I must be hypnotized
I’m lost up in yo eyes 
Promise the sun will rise
Just bus it through the night
I’m changing up my habits
To try to find a balance
But I’d drive myself to madness
If it’d take away your sadness
But
We ain’t gotta worry ‘bout no issues
Smoke it all away
I’m in space when I kiss you
Baby
The second that you gone
Girl I miss you
This the type of love
That they go and write a script to


Let’s hold hands and chase our dreams
Lose ourselves in make believe
Living life so playfully
It feels like this was made to be
X2


You always just get me
And when I’m with you
Then I’m never feeling empty
I fuck up
Yet you never resent me
You my wish
Must’ve flipped in a penny
It doesn’t matter what we do
It’s all fun
Every day with you
Feels new
You my sun
-flower
More connected than a 5g router
You make me a better man
We could set a plan
Make our way to the sand
You help me see brighter days
Let’s just fly away
Let me light the way


Let’s hold hands and chase our dreams
Lose ourselves in make believe
Living life so playfully
It feels like this was made to be
X2

Make Believe

You know when there’s a fan blowing
And you stop hearing it
But then someone points it out
And that’s all you can hear?
Well

I’ve got this void
Inside my chest
It’s screaming noise
I just try to forget
It ain’t happen yet
Cause
It’s always there
In the back of my mind
And sometimes I feel fine
But you know
How it goes
I always have to be doing something
Cause I don’t want to stop and have to feel it
Go and stop the feelings
I keep my TV loud 
To drown it out
If there’s a cure
I ain’t figure it out
I can’t figure it out
It makes me feel all alone
‘S why I call my friends up on the phone
You know
How it goes

Sweet dreams
Lose myself in make
Believe
A happy place covered in
Green trees
I been dreaming of
Sweet dreams with you


I been stuck 
Inside my head
Is this shit real
Or am I dead
Who knows
Who knows
Do it all
Ain’t done enough
Been through it all
Still more to come
You know
You know
Take a breath
Inhale the fumes
My empty chest
It fills the room
Too slow
Too slow
I numb myself
Cause nothing else
Don’t seem to work
Can’t make it not hurt
No no


Sweet dreams
Lose myself in make
Believe
A happy place covered in
Green trees
I been dreaming of
Sweet dreams with you


Everything I do’s
A distraction
Cause everything I view’s
An abstraction
I don’t wanna be
All alone with my thoughts
Cause the 
Emptiness
Is just too much 
For my
BPD
I tried
CBT
And
DBT
And
DMT
Oh whoops
I’ve read studies that show
It might not go
Until I’m six feet below
Oh no


Sweet dreams
Lose myself in make
Believe
A happy place covered in
Green trees
I been dreaming of
Sweet dreams with you

Sweet Dreams

Slipping out
Slipping out
Slipping out
Slipping outside my mind
Doing the same thing
Same thing
Same thing 
All the time
It’s crazy cause I do this shit
Straight to myself
Blame me or my brain 
Prolly could never tell

I’ve been making all these goals
That I yet have tried to reach
And
I been wasting all my time
Why can’t I get up on my feet?



I can’t find a way to break these
Chains that hold me back
And
I swear I’m doing something wrong
Cause I ain’t doing nothing at all
So 


I
I just need a break from myself
Cause 
This
Nothingness feels like Hell
And
I’m
Frying every single brain cell
I feel different
Can’t you tell?
Well
I
I just wanna get my shit straight
So why?
Tell me why the fuck do I wait?
When this 
Emptiness is eating through
Can we feed it something new?


Why don’t I feel like I make more of my life
You’d think 
Grad school was more than alright
Every lost minute takes a piece of my soul
And this shit is getting old

I’ve been making all these goals
That I yet have tried to reach
And
I been wasting all my time
Why can’t I get up on my feet?


I can’t find a way to break these
Chains that hold me back
And
I swear I’m doing something wrong
Cause I ain’t doing nothing at all
So


I
I just need a break from myself
Cause 
This
Nothingness feels like Hell
And
I’m
Frying every single brain cell
I feel different
Can’t you tell?
Well
I
I just wanna get my shit straight
So why?
Tell me why the fuck do I wait?
When this 
Emptiness is eating through
Can we feed it something new?

unmotivated (Prod. by WOLFGANG PANDER)

I try to feel at peace
Take drugs to bring release
But how long can it last
Till I’m just back to being me
Must be something that’s inside
Cause
Distraction’s feeling better than
Just staying in my mind
(Oh my)

I just
be wasting
Time I could
Save then
I could do it all
But
Life’s got it wrinkles
Just keep it simple
You don’t need it all


Took long to understand
That nothing goes to plan
But doing what you can
Beats just throwing up your hands
Just try to make it through
Ain’t nothing else to do
Happiness is made
And that’s cliche
But swear it’s true
X2


Had to grow up
Ain’t asked to wait
Wasn’t taught
To navigate
Now its drugs I gravitate
Just ate cactus acetate
Now I’m incapacitate
Will I feel adult
When I pass a date?
Who knows?
It blows
But that’s just how life goes
(Oh no)

