feels slow 
im impatient, i’ll yearn, and ill continue to learn
but im slow and you know i will wait to be free

of this body
that you gave me
and i will learn to love
i will learn to feed
even if it breaks me

ill step away, ill step


away from everything that i know
i know ive grown but it still feels slow 
im impatient, i’ll yearn, and ill continue to learn
but im slow and you know i will wait to be free

of this body
of this soul
of this mind  

 

WHIM & ERROR

Steal my heart and hold my tongue
I feel my time, my time has come
Let me in, unlock the door
I've never felt this way before

And the wheels just keep on turning
The drummer begins to drum
I don't know which way I'm going
I don't know which way I've come

Hold my head inside your hands
I need someone who understands
I need someone, someone who hears
For you, I've waited all these years

For you I'd wait 'til kingdom come
Until my day, my day is done
And say you'll come and set me free
Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me

In your tears and in your blood
In your fire and in your flood
I hear you laugh, I heard you sing
I wouldn't change a single thing

And the wheels just keep on turning
The drummers begin to drum
I don't know which way I'm going
I don't know what I've become

For you, I'd wait 'til kingdom come
Until my days, my days are done
And say you'll come and set me free
Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me

Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me
Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me



Til Kingdom Come - Coldplay (cover)

I saw maybe something you could lust for in a tired way

Almost like a brother laying with you in a quiet place

Oh, I saw something so good I ought to
Celebrate my life for only you, I do

Drainage - Joyce Manor (cover)

The winds that blew were riders with a job to do
God, swiftly make their job tonight
Night is long and horse is fast
County lines I've passed
The pressure that had pent up now is gone
It doesn't make for easy moving on

The roads I choose are winding, secret, seldom used
When I get home I'll light the lights
Shoreline on the beach
It's out to you I reach
Only to remind myself, move forward
And fall asleep inside the ocean's roar

Secrets in the mountains high
Or on the shadowed path I ride
The mysteries that haunt tonight are plenty
The moon upon the banks again
Say goodbye and pack the camp

I'm not ready

The shadow's pool is soft and silent, cold and cruel
What's left behind's not left behind
Tonight I can't speak plain
I'm sorry that I've changed
What are these emotions hard to score
They don't exist, the words I'm looking for
Reflect on seasons passed
More trouble than the last
And every sign I come across is charged
Love, you have to leave, it's getting dark



Its Getting Dark - Wicca Phase Springs Eternal (cover)

I saw you from the bottom of the stairs, before you knew I was coming
And though nervous and scared, I lingered on
I heard most things break by the ends of these types of nights
So I'll force upon every word I've brushed up on
Since knowing we won't speak like this again

You got a certain who knows what about you
And I got a small amount of time
To figure out what it is exactly and to whom does it apply
But I know for a fact that these are broken nights
Covered in bottles with the stench of a loss of life
And I know that it's quite heartbreaking
We won't speak like this again



I think you were in my profile picture once - Modern Baseball (cover)

Thrashing of the bones
I can never sleep
I wish that I could pay someone to care for me
Honestly

Girls of the world
Leave me room to breathe
When you think about me, do it in your sleep
Privately

Death is in the air
It's hotter than you'd think
I wish that I could pay a friend to buy me drinks

Sad to be alive
And when I'm by your side
In my heart and eyes
We're connected mind to mind, together

Visions of your chest
A shadow in the past
Esoteric fragments of a spell I cast

Heavy on wine
The comfort of a bed
Things I find myself drawn to in times of stress
Life subservient to conflict and to death
Final breath

Sad to be alive
And when I'm by your side

In my heart and eyes
We're connected mind to mind, together



Just Bryan

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