All the time
That’s left behind
There’s room in front
For more
So chase the dreams
Inside your mind
Cause that’s what time
Is for
And if that little voice inside your head
Says nothing good can last
Then go and kick that motherfucker right up in the ass


Took long to understand
That nothing goes to plan
But doing what you can
Beats just throwing up your hands
Just try to make it through
Ain’t nothing else to do
Happiness is made
And that’s cliche
But swear it’s true
X2

Took Too Long (Prod. by prod. DOMIS)

Weight (Prod. by tracy winckler)

Xans (Prod. by muzcean)

Do you ever question why we’re here?
Drinking shots so
It’s Everclear
Tick n tock
But it’s never near
I’m in fear
Cause I hear
Life’s a gift
That don’t come with a receipt
Like a sad bitter song that always stuck on repeat
I’m in love with defeat
Cause it’s all I ever know
But I’m trying to go
Far away
From my head
Cause it’s holding me back
Like an apple that’s half full
I’m colder than Mac
I been told that I’m whack
But I don’t think that I’ll change
The gifted always different
So I like that I’m strange
All this pain’s like an old friend
And I told him
That my heart from the start always open


I’ve been alone
I need someone’s help now
X2

Rain
Rain
Go away
X2


Days blur
October
Was sober
Now over
I can’t find my luck
Only see two leaf clovers
I fill up my quota
Don’t mix it with soda
Then down it
Till I lose all of my composure
Can’t feel if you numb
Can’t deal if you done
This darkness so black
It could blot out the sun
I’m just not the one
To learn how to fly
I’m just not that guy
If I jump know I’ll die
But you know that I’ll try
Even if it is futile
Won’t look to the sky
I don’t need God’s approval
More strung out than noodles
More drawn out than doodles
This therapy
Care for me
Know that it’s crucial
To sit with the pain
That is filling my brain
I been thinkin of killin
I‘m feeling the same
This ache it’s just ceaseless
A puzzle that’s piece-less
I’m empty
Hit twenty
But still lack a thesis


I’ve been alone
I need someone’s help now
X2

Rain
Rain
Go away
X2

Rain

Glow Up (Prod. by nightwave.)

I been growing
Yeah I’m moving from the past me
I been smoking
So my eyes be staying glassy
Got a girl going down faster
Than an athlete at a track meet
She be nasty
I been doing pretty decent
Used to be down without a reason
Now I’m moving through life
Blowin’
Like the wind
When I go in
Toking
Breath the smoke in
For seretonin
Keep her under 21 like it’s blackjack
Trynna get me some
Just to use it as a flashback
Reckless with the dick
It’s insured by Aflac 
They impressed
When I’m still at half mast 
My dick pic got more views
Than your last track
My life is a show
It’s just missing the laugh track
I’m cold with flow
This ain’t something
You just go and know
No it takes work to grow
And more time just to show
Now it’s bout time that I blow
We been fucking for like four hours yo
Oh
You only go hard when the drugs hit
I stay up all night and they love it
Trynna find peace
‘Tween the legs of a dime piece
Time cease
Killed the pussy
So now it’s lookin like a crime scene
Getting bloody
Cause I snorted a nine piece
Need to calm down
I been chillin
Feelin like I’m living
Living in a spa now
Stains in my brain of the pain
I can’t wash out
But I forget em
When I’m chillin with a knock out
On vacation
Yeah I’ve gone south
All these bars
I belong
In a precinct
The song’s
Burning hot
Can’t be calmed
With a heat sink
Got her wet
Now I’m sea sick
She ain’t religious
Yet she still screaming Jesus

I been fkin ‘round
Actin too nice (nice)
Go another round
Imma knock the lights (lights)
Do what I’m ‘bout
I ain’t asking for the rights (rights)
I ain’t ask for your advice
X2


I don’t know where my mind went
When I’m spittin’ on the beat
I’m too violent
And I tried to ask my conscious
But it’s silent
On top of my game
‘S’why she ride it
Only get off
When the sex is dirty
Cali nine’s
Like a Texas thirty
Had to learn
It ain’t best to worry
‘Fore I get to stuffin’
Can a Rabi bless this turkey? 
One serving
Then she come back for seconds
Can’t go back to a guy
That be coming in seconds
I mean I never come in second
‘Less it’s in the bedroom
She cum so much
I need a wet suit
Talk so dumb
But I really be deep
When I got me some
Then I really be deep
Like a Tommy gun
Shooting shots
Cause I’m hot
Panties drop
When I come around the block
Did I get my point get across?
I’m the boss
My walk is your sprint
Flow dirty like Flint
The condition of my dick ain’t mint

I been fkin ‘round
Actin too nice (nice)
Go another round
Imma knock the lights (lights)
Do what I’m ‘bout
I ain’t asking for the rights (rights)
I ain’t ask for your advice
X2

Ido

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